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288 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1979
”All his earliest years in Salt Lake had been an effort, much of the time as unconscious as growth itself and yet always there as if willed, to outgrow what he was and become what he was not. A stray. He yearned to belong. An outsider and an isolate, he aspired to friends and family and community solidarity he saw all around him in the Mormon city. A runt, he dreamed of athletic triumphs. Insignificant, he coveted the kind of notices he saw given to football heroes, sheikhs, slickers and campus politicians with glib tongues � all of whom, he felt in his heart, which was arrogant even when most envious, were inferior to him in brains and potential.�The young Mason is someone with ability but not with the ladder of social acceptability and class entrée to be able to climb and attain what he wants. He is describing an arriviste who aims to achieve all those trappings by observing and assimilating what he sees.
”Accident, they say, favours the prepared mind. Opportunity knocks only for those who are ready at the door. If we believe the novels we read, upward mobility is always ambitious, hungry and aggressive, or at the very least, discontented. The George Willards are forever yearning away from the spiritual starvation of Winesburg towards some vague larger life.This is the step into adulthood � of taking it on without a supporting safety net; of having to do it all alone and singular; of battling to get ahead of the surface without connections or shoe-ins.
But that is not always the way it is. Some of us didn’t know enough to be discontented and ambitious. Some of us had such limited experience and limited aspirations that only accident, or the actions of others, or perhaps some inescapable psychosocial fate, could explode us out of our ruts. In a way, I suppose I had to hitchhike out of my childhood; but if I did, I did it without raising my thumb.�
"Without some external evidence, he had no way of sorting out truth from wistfulness and self-deception and grievance; �.. he told himself that it is easy enough to recover from a girl, who represents to some extent a choice. It is not so easy to recover from parents, who are fate."A great book on memory, far more psychological than you could at first imagine � the mutability of memory and the vanity of selection that is kept rosy and cherished rather than the inked-out and forgotten. It leaves you feeling that this may not be all novel and that this may have more than a little memoir in it. It is as if he is writing out himself from memory, making out the diminutive, wry youth with his dismal family background so that he can continue as he is, as he wants to be forward.