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713 pages, Paperback
First published August 15, 2023
“With education comes understanding. With understanding, wisdom. With wisdom comes control. With control, peace.�
“Esrahaddon, our present—and the fate of future generations—are literally in your hands. Be very careful.�
“Yes. Happiness is merely a state when everything is as it should be. But if everything is always perfect, there is no challenge, no reason to live, no purpose to exist. Happiness is the reward for struggle, and without struggle there can be no growth. What does not grow, Ezra, is dead � or should be. Still, you must guard against indulgence. Too much will create a thirst. Quenching that thirst makes you drunk. Being drunk invites greater excess. Soon your judgment is lost, and power becomes your only desire.�
“See now . . . this here’s the problem with taking in a stray cub. There always comes that time when you got to let them go back to the wild � that moment you know deep in your lousy heart that you’re never gonna see them again. The moment you take them in, the instant you carry them home, you know freaking well that you’re gonna have to say goodbye one day. And as the little furball starts purring and scratching you with his crazy needle claws, you also know when that time comes it’s gonna rip your heart out� And you know what? I need this heart. It’s the only one I got. And you’re killing me here.�
“But I now think this last part has a lot to do with why he’s so understanding � why he was so kind to me. He learned firsthand how those individuals who everyone taught him to hate were better than his own family. I suspect that’s a lesson few learn.� Elinya adjusted the blanket across her lap, shifting the dagger that she still carried, still wrapped. “And I think you might also be wrong about the privileged, easy lives of Cenzars. According to Esrahaddon and Ruby, the Art comes to those whose lives were not easy. Artists are privileged because they survive hardships that would ruin others.�
“Still, if there is true evil in the world, we’re looking at it� Ignorance, hate, paranoia, and the absolute conviction that it is good and right to force others to accept their values.�
“When a snowball rolls and grows this big, no one person can hope to just stand in front and stop it. The whole thing has a life of its own now, and mere words can’t hope to kill�
“Strength is the only virtue recognized by the powerful. And to those who use spears and clubs, power is muscle and physical speed. All else is worthless, for in their insular worlds they cannot imagine any other form of strength, mostly because they lack the capacity to imagine. In Banka’s men, Ezra saw what he now understood to be all that was wrong with the world. Ignorance born from a blind reliance on brute force dominated in the way large trees denied sunlight and water to the ground, stifling the growth of flowers. For what good are flowers? What virtue is fragile beauty?�
“Worthiness comes from the heart� From courage in the face of adversity and fighting a battle with dignity even though you know you can’t win. Sometimes you fight and lose because you must. Doing so is right and good and worth it.�
“You have something on your face.�
“Really?� The knight wiped a hand over his mouth. “Is it gone?�
Esrahaddon shook his head. “Nope.�
“What is it?�
“I think it’s a smile.�
Jerish frowned.
“Ah, there it goes. You got it that time.�
”What is this crime I’m expected to commit? The one you must kill me to prevent. Maybe I can just promise not to. What is it I’m supposedly going to do?�
“Destroy the world.�
“And you’re okay with me destroying the world.�
“I exaggerated. He didn’t actually say that.�
“What did he say?�
“He said you world destroy the empire.�
”A man cannot stand with two broken legs. I fought, but it’s like trying to reason with water and convince it not to run downhill; that’s the direction it has always wanted to go. Mawyndule has only provided the opportunity.
“You have something on your face.�
“Really?� The knight wiped a hand over his mouth. “Is it gone?�
Esrahaddon shook his head. “Nope.�
“What is it?�
“I think it’s a smile.�
Jerish frowned.
“Ah, there it goes. You got it that time.�
“Happiness is merely a state when everything is as it should be. But if everything is always perfect, there is no challenge, no reason to live, no purpose to exist. Happiness is the reward for struggle, and without struggle there can be no growth. What does not grow, Ezra, is dead � or should be.�
“Pain doesn't always come from suffering a terrible life; sometimes it comes from having no life at all and from the certainty you never will.�
“I’m not a philosopher, but I know that worth isn’t found in a sword or the skill to wield it. Worthiness comes from the heart, from courage in the face of adversity, from fighting a battle you know you can’t win with dignity.