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The story: Patsy MacLemoore, a history professor in her late twenties with a brand-new Ph.D. from Berkeley and a wild streak, wakes up in jail yet again--after another epic alcoholic blackout. "Okay, what'd I do?"? she asks her lawyer and jailers. "I really don't remember."? She adds, jokingly: "Did I kill someone?"

In fact, two Jehovah's Witnesses, a mother and daughter, are dead, run over in Patsy's driveway. Patsy, who was driving with a revoked license, will spend the rest of her life--in prison, getting sober, finding a new community (and a husband) in AA--trying to atone for this unpardonable act.

Then, decades later, another unimaginable piece of information turns up.

For the reader, it is an electrifying moment, a joyous, fall-off-the-couch-with-surprise moment. For Patsy, it is more complicated. Blame must be reapportioned, her life reassessed. What does it mean that her life has been based on wrong assumptions? What can she cleave to? What must be relinquished?

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291 pages, Paperback

First published July 23, 2009

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Michelle Huneven

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I am the author of four novels.

I was born in Altadena, California just a mile from where I live now. I college-hopped (Scripps, Grinnell, EWU) and landed at the Iowa Writer¹s Workshop where I received my MFA.

My first two books, Round Rock (Knopf 1997) and Jamesland (Knopf 2003), were both New York Times notable books and also finalists for the LA Times Book Award. My third novel, Blame, (Sarah Crichton Books, FSG, 2009), was a finalist for the National Book Critics Circle Award and also a finalist for the LA Times Book Award. My fourth novel, Off Course, (Sarah Crichton Books, FSG, 2014), is coming out April 1, 2014.
Along the way, I’ve received a GE Younger Writers Award and a Whiting Award for Fiction. For many years my “day job� was reviewing restaurants and writing about food for the Los Angeles Times, the LA Weekly and other publications. I’ve received a James Beard award (for “feature writing with recipes�) and an assortment of other awards for food journalism.

I’m presently teaching creative writing to undergraduates at UCLA and writing the occasional bit about food. I live with my husband Jim Potter, dog (Piper), cat (Mr. Pancks), and talkative African Grey parrot (Helen) in Altadena.

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November 19, 2010
Once again, a great premise and decent writing, while important, are not sufficient conditions for a great book. Once again, an author takes a complex story idea with rich potential and cops out by having it degenerate into Harlequin-worthy romance and ordinary family tale. Sigh.

Imagine waking up from an alcohol-induced blackout to be informed that you’ve killed two innocent people by driving drunk and are now in jail, awaiting sentencing. You, leading a standard middle-class life except for this unfortunate little alcohol problem, suddenly find yourself in a women’s prison with people you never imagined you’d rub shoulders with. Great story concept, right?

Sadly, the execution left a lot to be desired. First, to borrow a line from one of Lisa’s reviews, it’s pretty annoying when books don’t start on page 1. Instead of opening with the above scenario as I was led to expect, the book began with a long, marginally relevant anecdote in which the main character played a minor role. This anecdote introduced some of the side characters but didn’t do much else for the narrative other than delaying the story I thought I was going to read.

Eventually there was an abrupt shift in viewpoint and I arrived at Patsy’s (the main character) shocking discovery. For me, this was the strongest part of the book � although I’ve never been in prison, the descriptions and interactions rang true and were gripping at times. Unfortunately the book began to go downhill and never made it back up. Patsy’s return to sobriety, beginning with prison AA meetings and continuing after her release, seemed way too easy. When Patsy was released from prison, we were told it was a difficult adjustment for her but she seemed to be instantly surrounded by devoted new friends, including a young gay man who was clearly meant to be lovable and adorable but reminded me of Jar Jar Binks from Episode I of Star Wars. Patsy got involved with men again but this, too, was pretty simplistic and clichéd � eventually realizing that her first post-prison relationship was all about chemistry and didn’t go deeper than that, Patsy rejected that guy for Mr. AA saint, who, like everyone else in the book, loved her with an unequivocal devotion that was difficult to understand. Some later ups and downs with Mr. AA Saint appeared to be more about Patsy’s selfishness and somewhat inexplicable dissatisfaction than about anything AA Saint did wrong.

Other problems I had with this book included uneven pacing � some events were told in long, drawn-out detail while others were quickly summarized and moved past. I could not detect any rhyme or reason for the author’s choosing to do this; the events which were described in full, even overwritten, were no more interesting or relevant than the ones which were mentioned in passing. In fact, overall much of Patsy’s post-prison life was pretty banal. And maybe life really is like that, but I was hoping to be gripped by a compelling description of Patsy’s struggle to get back into life, not reading endlessly about mundane details of day-to-day existence and uninteresting interactions.

Worst of all, while I certainly found Patsy’s initial situation sympathetic I didn’t find her particularly sympathetic as a character. Nothing about her resonated with me or made me want to read more about her or about her life. When she had an inner freak attack over her adult stepchild’s accidentally nicking her fancy new kitchen counter I knew I was supposed to sympathize with Patsy, even admire her for her restraint in not blowing up at the stepchild. Instead I found myself thinking, Lady, I just don’t want to know you. As someone who frequently opens my house to extended family members, I know firsthand how difficult it can be to have houseguests but still find it really hard to relate to a woman who actively resents her husband’s allowing his children to stay with them because she wants to enjoy her top-of-the-line new kitchen unencumbered. A better author would have made me feel Patsy’s pain despite the distance from my value system; this author failed in that respect. And by the way, ditto for guys who refuse to speak to friends for rejecting their decorating ideas. I’m supposed to like these characters?

