Claire's bookshelf: all en-US Fri, 25 Apr 2025 08:06:18 -0700 60 Claire's bookshelf: all 144 41 /images/layout/goodreads_logo_144.jpg Heartwood 220259184 Heartwood takes you on a journey as a search and rescue team race against time when an experienced hiker mysteriously disappears on the Appalachian Trail in Maine.

In the heart of the Maine woods, an experienced Appalachian Trail hiker goes missing. She is forty-two-year-old Valerie Gillis, who has vanished 200 miles from her final destination. Alone in the wilderness, Valerie pours her thoughts into fractured, poetic letters to her mother as she battles the elements and struggles to keep hoping.

At the heart of the investigation is Beverly, the determined Maine State Game Warden tasked with finding Valerie, who leads the search on the ground. Meanwhile, Lena, a seventy-six-year-old birdwatcher in a Connecticut retirement community, becomes an unexpected armchair detective. Roving between these compelling narratives, a puzzle emerges, intensifying the frantic search, as Valerie’s disappearance may not be accidental.]]>
320 Amity Gaige 1668063603 Claire 0 to-read 3.95 2025 Heartwood
author: Amity Gaige
name: Claire
average rating: 3.95
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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Flesh 229200852 From Booker Prize finalist David Szalay, a propulsive, hypnotic novel, about a man whose future is derailed by a series of events that he is unable to control.

Teenaged István lives with his mother in a quiet apartment complex in Hungary. Shy and new in town, he is a stranger to the social rituals practiced by his classmates and soon becomes isolated, with his neighbor—a married woman close to his mother’s age, whom he begrudgingly helps with errands—as his only companion. But as these periodical encounters shift into a clandestine relationship that István himself can barely understand, his life soon spirals out of control, ending in a violent accident that leaves a man dead.

What follows is a rocky trajectory that sees István emigrate from Hungary to London, where he moves from job to job before finding steady work as a driver for London’s billionaire class. At each juncture, his life is affected by the goodwill or self-interest of strangers. Through it all, István is a calm, detached observer of his own life, and through his eyes we experience a tragic twist on an immigrant “success story,� brightened by moments of sensitivity, softness, and Szalay’s keen observation.

Fast-paced and immersive, Flesh reveals István’s life through intimate moments, with lovers, employers, and family members, charted over the course of decades. As the story unfolds, the tension between what is seen and unseen, what can and cannot be said, hurtles forward until finally—with everything at stake—sudden tragedy again throws life as István knows it in jeopardy. Spare and penetrating, Flesh traces the imperceptible but indelible contours of unresolved trauma and its aftermath amid the precarity and violence of an ever-globalizing Europe with incisive insight, unyielding pathos, and startling humanity.]]>
368 David Szalay 0224099787 Claire 5 4.24 2025 Flesh
author: David Szalay
name: Claire
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2025
rating: 5
read at: 2025/03/12
date added: 2025/04/25
shelves: 1980s, 1990s, 2000s, read-in-2025
review:
Flesh by David Szalay is such an unusual and clever novel. The main character, Hungarian István has low emotional intelligence - most of the time we don't know what he's thinking and neither does he. Things happen to him and he goes along with them - when he's fifteen he's seduced by an older female neighbour and he's not completely sure if he enjoys it. Later we see him as a bouncer in London, and then by accident he gets a job as a rich man's driver where he is seduced again. His life becomes better (or at least certainly richer) but the reader knows it is on a knife-edge even while István hardly seems to acknowledge that. Everything is pared back, the descriptions, the dialogue; István barely speaks, and when he does it is mostly to say 'Ok'. Which makes the moment late on in the book, when he starts crying at a personal tragedy, so very moving. Highly recommended. Another that is on my reads of the year.
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A Wreath for the Enemy 180636065
Penelope Wells, precocious daughter of a poet, is holidaying at her family’s distinctly bohemian hotel on the French Riviera. She spends the summer beneath the green umbrella pines and oppressive purple bougainvillea scribbling into her Anthology of Hates to pass the time. Until she meets the Bradleys.

Don and Eva Bradley are well-behaved and middle-class � everything she is not. It is love at first sight. But the friendship ends in tears. Penelope and Don Bradley leave the Riviera, embarking on the painful process of growing up. She, in love with an elusive ideal of order and calm. He, in rebellion against the philistine values of his parents.

Compellingly told in a series of first-person narratives, A Wreath for the Enemy explores death, morality, friendship and shows just how brittle and chaotic our lives can become once they collide explosively with those around us.]]>
0 Pamela Frankau 1914198522 Claire 5 4.15 1952 A Wreath for the Enemy
author: Pamela Frankau
name: Claire
average rating: 4.15
book published: 1952
rating: 5
read at: 2025/04/22
date added: 2025/04/25
shelves: 1950s, author-english, coming-of-age, country-france, country-england, dogs-in-books, hotels-in-books, many-voices, read-in-2025
review:
I LOVED this. Penelope Wells is a precocious fourteen-year-old when we first meet her in the 1950s in her father's hotel in the south of France. She's writing an 'Anthology of Hates' which she soon tears up and starts writing a novel - this novel. Her life is bohemian but she longs for a regulated, ordered life like Don's and Eva's - the twins who are staying next door. In the second of the three parts we hear from Don and how he longs to escape his rigid upbringing, preferring the intellectual company of a disabled man called Crusoe. It turns out that Crusoe has a brother - Livesey, whom Penelope is in love with, but who is still in thrall to his ex-wife Cara. By a strange string of events, Penelope ends up caring for Cara during a medical crisis. I think I've made it sound more complicated than it is. The characters are wonderful, the writing is brilliant, the settings are vivid. Maybe it gets a bit busy in the third part, but I didn't mind that. Highly recommended. Has anyone read this? Have you even heard of it? It will definitely be in my books of the year for 2025.
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<![CDATA[Tell Me Everything (Amgash, #5)]]> 219297319 Tell Me Everythingis a hopeful, healing novel about new friendships, old loves, and the very human desire to leave a mark on the world.

It’s autumn in Maine, and the town lawyer Bob Burgess has become enmeshed in an unfolding murder investigation, defending a lonely, isolated man accused of killing his mother. He has also fallen into a deep and abiding friendship with the acclaimed writer, Lucy Barton, who lives nearby in a house next to the sea. Together, Lucy and Bob talk about their lives, their hopes and regrets, and what might have been.

Lucy, meanwhile, befriends one of Crosby’s longest inhabitants, Olive Kitteridge, now living in a retirement community on the edge of town. They spend afternoons together in Olive’s apartment, telling each other stories. Stories about people they have known � “unrecorded lives,� Olive calls them � reanimating them, and, in the process, imbuing their lives with meaning.

Brimming with empathy and pathos, Tell Me Everything is Elizabeth Strout operating at the height of her powers, illuminating the ways in which our relationships keep us afloat. As Lucy says, “Love comes in so many different forms, but it is always love.”]]>
11 Elizabeth Strout 0241999359 Claire 4 4.20 2024 Tell Me Everything (Amgash, #5)
author: Elizabeth Strout
name: Claire
average rating: 4.20
book published: 2024
rating: 4
read at: 2025/03/25
date added: 2025/04/25
shelves: author-american, audio-books, country-usa, read-in-2025
review:
It was wonderful to revisit Bob Burgess, Olive Kitteridge, and Lucy Barton - all together in one novel and to catch up with their lives. There are lots of characters and voices in this novel (including one authorial voice - Elizabeth Strout herself?) but I was never lost, never disinterested in any of them. It might help if you've read some of the previous novels with these characters but it isn't necessary - Strout weaves in their backstories with great skill. This is a novel about 'small' lives and the stories of small lives. Lucy and Olive get together with this very purpose - to tell each other stories about ordinary people. There is one bigger story, about the death of a woman and the search for her killer, which I loved and maybe would have liked a little more of, but I was still delighted to immerse myself again in Strout's quiet and beautiful writing.
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Things We Lost in the Fire 40724233 208 Mariana Enríquez Claire 0 dnf 3.97 2016 Things We Lost in the Fire
author: Mariana Enríquez
name: Claire
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at: 2025/04/25
date added: 2025/04/25
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The Place of Tides 212106829 We are all in need of lights to follow.

One afternoon many years ago, James Rebanks met an old woman on a remote Norwegian island. She lived and worked alone on a tiny rocky outcrop, caring for wild Eider ducks and gathering their down. Hers was a centuries-old trade that had once made men and women rich, but had long been in decline. Still, somehow, she seemed to be hanging on.

Back at home, Rebanks couldn’t stop thinking about the woman on the rocks. She was fierce and otherworldly � and yet strangely familiar. Years passed. Then, one day, he wrote her a letter, asking if he could return. Bring work clothes, she replied, and good boots, and come her health was failing. And so he travelled to the edge of the Arctic to witness her last season on the island.

This is the story of that season. It is the story of a unique and ancient landscape, and of the woman who brought it back to life. It traces the pattern of her work from the rough, isolated toil of bitter winter, building little wooden huts that will protect the ducks come spring; to the elation of the endless summer light, when the birds leave behind their precious down for the woman to gather, like feathered gold.

Slowly, Rebanks begins to understand that this woman and her world are not at all what he had previously thought. As the weeks pass, what began as a journey of escape becomes an extraordinary lesson in self-knowledge and forgiveness.]]>
304 James Rebanks 0241426952 Claire 0 to-read 4.38 2024 The Place of Tides
author: James Rebanks
name: Claire
average rating: 4.38
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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A Whole Life 26853635 160 Robert Seethaler 1447283902 Claire 2 3.99 2014 A Whole Life
author: Robert Seethaler
name: Claire
average rating: 3.99
book published: 2014
rating: 2
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North American Lake Monsters 16057298
These are love stories. And also monster stories. Sometimes these are monsters in their traditional guises, sometimes they wear the faces of parents, lovers, or ourselves. The often working-class people in these stories are driven to extremes by love. Sometimes, they are ruined; sometimes redeemed. All are faced with the loneliest corners of themselves and strive to find an escape.

Nathan Ballingrud was born in Massachusetts but has spent most of his life in the South. He worked as a bartender in New Orleans and New York City and a cook on offshore oil rigs. His story "The Monsters of Heaven" won the inaugural Shirley Jackson Award. He lives in Asheville, North Carolina, with his daughter.]]>
205 Nathan Ballingrud 1618730592 Claire 0 to-read 3.97 2013 North American Lake Monsters
author: Nathan Ballingrud
name: Claire
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2013
rating: 0
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A Room Above a Shop 216822994 Unfolding in South Wales against the backdrop of Section 28, the age of consent debate and the HIV and AIDS crisis, this is a tender and resonant love story, and a powerful debut.]]> 119 Anthony Shapland 1803511613 Claire 0 to-read 4.03 A Room Above a Shop
author: Anthony Shapland
name: Claire
average rating: 4.03
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<![CDATA[Pulse by Julian Barnes (4-Aug-2011) Paperback]]> 136161025 Arthur & George and Nothing to Be Frightened Of, Julian Barnes returns with fourteen stories about longing and loss, friendship and love, whose mysterious natures he examines with his trademark wit and observant eye.

From an imperial capital in the eighteenth century to Garibaldi’s adventures in the nineteenth, from the vineyards of Italy to the English seaside in our time, he finds the “stages, transitions, arguments� that define us. A newly divorced real estate agent can’t resist invading his reticent girlfriend’s privacy, but the information he finds reveals only his callously shallow curiosity. A couple come together through an illicit cigarette and a song shared over the din of a Chinese restaurant. A widower revisiting the Scottish island he’d treasured with his wife learns how difficult it is to purge oneself of grief. And throughout, friends gather regularly at dinner parties and perfect the art of cerebral, sometimes bawdy banter about the world passing before them.

