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Orphan Train #3

Searching for You

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Despite years on the run, Sophie Neumann is determined to care for two young children. She won't abandon them the way she thinks her older sisters abandoned her. But times are growing desperate, and when she falls in with the wrong crowd and witnesses a crime, she realizes fleeing 1850s New York is her only option.

Disappearing with her two young charges into a group of orphans heading west by train, Sophie hopes to find safety and a happy life. When the train stops in Illinois for the first placement of orphans, Sophie faces the most difficult choice of her life.

Reinhold Weiss has finally purchased his own small farm. With mounting debts, a harvest to bring in, and past scars that haunt him, he's in no position to give his heart away . . . but can he say no when his long-lost friend shows up on a nearby train pleading for his help?

341 pages, Paperback

First published December 1, 2018

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Jody Hedlund

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Jody Hedlund is the best-selling author of over fifty books and is the winner of numerous awards. She writes sweet historical romances with plenty of sizzle. Find out more at jodyhedlund.com.

Jody lives in central Michigan with her husband, five busy children, and five spoiled cats. When she’s not penning another of her page-turning stories, she loves to spend her time reading, especially when it also involves consuming coffee and chocolate.




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Profile Image for Beth.
803 reviews359 followers
December 15, 2018
Finally getting to know Sophie in Searching for You was a delight. Forced to grow up much too soon, yet still lacking in a certain maturity, her character goes through tremendous growth throughout the story. Her previous decisions were those of a desperate girl and her change from that desperate girl to competent young adult is my favorite aspect of the novel. And, oh, Reinhold, how I just wanted good things for him. His character really tugged at my heart, and he deserved all of the good things that his hard work was beginning to give him. Despite his flaws, and probably because of them, he is an endearing character.

The plot line is entertaining and well-paced. Emotional upheaval as well as physical danger come into play, sometimes of the characters� own making � but isn’t that just like us, to get ourselves into a predicament, then pray God will help us out of our self-made problem? Another thing I love about the story is how is displays so well allowing God to mold our life instead of trying to push it into a form that it was never meant to fit. For Sophie, and to an extent, Reinhold, things turn out much differently than what they had been fighting toward at the beginning of the story. Coming to terms with new paths and the loss that comes with are both poignant and propelling elements of the story. It was also lovely to see Elise and Marianne again at this story’s end.

I’m a bit sad that this series has come to an end. It’s been such a joy to anticipate and read each book in the series, and I don’t know that I can pick a favorite between the three novels. However, I’m always eager to see what Jody Hedlund has for her readers next and already looking forward to her next release. Although I do think this story would be enjoyable as a standalone, personally, I recommend reading these in order, as the overall story build with each sister.

I received an advanced copy of this novel from the publisher, and a positive review was not required. This review is my honest opinion.
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2,568 reviews1,223 followers
January 2, 2019
Searching for You by Jody Hedlund
Genre: Christian Fiction/Romance
Format: Kindle
Timeframe: 1859
Location: Mayfield, IL
Main Characters:
Sophie Neumann: 18 year old runaway immigrant
Reinhold Weiss: Immigrant now farmer
Jakob Weiss: Reinhold’s younger brother
Barclay, Euphemia and five nearly grown boys: Reinhold’s good neighbors
Olivia and Nicholas: Two orphans Sophie took in as her own 2 years ago
Anna: Sophie’s friend from New York, also orphan

A teenager and orphaned, Sophie ran away from her sisters two years ago, taking with her the two orphaned toddlers who were in her care, whom she loved as family. She learned to be a street kid, doing whatever she could to feed and shelter the children, Olivia and Nicholas.

Two years later Sophie and her friend Anna were in trouble because of a street gang they’d become a part of. Pretending to be sixteen they took the orphan train to the mid-west with the children to start a new life somewhere far enough away from New York.

There, against her better judgment, but with no choice in the matter, Olivia and Nicholas were separated from her by an adopting couple. Sophie was taken in by kind and generous Irish immigrants, Barclay and Euphemia Duff, who with 5 sons, needed household help from an "older" orphan girl.

Things didn’t turn out the way Sophie had imagined. She had spent all this time avoiding her sisters who had new lives of their own. Now faces from the past came into her present. Reinhold and Jakob Weiss, who had been like brothers to her in New York, have their own farm not far from her host family. The last thing she wanted was for them to inform her sisters of her whereabouts.