Finally, the dramatic plot twist toward the end was visible a mile away; the book’s description basically gave it away. The way this twist came about required a great deal of suspension of disbelief � too much � and in my opinion, while this development did raise a few interesting questions, ultimately it didn’t do a lot for the story as a whole.

Too bad. I’m not a Jodi Picoult person, but I actually think this book would have worked better had she written it.
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January 23, 2011
Last night I finished reading a book that for three-quarters of it I disliked. My dislike was exacerbated by the hoopla about it, including a nomination for a National Book Critics Circle award. Was I missing something, or many somethings, in my reading? How come many Amazon.com reviewers liked this book? I submitted a comment—no more reviews were permitted—in response to one of the reviewers. A woman who enjoyed the book answered me, in part, by encouraging me to finish the book. I did, and I'm glad I did.

Patsy MacLemoore is a recently minted, twenty-eight year old Ph.D. graduate in history, teaching at a small Southern California college. She's full of life, full of herself, a party girl, and an alcoholic. With several DUI arrests already, she is convicted of killing a young mother and her daughter while driving her car, an event she doesn't remember.Ìý
While serving two-years in prison, she reluctantly begins attending AA meetings. Patsy is aware of her responsibility for the tragedy, an awareness that has her consider how she's lived her life.Ìý
After prison she works to re-establish her life. There's uncertainty. She takes redemptive action, attends AA meetings where she forms new attachments, new friends, who along with the friends and family who stuck by her after her imprisonment form a family for her. She eventually marries. Most significantly, she grows up. Over the twenty-plus years of the story, beginning in 1980, she develops a strength of character, a strength of being, a loving compassion for herself and others, including a raffish and devoted former lover, a young gay AA confidante and close friend, who gets HIV/AIDS, and others who she is able to see the beauty within, and the flaws, as she sees and accepts her own imperfections. She practices fidelity to her marriage despite her encounter with a man who almost sweeps her away. She's loyal and supportive of friends and family; gaining strength and learning to trust her own voice and her intuition. Patsy becomes a self-actualizing person.

My one significant dislike of the book was the author's writing of dialog without quotation marks. It was challenging, confusing and made for unnecessary work for me.Ìý

"Blame", in short, is a quiet and intimate look into what makes life worth living, how does one live with a burden of responsibility which could incapacitate so many, and what is important about being in the world, and with other people.
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October 20, 2011
Originally published at my blog

So my review of this novel is kind of like reviewing an old friend because I’ve been reading this book over the course of the last couple months for my Novel Writing class. Reading something over a couple months span I’ve realized has its pros. I feel like I have a really firm grasp on this novel and the characters because I’ve spent so much time with it. For my class, I had to break down the novel and really spend an adequate amount of time with the chapters analyzing plot, character, pacing etc. Normally I don’t spend that much time with a novel so I feel like this might just be one of the most well informed reviews I’ll ever have up here.

The Good: Michelle Huneven really knows how to develop memorable characters. Joey, Brice, Patsy and Gilles are brilliant characters. Huneven takes her time developing them and by the end of the novel, Patsy pretty much jumps off the pages. I love the concept of Blame because it’s based on a situation that could (and probably has) happened. A woman gets black out drunk and runs over two people killing them. It’s not an overly abnormal situation, it’s happened and it’s not too hard to imagine a situation like that happening to someone today. Huneven takes this reality and really delves into the consequences with Patsy. We get a real sense of what prison is like for someone like Patsy and we learn how someone might handle their guilt and transition into society after their prison term has ended. We learn that Patsy settles for things in life that she normally wouldn’t have just because she feels it’s all she deserves. It’s a way to punish herself, to remind herself of the crime she committed. I love the slight but powerful nod to the gay community and the start of the HIV virus that Huneven slides into the story. She also throws an enormous wrench in the plot towards the end that is crazy awesome and makes the story that much more deep and meaningful. I also thought Huneven did well adding comic relief to the parts that were a little depressing. It’s not a book I felt utterly sad about when I was done. I felt a sense of accomplishment when it was over. I also thought the ending was very well done. It wraps up the loose ends but not in the “everything-ends-so-perfectly� way.

The Bad: Nothing really negative to say about the novel except that I HATE IT when authors don’t put dialogue in quotations. I don’t know why it irritates me as much as it does, but really�. That’s why the quotations were made. What is the reasoning behind not using them? It bugs the crap out of me. But that really is just a nit-picky detail. I really don’t have anything else negative to say about it.

Overall, I really thought this was a great book. It was well written, the plot and characters were fully and wonderfully developed and it was really a polished piece of literature. I give it an A!
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July 12, 2013
If this book was 80 pages shorter I'd be writing how much I admired this masterpiece. Instead, I'm yawning.

Patsy Maclemoore is no hero or survivor. For most of the book she is a conventional upper middle-class professor who finds herself in prison for half of the book and a wife and stepmother for the other half. Except for the usual minor dramas and traumas of American life, nothing happens. She learns the rhythms of the diminished and controlled environment of safe minimum security prisons, but because of her Ph.D., she is allowed to teach ESL classes to inmates. Many prisoners become her friends. Later, she learns how to fight fires by joining an inmate firefighting team, which allows her much time outdoors. Her family regularly visits and writes to her in prison. She also becomes friends with the family she harmed. When she is released from prison two years later, her ex-boyfriend, Brice Courtland, reveals he is gay and introduces her to his adorable lover, Gilles. Between her loving mother, father and brother, her still loving ex-boyfriend and his kind and talented partner, some of her old friends and new convict friends, she is gently introduced back into society upon her release. Her PO is mean, but that ends when later he turns out to be a close friend of the man Patsy eventually marries. Patsy marries a rich man, who owns a hotel and a lot of real estate. She settles into a conventional and comfortable wealthy environment. There are a few clouds in her life. AIDS begins to devastate her gay friends, her stepchildren are demanding and take away some of her space and time, and her husband has no sharp edges and provides unquestioning support without any intimacy. However, her angst is eased when she gets her job back at the college where she had been working before as a professor without any problems.