Whether domestic or extraordinary, each story pulses with the resonance, spark, and poignant humor for which Barnes is justly heralded.

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Julian Barnes Claire 3 read-in-2025, short-stories Very mixed. 4.00 2011 Pulse by Julian Barnes (4-Aug-2011) Paperback
author: Julian Barnes
name: Claire
average rating: 4.00
book published: 2011
rating: 3
read at: 2025/03/15
date added: 2025/03/25
shelves: read-in-2025, short-stories
review:
Very mixed.
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You Like It Darker 213923069 'You like it darker? Fine, so do I', writes Stephen King in the afterword to this magnificent new collection of twelve stories that delve into the darker part of life - both metaphorical and literal. King has, for half a century, been a master of the form, and these stories, about fate, mortality, luck, and the folds in reality where anything can happen, are as rich and riveting as his novels, both weighty in theme and a huge pleasure to listen to. King writes to feel 'the exhilaration of leaving ordinary day-to-day life behind', and in You Like it Darker, listeners will feel that exhilaration too, again and again.

'Two Talented Bastids' explores the long-hidden secret of how the eponymous gentlemen got their skills. In 'Danny Coughlin's Bad Dream', a brief and unprecedented psychic flash upends dozens of lives, Danny's most catastrophically. In 'Rattlesnakes', a sequel to Cujo, a grieving widower travels to Florida for respite and instead receives an unexpected inheritance - with major strings attached. In 'The Dreamers', a taciturn Vietnam vet answers a job ad and learns that there are some corners of the universe best left unexplored. 'The Answer Man' asks if prescience is good luck or bad and reminds us that a life marked by unbearable tragedy can still be meaningful.

King's ability to surprise, amaze, and bring us both terror and solace remains unsurpassed. Each of these stories holds its own thrills, joys, and mysteries; each feels iconic. You like it darker? You got it.]]>
21 Stephen King Claire 5 4.26 2024 You Like It Darker
author: Stephen King
name: Claire
average rating: 4.26
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2025/03/21
date added: 2025/03/25
shelves: short-stories, read-in-2025, scary, horror, ghosts
review:
Twelve creepy, weird and brilliant short stories. I had my favourites and they tended to be the longer ones: Danny Coughlin's Bad Dream (Danny dreams that he discovers a person, murdered and buried behind a gas station, when he visits he discovers his dream is true); Rattlesnakes (a man befriends his neighbour - a slightly mad but harmless woman who pushes a stroller around with, supposedly her dead twins in it); and Slide Inn Road (a family take a wrong turn in their car and are apprehended by two men who terrorise them). Plenty here to get your teeth into and keep you up at night.
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The Pilgrim Hawk 458275
A work of classical elegance and concision, The Pilgrim Hawk stands with Faulkner’s The Bear as one of the finest American short novels: a beautifully crafted story that is also a poignant evocation of the implacable power of love.]]>
136 Glenway Wescott 0940322560 Claire 2 to-read, read-in-2025 3.67 1940 The Pilgrim Hawk
author: Glenway Wescott
name: Claire
average rating: 3.67
book published: 1940
rating: 2
read at: 2025/03/05
date added: 2025/03/25
shelves: to-read, read-in-2025
review:
Not for me. Too dated in its static old-fashioned stiffness.
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Firstborn: A Memoir 214986210 A lapidary memoir of losing a child before she can be born, which the author began writing the day she came home from the hospital—a story about the intimate closeness of our most searing losses and our brightest hopes

“Some days I still think this is all just a sad story I’ll tell Simone one day.�

Lauren Christensen is a 30-something editor in New York City when she meets her husband, Gabe, a writer with whom she falls in love right away. Her beloved grandfather is dying, but the young couple is bringing new life into the Lauren and Gabe joyfully discover she is pregnant with their daughter, Simone.

As she faces the prospect of becoming a mother herself, Lauren learns to let go of the fear of abandonment and need for control that growing up with a largely absent father and a high-powered mother who was always away on business instilled in her. She and Gabe are incandescently happy in their exuberant, messy, beautiful shared world. But just weeks after their wedding, they learn that their worst nightmare has come Simone is dying in the womb.

In fierce, intimate, spellbinding prose, Lauren Christensen brings us to the very heart of the human how do we live when everyone who makes up our world will someday be gone? And how can we mourn when the cosmic order has been turned upside down—when a child dies before she is born? As she comes up against the brutal limits of maternal healthcare, and the limitlessness of her love for her daughter, Lauren Christensen finds a key, generous and brave, in which to share her loss, a testimony whose diamond-like brilliance refracts a universal light.]]>
208 Lauren Christensen 0593831810 Claire 0 to-read 4.30 2025 Firstborn: A Memoir
author: Lauren Christensen
name: Claire
average rating: 4.30
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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Waste 3929408 116 Eugene Marten 0963753614 Claire 0 to-read 3.62 2008 Waste
author: Eugene Marten
name: Claire
average rating: 3.62
book published: 2008
rating: 0
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Back in the World: Stories 11470
Stories included "The Missing Person," "Say Yes," "The Poor Are Always With Us," "Sister," "Soldier's Joy," "Desert Breakdown," "Our Story Begins," "Leviathan," and "The Rich Brother."

"Terrific...The magic of his fiction cannot be explained. It is the ancient art of the master storyteller."--Tim O'Brien]]>
224 Tobias Wolff 0679767967 Claire 0 to-read 4.08 1985 Back in the World: Stories
author: Tobias Wolff
name: Claire
average rating: 4.08
book published: 1985
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Consider This: Moments in My Writing Life After Which Everything Was Different]]> 52500766 Renowned, bestselling novelist Chuck Palahniuk takes us behind the scenes of the writing life, with postcards from decades on the road and incredible examination of the power of fiction and the art of storytelling.

In this spellbinding blend of memoir and insight, bestselling author Chuck Palahniuk shares stories and generous advice on what makes writing powerful and what makes for powerful writing.

With advice grounded in years of careful study and a keenly observed life, Palahniuk combines practical advice and concrete examples from beloved classics, his own books, and a"kitchen-table MFA" culled from an evolving circle of beloved authors and artists, with anecdotes, postcards from the road, and much more.

Clear-eyed, sensitive, illuminating, and knowledgeable, Consider This is Palahniuk's love letter to stories and storytellers, booksellers and books themselves. Consider it a classic in the making.]]>
256 Chuck Palahniuk 1538717956 Claire 0 to-read 4.37 2020 Consider This: Moments in My Writing Life After Which Everything Was Different
author: Chuck Palahniuk
name: Claire
average rating: 4.37
book published: 2020
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[The Expedition by Bea Uusma (2015-10-01)]]> 171485840
I trettiotre år undrar en kvinna vart hennes fästman tog vägen. År 1930 hittas männen på en öde glaciärö i ishavet. Deras infrusna dagbok meddelar: nödlandning på isen efter tre dagar i luften. I månader drar de sina flera hundra kilo tunga slädar och försöker ta sig tillbaka till fast mark. På Vitön upphör plötsligt alla anteckningar.

I över hundra år har läkare, polarhistoriker, författare och journalister försökt lösa gåtan vad som hände på Vitön. Varför dog expeditionsmedlemmarna innan de ens packat upp slädarna, med varma kläder ouppackade, med matkonserver oöppnade, med tre fungerande gevär och lådvis av ammunition?

I Expeditionen. Min kärlekshistoria letar författaren och läkaren Bea Uusma efter sanningen om expeditionens öde. Hon gräver i arkiv och i polartrakternas permafrusna jordlager. Hon reser i Arktis och till Nordpolen. Hon träffar efterlevande, rättsläkare, osteologer, kriminaltekniker och brottsplatsutredare och söker svar i laboratorieprov, packlistor och i det enda som finns kvar av Andrée själv några nagelfragment som fastnat längst in i hans handskar.

Resultatet är inte enbart en bok som kullkastar gamla teorier och ger nya svar på vad som egentligen hände. Berättelsen om världens mest misslyckade polarexpedition rymmer även en konsertpianist vars händer inte kan sluta skaka och en spådam i en cykelkällare i Bredäng. Men det är också en historia om Bea själv. Varför blir en ovanligt bekväm person som hatar att frysa besatt av en hundra år gammal polarexpedition och ägnar sitt liv åt att följa i dess igensnöade fotspår? Ständigt på rätt plats, men i fel tid.

Expeditionen. Min kärlekshistoria ges samtidigt ut i två utföranden: en textbok i mjukband och en påkostad illustrerad utgåva med foton, teckningar, kartor och ett omfångsrikt extramaterial.]]>
Bea Uusma Claire 5 4.42 2013 The Expedition by Bea Uusma (2015-10-01)
author: Bea Uusma
name: Claire
average rating: 4.42
book published: 2013
rating: 5
read at: 2025/03/16
date added: 2025/03/17
shelves: 1890s, author-swedish, bears, historical, non-fiction, read-in-2025
review:
The Expedition by Bea Uusma, translated by Agnes Broomé, was recommended by Sophie Haydock as part of my Books Under the Radar series - books which people feel deserve more readers. And I loved it! Another five-star read, and going straight onto my books of the year list. I hadn't heard of the Andrée expedition, but apparently it's very famous in Sweden. In 1897 three men set out in a hot air balloon from Norway for the North Pole. Needless to say, they never made it. Thirty-three years later their bodies were found on an uninhabited island which is nearly always surrounded by frost. In the early 1990s Bea Uusma becomes obsessed with the story of these three men and why they died - given that they had survived for a long time and had food and weapons. The Expedition is the men's story but also Bea's and how she went about her research. It's as propulsive as as mystery fiction, but meticulous in its recording of events and theories. There are fascinating photographs of the trip, and threaded throughout a love story with an ending that made me gasp. Just wonderful.
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Leaving 150778780
“I never thought I’d see you here,� Sarah says. Then she adds, “But I never thought I’d see you anywhere.� Sarah and Warren’s college love story ended in a single moment.

Decades later, when a chance meeting brings them together, a passion ignites―threatening the foundations of the lives they’ve built apart. Since they parted in college, each has married, raised a family, and made a career. When they meet again, Sarah is divorced and living outside New York, while Warren is still married and living in Boston.

Seeing Warren sparks an awakening in Sarah, who feels emotionally alive for the first time in decades. Still, she hesitates to reclaim a chance at love after her painful divorce and years of framing her life around her children and her work. Warren has no such reservations: he wants to leave his marriage but can’t predict how his wife and daughter will react.

As their affair intensifies, Sarah and Warren must confront the moral responsibilities of their love for their families and each other. Leaving charts a passage through loyalty and desire as it builds to a shattering conclusion.