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This was a great story, but had far too much sexual tension for my taste. On top of that, through all the emotional issues, prayer wasn’t considered � just controlling and avoidance, kissing and pushing away, wanting and resistance. It was just a bit much. Without all that it would have been great - just the already good story, plus bringing God into it. There could still be tension, but without all the touching and manipulations. Near the end God became a consideration for the two main characters, but by then it just didn’t seem organic.

Other than that it was good.
Profile Image for Lisa  (Bookworm Lisa).
2,237 reviews204 followers
April 3, 2019
This is the third book in a series. It can be read alone, but it is a better story with the background from the first two.

I was very pleased with the outcome of this book. It is all that I could have wished for as a reader. To have the characters struggle and eventually find peace is rewarding. I was cheering them on and invested in the story.

This book is Christian Fiction.


Source; I requested a copy via Netgalley. All thoughts and opinions expressed are my own.
Profile Image for Staci.
2,184 reviews624 followers
December 20, 2018
Satisfying conclusion to the Orphan Train Series. Youngest Neumann sister Sophie has struggled for two years to take care of herself and the two young children she has cared for since their mother passed away.

There were many endearing characters in the novel: Euphemia Duff, Jakob and Reinhold Weiss to name a few. I loved the author's note at the end which shared why she included what she did in the series content.

Another wonderful series by the talented Jody Hedlund.
Profile Image for Heidi Robbins (Heidi Reads...).
1,659 reviews570 followers
January 5, 2019
While it took me a bit to get used to Sophie grown up, the concluding story of the Orphan Train series sucked me in just like the previous novels and immersed me in the period. I loved how protective Sophie is of Olivia and Nicholas and devoted to keeping them together. She doesn't have many choices or resources, but she's scrappy and has made a life for them, however destitute. I've always been fascinated by the history of the orphan trains, and this book was different than the others in the series since Sophie plays the role of an orphan and also sacrifices for Olivia and Nicholas the way a mother would. I loved seeing Reinhold get the farm he worked so hard for and the relationship he built with his neighbors. He and Sophie are drawn to each other not only because of their past history as family friends, but the powerful attraction that springs up and fills the book with romantic tension. I loved their chemistry and the way they cared for each other! The plans they make to try and get Olivia and Nicholas back bring them even closer together, but also brings a vulnerability into their relationship dynamic. The themes of abandonment, guilt, and forgiveness brought depth and I was glued to the pages as I read, and loved the way the characters and story came to life.

(I received a complimentary copy of the book; all opinions in this review are my own)
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291 reviews51 followers
March 23, 2020
I.LOVE.THIS.BOOK. This book is so SWOONY!!! My favorite of the series without a single doubt! I feel like this series got better with every book.

I fell in love with Reinhold’s character almost immediately when he was introduced in the first book. I waited patiently through the second book while seeing him struggle and have all these hard times... and then finally, with this third book, this hardworking, sweet, swoon worthy guy gets his happy ending❤️!!! It was so satisfying to see Sophie grown up and falling in love with Reinhold. I loved the marriage of convenience aspect 😉. I did not want the book to end but also couldn’t put it down� the sure sign of a new favorite book for me.

I listened to this novel through hoopla but plan on buying a hard copy for my personal library after the quarantine craziness. The narration was crazy good if you enjoy audiobooks. This book will be one of my favorites of 2020 for sure!
Profile Image for Erin.
3,647 reviews470 followers
May 1, 2023
In books 1 and 2, Sophie's oldest sisters Elise and Marianne Neumann worried about what had happened to their youngest sister. In Searching for You, readers discover that Sophie has been in hiding for two years protecting Neumann's young charges, Olivia and Nicholas. When Sophie and her friend Anna find themselves in trouble, they decide the safest way is to flee to Chicago on the Orphan trains. However, Sophie is soon convinced to let her young charges try to find a good home. But when she senses danger, Sophie will have to seek the help of a close family friend, Reinhold. But this old friend soon realizes that he doesn't just want to help Sophie but build a life with her too. Can the two find their path to one another?


I enjoyed the finale of this trilogy and enjoyed the storyline of not just the romance but Sophie having to rescue Olivia and Nicholas. If I had one complaint, it most likely would be that I want the sister's reunion to happen much earlier than it did. On the other hand, I have really loved Reinhold in all three books and I am glad that Jody Hedlund decided to FINALLY make him a leading man. He was probably my favorite of the three Neumann husbands.

