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512 pages, Paperback
Expected publication April 29, 2025
� "There will never be a day, a night, a minute, a moment, a breath where you aren't destructively mine. And I hope it fucking terrifies you.�
── .� In a world of deception and aliases, Rocky is one of the few people who truly knows the real me.
── .� It's attractive-how much Rocky can read into my actions like I'm an open book, when I feel like I've always lived untouched and lost on a dusty shelf. How long has he held the pages of who I am? How long has he loved each messy line? How long have I loved the pages of who he is?
── .� I love when I stare at Phoebe across a crowd of people-it's like we're in a dreamscape of our own making. One that only we can see. This is what I've always shared with her. A great, unyielding truth beneath hundreds of lies.
“There will never be a day, a night, a minute, a moment, a breath where you aren’t destructively mine. And I hope it fucking terrifies you.�
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“There will never be a day, a night, a minute, a moment, a breath where you aren’t destructively mine. And I hope it fucking terrifies you.�
“And I just think, It’s me and Rocky. It’s always been me and Rocky. From the beginning. Until the end. No one else could ever take his place. I’ve told Rocky this so many times, it might as well be a nightly prayer.�
“They raised us,� he says. “For better or worse, they’ve molded our lives into what they are, and there’s no going back from what we’ve done. I already know who I am. I’ve always known who I am.� Flames flicker against the darkness of his eyes. He touches a hand to his chest. “Spider.�
He points to Trevor. “I’m your brother.� Then he looks to Hailey. “I’m your brother.� Then to Oliver. “I’m your family.� Then Nova. “I’m your family.�
His gaze lands on me and the intensity tunnels through me in a long beat. “I’m yours,� he says into a sheltered breath. The unsaid words cling to the air: I’ve always been yours.�
“I’ve questioned what I believe more these past months than I have my whole life, and it comes down to this. I believe in our love. I believe in the love that’s high voltage, the love that raises dead towns. The love that keeps you running when you’re on empty. The love that falls down with you—just so it can be there to drag you back up. I believe in love that has no room for failure because all it knows how to do is survive. I believe in our love—the love of six people who only had each other to trust and lean on. All I know is our love.�
The Graves and Tinrocks—we were all just a merry little gang of heathens in hell together.
I loved it that way.
“I’m a great liar.� I sit up more . . . “Case in point, this whole town believes I’m happily with Jake when I’m actually unhappily with you.