In her boldest and most powerful work to date, Roxana Robinson demonstrates her “trademark gifts as an intelligent, sensitive analyst of family life� (Wendy Smith, Chicago Tribune ) in an engrossing exploration of the vows we make to one another, the tensile relationships between parents and their children, and what we owe to others and ourselves.]]>
344 Roxana Robinson 1324065389 Claire 5 Sarah and Warren meet each other again at sixty by chance. They were girlfriend and boyfriend when they were twenty or so, but split up and lost touch. Now they reconnect and start a relationship even though Warren is married. He decides to leave his wife for Sarah but this act has consequences far beyond anyone can imagine. The ending hit me really hard (don't go into this book thinking it will be a light family drama) especially since almost this same scenario recently happened to someone close to me. Highly recommended, and very likely to be on my top reads of the year.]]> 3.68 2024 Leaving
author: Roxana Robinson
name: Claire
average rating: 3.68
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2025/03/13
date added: 2025/03/14
shelves: author-american, country-usa, dogs-in-books, motherhood, read-in-2025
review:
Leaving by Roxana Robinson was one of three books recommended by author Huma Qureshi as part of my Books under the Radar series on my website and Instagram. I can't possibly read all the books suggested in the series each week but this one caught my eye and I bought it and read it as soon as it arrived, and it completely absorbed me. It reminded me of the very best Sue Miller in that it is at the heart a family drama but with a lot to say about loyalty, love, and parental relationships with adult children. It's also very beautifully written and is my first 5-star read of 2025.
Sarah and Warren meet each other again at sixty by chance. They were girlfriend and boyfriend when they were twenty or so, but split up and lost touch. Now they reconnect and start a relationship even though Warren is married. He decides to leave his wife for Sarah but this act has consequences far beyond anyone can imagine. The ending hit me really hard (don't go into this book thinking it will be a light family drama) especially since almost this same scenario recently happened to someone close to me. Highly recommended, and very likely to be on my top reads of the year.
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Writing in the Dark 54454816 Writing in the Dark offers advice, guidance, and insights on how to compose horror stories and novels that are original, frightening, entertaining, and well-written.

Waggoner covers a wide range of topics, among them why horror matters, building viable monsters, generating ideas and plotlines, how to stylize narratives in compelling ways, the physiology of fear, the art of suspense, avoiding clichés, marketing your horror writing, and much more. Each chapter includes tips from some of the best horror professionals working today, such as Joe Hill, Ellen Datlow, Joe R. Lansdale, Maurice Broaddus, Yvette Tan, Thomas Ligotti, Jonathan Maberry, Edward Lee, and John Shirley. There are also appendices with critical reflections, pointers on the writing process, ideas for characters and story arcs, and material for further research.

Writing in the Dark derives from Waggoner’s longtime blog of the same name. Suitable for classroom use, intensive study, and bedside reading, this essential manual will appeal to new authors at the beginning of their career as well as veterans of the horror genre who want to brush up on their technique.]]>
236 Tim Waggoner 1947879235 Claire 0 to-read 4.56 2020 Writing in the Dark
author: Tim Waggoner
name: Claire
average rating: 4.56
book published: 2020
rating: 0
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Crossroads 53407936
When Chris's son dies in a tragic car crash, her world is devastated. The walls of grief close in on Chris's life until, one day, a small cut on her finger changes everything.

A drop of blood falls from Chris's hand onto her son's roadside memorial and, later that night, Chris thinks she sees his ghost outside her window. Only, is it really her son's ghost, or is it something else—something evil?

Soon Chris is playing a dangerous game with forces beyond her control in a bid to see her son, Trey, alive once again.]]>
110 Laurel Hightower Claire 0 to-read 3.85 2020 Crossroads
author: Laurel Hightower
name: Claire
average rating: 3.85
book published: 2020
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/03/13
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<![CDATA[They Fear Not Men in the Woods]]> 222420115 For fans of Midsommar, Catriona Ward, and Sarah Gailey, this addictively readable modern horror novel unfolds like a movie with a climax you’ll never see coming

When Jen Monre hears her father's remains have been found, she returns home to disprove his death, only to find the forests of rural Washington are hiding horrors beyond imagining

Seven years ago, Jen Monre left behind her hometown of Barrow, Washington after her father, a forest ranger passionate about protecting old trees from the aggressive logging business that runs their small town, vanished seemingly into thin air. She never wanted to come home again. Until she gets a her father's remains have been found. It seems impossible. So Jen goes home, determined to find out what really happened to her father. And when her ex-boyfriend proposes a camping trip into the woods in her father's memory, it feels like the opportunity Jen had been hoping to find her father. To find the truth.

But what she finds instead may be something deeper, darker and deadlier than she could have ever imagined.]]>
Gretchen McNeil 0756420083 Claire 0 to-read 3.67 They Fear Not Men in the Woods
author: Gretchen McNeil
name: Claire
average rating: 3.67
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Music of a Life 135164 128 Andreï Makine 0743475607 Claire 0 to-read 3.97 2001 Music of a Life
author: Andreï Makine
name: Claire
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2001
rating: 0
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The Adversary 150247447
In an isolated outport on Newfoundland's northern coastline, Abe Strapp is about to marry the daughter of a rival merchant to cement his hold on the shore when the Widow Caines arrives to throw the wedding and Abe's plans into chaos.

That ruthless act of sabotage is the opening salvo in a battle between the man and woman who own Mockbeggar's largest mercantile firms, each fighting for the scarce resources of the north Atlantic fishery, each seeking a measure of revenge on the person they despise most in the world. As their unshakeable animosity spirals further each year into vendettas and violence, the community is increasingly divided and even the innocents in Mockbeggar find themselves forced to take sides, with devastating consequences.

Through merciless seasons of uncertainty and want, through predatory storms and pandemics and marauding privateers, it is the human heart that reveals itself to be the most formidable and unpredictable adversary for each person drawn, inevitably and helplessly, into that endless feud.

Compulsively readable and uncompromising, The Adversary is a masterful evocation of a lost time, and a shadowed mirror to our modern politics of grievance and retribution.]]>
336 Michael Crummey 0385550324 Claire 0 to-read 3.70 2023 The Adversary
author: Michael Crummey
name: Claire
average rating: 3.70
book published: 2023
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/02/28
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Beartooth 220599103
From a fresh new voice in American fiction, this is a propulsive, bracing story about the cost of survival set against the unforgiving wilderness of the American northwest.]]>
256 Callan Wink 180351096X Claire 5
Despite loving it, I wasn't completely convinced by the 'solution'.

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3.83 2025 Beartooth
author: Callan Wink
name: Claire
average rating: 3.83
book published: 2025
rating: 5
read at: 2025/02/22
date added: 2025/02/28
shelves: author-american, bears, country-usa, read-in-2025, the-river, siblings, the-mountains
review:
Set in snowy, remote Montana, this is the story of adult siblings Thad and Hazen, bills and debts mounting, house repairs needed, who are offered a way out by the mysterious Scott. Of course it goes from bad to worse, but on the way, there is Wink's wonderful nature writing of the snow and the trees and the mountains, and the river. The two men are brilliantly drawn and I could not stop reading to find out what happened.

Despite loving it, I wasn't completely convinced by the 'solution'.


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<![CDATA[A Life Discarded: 148 Diaries Found in a Skip]]> 26198496 A Life Discarded has all the suspense of a murder mystery. Written with his characteristic warmth, respect and humour, Masters asks you to join him in celebrating an unknown and important life left on the scrap heap.

A Life Discarded is a biographical detective story. In 2001, 148 tattered and mould-covered notebooks were discovered lying among broken bricks in a skip on a building site in Cambridge. Tens of thousands of pages were filled to the edges with urgent handwriting. They were a small part of an intimate, anonymous diary, starting in 1952 and ending half a century later, a few weeks before the books were thrown out. Over five years, the award-winning biographer Alexander Masters uncovers the identity and real history of their author, with an astounding final revelation.

A Life Discarded is a true, shocking, poignant, often hilarious story of an ordinary life. The author of the diaries, known only as ‘I�, is the tragicomic patron saint of everyone who feels their life should have been more successful. Part thriller, part love story, part social history, A Life Discarded is also an account of two writers� obsessions: of ‘I’s need to record every second of life and of Masters� pursuit of this mysterious yet universal diarist.]]>
256 Alexander Masters 0008130779 Claire 0 to-read 3.59 2016 A Life Discarded: 148 Diaries Found in a Skip
author: Alexander Masters
name: Claire
average rating: 3.59
book published: 2016
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Children of Radium: A Buried Inheritance]]> 214152270 In the tradition of When Time Stopped and The Hare with Amber Eyes, this extraordinary family memoir investigates the dark legacy of the author’s great-grandfather, a talented German-Jewish chemist specializing in radioactive household products who wound up developing chemical weapons and gas mask filters for the Nazis.

When novelist and poet Joe Dunthorne began researching his family history, he expected to write the account of their heroic escape from Nazi Germany in 1935. Instead, what he found in his great-grandfather’s voluminous, unpublished, partially translated memoir was a much darker, more complicated story. “I confess to my descendants who will read these lines that I made a grave error. I betrayed myself, my most sacred principles,� he wrote. “I cannot shake off the great debt on my conscience.�

Siegfried Merzbacher was a German-Jewish chemist living in Oranienburg, a small town north of Berlin, where he developed various household items, including a radioactive toothpaste called Doramad. But then he was asked by the government to work on products with a strong military connection—first he made and tested gas-mask filters, and then he was invited to establish a chemical weapons laboratory. Between 1933 and 1935, he was a Jewish chemist making chemical weapons for the Nazis. While he and his nuclear family escaped safely to Turkey before the war, Siegfried never got over his complicity, particularly after learning that members of his extended family were murdered in Auschwitz.

Armed only with his great-grandfather’s rambling, 2,000-page deathbed memoir and a handful of archival clues, Dunthorne traveled to Munich, Ammendorf, Berlin, Ankara, and Oranienburg—a place where hundreds of unexploded bombs remain hidden in the irradiated soil—to reckon with the remarkable, unsettling legacy of his family’s past.]]>
240 Joe Dunthorne 1982180757 Claire 0 to-read 3.94 2025 Children of Radium: A Buried Inheritance
author: Joe Dunthorne
name: Claire
average rating: 3.94
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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The Inn Closes for Christmas 55694131 Discover the lost masterpiece from the father of Celtic noir

The Inn Closes for Christmas is a deliciously dark and haunting tale of one man's nightmarish obsession and how far he'll go to escape it. For fans of Shirley Jackson, MR James, and Andrew Michael Hurley, rediscover this forgotten classic.

The Bank manager, as he had done for so many Christmases now, opened the file. And as always, as he opened it he wondered why he must do this each year. For the man had asked him that he should do this every Christmas for as long as he should live.

In the file, the bank manager sifts through some papers - local newspaper cuttings, a pathologist report, a statement from the town's dentist William Sterrill, and a death notice for his wife, Mrs Doreen Sterrill. But it is the last paper that stops him in his tracks. It is the confession of William Sterrill.

In William's confession we learn about the terrible accident that caused his wife to have her leg amputated, the prosthetic leg she then had to wear, how this leg slowly drives William to murder, and then the descent into madness as we walk through William's nightmares, visions, and thoughts.

The Inn Closes for Christmas is also accompanied by a selection of short stories, full of the uncanny and creepy where Hughes points us towards the darkest places in the human psyche with the lightest of touches.]]>
Cledwyn Hughes Claire 0 to-read 0.0 1947 The Inn Closes for Christmas
author: Cledwyn Hughes
name: Claire
average rating: 0.0
book published: 1947
rating: 0
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We Used to Live Here 210450042 Listening length: 9 hours, 52 minutes

The Turn of the Key meets Parasite in this eerily haunting debut and Reddit hit—soon to be a Netflix original movie starring Blake Lively—about two homeowners whose lives are turned upside down when the house’s previous residents unexpectedly visit.

As a young, queer couple who flip houses, Charlie and Eve can’t believe the killer deal they’ve just gotten on an old house in a picturesque neighborhood. As they’re working in the house one day, there’s a knock on the door. A man stands there with his family, claiming to have lived there years before and asking if it would be alright if he showed his kids around. People pleaser to a fault, Eve lets them in.