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Profile Image for Dana Michael.
1,360 reviews152 followers
November 19, 2018
Reinhold Weiss!! Swoon!! He has to be one of the most awesome heroes I have read this year. He was a hard working young man who was so disciplined and dogmatic in his work but he was so gentle and loving too.. A man of integrity. And, oh so handsome. I am obviously in love with Reinhold, but I also loved kind hearted and devoted Sophie. She was determined to make a good life and help her two charges who were orphans. This book was a book with historical details of the orphan train. It gave the reader insights as to how it was back then for orphans. It was also about marriage of convenience. Which I happen to love. I highly recommend it. This was the third book in the series, but could be read as a stand alone. It would be best to read them in order though, in ny opinion.
*I was given a copy of this book by the publisher. This is my honest ooinion.
Profile Image for Susan.
728 reviews75 followers
November 27, 2018
Ah! Wonderful end to this series.

Jody Hedlund has given us a wonderful series about the women and children that were part of the orphan train emigration in 1859. Her research is impeccable, laying a solid foundation as she masterfully crafts the final heart-stirring story in this series. Each book can be read as a stand-alone, as it follows three sisters in the 1850's, each sister having her own story. What I liked about this book is that it told the story from the perspective of the orphans that were placed in the homes in the Midwest at this time. Hedlund shows both positive and negative results from these placements.

Separated from her sisters by a series of unfortunate circumstances and misunderstandings, Sophie has been on the run for two years. In Sophie, Ms. Hedlund has given the reader a spunky heroine. We find that she has survived much hardship, willing to sacrifice for the two young orphan children she has grown to love. I think I liked Sophie's story the best. She was the youngest of the three sisters. Some of the decisions she made initially were decisions of a young girl, not an adult, who had to survive. As she matures, she is filled with the burden of guilt, thinking herself unworthy. Reinhold Weiss is a fabulous hero. In Reinhold and Sophie, Hedlund gives us flawed characters that are searching for hope. They realize that God can create something beautiful out of their brokenness. Hedlund is a master at weaving a spiritual thread effortlessly throughout her stories.

A couple of my favorite quotes:
"No matter how lost you feel at times, always keep His light burning inside you."

"He never treats us as our sin deserves."

"Sometimes God allows us to sink down in our own misery until we reach a low place where we're finally ready to look up and reach out for Him."

"We're human. We break things. It's what we do with the brokenness that counts."

I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book which I received from the author/publisher. I was not required to write a review. All opinions expressed are my own.
Profile Image for Kremena Koleva.
353 reviews89 followers
August 2, 2022
Аналогията, която една книга може да предложи с реален момент или впечатление от живота ни , я прави достатъчно въздействаща за да я прелистваме с нетърпение. Searching For You разкрива колко труден е бил пътя на емигрантите от Европа, решили да търсят нов шанс в Америка. Рецесии, войни, лични драми и болести са поставяли на изпитание волята, надеждата и сигурността на почти всеки. Последните за мнозина са катастрофални. Семейства се разделят, смъртта отнема родители и деца, а безработицата и безпомощността създават бездомници, просяци, сираци, проститутки , престъпници и банди. Оцеляването в тези среди е въпрос на воля, находчивост и загърбване на някои етични норми.
Хората сме продукт на нашите родители. На средата и възпитанието си. На примера, който сме имали . Вътрешната ни идентичност обаче ни води натам да следваме примера или да стоим далеч от него. Онова, което много ми хареса в сюжетната линия на книгата беше отражение на едно мое убеждение. Кръвната връзка не гарантира любов и грижа. Подкрепа и поддръжка може да получим от съвсем непознати хора на другия край на света. Но хората, които са ни семейство може да се държат враждебно и дистанцирано с нас. Любовта не е до ДНК-А, а до сърце и душа.
Jody Hedlund използва немското си потекло, за да опише герои, напуснали Германия и стремили се да намерят шанс в САЩ. Образите в Searching For You са достоверни, драматични и отразяващи човешките нужди, търсения и убеждения на фона на трагично стичащите се обстоятелства.
Сираците са личности със силен характер, безкомпромисни и с инстинкт за самосъхранение, подхранван от стремежа им да оцелеят на улицата. Връзката с тях винаги е трудна. Те не отговарят с доверие веднага. Пътят към тях трябва да е застлан с търпение, чистосърдечие и доброта. Онези, които решат да отворят дома и сърцата си за такива хора, поемат невероятен риск. Опасност да предлагат възможност, подкрепа и среда, но една неправилна стъпка може да доведе до невъзможно доверие. Или шанса, който осигуряват, може да е най - важното нещо за един сирак и да получат цялата му благодарност и любов.
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2,742 reviews191 followers
December 23, 2018
What a wonderful story and a beautiful wrap up to the Orphan Train series. I have read every book in this series, including the prequel novella, yet I believe that Searching for You could be read and enjoyed by someone who had not read the other books that precede it.