This is as dull as dirt to read. The only thing that makes it worthwhile to slog through is the extraordinary way the author, Michelle Huneven, quietly develops each character into real breathing people. These folks are not peculiar or strange - they are typical of privileged middle-class American family life. Huneven draws each person for the reader so clearly through her writing they feel like actual friends and neighbors you actually know.

What has changed Patsy's life is a horrible accident. She is an alcoholic and she used to drive drunk, often in a blackout. Despite having her driving license suspended and being a regular guest of the local jail, she pursues alcohol as avidly as she does sex, picking up one-night friends, while her family despairs. Then, when she wakes in the local jail yet again, she discovers to her horror she has killed a mother and her daughter while driving up her driveway. They were Jehovah's Witnesses. She has no memory of it, not then, not ever. She never recovers from the guilt. Her edgy wild lifestyle dies with the battered bodies. Armageddon, despite it's WASP and upper-class nature, has arrived.

I am disappointed. For me, this is a flawed book.

The opening chapter is not that of Patsy's point of view, but of a little girl who is the niece of Patsy's boyfriend, Brice. Patsy drunkenly pierces the niece's ears, who later must allow the holes to close due to the crooked hole placement. Eventually, the niece gets her ears pierced correctly, setting it all right, which is the theme of the book. (Being painfully pierced crookedly, then being painfully pierced correctly leveled. Get it?) While I enjoyed discovering the author's mild and muted mystery plot behind the accident, the tamed life of Patsy after the accident became a chore to read through. Blame is a burden every character in the novel carries - or not, as some characters are unaware of any possible guilt or blame laying at their doorstep, but obvious to the reader - and I think the author aptly, if gently, explores how such a horrible event affects Patsy's life, who accepts the blame for her actions. This is not a happily-ever-after story, even though nothing ever devolves into a hint of noir or, to me, real losses, for Patsy. She is guilt-ridden, but not miserable. Her life changes because of the accident, but her suffering is made safe and easy by her wealth, class and loving family/friends. She is a success story, if dully and duly processed.

Ah, how we fret over normal life and common occurrences! How really awful and life-changing storms can beget quiet normal adult personalities, if becalmed too much, perhaps, with boredom.

I highly recommend this novel to those readers who adored .
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November 9, 2009
I might destroy my credibility by making my first review five-stars, but I thought this book was wonderful: moving and surprising, unsentimental but unafraid to court deep feeling in its attention to characters and the quiet stasis of their pain, their small moments of redemption. I've often seen literature portray AA in blandly unequivocal terms, but here it ecomes a character in its own right--a bit unwieldy but totally powerful, a deeply human site for power wrangles and incredible empathy. The writing nails hard moments between characters and does (I'm biased here) a great job with SoCal--there's a harsh west-ness to it, a kind of gritty mythology. Anyway: it's good.
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July 7, 2012
Because I live in the Los Angeles area, Michelle Huneven, who lives in the suburb of Altadena, is a local author, beloved by the LA Times and friendly to our local bookstores. I've been meaning to read Blame ever since it was published. One of my reading groups picked this title from among my suggestions and thanks to them, I have finally gotten to it.

Often I read as an armchair traveler, visiting locations I will never go to physically. But there is a special pleasure derived from a book set in my own city. No matter how proficiently an author creates a sense of place, I never feel as much "there" as when I have actually been there myself, driven or walked the streets, experienced the weather and the sunsets.

Patsy MacLemoore, history professor and functioning alcoholic, is a character I might have met in Altadena or Pasadena. Her friends, lovers, associate professors, and her eventual husband are all familiar to me. Patsy's downfall and gradual rebirth as a sober, mature and self-confident woman resonated with me and made her a more sympathetic character.

Truthfully, Patsy is not a wholly admirable person. She specializes in bad decisions, she survives at the expense of others, and she does not like people that much, including herself. Thanks to the tragedy which took her down and thanks to Alcoholics Anonymous, she does straighten out her life and acquire some likable traits.

Blame has a twist. It is a good one, along the lines of the view that life is neither predestined nor driven by one's choices but is essentially random. Unfortunately I had read some reviews with spoilers, so I knew what was coming. Knowing this and waiting for it did spoil some of my reading experience.

Michelle Huneven has written a novel that covers the human condition, that addresses crime and punishment, and most of all she delves into the female psyche as well as any of my favorite female authors. Without sentimentality or heart-warming conclusions, Patsy's story is not what I would call hopeful but it is true to life and uplifting. She is a survivor because she is intelligent. Intelligence can be a burden and in the end Patsy willingly shoulders it.
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I’m currently writing a story that covers a long period of time in the life of one person and I’m finding it brings up some really interesting challenges. Blame covers a good 20 years in the life of a woman and the author does it so perfectly that it should be handed out to fiction writers as a passage of time master class. The story of Patsy, the protagonist, begins during a particularly bad drunken spell, continues through a stint in prison, her first days back on the outside, and then a long, sober life afterward. When I finished the book, I immediately went back and read the first chapter again and was so impressed with all the subtle and well-paced character development Huneven managed to accomplish.

� Tracy Shapley



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939 reviews42 followers
August 16, 2010
This was another strange read for me; even though I knew this was a "three-star" book for me, I finished it. Here's why:

- Again, I liked the author's writing style. A lot. She rivals my favorite authors with her use of language and her descriptions.
- The plot was somewhat compelling... but in an almost trashy sort of way.