As soon as the family enters their home, strange and inexplicable things start happening, including their toddler going missing and a ghostly presence materializing in the basement. Even more weird, the family can’t seem to take the hint that their visit should be over. And when Charlie suddenly vanishes, Eve slowly loses her grip on reality. Something is terribly wrong with the house and with the visiting family—or is Eve just imagining things?]]>
10 Marcus Kliewer 1797181289 Claire 4 3.60 2024 We Used to Live Here
author: Marcus Kliewer
name: Claire
average rating: 3.60
book published: 2024
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/18
date added: 2025/02/21
shelves: author-american, country-usa, horror, lgbt, read-in-2025, audio-books
review:
Entertaining, scary, great sense of place. I listened to this and it makes a great audio book, but because I wasn't able to flick back, I know I missed some of the clues and breadcrumb trails that Kliewer leaves for the observant reader. I went and found a Reddit thread when I'd finished and that revealed an awful lot I missed. Eve and Charlie have just bought a remote doer-upper house, and one day when Charlie is out, a family knock on the door and ask if they can look around because the father - Thomas - grew up there. Reluctantly, Eve lets them in, but really they never leave, or maybe they've been there all along. Stories, people and timelines shift until everything becomes unstable. It's a story of parallel universes that genuinely made me shiver in places.
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You Are Here 213256741
Marnie is stuck.
Stuck working alone in her London flat, stuck battling the long afternoons and a life that often feels like it's passing her by.

Michael is coming undone.
Reeling from his wife's departure, increasingly reclusive, taking himself on long, solitary walks across the moors and fells.

When a persistent mutual friend and some very English weather conspire to bring them together, Marnie and Michael suddenly find themselves alone on the most epic of walks and on the precipice of a new friendship.

But can they survive the journey?

A new love story by beloved bestseller David Nicholls, You Are Here is a novel of first encounters, second chances and finding the way home.]]>
351 David Nicholls 1444715445 Claire 4 4.06 2024 You Are Here
author: David Nicholls
name: Claire
average rating: 4.06
book published: 2024
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/12
date added: 2025/02/21
shelves: country-england, lonely-women, read-in-2025, romance
review:
Sweet, funny, romantic. Marnie and Michael and a few others are invited on a walk across England by a mutual friend, but one by one the others drop out. Michael intends to walk from coast to coast, and along the way the two discuss their histories, their loves and losses, and what they want out of life. There are some great jokes, some awkwardness, and some romance of course - this is David Nicholls.
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<![CDATA[My Brilliant Friend (Neapolitan Novels, #1)]]> 35036409 My Brilliant Friend is a rich, intense and generous-hearted story about two friends, Elena and Lila. Ferrante’s inimitable style lends itself perfectly to a meticulous portrait of these two women that is also the story of a nation and a touching meditation on the nature of friendship. Through the lives of these two women, Ferrante tells the story of a neighbourhood, a city and a country as it is transformed in ways that, in turn, also transform the relationship between her two protagonists.]]> 331 Elena Ferrante Claire 3
I know I'm in a tiny minority here, but I just don't get why people love this. I must be missing something, but I just didn't get into the characters, the location, the story. It felt like a teenage diary. I'm not going to go on about what I didn't like because, well, because you might be one of the people who love it.
(Maybe it suffered because I read it straight after Couples by Updike, which is so full of language, and this felt so bereft of it.)]]>
4.08 2011 My Brilliant Friend (Neapolitan Novels, #1)
author: Elena Ferrante
name: Claire
average rating: 4.08
book published: 2011
rating: 3
read at: 2025/02/21
date added: 2025/02/21
shelves: read-in-2017, re-read, read-in-2025
review:
Update: I'm pretty sure I didn't finish it last time, but this time since it was chosen for my book club, I did finish it, and maybe I liked it one-star more, but I still didn't love it. What I did enjoy: the time we spent with Elena, the changes in the poor area of Naples, the little bits of dialogue between the girls. But there was more I didn't enjoy: how Elena described scenes and dialogue she didn't witness, the whole shoe thing, the macho-ness...

I know I'm in a tiny minority here, but I just don't get why people love this. I must be missing something, but I just didn't get into the characters, the location, the story. It felt like a teenage diary. I'm not going to go on about what I didn't like because, well, because you might be one of the people who love it.
(Maybe it suffered because I read it straight after Couples by Updike, which is so full of language, and this felt so bereft of it.)
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Intimacies 57825650 *Includes the winner of the 2021 BBC National Short Story Award*

In eleven stories, Intimacies exquisitely charts the steps and missteps of young women trying to find their place in the world. From a Belfast student ordering illegal drugs online to end an unwanted pregnancy to a young mother's brush with mortality, and from a Christmas Eve walking the city centre streets when everything seems possible, to a night flight from Canada which could change a life irrevocably, these are stories of love, loss and exile, of new beginnings and lives lived away from 'home'.]]>
157 Lucy Caldwell 0571353754 Claire 4 3.84 2020 Intimacies
author: Lucy Caldwell
name: Claire
average rating: 3.84
book published: 2020
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/21
date added: 2025/02/21
shelves: author-irish, read-in-2025, short-stories, motherhood
review:
I really enjoyed many of these, and especially loved, All the People were Mean and Bad about a woman travelling on a long flight with her daughter, who makes a connection with the man sitting in the next seat. I suppose I like my short stories to have more of a structure than many of these did. I really liked the writing and the subject matter: motherhood, and sometimes travel, and I know that it's me and my taste that gave it 3.5.
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Black Woods Blue Sky 213243955 An unforgettable dark fairy tale that asks, Can love save us from ourselves?

Birdie’s keeping it together; of course she is. So she’s a little hungover sometimes, and she has to bring her daughter, Emaleen, to her job waiting tables at an Alaskan roadside lodge, but she’s getting by as a single mother in a tough town. Still, Birdie can remember happier times from her youth, when she was free in the wilds of nature.

Arthur Neilsen, a soft-spoken and scarred recluse who appears in town only at the change of seasons, brings Emaleen back to safety when she gets lost in the woods. Most people avoid him, but to Birdie he represents everything she’s ever longed for. She finds herself falling for Arthur and the land he knows so well. Against the warnings of those who care about them, Birdie and Emaleen move to his isolated cabin in the mountains on the far side of the Wolverine River.

It’s just the three of them in the vast black woods, far from roads, telephones, electricity, and outside contact, but Birdie believes she has come prepared. At first, it’s idyllic, but soon Birdie discovers that Arthur is something much more mysterious and dangerous than she could have imagined, and that like the Alaska wilderness, a fairy tale can be as dark as it is beautiful.]]>
306 Eowyn Ivey 0593231023 Claire 0 to-read 3.69 2025 Black Woods Blue Sky
author: Eowyn Ivey
name: Claire
average rating: 3.69
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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Snowy Day and Other Stories 213618269 The first story collection published in English by Lee Chang-dong, one of South Korea’s most celebrated and influential literary and cinematic figures of the last four decades

Much like Lee Chang-dong’s internationally renowned films (Burning, Secret Sunshine, Peppermint Candy), these brilliant, unsettling tales, originally published in Korea in the 1980s and now translated into English for the first time, investigate themes of injustice, betrayal, and terror—on both an intimate and national scale. Lee writes deeply and hauntingly about barriers between family, the powerful and the vulnerable, conformists and rebels.

In the title story, drawn from the author’s own memories of serving in the South Korean military, the class divide between a university-educated private and a working-class corporal serving sentry duty together one snowy night leads to tragic consequences. In “There’s a Lot of Shit in Nokcheon,� the psychological violence that two brothers enact on each other over the course of a lifetime captures the darkness and paranoia that pervaded Korea in the 1980s, as the country struggled towards democratic rule. And in the novella-length “A Lamp in the Sky,� a young woman’s brutal interrogation at the hands of the police reveals the series of increasingly troubling decisions that led her to this moment. Is she innocent or guilty? In the end, even she cannot say.

Snowy Day and Other Stories introduces English readers to a master storyteller.]]>
368 Lee Chang-dong 059365725X Claire 0 to-read 3.88 2025 Snowy Day and Other Stories
author: Lee Chang-dong
name: Claire
average rating: 3.88
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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The Garden 213703734 A beautiful eerie, hypnotic novel about two elderly sisters living alone at the edge of the world, and how their lives unravel when their sanctum is breached, for fans of Piranesi and The Testaments.

In a place and time unknown, two elderly sisters live in a walled garden, secluded from the outside world. Evelyn and Lily have only ever known each other. What was before the garden, they have forgotten; what lies beyond it, they do not know. Each day is spent in languid service to their tending the bees, planting the crops, and dutifully following the instructions of the almanac written by their mother.

So when a nameless boy is found hiding in the boarded house at the center of their isolated grounds, their once solitary lives are irrevocably disrupted. Who is he? Where did he come from? And most importantly, what does he want?

As suspicions gather and allegiances falter Evelyn and Lily are forced to confront the dark truths about themselves, the garden, and the world as they’ve known it.]]>
313 Nick Newman 0593717759 Claire 0 to-read 3.77 2025 The Garden
author: Nick Newman
name: Claire
average rating: 3.77
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Random Family: Love, Drugs, Trouble, and Coming of Age in the Bronx]]> 385255 Random Family is the story of young people trying to outrun their destinies. Jessica and Boy George ride the wild adventure between riches and ruin, while Coco and Cesar stick closer to the street, all four caught in a precarious dance between survival and death. Friends get murdered; the DEA and FBI investigate Boy George; Cesar becomes a fugitive; Jessica and Coco endure homelessness, betrayal, the heartbreaking separation of prison, and, throughout it all, the insidious damage of poverty.

Charting the tumultuous cycle of the generations - as girls become mothers, boys become criminals, and hope struggles against deprivation - LeBlanc slips behind the cold statistics and sensationalism and comes back with a riveting, haunting, and true story.]]>
409 Adrian Nicole LeBlanc 0743254430 Claire 0 to-read 4.27 2003 Random Family: Love, Drugs, Trouble, and Coming of Age in the Bronx
author: Adrian Nicole LeBlanc
name: Claire
average rating: 4.27
book published: 2003
rating: 0
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The Wilderness 6465547 328 Samantha Harvey 0224089684 Claire 4 3.26 2008 The Wilderness
author: Samantha Harvey
name: Claire
average rating: 3.26
book published: 2008
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/11
date added: 2025/02/11
shelves: 1950s, 1960s, author-english, country-england, debut, illness-medical, memory, read-in-2025
review:
Beautiful, tragic, moving. This is Samantha Harvey's (winner of The Booker Prize 2024 with Orbital) debut and it really deserves to be better known. The book starts as Jake, in his sixties, has a trip in a plane given as a present by his adult son, Henry. Jake's plane flies over the prison where Henry is incarcerated. Four years later, at the end of the novel, when Henry has been released, the two men, and Jake's girlfriend / carer look through a book of photographs. In between these two events we see, feel, experience the unraveling of Jake's mind as Alzheimer's takes hold. We learn about Jake's life with his parents, his birth, his affair, his marriage, the birth of his children, and his tragedies in a series of spirals that change and fracture each time Jake remembers them - are they even memories or are they simply taken from the photographs he looks at? It's a wonderful novel but also sometimes difficult to read - not just because of how this man loses so much as he loses his mind, but the writing is dense, sometimes unfathomable, complicated and twisty, which of course befits the subject. Recommended.
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Interpreter of Maladies 435375 --publisher's description]]> 198 Jhumpa Lahiri Claire 3 3.99 1999 Interpreter of Maladies
author: Jhumpa Lahiri
name: Claire
average rating: 3.99
book published: 1999
rating: 3
read at: 2025/02/10
date added: 2025/02/11
shelves: author-american, author-english, country-india, country-usa, read-in-2025, short-stories
review:
Clearly something in this collection of short stories that everyone else can see that I can't. I've tried one of her novels too and I felt much the same, so perhaps she simply isn't for me. I found the ones that used the first person plural particularly problematic, like the 'we' was an archetype, and my brain kept saying, a whole apartment block of people would not feel the same way. I think it must be my problem, except that my husband (we read them to each other) felt more or less the same.
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Memento Mori 1595949

Then the insidious telephone calls begin. 'Remember, you must die,' intones the grave, anonymous voice.