These two main characters were ones that I really connected with and longed for them to receive their happily-ever-afters. Sophie made some mistakes in judgment through the years, doing what she could to provide for two orphaned children that she loved as if she was their own mother. Her journey was quite a trying one.

I was so happy to see things begin to work out for Reinhold, and to watch him grow to understand that he was not the same as his father. He was actually a very kind man, who cared deeply. I loved the way Sophie and Reinhold ended up thrown together in this story and the way it all played out!

I received a complimentary copy of this book. All opinions are my own.

You can read this review on my blog:
Profile Image for Beth | Faithfully Bookish .
929 reviews234 followers
December 29, 2018
Full review and favorite quotes on FaithfullyBookish.com

Searching for You is a gripping story of love, want, and need. Life's choices aren't always one way or another, the path is winding and the way difficult to discern without nurturing guidance. Despite her youthful naivete, I admire Sophie's gumption and determination to do what (she thinks) is best for them all. Reinhold is one of the good guys without a doubt. He's not perfect but he acknowledges that fact and then punishes himself for it, bless his heart.

Friends, family, and affection take center stage in this thrilling conclusion to the Orphan Train series. Hedlund brings this time period to life from the dark metropolitan alleys to the wide-open Midwestern farmlands. I highly recommend this book and its sisters and they are all at home on my all-time favorites shelf!

I received acomplimentary copy of this book fromthe publisher and was under no obligation to post a review. The opinions expressed are my own.
Profile Image for Melanie.
2,197 reviews594 followers
August 21, 2023
Searching for You is the final book in the Orphan Train series and a wonderful conclusion. I was so happy to finally get to know Sophie's story and learn what happened to her.

The romance was okay. I liked it enough, but I guess it kind of bugged me slightly just because of the history with her sisters and Reinhold. Still liked it, but not my favorite of the series.

All in all, Searching for You was a quick, easy read that I really enjoyed reading.

*Disclosure of Material Connection: I received one or more of the products or services mentioned above for free in the hope that I would mention/review it on my blog. I was not required to give a positive review, only my honest opinion - which I've done. All thoughts and opinions expressed are my own and I only recommend products or services I use personally and believe will be good for my readers. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission's 16 CFR, Part 255: "Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.*
Profile Image for Jeanette Durkin.
1,433 reviews40 followers
October 8, 2024
I enjoyed reading this book! It piqued my interest just a few paragraphs in. I think it would have been better for me to have read the first two books in the series instead of starting with the third. I was a little lost with the characters' background stories.

Euphemia Duff was by far my favorite character. She's honest, forthright, and giving. She isn't afraid to credit the Lord for forgiving her sins. "The good Lord never treats us as our sins deserve." Sophie and Reinhold deserve credit for maturing and trying to change bad habits.

The only parts that made me uncomfortable were the "sexual" situations. There was no descriptive sex but there was a lot of passionate kissing and touching. It was a little over the top for Christian fiction. I will read the other books because I'm curious about Sophie's sisters.
Profile Image for Dawn.
781 reviews83 followers
December 28, 2018
I loved this conclusion to the Orphan Train series! I loved seeing how Sophie struggled and how she overcame her obstacles.

This series has probably been one of my favorite series that Jody Hedlund has written. Her books always have depth to them.

I received a copy from the publisher in order to help promote it. My thoughts and opinions are my own.

Rating - 5 stars.

Recommended to fans of Jody Hedlund, Karen Witemeyer, orphan trains
Profile Image for Sarita.
1,445 reviews650 followers
June 23, 2021
This was a lovely conclusion to the Orphan Train series.

Reinhold was one character who grabbed my heartstrings in book one, and a character I loved seeing throughout the series and was hoping for a HEA for. Even though he was the one left behind in book one and two, I think the best was left for last, since his and Sophie's story was sweet, unique and a favourite marriage for convenience story.