Given #1 (and also #2) it made sense for me to finish it. I also thought it was worthwhile to finish this book because I wanted to explore what it was that I didn't like about it. And the plot and writing were tolerable enough that I was able to read on.

Here's the rough plot: Woman goes to prison for killing two pedestrians while driving drunk. The book is about her life in prison and her life afterward.

Here's what I didn't like:

- Reading the book felt like looking through a camera that went in and out of focus. The first chapter is told from the point of view of a young girl, and the book's protagonist is only a minor character in this chapter. The rest of the book is told from the point of view of the woman mentioned before. The girl reenters the action later in the story, but the first chapter felt VERY odd as a starting point. It felt that way at the beginning of the book and by the end of the book. It almost felt like the author was exploring a different genre (interrelated short stories?) or doing a character sketch and she just switched gears. I saw no reason for the switch in perspective. It wasn't mirrored elsewhere or used again. Just there. Strange decision and/or editing, IMO.

- To continue the "out of focus" metaphor, I didn't like the way in which the main character was developed. Again, she began as a bit character in the first chapter. In the second chapter she is charged with the crime, sent to prison, etc. And the author focuses in on the details of her life after realizing her crime, the mechanics of the trial, and her entry into prison. But the author goes light on the emotional detail, and I felt like I had very little background insight into who this woman was. We are to believe that the protagonist is a young (under 30) college professor with a horrible drinking problem, but we learn very little about her past initially or her immediate past -- just her present emotions. And at that point in the story she was a very improbable character to me. And I felt completely detached from her. Slowly throughout the story more of her character and history emerges, but I would have liked it sooner and I would have liked more. She still remained an enigma to me, as well as somewhat improbable. I kept feeling like the author was "writing what she knew" (young woman, academia) instead of writing a more probably character. Then again, I think that perhaps one of the messages was that alcoholism can afflict anyone, including somewhat improbable characters.

- Finally on the "out of focus" metaphor, I didn't like the way time was handled in the book. Parts of the story were told in great detail, and then parts flew by very quickly. It was hard to get the rhythm or pacing of the book. Initially it didn't feel like a Someset Maugham or E.M. Forster or... some sort of epic story. But ultimately the story did take place over the course of decades, and we moved forward far into the future from where the book began. This can of course be done well, but in this book it felt erratic.

- There were a few characters in the book who also bothered me immensely, because they felt like stock characters or a woman's fantasy characters. There was the handsome ne'er-do-well rich boy with whom the protagonist cavorts in the first chapter. Then there was a cloying gay man later in the book who never worked for me, and I think there was supposed to be a lot of emotion around his character and his relationship with the protagonist. There were also two love affairs that also didn't feel worthy of a literary novel.

Ultimately I think that Michelle Huneven is talented in the mechanics of writing (sentences, descriptions) but not in theme or character development.
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490 reviews
January 6, 2010
Patsy wakes up in jail after yet another alcoholic blackout only to find herself charged with the death of two Jehovah’s Witnesses, who were found run over in Patsy’s own driveway. Since she already had her driver's license revoked during her last blackout, and she doesn't remember anything from that night, she agrees to a plea bargain. The book follows her journey through prison, AA meetings, rebuilding her life after prison, and generally trying to atone for this act.

Then decades later, evidence turns up that proves she wasn't actually driving that night after all. According to one review, this is suppposed to be "an electrifying moment, a joyous, fall-off-the-couch-with-surprise moment" for the reader, but frankly I already figured it out just by reading the book flap so this was wholly expected by me. What wasn't expected was just how extremely far into the book I was before this came up. I was also led to believe that the book is a study of Patsy's complicated life reassessments in the face of this new information. And yet, she didn't act like it was very complicated after all. She just quietly moved on in what little parts of the book she had left.

This book dragged through so much of her life, and yet so little of it was considered in the "reassessment" that I felt much of it was made irrelevant in the end and I resented being exposed to it at all. The book really only came alive with the character of Gilles, but then he died and wasn't mentioned much again, leaving me puzzled exactly why the author would spend so much character development for a character who appeared to leave no discernable lasting impact in shaping who our main character became. In fact, it was downright odd that our main character didn't seen to be bowled over with lasting grief by the loss of her supposed-best-friend who helped her get back into life after leaving prison. Basically, it emphasized to me that this character was still numb to life, but she just didn't need alcohol to make herself so anymore.


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October 27, 2015
This is a do-not-finish for me. In all honesty, it was really a dead on arrival but I suffered through 225 pages before I got too angry to even care. I rarely ever DNF books - I'll choke it down and go through it no matter what. I actually started a twitter conversation about this. I couldn't care less if the main character (or most of them really) was hit by a bus Regina George style. I was so morally angry at the book and the author when I stopped that I knew I'd be furious if she did indeed take the book down the path where I thought it was heading. The most interesting thing about the book for me was the simple fact that I didn't want to read it.

I spent those 225 pages in a state of apathy towards the main character, Patsy. I didn't like her. Every now and then I might feel a small twinge of pity, but mostly I didn't care. The most interesting thing about Patty is that she drinks. There is some great insight at understanding the brain of an alcoholic - I found that intriguing. However, Patty's character is so...gray. Blah. No substance. We're told more about her than we see, and her own speech gives little away about her character or depth.

The "climax moment" about drove me to ripping my hair out, and was the final decision to not finish the book. If it went the way I thought it would, I'd be furious at the author and ready to go on a verbal crusade about alcoholism and how it morally should be represented. If it didn't go that way...well I still wasn't loving the book, so why finish?