As the suspicious recipients set out to unravel the macabre mystery and catch the culprit before the culprit catches them, the intrigues, duplicities and tragedies of their lives--past and present--come to light in Muriel Spark's immortally funny parable of life and death.]]>
220 Muriel Spark 0140113029 Claire 4 3.94 1959 Memento Mori
author: Muriel Spark
name: Claire
average rating: 3.94
book published: 1959
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/11
date added: 2025/02/11
shelves: 1950s, author-english, country-england, many-voices, older-people, read-in-2025
review:
A group of interconnected friends and companions, now elderly, each receive telephone calls telling them that they must die. Not so much a warning that they are about to be murdered but that they, and of course everyone, will one day die. Memento Mori is littered with eccentric English characters, suspecting each other, bitching behind backs, planning little schemes. It is hilarious in a kind of Ealing Comedy kind of way. It was also fascinating to read about London in the early 50s, and the care of the elderly: it was always so easy for Godfrey to drive into London and park on the Kings Road, or sometimes on a lane off it in case he car was recognised; and how the elderly and the demented were kept in bed in hospital wards. The back of the book says it's a mystery that the recipients of the telephone calls set out to unravel, but really that's just the thing that links them.
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Beyond The Sea 58666858
Part gripping survival story, part fearless existential parable, Beyond the Sea is a meditation on what it means to be a man, a friend, a father and a sinner in our fallen world.]]>
191 Paul Lynch 1786077604 Claire 3 3.86 2019 Beyond The Sea
author: Paul Lynch
name: Claire
average rating: 3.86
book published: 2019
rating: 3
read at:
date added: 2025/02/11
shelves: disaster, read-in-2025, survival, the-sea
review:
I love a disaster at sea, whether it's fiction or non-fiction, there's something about it being the ultimate survival story. This is not so different to many I've read, and while I enjoyed the dynamics between the two storm-surviving South American fishermen as things gradually get worse, at times towards the end there was just a little too much 'am I going mad, am I seeing things' sections.
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<![CDATA[All the Wide Border: Wales, England and the Places Between]]> 63202259 A funny, warm and timely meditation on identity and belonging, following the scenic route along the England–Wales border: Britain’s deepest faultline.

There is a line on the map: to one side Wales, small, rugged and stubborn; the other England, crucible of the most expansionist culture the world has ever seen. It is a line that has been dug, debated, defined and defended for twenty centuries.

All the Wide Border is a personal journey through the places, amongst the people, and across the divides of the border between England and Wales. Taking in some of our loveliest landscapes, and our darkest secrets, this is a region of immeasurable wonder and interest. It is there that the deepest roots and thorniest paradoxes of Britishness lie. The border between the countries, even as a concept, is ragged, jagged and many-layered.

Garlanded author Mike Parker has adored and explored these places his entire life. Born in England but settled in Wales, he finds himself typical of many in being pulled in both directions. His journey is divided into three legs, corresponding with the watersheds of the three great border rivers: the Dee in the north, the Severn in the centre, the Wye in the south. Neither quite England nor Wales, the furzy borderland he uncovers � the March � is another country. A hefty schlep from everywhere, these are A. E. Housman’s ‘blue remembered hills� � his ‘land of lost content� � and ours too.

Picking apart the many notions and clichés of Englishness, Welshness and indeed Britishness, Mike Parker plays with the very idea of borders, our fascination with them, our need for them, and our response to their power. In his hands, England–Wales border is revealed to be a border within us all, and it is fraying, fast.]]>
320 Mike Parker 0008499187 Claire 0 read-in-2025, non-fiction 3.81 All the Wide Border: Wales, England and the Places Between
author: Mike Parker
name: Claire
average rating: 3.81
book published:
rating: 0
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St Agnes' Stand 906276 In a dry riverbed, Nat spots two overturned wagons surrounded by Apaches. The only sign of a survivor is his quick glimpse of an old woman’s face–a face that forces a stark decision. Nat can ride on and save himself, or stay and try to save the stranded and doomed party. Sister St. Agnes, huddled between the wagons with her fellow nuns and the orphans in their care, somehow knows that God will answer her prayers and send a savior to deliver them from evil.

As death shadows the dusty arroyo, the forsaken canyon becomes a place of destiny where a courageous nun and an embattled man confront their fates together.

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201 Thomas Eidson 0140238948 Claire 0 to-read 4.19 1994 St Agnes' Stand
author: Thomas Eidson
name: Claire
average rating: 4.19
book published: 1994
rating: 0
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The Party 214397196 An irresistible novella about two sisters and a night that changes everything, from the master chronicler of our heart’s hidden desires.

‘Tessa Hadley is my favourite author� KATE ATKINSON

Evelyn had the surprising thought that bodies were sometimes wiser than the people inside them. She’d have liked to impress somebody with this idea, but couldn’t explain it.

On a winter Saturday night in post-war Bristol, sisters Moira and Evelyn, on the cusp of adulthood, go to an art students� party in a dockside pub; there they meet two men, Paul and Sinden, whose air of worldliness and sophistication both intrigues and repels them. Sinden calls a few days later to invite them over to the grand suburban mansion Paul shares with his brother and sister, and Moira accepts despite Evelyn’s misgivings.

As the night unfolds in this unfamiliar, glamorous new setting, the sisters learn things about themselves and each other that shock them, and release them into a new phase of their lives.

‘Few writers give me such consistent pleasure�
ZADIE SMITH

‘Hadley’s extraordinary skill [is] making both surface life and deep interiors come fully alive�
COLM TÓIBÍN

‘Tessa Hadley recruits admirers with each book�
HILARY MANTEL
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111 Tessa Hadley 1529949300 Claire 4 3.32 2024 The Party
author: Tessa Hadley
name: Claire
average rating: 3.32
book published: 2024
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/03
date added: 2025/02/03
shelves: 1950s, author-english, country-england, read-in-2025, coming-of-age
review:
I love Hadley's writing, and this novella is no exception. In post-war Bristol, teenage Evelyn gatecrashes a party in a pub where she knows her sister will be. There the sisters meet Paul and Sinden, and Sinden invites them to a small house party a few days later, which they also go to. It felt very much a story of two halves (I enjoyed both halves equally) which weren't that closely knitted together, and I wasn't surprised to discover that Hadley wrote the first half as a short story and then added the second. I'm moving over to StoryGraph. Join me there.
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The Reservoir Tapes 34522459 Reservoir 13, The Reservoir Tapes take us deep into the heart of an English village that is trying to come to terms with what has happened on its watch.

A teenage girl has gone missing. The whole community has been called upon to join the search. And now an interviewer arrives, intent on capturing the community’s unstable stories about life in the weeks and months before Becky Shaw vanished.

Each villager has a memory to share or a secret to conceal, a connection to Becky that they are trying to make or break. A young wife pushes against the boundaries of her marriage, and another seeks a means of surviving within hers. A group of teenagers dare one another to jump into a flooded quarry, the weakest swimmer still awaiting his turn. A laborer lies trapped under rocks and dry limestone dust as his fellow workers attempt a risky rescue. And meanwhile a fractured portrait of Becky emerges at the edges of our vision—a girl swimming, climbing, and smearing dirt onto a scared boy’s face, images to be cherished and challenged as the search for her goes on.]]>
167 Jon McGregor 0008235651 Claire 4 read-in-2025 I'm migrating from ŷ to Storygraph, so if you're on there, come and find me. ]]> 3.87 2017 The Reservoir Tapes
author: Jon McGregor
name: Claire
average rating: 3.87
book published: 2017
rating: 4
read at: 2025/02/03
date added: 2025/02/03
shelves: read-in-2025
review:
This was first broadcast on BBC Radio 4, following the publication of Reservoir 13, which I also read. I think I enjoyed this more, but perhaps that was because I knew what to expect having read Reservoir 13, and was less frustrated. In fact, I wasn't frustrated at all, I loved this. The writing, the characters, the way they interacted and crossed paths, which made me work in a very enjoyable way. After teenager Becky Shaw disappears, The Reservoir Tapes digs more deeply into the lives she touched, and those who saw her last.
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Games and Rituals 67353928 The games and rituals performed by Katherine Heiny’s characters range from mischievous to tender. In ‘Bridesmaid, Revisited,� Marilee, suffering from a laundry and life crisis, wears a massive bridesmaid’s dress to work. In ‘Twist and Shout,� Ericka’s elderly father mistakes his four-thousand-dollar hearing aid for a cashew and eats it. In ‘Turn Back, Turn Back,� a bedtime story coupled with a receipt for a Starbucks babyccino reveal a struggling actor’s deception. And in �561,� Charlene pays the true price of infidelity and is forced to help her husband’s ex-wife move out of the family home.

From one of our most celebrated writers, our bard of waking up in the wrong bed, wearing the wrong shoes, late for the wrong job, but loved by the right people, Katherine Heiny has delivered a work of glorious humour and immense kindness.]]>
240 Katherine Heiny 0008395152 Claire 3 3.42 2023 Games and Rituals
author: Katherine Heiny
name: Claire
average rating: 3.42
book published: 2023
rating: 3
read at: 2025/01/03
date added: 2025/02/03
shelves: author-american, country-usa, read-in-2025, short-stories
review:
Tim and I read this to each other. I enjoyed them, but sometimes felt the situations were played for their humour more than reality, which I would have preferred.
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The Details 63313297 An acclaimed Swedish author makes her English language debut with this intoxicating novel in the vein of Rachel Cusk and Sheila Heti, about a woman in the throes of a fever remembering the important people in her past, her memories laid bare in vivid detail as her body temperature rises.

A woman lies bedridden from a high fever. Suddenly she is struck with an urge to revisit a novel from her past. Inside the book is an inscription: a get-well-soon message from Johanna, an ex-girlfriend who is now a famous television host. As she flips through the book, pages from the woman's own past begin to come alive, scenes of events and people she cannot forget.

There are moments with Johanna, and Niki, the friend who disappeared years ago without a phone number or an address and with no online footprint. There is Alejandro, who gleefully campaigns for a baby even though he knows their love has no future. And Brigitte, whose elusive qualities mask a painful secret.

The Details is a novel built around four portraits; the small details that, pieced together, comprise a life. Can a loved one really disappear? Who is the real subject of the portrait, the person being painted or the one holding the brush? Do we fully become ourselves through our connections to others? This exhilarating, provocative tale raises profound questions about the nature of relationships, and how we tell our stories. The result is an intimate and illuminating study of what it means to be human.]]>
144 Ia Genberg 0063309718 Claire 0 to-read 3.94 2022 The Details
author: Ia Genberg
name: Claire
average rating: 3.94
book published: 2022
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2025/01/09
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The Body in Question 42046111
The place: central Florida. The situation: a sensational murder trial involving a rich, white teenage girl--a twin--on trial for the horrific murder of her toddler brother, and the sequestered jury deciding her fate.

The setting: a utilitarian marble cube of a courthouse, more Soviet than Le Corbusier; and the court-appointed motel off the interstate.