I especially enjoyed the growth both Sophie and Reinhold went through from book 1 and how they found their true identity, not one based on parents or past mistakes. The reconciliation scene with his sisters was quite emotional.

This series was such an eye opener of how orphans were treated, some was lucky and some unfortunately received a bad deal with no one fighting for them.

*I listened to this on Scribd.*
Profile Image for Becca Rae.
559 reviews38 followers
November 20, 2018
The book fog is real y'all...WOW! I have loved this series right from the very beginning. Jody Hedlund knows how to suck a reader in deep! The heartache, the hope, the faith, the endurance, the ability to rise above from the broken pieces--this is a series that will stay with you long after you've turned the last page. As Jody shares a bit in her Author's Notes at the end of each piece, her research of the orphan trains and the Children's Aid Society is impeccable. She takes readers on a journey deep into the trenches of what life was like for orphans running the streets of NYC in the mid 1800's and how the orphan trains changed their lives--for better or worse.
It didn't take long in the story to see just how low Sophie's life had ended up. My heart quickly broke for her. Life had taught her that it was easier to expect the worst in life so that she wouldn't be disappointed in hoping for better. She had come to a point where even the concept of good things happening for her were unfathomable. Despite her love for little Olivia and Nicholas, her heart no longer believed she could be loved herself. She felt like she was a throw-away. This story didn't give her a quick and easy happy ending--it slowly provided opportunities for her heart to mend and grow. As a reader your emotions will rise and fall with each bump in the road she hits as well. Sophie is one character you won't soon forget.
Another character I quickly grew to love was Euphemia. Have you ever happened to run into just the right person to give you just the right wisdom and encouragement at a needed time in your life? This was Euphemia for Sophie. She loved Sophie when she felt unlovable. She spoke truth into her life where Satan had torn her down. She provided her with means to give her a jump start in life instead of complaining over her own losses. She shared her own story to inspire Sophie to hope for more. She was truly a remarkable woman.
A piece that was interesting to me in the story was the fact that Sophie and her friend Anna lied about their ages in order to be able to join the orphan train with Olivia and Nicholas. It wouldn't happen in today's world with all of the different forms of identity we carry, but it made me wonder how often things like that would occur. I myself am in my early thirties, but every now and then I still hear people ask if I'm still a teenager. I was 24 (yes, 24!) the last time I was asked if I wanted a kid's menu. As a young adult I was constantly met with people wondering "who I belonged to." Would young adults struggling to survive in the city pose as younger children to board the trains and hope for a better life? This thought honestly has me curious.
Although I love Reinhold's character, I have to admit this book felt a bit like "third time’s the charm" for him. I love his character and his relationship with Sophie, but I wish there wasn't complicated history with her sisters. I loved that he was able to understand her better because of their childhood history together, and in a way he wrestled with the same feelings of inadequacy as Sophie did. Together they really were perfect for each other. I just wish he wasn't someone desired for her sisters in the other books.
This was truly an incredible series. I feel as if I'm in mourning over the fact that it has come to an end. I would highly recommend this series to historical fiction fans. Each of the books should be read in order as they are all connected and I wouldn't consider them stand-alones. I highly suggest you take the time to read them-- you won't be disappointed!
*I received a complimentary copy of this book from the author through NetGalley. Thoughts and opinions expressed are mine alone.
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1,088 reviews69 followers
January 10, 2019
I was fortunate to be able read all three books in the Orphan Train series all together (one benefit of waiting for an entire series to be published before starting book one). And I am so glad that I could, because as soon as I started the first book in the series I knew I wanted more of this charming family facing such difficulties. More of swoon-worthy romance. More challenges overcome through faith and community. As soon as I finished each book I eagerly picked up the next. While each of the three titles in the Orphan Train series could be read as a standalone, I believe that it is much better to read them as a series, better to understand the depth of each of the characters, their relationships and their journeys, separate at times and yet each interconnected.

Searching For You is the third book in the delightful Orphan Train series. This historical Christian series is absolutely delightful, combing heartfelt stories of challenges overcome with the love and bond of sisters, as well as amazing (swoon-worthy) romance.