I think this is a book that one either loves or hates. I sadly fell on the bottom side of the spectrum. I am curious to read something else by the author and compare. I didn't dislike her writing style - just this particular book.
129 reviews
September 24, 2009
I'm sure I should reflect a bit before I post this, but I think I'll decline to control the impulse and just go with it. I enjoyed this novel thoroughly and I want to say so right now.

Huneven is a beautiful writer and I am off next to reserve her earlier titles at my local library. She moves this story unflinchingly through pain and betrayal, and doesn't cut anyone any slack. Yet she treats the characters kindly, and doesn't reduce anyone to a cartoon.

My vote for best quote from this book comes from Burt, brother of the lead character, Patsy: "But don't you find as you get older, you say to hell with that psychology and self-help crap and just start doing what you want?"

But the moment when I felt the most identification came with Patsy's response: "I have no idea what I want."

Both sides of that exchange are so human.

ADDED THE FOLLOWING DAY: Yep, I should have given it a bit of time before I posted that. Re-reading, I see that I need to explain what I meant.

The way in which Huneven steers her people through circumstances from which they emerge without bitterness is her great achievement here. They're not elevated to a glowing, saint-like cartoon of pure goodness. They're kept to a human scale, and, because they are, the reader is given the chance to think. As we consider the compromises and satisfactions that allow these characters to go on, we are aware of our own.
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September 15, 2013
This was such a fantastic book. I deeply cared about multiple characters and think this author writes characters with incredible skill. Blame is the story of Patsy, a young history professor and alcoholic who, after a night of blackout drinking, is found guilty of killing two Jehovah's Witnesses, who were walking down her driveway, with her car (and on a suspended license). Having no real memory of that night, Patsy is terrorized by guilt and endures prison while resolved to change her life through sobriety. We observe Patsy's life in and after prison, for nearly two decades before a shocking twist related to her case sends Patsy reeling and questioning everything she once believed. Minor characters, both family and relatives, are so finely wrought that it is hard not to read this novel without significant emotional investment. I had a lump in my throat through 2/3 of it, personally. Great story and messages without being moralistic, pertinent themes, and a great examination of collective mortal struggle. Bonus: While the plot is understandably grim, the characters themselves (and their beliefs and outlook) provide welcome humor throughout the story.

I've already reserved the author's previous novels at my library and I'm happy to have picked this book up on a whim.
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November 2, 2014

Do not read the book jacket flap.

I don't read a lot of popular fiction. However, I couldn't stop reading this one--I read the entire book in one day.

Blame is about guilt, redemption, forgiveness, love, understanding oneself, and maturing. A young woman, Patsy, frequently drinks until she blacks out. You know she's headed for disaster before she finds herself in prison for killing two people while driving during one of her black outs.

I don't think I'm giving anything away, as every review I've seen--including the book jacket flap--tells you more than this. I won't tell you more, thought, as I don't want to ruin the story for you.

If you plan on reading Blame, I recommend you DON'T read any reviews or blurbs--that includes the book's dust jacket. Because of the hints that were dropped, I already had a pretty good idea of what would happen. It would've been much more enjoyable if I hadn't seen what was coming.

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March 19, 2018
3.5 really.

At first I thought it would be a Orange is the New Black type of book, but it wasn't. Then I thought it would be a who-dunnit but it wasn't that either. And while AA and kicking addictions were part of it, that wasn't the focus of the book either. It was a well-written fiction of a woman's life and the choices she makes and has to live with.

The main take-away I got from this book was .

Patsy marries an older man, and at the end he truly acts like an old man not wanting to travel and fall asleep early. Anyone considering a May-December marriage should read this to see how realistic things are.
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February 27, 2011

It's another morning in the county drunk tank for Patsy, who is sadly inured to this ritual. She wakes up in her vomit and her filth, with no recall of last night--she experiences frequent blackouts when she drinks. A young, talented, comely, and statuesque college professor, Patsy is nevertheless on a grease skid to oblivion due to untreated alcoholism. This time she is accused of running down and killing a mother and daughter in her driveway, and her life subsequently takes a turn to prison.

The first part of Patsy's story reflects the jacket blurb and marketing for Blame--bracing, taut, suspenseful. The book description even contains an unnecessary, thoughtless spoiler, which doesn't affect my rating of the author's work but does illustrate that the publishers are intent to mislead readers into thinking that it is one kind of book when it is entirely another. The author is a superbly talented writer, i.e. her use of language, the written word, is obviously what earned a sterling endorsement from Richard Russo. Her metaphors and turns of phrase are verdant, fragrant, lyrical. Her characters are sympathetic and genuine. There were no false notes there. Her erudition is in the contemplative, the characterizations.

I adjusted to the temperament of the story, which often meanders and slows down to a staid portraiture of a collection of people. The narration actually reads like a 19th century novel at times, even though 20th century issues were involved. Now, that was unexpected. The author seemed to forgo what she started out to do and then changed course. The fuel-injected thriller morphed into a balmy sea. I went with it, but I want to warn readers--if you are looking for a tight, twisting, adrenaline-pumping thriller, look elsewhere. This is a cerebral look at rehabilitation and redemption. AA plays a vital role in this story, and the author does a stellar job of capturing the impact and life-altering possibilities of its sobering influences on existence.

Blame opens in 1981 and spans twenty years. The weakest area of this story is its architecture and structure. Some characters are introduced as poignant, but elusive. And then they recede or disappear awkwardly (which is too bad, since she creates compelling characters). Direction is lacking, uneven; it is as if the author had several books or story ideas and then labored strenuously to fuse them together. It came off as choppy and indistinct. She kept my interest up because of her beautiful passages; the warm and dusky tone; and the characters of Patsy and her gay friend, Gilles, whose brio is scene-stealing.