Two of the jurors: Hannah, a 52 year-old former Rolling Stone, Interview Magazine photographer of rock stars and socialites (she switched to photographing animals when she realized she looked at people "as a species" rather than as individuals), and Graham, a 41 year-old anatomy professor, sequestered (she, Juror C-2; he, F-17), holed up at the Econo-Lodge off I-75.

As the shocking and numbing details of the crime and its surrounding facts are revealed during a string of days and seemingly endless court hours, the nights, playing out in a series of court-financed meals (Outback Steak House; Red Lobster; Domino's pizza delivery), Hannah and Graham fall into a furtive affair, keeping their oath, as jurors, never to discuss the trial.

During deliberations the lovers learn they are on opposing sides of the case and realize that their fellow jurors are wise to their affair. After the trial's end, as Hannah returns home to her much older, now, suddenly, frail husband (they married when she was 24; he, 58) an exploding media fury involving the case catches them all up in a frenzy of public outrage at a jury that seems to have convicted the wrong twin, and a judge who has received an anonymous handwritten letter about a series of sexual encounters ("I feel it is my duty as a juror and a citizen to report that two of my fellow jurors had sexual contact on more than seven occasions during our nights at the motel..."), calling into question their respective verdicts, and announcing she is releasing the jurors' names to the media.

Hannah's "one last dalliance before she is too old" takes on profoundly personal and moral consequences, as the novel moves to its affecting, powerful and surprising conclusion.]]>
174 Jill Ciment 152474798X Claire 0 to-read 3.69 2019 The Body in Question
author: Jill Ciment
name: Claire
average rating: 3.69
book published: 2019
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/01/09
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<![CDATA[Madly, Deeply: The Diaries of Alan Rickman]]> 59808451 Madly Deeply is a rare invitation into the mind of Alan Rickman—one of the most magnetic, beloved performers of our time.

From his breakout role in Die Hard to his outstanding, multifaceted performances in the Harry Potter films, Galaxy Quest, Robin Hood: Prince of Thieves, and more, Alan Rickman cemented his legacy as a world-class actor. His air of dignity, his sonorous voice, and the knowing wit he brought to each role continue to captivate audiences today.

But Rickman’s ability to breathe life into projects wasn't confined to just his performances. As you'll find, Rickman's diaries detail the extraordinary and the ordinary, flitting between worldly and witty and gossipy, while remaining utterly candid throughout. He takes us inside his home, on trips with friends across the globe, and on the sets of films and plays ranging from Sense and Sensibility, to Noël Coward's Private Lives, to the final film he directed, A Little Chaos.

Running from 1993 to his death in 2016, the diaries provide singular insight into Rickman's public and private life. Reading them is like listening to Rickman chatting to a close companion. Meet Rickman the consummate professional actor, but also the friend, the traveler, the fan, the director, the enthusiast; in short, the man beyond the icon.

Madly, Deeply features a photo insert, a foreword by Emma Thompson, and an afterword by Rima Horton.]]>
469 Alan Rickman 1250847958 Claire 2 read-in-2025 3.54 2022 Madly, Deeply: The Diaries of Alan Rickman
author: Alan Rickman
name: Claire
average rating: 3.54
book published: 2022
rating: 2
read at: 2025/01/06
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: read-in-2025
review:
If your name is in the index maybe you'll love this and buy several copies, but if it's not, the list of names (most of which I didn't know), and dinners, and waiting around for a scene to be short becomes tedious. I loved Alan Rickman's acting; I'd rather remember him like that.
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Olga Dies Dreaming 57693171
Despite their alluring public lives, behind closed doors things are far less rosy. Sure, Olga can orchestrate the love stories of the 1%, but she can't seem to find her own...until she meets Matteo, who forces her to confront the effects of long-held family secrets...

Twenty-seven years ago, their mother, Blanca, a Young Lord-turned-radical, abandoned her children to advance a militant political cause, leaving them to be raised by their grandmother. Now, with the winds of hurricane season, Blanca has come barreling back into their lives.

Set against the backdrop of New York City in the months surrounding the most devastating hurricane in Puerto Rico's history, Olga Dies Dreaming is a story that examines political corruption, familial strife and the very notion of the American dream--all while asking what it really means to weather a storm.]]>
369 Xóchitl González 1250786177 Claire 3 3.95 2022 Olga Dies Dreaming
author: Xóchitl González
name: Claire
average rating: 3.95
book published: 2022
rating: 3
read at: 2025/01/06
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: 2020s, author-american, country-usa, non-white-author, read-in-2025
review:
Hmm. I went through many different moods reading Olga Dies Dreaming, there were sections I loved (the romance), and others that just didn't work (too much telling). Ultimately it felt like it was trying to be too many things: a political thriller, a romance, a history lesson, a family drama. It seemed like until about 3/4 of the way through Gonzalez was still introducing new characters, new story lines, which meant that things got wrapped up too fast, and I didn't care about a lot of it. The 'telling' was all about the history of Puerto Rico, and although I was frustrated because this is a novel, I certainly did need to be told that island's history, because I knew very little about it.
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Long Island (Eilis Lacey, #2) 219792986 New York Times bestselling author comes a spectacularly moving and intense novel of secrecy, misunderstanding, and love, the story of Eilis Lacey, the complex and enigmatic heroine of Brooklyn, Tóibín’s most popular work, twenty years later.

Eilis Lacey is Irish, married to Tony Fiorello, a plumber and one of four Italian American brothers, all of whom live in neighboring houses on a cul-de-sac in Lindenhurst, Long Island, with their wives and children and Tony’s parents, a huge extended family that lives and works, eats and plays together. It is the spring of 1976 and Eilis, now in her forties with two teenage children, has no one to rely on in this still-new country. Though her ties to Ireland remain stronger than those that hold her to her new land and home, she has not returned in decades.

One day, when Tony is at his job and Eilis is in her home office doing her accounting, an Irishman comes to the door asking for her by name. He tells her that his wife is pregnant with Tony’s child and that when the baby is born, he will not raise it but instead deposit it on Eilis’s doorstep. It is what Eilis does—and what she refuses to do—in response to this stunning news that makes Tóibín’s novel so riveting.

Long Island is about longings unfulfilled, even unrecognized. The silences in Eilis� life are thunderous and dangerous, and there’s no one more deft than Tóibín at giving them language. This is a gorgeous story of a woman alone in a marriage and the deepest bonds she rekindles on her return to the place and people she left behind, to ways of living and loving she thought she’d lost.]]>
Colm Tóibín 1035029480 Claire 5 3.94 2024 Long Island (Eilis Lacey, #2)
author: Colm Tóibín
name: Claire
average rating: 3.94
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2024/12/01
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: 1970s, author-irish, country-ireland, audio-books, read-in-2024
review:
I loved this. Subdued, understated, brilliant characterisation, and read so beautifully by Jessie Buckley. It's twenty years after Brooklyn (although you don't have read that novel to read this) and Eilis, living on Long Island with her husband and two children learns that her husband has fathered a child with another woman, and this woman's husband will be bringing the child to Eilis's house when it's born. Not being able to stomach this, Eilis returns to Ireland, and there meets again her old flame, Jim, and her old friend Nancy; her return stirring up the small town. It's a masterclass in how to write quiet characters - although not all of them are, Eilis's mother is wonderful. I think some people were dissatisfied with the ending, but it did everything I wanted it to do. Highly recommended.
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<![CDATA[Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?]]> 11395597
Jeanette Winterson's novels have established her as a major figure in world literature. She has written some of the most admired books of the past few decades, including her internationally bestselling first novel, Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit, the story of a young girl adopted by Pentecostal parents that is now often required reading in contemporary fiction.

Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal? is a memoir about a life's work to find happiness. It's a book full of stories: about a girl locked out of her home, sitting on the doorstep all night; about a religious zealot disguised as a mother who has two sets of false teeth and a revolver in the dresser, waiting for Armageddon; about growing up in an north England industrial town now changed beyond recognition; about the Universe as Cosmic Dustbin.

It is the story of how a painful past that Jeanette thought she'd written over and repainted rose to haunt her, sending her on a journey into madness and out again, in search of her biological mother.]]>
230 Jeanette Winterson 0307401243 Claire 3 memoir, read-in-2024 3.99 2011 Why Be Happy When You Could Be Normal?
author: Jeanette Winterson
name: Claire
average rating: 3.99
book published: 2011
rating: 3
read at: 2024/12/01
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: memoir, read-in-2024
review:
Great writing, and a fascinating story.
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The River 25688921 Facing harsh adult realities, a young English girl in India must leave childhood behind, in this masterful tale from a New York Times–bestselling author. The Ganges River runs through young Harriet’s world. The eleven-year-old daughter of the British owner of a successful jute concern, she loves her life in Bengal, India, on the river’s edge, so far removed from the English boarding school she attended before the outbreak of hostilities in Europe.   Often left alone by an overworked father and preoccupied mother, Harriet is enchanted by the local festivals, colors, and vibrant life surrounding her. Now, as she stands on the brink of adulthood—too old to play childish games with her reckless little brother, Bogey, yet too young to be touched by such grown-up concerns as the faraway Second World War—a stranger’s unexpected arrival will rock her world.   When Captain John, a handsome soldier returning wounded from the battlefield, becomes her family’s new neighbor, Harriet is instantly entranced, beset by a rush of unfamiliar longing, jealousy, infatuation. But the inevitable change inherent in growing older may be too heavy a burden for a young girl to bear when it carries with it disappointment and heartbreaking loss.   Inspired by the author’s personal experiences as a child raised in India—and the basis for the acclaimed classic motion picture of the same name from French film director Jean Renoir—Rumer Godden’s The River is a lovely, moving portrayal of childhood’s end. Evocative, heartfelt, and bittersweet, it is a coming-of-age story without equal from a major twentieth-century novelist.  This ebook features an illustrated biography of the author including rare images from the Rumer Godden Literary Estate.    ]]> 208 Rumer Godden 1844088413 Claire 4 3.97 1946 The River
author: Rumer Godden
name: Claire
average rating: 3.97
book published: 1946
rating: 4
read at:
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: 1940s, author-english, country-india, read-in-2024
review:

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Hiroshima 488156 196 John Hersey Claire 3 4.14 1946 Hiroshima
author: John Hersey
name: Claire
average rating: 4.14
book published: 1946
rating: 3
read at: 2024/12/01
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: 1940s, 1950s, country-japan, non-fiction, disaster, read-in-2024
review:
Fascinating and horrific account of a handful of survivors of the atomic bomb dropped on Hiroshima; where they were when it happened, what happened immediately afterwards, and then a long time in the future. The section bringing their lives more up to date didn't work so well.
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A Kiss Before Dying 20926917 A Kiss Before Dying not only debuted the talent of best-selling novelist Ira Levin to rave reviews, it also set a new standard in the art of mystery and suspense. Now a modern classic, as gripping in its tautly plotted action as it is penetrating in its exploration of a criminal mind, it tells the shocking tale of a young man who will stop at nothing—not even murder—to get where he wants to go. For he has dreams; plans. He also has charm, good looks, sex appeal, intelligence. And he has a problem. Her name is Dorothy; she loves him, and she's pregnant. The solution may demand desperate measures. But, then, he looks like the kind of guy who could get away with murder. Compellingly, step by determined step, the novel follows this young man in his execution of one plan he had neither dreamed nor foreseen. Nor does he foresee how inexorably he will be enmeshed in the consequences of his own extreme deed.]]> Ira Levin 1609983246 Claire 3 4.05 1953 A Kiss Before Dying
author: Ira Levin
name: Claire
average rating: 4.05
book published: 1953
rating: 3
read at: 2024/12/01
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: author-american, country-usa, debut, read-in-2024
review:
This was Ira Levin's debut, and while it's all a bit crazy and unbelievable it was an enjoyable read. The thing it was really lacking was emotional depth in the characters: people kept dying and yet none of their relatives seemed particularly upset. It's about three sisters and one man, a murderer after their money. I love Rosemary's Baby and The Stepford Wives, so it was interesting to see what Levin started with.
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Show Don't Tell 213870083 A funny, fiercely intelligent, and moving collection exploring marriage, friendship, fame, and artistic ambition—including a story that revisits the main character from Curtis Sittenfeld’s iconic novel Prep—from the New York Times bestselling author of Eligible and Romantic Comedy

In her second story collection, Sittenfeld shows why she’s as beloved for her short fiction as she is for her novels. In these dazzling stories, she conjures up characters so real that they seem like old friends, laying bare the moments when their long held beliefs are overturned.