In Searching For You the series is brought full circle with the story of the youngest Neumann sister, Sophie who has been missing since she ran away in book one. Sophie has under her care two young children whom she loves as if they were her own. She has sacrificed everything to protect them and keep them together as a family, even as it cost her a life with her sisters. When she and a friend are forced to flee New York they find themselves on an orphan train, with every intention of leaving before being placed with new families. But the draw of a new family proves too strong and soon the little make-shift family find themselves separated in the town of Mayfield. The reappearance of family friend Reinhold Weiss provides Sophie with the perfect opportunity to reclaim her children, even if it means a marriage of convenience and the risk her sisters will find her. But hiding her growing feelings from Reinhold might prove difficult as he continually assists her and a spark heats up between them. But can their arranged marriage be a forever one?

This third book was a wonderful addition to the series. I liked Sophie and her determination to keep her little family together, even as she is weighed under by grief for her failings. Once again the chemistry and connection Hedlund creates between her two main characters is tangible - you can almost feel the sparks leaping from the page. I loved Sophie and Reinhold’s relationship, their progression from friends and helpmeets to sharing their feelings with each other.

This truly is a beautiful and thoroughly enjoyable series and I highly recommend it to readers who like Christian historical romance.

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2,736 reviews1,425 followers
June 25, 2020
The first half of the book, detailing Sophie's run from New York and her experience on the orphan train, was really well written. I was really enjoying her bond with Olivia and Nicholas...and then all of a sudden she and the kids were parted and she was at Euphemia's house. I think Euphemia was the best character of the book, honestly!

But Reinhold got the short stick of characterization and I honestly thought I learned more about him in the previous book than in this one where he's supposed to be the lead guy. He has a temper and thinks he's going to be just like his dad. I was disappointed to see that he only thinks of dealing with this issue through faith one time...rather, he keeps thinking he can't change/thinking he can make the choices for himself etc without trying to turn to God to fight his lower nature.

Sophie hasn't given God the time of day but for a page or two near the end that changes. Barely enough to add any sort of faith element to the story, to be honest. A generic deist sort of faith... no thrills of feeling entirely changed/feeling close to God/etc that I wanted to feel and not to just imagine for myself.

What bugged me most, though, is that once the "romance" is focused on, that it's all about the physical, all about helpless kisses and raging sexual appetite. That's only one element about marriage and their level of lust isn't enough to compensate for their tardy build of true friendship and their lack of sharing any sort of faith journey together.

I did enjoy the last chapter which showed an update on the whole family. Sadly, with half the book being eyeroll-worthy for me, I can't score it higher than "okay" overall.

Thanks to the publisher and NetGalley for a free reading copy. A favorable review was not required.
3,718 reviews1,756 followers
March 13, 2019
"And deep down, Sophie knew it was time to stop running from her mistakes and the brokenness of her life...She had to place the broken pieces into God's hands and let Him start putting her back together." (p 300-301)

Squueeepp!!! I have been so anxious to read the conclusion to Jody Hedlund's Orphan Train series. And I do mean anxious -- like really wanting to read it because I need to know what happened to Sophie after all this time and really not wanting to read it because I'm afraid to know what happened to Sophie after all this time! lol Talk about living on the avid reader edge! Basking in bibliophoria here. :-)

Oh -- and I should mention that while this book could be read as a standalone there's so much depth to all the backstory from the first two books that I think it'll make the read all the more thrilling if you've read the books in order.

Heartbreaking and hopeful -- full of searing emotion and raw passion -- this is the kind of story that pulls you in and holds you captive. I about turned blue from holding my breath in alarm or anticipation for the duration of the read!

Sophie's journey is incredible and poignant. There's a gritty essence to her vulnerability that fascinated me. And Reinhold! Be still my heart. Love me a brooding hero who thinks he doesn't deserve a happily ever after. And I've seen him through so much heartache over the course of this series -- it was his time! With Sophie! Definitely not who I saw him ending up with from the start of book one but it works. (Cue the fainting couch and smelling salts, readers!)

And can we talk for a minute about the title? Because there's so many ways you can spin it. Searching for family. Searching for someone to love. Searching for a Redeemer. And the way Hedlund ties all that together makes for a page-turning thrill of a read!
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255 reviews3 followers
January 11, 2019
This book could have been cut in half just by removing repetitive internal conflict. I understand the emotional turmoil within each of the main characters; I think it was realistic and valid. I also think that hearing about it once, twice, or even 5 times throughout the book would have been enough. Instead it felt like every chapter had a tortured internal monologue expressing the exact same thoughts as the tortured internal monologue of the previous chapter. It made the book move very slowly and distracted from any character development that may have been visible from the actions of the characters.