The concocted denouement was prosaic, tipping toward bathetic. As if the author decided to get back to writing a thriller again. I sighed. And the anticlimax was dour. Events felt cobbled together, the story was circumvented--and yet I read every word. And I would read her next book, too. She is a classy wordsmith, a sensuous writer, a fathomless thinker. Another draft or two would have helped this story to coalesce.
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November 8, 2009
This book had promise: Patsy, a woman in her twenties, a party girl with some DUIs in her past, wakes up in jail and learns that she killed a mother and daughter while driving drunk. It sounded like a great premise for a novel, but the author didn't do the story justice. Patsy is sent to prison for two years. Granted it's 1981 and the very stringent drinking and driving laws were only evolving, but only two years? The author spends very little time on Patsy's prison experience. She attends AA meetings while in prison and continues them once she is paroled, but you don't get a sense that Patsy has any real difficulty maintaining her sobriety. Out of prison, she has virtually no problems returning to her previous life (sans alcohol). Instead, the author chooses to focus on Patsy's love life and her choices in men, and it's all downhill from there. The supposed climax/plot twist is so coincidental that it is unbelievable and underwhelming. Also, any conversations in this book are presented without quotation marks. Why? The one winner in this book is the town of Altadena, California, which is where the story takes place and where the author lives in real life. It sounds like a wonderful place to live, and the author does a better job of portraying her hometown than her characters.
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837 reviews203 followers
February 13, 2013
Blame is an incredible example of a character study: the protagonist, Patsy, as well as Gilles, Brice, and Cal are all brilliantly drawn. We readers come to know and understand these characters intimately, deeply. And we grow to love Patsy and Gilles, and even Brice.

The plot itself is extremely intriguing though there's not a lot of action: this story is a slow simmer throughout, never quite coming to a boil; even the critical moment is reserved and quiet, though nonetheless enthralling.

When one hears people talk about literary novels as opposed to mass-market-appeal fiction, this novel should come to mind. Michelle Huneven's ability to paint a portrait of the human psyche is genius; she is a a most apt student of human nature. She tells her story slowly and in, at times, laborious detail, but it is an intriguing, captivating tale, though the typical fiction reader will have to be patient to reap the rewards of this tale. There is nothing rushed or hasty in this novel.

Blame is quiet and elegant. It's probably not for everyone, but for those who like great literature with complex characters realistically drawn, this novel will not disappoint.
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178 reviews22 followers
March 11, 2017
Despite the strange introductory chapter that didn't really add anything or fit into the flow of the rest of the book, this one started out pretty good. But then it ended up just not going anywhere or delivering anything.

There is a story to be told here, but what I expected to be an interesting journey into the aftereffects of the consequences of bad choices, instead turned into a boring day-to-day of a pretty average person. And while the big twist reveal toward the end made me think about blame and responsibility, it was a pretty minor blip in an already bland narrative.
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647 reviews181 followers
June 7, 2024
Absolutely amazed by this book, which I can't believe I hadn't read sooner. It's up my alley in pretty much every way, and the writing is so stylish, so sophisticated and idiosyncratic. The paragraph below � which takes place when Patsy, the protagonist, is serving out her sentence in a fire camp � is so unforgettably beautiful:

“Spring rains saturated the soil, and rather than hoeing and chopping the thick green clumps of weeds along firebreaks, the women found it easier to pull them out by hand. Each clump came out with its roots bundled in heavy mud. The idea of flinging these clods occurred simultaneously. The clods flew unbelievably far. The women lobbed them over power lines and were amazed when they cleared with room to spare. Up and over went the clods, then down they came like raffish green-tailed comets plummeting to earth. Simultaneously, as if a new signal were given, the women chose targets, and the air filled with long-haired clods flying horizontally and the weighty, wet slaps of earth hitting flesh. No real malice fueled this fray, and they avoided hitting the CO, who stood there saying, Ladies, now, ladies, now, ladies, please, while shielding her eyes to see the best hits. In a moment of distraction Patsy took a cold clod on the ear � she’d dig out dirt for days � and in the shocked, ringing moments that followed, as the blue sky spun, she heard one beautiful, clear note sung in a woman’s sweet voice � one high, spiraling wire of sound, on and on and on, with no break or pause for breath.�
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25 reviews1 follower
January 29, 2015
This is a story where a bunch of interesting things almost happen to the main character�

I want to like this book. I really do, because there was so much potential, and it did introduce me to a bunch of situations and events that I’d never given much thought to, but when I finished it I felt incredibly unfulfilled. I guess one thing you can take from this is that you can’t really predict what’s going to happen in the story, because more often than not that big dramatic thing you just know is about to happen� Just� Doesn't happen. It’s realistic I suppose in the sense that in life, some things are dramatic and some things less so, and something you hype up in your mind doesn't always turn out to be as life changing or important as you thought it would be. Or I guess you could say the point was that ultimately big events don’t really affect you as much as you’d expect and regrets aren't that poignant, but really, is that the book you want to read? I honestly don’t believe that’s the book this author was trying to write. I feel if anything she was trying to convey the opposite. I just feel it could have been done better. Even the big shoe you’re prepared to be dropped from the beginning lands rather lamely. It just kind of comes and goes at the same mediocre pace the rest of the story has taken. There’s so much potential for something dramatic to happen in this story, but ultimately nothing truly gripping ever takes place. What I did feel was the most dramatic and touching part of the story (the death of a good friend), resulted from a relationship that always seemed a tad abrupt and forced to me.