In “The Patron Saints of Middle Age,� a woman visits two friends she hasn’t seen since her divorce. In “A for Alone,� a married artist embarks on a creative project intended to disprove the so-called Mike Pence Rule, which suggests that women and men can’t spend time alone together without lusting after each other. And in “Lost but Not Forgotten,� Sittenfeld gives readers of her novel Prep a window into the world of her beloved character Lee Fiora, decades later, when Lee attends an alumni reunion at her boarding school.

Hilarious, thought-provoking, and full of tenderness for her characters, Sittenfeld’s stories peel back layer after layer of our inner lives, keeping us riveted to the page with her utterly distinctive voice.]]>
320 Curtis Sittenfeld 0593446739 Claire 5 read-in-2024, short-stories 3.93 2025 Show Don't Tell
author: Curtis Sittenfeld
name: Claire
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2025
rating: 5
read at: 2024/12/01
date added: 2025/01/06
shelves: read-in-2024, short-stories
review:
In these twelve short stories, Curtis Sittenfeld doesn't so much pin contemporary middle-aged women, as let them fly. There were some I'd read before in a previous very very short collection, but they definitely were worth reading again: Show Don't Tell, and White Women LOL especially. The things the (mostly) women have to deal with are funny, awkward, sad, and joyful. All of life, I suppose, but written with such a wonderful ear for humanity. Highly recommended.
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Mrs. Jekyll 214971929 164 Emma Glass 1739440560 Claire 0 to-read 3.71 2024 Mrs. Jekyll
author: Emma Glass
name: Claire
average rating: 3.71
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/23
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Victorian Psycho 213395480 From the acclaimed author of Mrs. March comes the riveting tale of a bloodthirsty governess who learns the true meaning of vengeance.

Grim Wolds, England: Winifred Notty arrives at Ensor House prepared to play the perfect governess—she’ll dutifully tutor her charges, Drusilla and Andrew, tell them bedtime stories, and only joke about eating children. But long, listless days spent within the estate’s dreary confines come with an intimate knowledge of the perversions and pathetic preoccupations of the Pounds family—Mr. Pounds can’t keep his eyes off Winifred’s chest, and Mrs. Pounds takes a sickly pleasure in punishing Winifred for her husband’s wandering gaze. Compounded with her disdain for the entitled Pounds children, Winifred finds herself struggling at every turn to stifle the violent compulsions of her past. French tutoring and needlework are one way to pass the time, as is admiring the ugly portraits in the gallery . . . and creeping across the moonlit lawns. . . .

Patience. Winifred must have patience, for Christmas is coming, and she has very special gifts planned for the dear souls of Ensor House. Brimming with sardonic wit and culminating in a shocking conclusion, Victorian Psycho plunges readers into the chilling mind of an iconic new literary psychopath.]]>
208 Virginia Feito 1631498630 Claire 0 to-read 3.63 2025 Victorian Psycho
author: Virginia Feito
name: Claire
average rating: 3.63
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/23
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The Land in Winter 218017482 December 1962, the West Country.

In the darkness of an old asylum, a young man unscrews the lid from a bottle of sleeping pills.

In the nearby village, two couples begin their day. Local doctor, Eric Parry, mulling secrets, sets out on his rounds, while his pregnant wife sleeps on in the warmth of their cottage.

Across the field, in a farmhouse impossible to heat, funny, troubled Rita Simmons is also asleep, her head full of images of a past life her husband prefers to ignore. He's been up for hours, tending to the needs of the small dairy farm he bought, a place where he hoped to create a new version of himself, a project that's already faltering.

There is affection - if not always love - in both homes: these are marriages that still hold some promise. But when the ordinary cold of an English December gives way to violent blizzards - a true winter, the harshest in living memory - the two couples find their lives beginning to unravel.

Where do you hide when you can't leave home? And where, in a frozen world, could you run to?

A masterful, page-turning examination of the minutiae of life, The Land in Winter is a masterclass in storytelling - proof yet again that Andrew Miller is one of Britain's most dazzling chroniclers of the human heart.]]>
384 Andrew Miller 1529354277 Claire 5
In the winter of 1962 to 1963, two women make a connection through their pregnancies. Rita and Irene are isolated, facing difficulties with their husbands, and everyone begins to struggle with the worst winter in living memory, and the snow. We hear also from the husbands point of view: the local doctor and a man who has decided to take up farming. Not a huge amount happens, but it is all absolutely gripping, fascinating, and beautifully written. I am completely taken. ]]>
4.02 2024 The Land in Winter
author: Andrew Miller
name: Claire
average rating: 4.02
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2024/11/28
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1960s, author-english, country-england, read-in-2024
review:
I loved this from the very beginning. I took it on holiday with me to France and could not put it down, and in fact it gave me such a book hangover that it spoiled all the other books I took with me. Reading it as a writer, I was alternately thinking, How does Andrew Miller do that?, and I might as well stop writing now. It will definitely be in my top ten reads of the year.

In the winter of 1962 to 1963, two women make a connection through their pregnancies. Rita and Irene are isolated, facing difficulties with their husbands, and everyone begins to struggle with the worst winter in living memory, and the snow. We hear also from the husbands point of view: the local doctor and a man who has decided to take up farming. Not a huge amount happens, but it is all absolutely gripping, fascinating, and beautifully written. I am completely taken.
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The Night Interns 141396537
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Intravenous lines, catheters, bodies in distress, three young surgical interns working the night shift must care for - and keep alive - the influx of patients, while frightened and uncertain about what the night will throw at them.

The Night Interns beautifully conjures the alien space of the hospital wards and corridors through the viewpoint of one of the interns, as he comes to terms with the bodily reality of the patients and the bizarre instruments of healing. Equally unsettling for the inexperienced junior staff are the dysfunctional hierarchies of the hospital workplace. Under intense pressure and with very little sleep, the interns become inured to their encounters with sickness, all the while searching for the meaning in their work.

By turns moving, shocking, and darkly funny, The Night Interns fizzes with nervous energy, forensic insight and moral tension, as it evokes life and death on the frontline.]]>
0 Austin Duffy 1783788356 Claire 5 It's told from the point of view of an unnamed, ungendered narrator who's working several shifts, mostly at night with two other interns, Lynda and Stuart. They are continually beeped on their pagers and have to go to different wards around the hospital to carry out various tasks - mostly mundane but some highly pressured. Sleep deprivation, and terror at doing something wrong or being accused of doing something wrong by the toxic hospital consultants is pervasive, which means there's alternately a dream-like quality to what's happening or everything is lit up with a hideous brightness.
Some reviews have criticised The Night Interns for a lack of a plot and that many (all?) of the crises fizzle out, but that's the point. Instead of the usual Western structure of everything leading to a single climax, here we have scene after scene that might go badly or might go well (just as the narrator feels). And these brightly lit scenes and are linked both physically and metaphorically by the long dark corridors that the interns have to traipse up and down to get to the wards and back to the res where they can (perhaps) rest.
We see the narrator's intern colleagues talking to each other and sometimes laughing and just like the narrator we don't always understand why. This kind of confusion just made me feel more like the narrator must be feeling - too tired, too discombobulated to work things out.
At first I wasn't sure about not knowing the narrator's gender or name, but perhaps that is to show that their condition is universal.
I love novels set in places of work, and I love reading about hospitals, so The Night Interns was always going to appeal to me, but I think it's a brilliant novel which seems to be a little misunderstood.]]>
3.20 2022 The Night Interns
author: Austin Duffy
name: Claire
average rating: 3.20
book published: 2022
rating: 5
read at: 2024/02/07
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: author-irish, country-ireland, debut, illness-medical, read-in-2024, science-in-fiction
review:
I absolutely loved this novel about (as the title suggests) three surgical interns in a Dublin hospital working the nightshift. This is definitely going on my top ten reads of 2024. And the more I think about, the cleverer I realise it is: a novel with a structure that matches the content.
It's told from the point of view of an unnamed, ungendered narrator who's working several shifts, mostly at night with two other interns, Lynda and Stuart. They are continually beeped on their pagers and have to go to different wards around the hospital to carry out various tasks - mostly mundane but some highly pressured. Sleep deprivation, and terror at doing something wrong or being accused of doing something wrong by the toxic hospital consultants is pervasive, which means there's alternately a dream-like quality to what's happening or everything is lit up with a hideous brightness.
Some reviews have criticised The Night Interns for a lack of a plot and that many (all?) of the crises fizzle out, but that's the point. Instead of the usual Western structure of everything leading to a single climax, here we have scene after scene that might go badly or might go well (just as the narrator feels). And these brightly lit scenes and are linked both physically and metaphorically by the long dark corridors that the interns have to traipse up and down to get to the wards and back to the res where they can (perhaps) rest.
We see the narrator's intern colleagues talking to each other and sometimes laughing and just like the narrator we don't always understand why. This kind of confusion just made me feel more like the narrator must be feeling - too tired, too discombobulated to work things out.
At first I wasn't sure about not knowing the narrator's gender or name, but perhaps that is to show that their condition is universal.
I love novels set in places of work, and I love reading about hospitals, so The Night Interns was always going to appeal to me, but I think it's a brilliant novel which seems to be a little misunderstood.
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Lord Jim at Home 195458088
When Dinah Brooke’s second novel, Lord Jim at Home, was first published in 1973, it was described as “squalid and startling,� “nastily horrific,� and a “monstrous parody� of upper-middle class English life. It is the story of Giles Trenchard, who grows up isolated in an atmosphere of privilege and hidden violence; who goes to war, and returns; and then, one day—like the hero of Joseph Conrad's classic Lord Jim� commits an act that calls his past, his character, his whole world into question.