It also seemed extra long because nearly all of the characters were in constant emotional anguish. If Euphemia Duff hadn't been in the book, I probably would have given up. Euphemia was a gem. She added some desperately needed humor and hope to the story.

I don't think this was a bad book, by any means, but for me it wasn't enjoyable to read, because it was 95% anguish, misunderstanding, suffering, and self-loathing, ending in a brief period of conflict resolution and positive introspection without enough joy to make up for the trials. (That sentence had 7 commas. Clearly I am not a writer.) If you are a reader who feeds off of the emotional drama and anguished suspense until the very end, disregard all of my opinions.
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452 reviews29 followers
November 14, 2018
Jody Hedlund is a must-read author for me, and I have loved this series. Searching for You grabbeed my heart from the opening pages. Prior to reading this series, I was not familiar with the orphan trains of the nineteenth century, and my momma-heart hurt to imagine what some of these sweet children endured. While this novel stands alone from its predecessors, reading the first two books provided a deeper reading experience. Endearing characters and a well-researched, authentic setting drew me into this story. Hedlund tucks in nuggets of spiritual truth throughout the story, and these timeless truths encourage and inspire. I especially loved the advice given to Sophie that "Sometimes God allows us to sink down in our own misery until we reach a low place where we're finally ready to look up and reach out to him." Don't miss this heartwarming story and series!

Disclosure of Material Connection: I received a digital copy of this book free from Baker/Bethany House Publishing and NetGalley. I was not required to write a positive review. The opinions I have expressed are my own. I am disclosing this in accordance with the Federal Trade Commission’s 16 CFR, Part 255: “Guides Concerning the Use of Endorsements and Testimonials in Advertising.�
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1,312 reviews
March 6, 2019
If you love reading all about self pity and people doing stupid things because they feel they don't deserve happiness, then this is the book for you! The first 2 books in the series had some portion of stupid self sacrifice but they were on a much smaller scale. It's definitely time to say goodbye to this series.
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443 reviews47 followers
November 27, 2018
I have been looking forward to reading Sophie’s story. It wasn’t easy to wait, but oh so very worth it! Jody Hedlund takes readers on a heartfelt journey through the pages of this book. I felt like I was right in the story with the characters. My heart broke for Sophie and cheered for her breakthroughs and successes!

Even at her young age, Sophie had a mother’s heart and a deep love for the two children, Nicholas and Olivia, that were left in her care. She made some very tough choices and sacrificed much to ensure that Nicholas and Olivia were safe and that they had someone to love them. Sophie carried with her a big hurt and misunderstanding. She often blamed God for the hardships she has faced, and her feelings of being abandoned by God. Sophie grows a lot during this story and it was a beautiful thing to be a part of!

At its core, this story takes a deep, soul-searching look at the inadequacies that we all feel in ourselves at one point or another. Through the eyes of the characters, we can learn that the inadequacies are lies. We need to know who we are in God and trust in His plan for our lives.

One of my favorite lines from this story reminds us that, “Sometimes God allows us to sink down in our own misery until we reach a low place where we’re finally ready to look up and reach out for Him.�

Searching for You is a story that you will want for your “keeper� shelf. A story that you will want to pull out and read again. There is so much to love about this story! Multifaceted characters, a deep, heart-warming plot, with page-turning delights. Start to finish, this story wove itself around my heart!