What this book does have is a very interesting premise. There are some genuine struggles and conflicts in Patsy’s life, although she kind of coasts right through all of them. Still, the conflicts are interesting and I was intrigued by some of the details pertaining to situations I’d never experienced or imagined. I really enjoyed the first part of the story that discussed her arrest, sentencing, and conviction. It was unusual hearing about the court system and prison system with a thoroughness you don’t normally experience, although I felt some aspects of the story here were unbelievable. She gets through prison quickly and basically unscathed. She feels intense guilt about the deaths she caused while driving drunk, but this plays very little factor in her consideration of becoming sober. She builds a friendship with the husband and father of the two victims that never makes sense to me. It’s not that I don’t believe in the possibility of forgiveness in a situation like that but the case for it in this story was not very well made. Honestly most of the relationships in this story didn't make a lot of sense to me, or feel real. And this is just a minor, inconsequential gripe but it was really confusing to me at the beginning how three important characters were named Benny, Brice and Burt. I found it impossible to keep them straight and often the context didn't help too much since you could almost put any of the three in the same spot and expect the same results.

There were some interesting choices made in this book. For instance, the introduction of the main character through Joey, a minor character’s point of view was a bold and intriguing decision. Consequentially it also ended up being the part of the story I enjoyed the most. I really loved the book during that first chapter. But� Can someone explain to me why the story was opened with the point of view of a minor character? Because I think I missed the point there� I mean I love those kinds of unique choices made in stories, but they have to actually be done for a reason, not just for the heck of it. Unfortunately I think this was just one of many random decisions the author made that didn't actually have a point at all. But that’s the thing. This and many other foreshadowing elements of this story ended up meaning very little. I mean sure, Joey is the bearer of the “big news� towards the story’s conclusion, but by the time she gets looped back into the story she has been absent for so long that her reappearance just comes across as totally random, and the fact that the story started with her really holds no bearing on the actual news. The news could have just as easily been given by a complete stranger and it wouldn't have changed the context at all. But then maybe the point was that the story starts and ends with Joey but holds very little of her in between? I guess I’m grasping, still trying to make sense of it all, because I want there to be a point. I keep thinking that if I can make a connection I’ll suddenly like this story as much as I wanted to, but sadly I don’t think that connection exists.

So to sum up, basically a disappointing read. I’m not saying don’t waste your time because it was a unique and interesting story. Just don’t get your hopes up about it being life changing or anything. I’d classify this tale more like a life account than anything else because if you’re looking for a moral to the story or a sense of irony, you’re not going to get it. There’s an attempt at those things but a flimsy one. As a life account though it’s interesting to see the choices Patsy makes. She’s either a very complex and unpredictable character or an inconsistent, poorly thought out one. I’m not sure which actually. It is true to life though because people come and go from Patsy’s life, and some unexpected things happen that derail her plans for the future. And yet at the same time, her life doesn't end up too far from where it would have anyway. Again, maybe the point is that the big epic dilemma in your life that you think is going to change everything might not affect you too much after all. I’m� Still not quite sure�
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1,579 reviews336 followers
October 3, 2010
In its 291 pages Blame: a Novel covers a good deal of territory: alcoholism and Alcoholics Anonymous, psychotherapy, relationships, fate, AIDS, loyalty and marriage, feeling and living with guilt, accepting and assigning blame, homosexuality, happiness, penology, academia, parenthood.

Blame is identified as “a Novelâ€� in its title. Since the title of the book is important, including for the marketing of a book, why would an author (or a publisher) want to include the designation of “novelâ€� in what is likely a person’s first clue about the book? Maybe to be sure potential readers didn’t confuse Blame with a scientific study of that aspect of life? Sounds unlikely, huh? Is it likely that a reader would be confused about the type of book it is? Personally, I don’t get it. And do you suppose the author is using blame as a noun or as a verb? A question worthy of a few paragraphs or a few pages? I don’t think so. No, I do not intend to write an entire review on the title alone. Although I think some on Å·±¦ÓéÀÖ could easily do that and even make it entertaining!

I think of feeling guilt as something that you do on the inside. Blame is something directed at you by someone on the outside. Both have an aspect of punishment. Does money have something to do with all this? Money (having it) certainly has a role in the book. Plenty of primary characters here with money. Money creates more choices for those that have it. None of the protagonists suffer from poverty. However, it is strange that Patsy ends up in prison and initially receives dehumanizing treatment there � a woman, a middle class woman at that, being strip searched and more by male COs. We know that prisons are not filled with middle class white women. The AA meetings are realistic; the therapy sessions are realistic; the reception on coming into prison stretched my credulity.

A repeated theme in the book that interested me was the impact of erroneous or partial information. The biggest errors, of course, were Patsy being convinced of her guilt and not remembering the man with her. Also some small errors: Her incorrect recollection about what the victims were wearing; her remembering the daughter having long curly hair; the misidentification by the newspaper of the mother being a piano teacher. And, although AIDS does not have a big role in the book except as one of several illnesses, the incorrect and prejudiced information about AIDS stands out.

One gratuitous literary technique in the book: check out page 201 where a 3 year old child of friends throws a long and loud temper tantrum when our heroine and her (rich) husband are the home of the friends; then on page 202 our heroine has a crying event (“wept like the tired child�) where her (rich) husband tries to console her just as the parents had tried to console the child. Give me a break!

As a person with some experience with AA, its presentation in the book interested me. As a person with some experience of psychotherapy, Silver’s therapeutic techniques interested me. As a person who has been in a May-December marriage, the marriage of Patsy and Cal interested me. As a person who left a marriage to live with another person, the relationship of Patsy and Lewis interested me. You will find something, marital relationship or sibling relationship or one of the many other types of relationships in this novel that you will identify with.