(I received a copy of this book from the author/publisher in exchange for my honest opinion. I am not required to write a positive review. My thoughts and opinions are my own.)
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1,892 reviews127 followers
November 15, 2018
I really enjoyed this book.
Jody is an exceptional writer. Her writing has a way of making you feel like you're in the story with the characters and feel what they are feeling.
I admire Sophie for trying to do right by Nicholas and Olivia.
Everyone has dirty laundry and Sophie is no different. She's stubborn and strong and always wants to everything all on her own! Wow! Watching her change was a real treat.
I really admired her for that reason alone because she finally did what was right.
Reinhold is a favorite too. He has demons from his past that he needed to deal with and I really admired him and also enjoyed watching him change.
I guess what im trying to say is that we can't do it alone.
I feel that without Jesus I am nothing! My life would certainly feel very empty. People need the Lord. I just wish they'd open their eyes and look to Him.
Grace is offered through Jesus.
Euphemia is certainly a blessing . I loved the way that the Lord was using her. She's definitely my favorite person. I wished my mom was more like her.
I will be looking forward to reading more from this author
I strongly recommend this book and I received a copy from Netgalley. All opinions are my own
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385 reviews
January 11, 2019
First of all, I want to thank Jody Hedlund once again for allowing me to be a part of the influencing team for this novel. I have not not enjoyed one of her books yet. And I doubt I ever will as all of her books are very well written and enjoyable to read.
The story was a very heartwarming conclusion to the Orphan Train series. I have read all three books in the series and enjoyed them all. I loved “getting to know� the characters throughout the entire series and am happy to see the series end in such a way.
I would definitely recommend this book, and entire series, to all those who enjoy sweet, historical romances. I look forward to reading more of the wonderful stories that Jody writes!
The cover is very intriguing and sets the mood for the book. I’ll give it 4 stars!
I’ll also give the book itself 4 stars as I personally liked the first book in the series the best. However, this book is close in second place!
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2,470 reviews263 followers
April 16, 2020
Hedlund is a good author. I like the way she writes her characters and the creation of her stories. What I don't like with every book is how wordy they are.This took so long to get going and the internal monologues in the characters heads got old quick. I didn't read the first 2 books in this series but this didn't detract from the story. This one appealed to me most and I skipped the others knowing that Hedlund is an author I have issues with. I can skip when they go into there thoughts and not miss much. The middle of this book just hit the right things for me and I seriously loved the second half. I just wish she would skip all the words that are unnecessary and give us the meat. She would be one of my favorite authors if she could cut her books down.
This is a Christian story with talk of prostitution, child slavery and abuse of all kinds. It deals with heavy issues of guilt and shame over sexual sin, theft and lying. This is handled well. I would let my older teen read this.
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700 reviews87 followers
August 3, 2020
I enjoyed this whole series, but I wish I had time to re-read the first two before tackling the third book. I had forgotten a lot of the back story and was not as familiar with the main characters as I would have been otherwise.

571 reviews
November 6, 2018
Sophie knew it was time to stop running from her mistakes and the brokenness of her life. She had to face her sisters before she could move on. She had to do it for them, for her, for them all. (Sophie)

Was it possible that God could change him into a better man? If Jakob hadn't lost faith in him, maybe God hadn't either. (Reinhold)

It's really hard for me to write up a review for a book that touched me deeply. Hedlund knows how to compose a story that will stay with me for a long time to come. I experienced so many emotions with this one, even to the point of shedding real tears for some things that happened. I always wonder if the author experiences some of the same as they write! My heart ached for Sophie and her feeling so inadequate and bogged down with guilt she's had for so long. Only relying on herself instead of the One who can carry those burdens for her. She's felt like she's made too many mistakes to find favor with God, but that's where His grace comes in to play! And I've admired Reinhold from the very beginning. He's the kind of man who's had to grow up young because of the destitute poverty his family went through. Desperately trying to help provide in any way he can. Also struggling to be the opposite of what his father was, an angry & violent man. He takes on a young man named Jakob that he had saved from the orphanage and strives to make a living from the farm he's purchased. Finding satisfaction in hard work & toil of the land. I loved the moment Sophie and him meet back up when he learns she's living with his nearest neighbors, the Dun family. Euphemia is the mother figure she never had and takes her completely under her wings, reminding her of God's love for her no matter her mistakes. I love it when side characters play a major role, I would have loved to be one of her “kids�! As you can probably guess, these two fall in love, and I love the journey they take to do so. The road is never straight or easy for them and they must overcome a lot to get there. Lastly, there are so many quotable quotes for me to save, reminders of God's truth that echoed in my own heart. I admire authors who let Gods light shine and allow Him to use their words to touch my own life. I always find this in Jody's books!

The riveting conclusion of the Orphan Train series comes at last, but this story will resonate with me for a long time. The characters wrapped themselves around my heart through all three books and it's going to be hard to say goodbye. Knowing they all get their happily-ever-after will help ease the sting! I've enjoyed this book so much and think Hedlund wrapped it up perfectly. Please be sure to read the Author's note at the end; I'll conclude my review with this because she puts it into words so well:

It was also my prayer in writing this story to help you—wherever you are in your journey—learn to let go of your burdens and guilt, to hand them over to the One who is waiting to bear the weight for you. He can turn your brokenness and messes and shape the into something beautiful and unique and unexpected—if you just let Him.

*I received a complimentary copy via Netgalley and Bethany House publisher on the authors behalf. No favorable review was required, all opinions are my own. *
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