I found, especially at the end, that I had a hard time putting the book down. It didn’t matter that I knew a big chunk of the ending. Many other readers suggested that a new reader make an effort NOT to know the conclusion in advance. Readers point out that the end is telegraphed in the writing on the flap of the dust jacket. Why would a publisher do that? they ask. I would just observe that it was not an accident. Someone thought it was a good thing to do. If you have ever read a book a second time, you might think about what impact that has on your reading experience. Could you enjoy reading Blame a second time?
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1,099 reviews51 followers
June 4, 2017
I sincerely do not get the point of this book.

Wait, scratch that. I sincerely get the second and third acts. I do not know what to make of the first and last two. In fact, they pissed me off.

Here's the thing. I think this would have been a much more compelling story if it were about

I also found the unending and unchecked privilege infuriating--especially because one character actually thinks Patsy should be commended for getting her life together so quickly without anyone in the book ever once pointing out that it's because of her extensive (and moneyed) support system.



I should also point out that I listened to the audio version and the narrator made Patsy (and all of the women except Audrey and Silver) sound so whiny. It didn't help with my feelings about the book, but I can't say it totally hurt it either. The author did a good enough job at losing me in the end herself.
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688 reviews166 followers
November 7, 2012
Patsy wakes up in a jail cell to find out she's killed two people while driving drunk. After serving time in jail, Patsy must adjust to life after such a horrible experience and the guilt she feels.

One of my biggest problems with this book is the fact that it tells you there's a "huge twist" on the dust jacket. Once you start reading it you are just waiting for the twist, which is obvious from the start, but doesn't happen until almost the end of the book. I was incredibly disappointed that the publishers had decided to market the book this way.

Other than that it was good. To me it really wasn't the book I was expecting though, because it deals with so many issues at once. Alcoholism, AIDS, adultery, prison, homosexuality, psychiatry, blended families, treatment of prisoners and their reintegration into society and more. It's a lot to take in, but it's a quick read and there are some great characters. I particularly loved Patsy's friend Gilles. There aren't any "good" or "bad" characters, instead there are flawed people who have all made mistakes. I liked this book, and it definitely made me think, but I had too many problems with it to rate it any higher.
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55 reviews5 followers
January 30, 2022
Here's the plot. A fairly wealthy women (college professor) has a drinking problem and blacks out frequently. One morning she wakes up in jail and finds out she killed two people after drinking then driving. She doesn't remember any of it, but takes full responsibilty, spends time in jail, sobers up, gets out and gets on with her life. Quite honestly, that is about as exciting as the book got for me. I like books that leave you with hope at the end, without solving everything...and I guess that is the one thing I liked about the book. I had a tough time following all the characters and maybe that is because I couldn't relate well to them. I think someone who has struggled with a drinking problem may find something in this book. It was a top 10 book from last year, so I must be missing something. I didn't feel there was enough conflict in the book, nor outrage when the book reached its climactic moment, which I won't share in case you read the book. After this review, I'm not too sure you will. It is a dark book with a lot of people in the book that were tough to follow.
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1,675 reviews88 followers
August 16, 2010
A pretty, funny college professor gets drunk one night and runs over 2 Jehovah witnesses in her driveway, killing both the mother and daughter. Unfortunately, since she has a history of drinking and driving and was driving on a suspended license she ends up serving a 2 year prison term. But this is only the beginning of the story. I hate to say this is chick lit, but it would definitely appeal more to women than to men in my opinion. I enjoyed every minute of this book because it is so subtle and it got under my skin in a good way. The author tells such an interesting story and at the same time there is so much going on behind the action that I felt truly close to the protagonist. She was such a mixture of goodness and, not evil, but maybe fear, lack of confidence, pettiness. It was an extremely in depth well-developed character portrait. She seemed like a good friend and I hated saying good-bye to her when the book ended.
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743 reviews
January 28, 2012
I vacillated between liking this novel and between feeling unsatisfied. "Blame" is the harrowing tale of Patsy MacLemoore , a brilliant out-of-control alcoholic college professor whose life is altered forever when she kills two people while driving drunk. Imprisoned for two years, she must rebuild her life, deal with her guilt, and seek redemption upon her release. There's much to ponder in this novel, including hope and redemption, AA, AIDS, friendship, family, and marriage.

There was much that I liked in this novel. There are some great character studies and the main characters feel authentic. However, the author's writing seemed uneven to me; while the use of third person narrative to move the story often flows and is beautifully descriptive, it is also a little dismissive of plot points that I would have liked less glossed over. Further, the dialogue often was too trivial, boring.

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300 reviews784 followers
January 2, 2014
In a nutshell: a college professor in an alcoholic blackout hits and kills two Jehovah Witnesses in her driveway. She pleads guilty, is sent to prison, serves her term and then released. Years later, new evidence surfaces about Patsy's crime.

I found it hard to get invested in Patsy's character; I'm not sure the author is very much invested with her. There is very little content about Patsy's prison term; her feelings and how she coped while incarcerated. Overall, the prose is just too choppy for my liking; abrupt and empty. I was disappointed in this novel; a rich premise which felt altogether too vacuous. 3�
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635 reviews68 followers
September 3, 2009
This was like the best-written soap opera ever -- elegantly plotted, gorgeous prose, but full of juicy drama and surprises and coincidences. Also, talk about timely, it's set in brushfire country -- Arcadia, Pasadena, Altadena -- and even features scenes of prison fire crews. I couldn't stop reading it. (My only quibble: she doesn't use quotation marks in her dialog. Only Roddy Doyle can get away with that, and that's because his books are nothing BUT dialog.)
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173 reviews12 followers
November 25, 2009
..a beautifully written story of shame, alcoholism, complexity & redemption ...
5 reviews
January 3, 2024
Found this on a bench in New York. Got to the end and the last 5 pages were ripped out. 0/10 experience
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