Out of print for nearly half a century (and never published in the United States), Lord Jim at Home reveals a daring writer long overdue for reappraisal, whose work has retained all its originality and power. As Ottessa Moshfegh writes in her foreword to this new edition, Brooke evokes childhood vulnerability and adult cruelty “in a way that nice people are too polite to admit they understand.”]]>
264 Dinah Brooke 1914198662 Claire 5 Lord Jim at Home is a story in three parts about the life of Giles Trenchard, born between the wars into an upper middle class family where he is cruelly treated by his father and his first nursemaid. He learns to keep his head down, and by doing this he survives school and escapes to the Navy. The second part is about long stretches of time doing nothing, and an hour or two of intense and terrible fighting. When Giles returns to England he finds he doesn't fit in anywhere, can't understand what he's supposed to be doing, and the third part is completely unexpected and yet makes complete sense in a weird and very dark way. Highly recommended.]]> 3.69 1973 Lord Jim at Home
author: Dinah Brooke
name: Claire
average rating: 3.69
book published: 1973
rating: 5
read at: 2024/02/19
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1920s, 1930s, author-english, coming-of-age, country-england, horror, historical, read-in-2024, the-sea, whole-life-ficiton
review:
Lord Jim at Home by Dinah Brooke is a re-issue from 1973, which apparently was met with horror on its first publication. I can see why, but I loved it. It is repulsive, disturbing, grotesque, and mordantly funny - I laughed out loud many times and then felt bad about laughing. It's a clever writer who can make a reader feel both delighted and appalled in the same moment. Dinah Brooke's writing is clear and crisp, and the images she creates in the reader's head are vivid and nightmarish.
Lord Jim at Home is a story in three parts about the life of Giles Trenchard, born between the wars into an upper middle class family where he is cruelly treated by his father and his first nursemaid. He learns to keep his head down, and by doing this he survives school and escapes to the Navy. The second part is about long stretches of time doing nothing, and an hour or two of intense and terrible fighting. When Giles returns to England he finds he doesn't fit in anywhere, can't understand what he's supposed to be doing, and the third part is completely unexpected and yet makes complete sense in a weird and very dark way. Highly recommended.
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Birdeye 200272927
Liv Ferrar is 67 years old and has lived a full life. Her twin daughters, Mary and Rose, are grown, she has survived breast cancer and, in opening her home to strangers over forty years ago, she inadvertently founded the Birdeye Colony which was once a pilgrimage-worthy commune on the hippy trail in upstate New York. The community is now well past its heyday but Liv still holds to its founding principles of a weekly Sharing along with her friends and co-founders Mishti and Sonny, and Rose, whose additional needs mean she has remained dependent on her mother.

Then one late winter’s morning a stranger named Conor appears and that same night Sonny and Mishti make the devastating announcement that they are leaving. When Liv’s oldest daughter flies in from London to persuade Liv and Rose to move back to England with her, Liv resists what others see as the inevitable collapse of Birdeye. Conor seems to offer a life-line to Liv, but who is he really and what are his motives? As the cracks in this once-haven begin to show, long buried secrets are brought to the surface and Liv is forced to reassess the foundations on which she has built her life.]]>
368 Judith Heneghan 1784633267 Claire 5 4.30 Birdeye
author: Judith Heneghan
name: Claire
average rating: 4.30
book published:
rating: 5
read at: 2024/04/22
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: author-english, country-usa, read-in-2024, the-house, the-forest
review:
I'm delighted to be quoted on the cover, and I stand by every word: Evocative, haunting, masterful. I loved this book - I read it as a proof and I'm delighted to dip into it again now (I shall be reading it all again because Judith is coming to my book club). Liv Ferrars, born in England, has lived in a ramshackle house in Upstate New York since the '60s when Birdeye was a thriving commune. Now there is only Liv, her two closest friends Sonny and Mishti, and one of her adult daughters left. And then one April morning a young man turns up unexpectedly. At the same time Sonny and Mishti make an announcement, and shortly after Liv's other daughter arrives from England, and everything that Liv thought was stable and ongoing is upset and unreckonable. Judith is a friend of mine, but I highly recommend Birdeye - for the story and the writing. A contender for my books of the year. Published by Salt in May and available to pre-order now from Waterstones and elsewhere.
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The Shards 60880820 A sensational new novel from the best-selling author of Less Than Zero and Imperial Bedrooms that tracks a group of privileged Los Angeles high school friends as a serial killer strikes across the city.

Bret Easton Ellis's masterful new novel is a story about the end of innocence, and the perilous passage from adolescence into adulthood, set in a vibrantly fictionalized Los Angeles in 1981 as a serial killer begins targeting teenagers throughout the city.

17-year-old Bret is a senior at the exclusive Buckley prep school when a new student arrives with a mysterious past. Robert Mallory is bright, handsome, charismatic, and shielding a secret from Bret and his friends even as he becomes a part of their tightly knit circle. Bret's obsession with Mallory is equaled only by his increasingly unsettling pre-occupation with The Trawler, a serial killer on the loose who seems to be drawing ever closer to Bret and his friends, taunting them--and Bret in particular--with grotesque threats and horrific, sharply local acts of violence. The coincidences are uncanny, but they are also filtered through the imagination of a teenager whose gifts for constructing narrative from the filaments of his own life are about to make him one of the most explosive literary sensations of his generation. Can he trust his friends--or his own mind--to make sense of the danger they appear to be in? Thwarted by the world and by his own innate desires, buffeted by unhealthy fixations, he spirals into paranoia and isolation as the relationship between The Trawler and Robert Mallory hurtles inexorably toward a collision.

Set against the intensely vivid and nostalgic backdrop of pre-Less Than Zero LA, The Shards is a mesmerizing fusing of fact and fiction, the real and the imagined, that brilliantly explores the emotional fabric of Bret's life at 17-sex and jealousy, obsession and murderous rage. Gripping, sly, suspenseful, deeply haunting and often darkly funny, The Shards is Ellis at his inimitable best.
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595 Bret Easton Ellis 059353560X Claire 5 3.98 2023 The Shards
author: Bret Easton Ellis
name: Claire
average rating: 3.98
book published: 2023
rating: 5
read at: 2024/01/25
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1980s, author-american, country-usa, horror, read-in-2024, scary, the-city, writers-on-writing
review:
The Shards: Sex and death in 1981 in LA. This is a lustful, gory, page-turnery, meta, fictional writer's origin story, and I loved it. I did love the second half more than the first (too many music references in the first half for me), but by the end I was eating it up and then I had to spend another hour on Reddit to work out what the hell I just read (and still didn't know). Seventeen-year-old Bret Ellis is alone for the start of his senior school year at Buckley - a private LA school where everyone is rich and good looking (and where the actual BEE went) - his parents being on an extended trip around Europe. When new student, Robert arrives, Bret immediately believes he's got something to hide and is lying about a great deal. At the same time there is a serial killer on the streets of LA, as well as a weird hippie cult, and girls and animals are disappearing. Bret believes that Robert has something to do with it. But Bret himself is unreliable, writing this story age 57, telling us many times that it's a narrative, and that he is prone to embellishment. He scatters the story with clues which are slippery and clever so that by the end you realise nothing was as you thought...or was it? Bret is a semi-closeted lust-filled young man with a girlfriend, and the sex - of which there is a great deal - is graphically described. Highly recommended.
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Idle Grounds 214151881 On a New England morning in the late 1980s, a group of young cousins wander deep into the woods on their family’s property, drawn in by uncanny visions and the disappearance of one of their own—but the farther they go, the stranger their surroundings become.

Lingering at the edge of a family party, a troop of cousins loses track of the youngest child among them. With their parents preoccupied with bickering about decades-old crises, the children decide they must set out to investigate themselves—to the rickety chicken coop, the barn and its two troublesome horses, and into the woods that once comprised their late grandmother’s property. The more the children search, and the deeper they walk, the more threatening the woods become and the more lost they are, caught between their aunt’s home in the present day, their parents� childhood home just through the trees, and the memory of the house their grandmother grew up in. Soon, what began as a quest for answers gives way to a journey that undermines everything they’ve been told about who they are, where they came from, and what they deserve.

Disquieting and delightful, Idle Grounds is a rich exploration of the interior lives of children and a gripping meditation on birthright, decline, and weight of family history. A fable of the distortions of privilege and the impossibility of keeping secrets hidden, this is a novel about straying from home—only to come back unraveled, unsettled, and irrevocably changed.]]>
208 Krystelle Bamford 1668070456 Claire 5 Written mostly in the first person plural, a group of young cousins gather with their parents for a birthday party at Aunt Frankie's house in upstate New York. They see something from a bathroom window moving from the treeline to a shed: '...we just knew it was the same thing over and over, which was worse, somehow, even though it should have been better that there was only just one.' Abi, only three goes charging outside, and the others go in search of her. It gets darker and weirder as the children encounter many unexplainable things in the woods. These sections are interspersed with 'Intermezzos' giving some of the history of the family and Beezy the matriarch and how she died. There is creepiness, and surprise, and craziness, all of it brilliantly written. At the end there is some kind of resolution but just enough to leave me thoroughly unsettled. Highly recommended. It will be published in the UK in April 2025. Pre-order it and thank me later. (Thanks to Hutchinson Heinemann for the proof.)]]> 3.31 2025 Idle Grounds
author: Krystelle Bamford
name: Claire
average rating: 3.31
book published: 2025
rating: 5
read at: 2024/10/15
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1980s, country-usa, debut, ghosts, horror, many-voices, read-in-2024, scary, the-forest
review:
A slippery, fever-dream of a novel. Unsettling, puckish, and brilliantly written, it's an absolute one-off. I loved it.
Written mostly in the first person plural, a group of young cousins gather with their parents for a birthday party at Aunt Frankie's house in upstate New York. They see something from a bathroom window moving from the treeline to a shed: '...we just knew it was the same thing over and over, which was worse, somehow, even though it should have been better that there was only just one.' Abi, only three goes charging outside, and the others go in search of her. It gets darker and weirder as the children encounter many unexplainable things in the woods. These sections are interspersed with 'Intermezzos' giving some of the history of the family and Beezy the matriarch and how she died. There is creepiness, and surprise, and craziness, all of it brilliantly written. At the end there is some kind of resolution but just enough to leave me thoroughly unsettled. Highly recommended. It will be published in the UK in April 2025. Pre-order it and thank me later. (Thanks to Hutchinson Heinemann for the proof.)
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<![CDATA[Maurice and Maralyn: An Extraordinary True Story of Love, Shipwreck and Survival]]> 168726464 **A Guardian, Observer & Waterstones Nonfiction Book of 2024**

What begins as an eccentric English love story turns into one of the most dramatic adventures ever recorded...

Maurice and Maralyn couldn't be more different. He is as cautious and awkward as she is charismatic and forceful. It seems an unlikely romance, but it works.

Bored of 1970s suburban life, Maralyn has an sell the house, build a boat, leave England -- and its oil crisis, industrial strikes and inflation -- forever. It is hard work, turning dreams into reality, but finally they set sail for New Zealand. Then, halfway there, their beloved boat is struck by a whale and the pair are cast adrift in the middle of the Pacific Ocean.

On their tiny raft, their love is put to the test. When Maurice begins to withdraw into himself, it falls upon Maralyn to keep them both alive. Filled with danger, spirit, and tenderness, this is a book about human connection and the human condition; about how we survive -- not just at sea, but in life.]]>
254 Sophie Elmhirst 1529921562 Claire 5 4.03 2024 Maurice and Maralyn: An Extraordinary True Story of Love, Shipwreck and Survival
author: Sophie Elmhirst
name: Claire
average rating: 4.03
book published: 2024
rating: 5
read at: 2024/04/11
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1970s, author-english, country-england, disaster, read-in-2024, survival, the-sea
review:
This might be my perfect kind of book. I LOVE true stories of physical danger and survival, and have read many. But this non-fiction account of how Maurice and Maralyn Bailey's boat capsized and how they survived in the Pacific for four months in a raft and a dinghy, goes beyond that (fascinating) story, to what happened immediately afterwards and in the rest of their lives. It is a love story, and yes, there was a moment when I cried. In 1973 M&M set sail from England, heading for New Zealand, but in the pacific their boat is hit by a whale and sinks. They manage to grab a few provisions and scramble into the life-raft. They survive for 118 days floating in the Pacific, catching fish and birds and sharks, and eating them raw. When they are finally rescued they are given celebrity status. Elmhirst writes their story in wonderfully clear and precise prose, without melodrama and with exactly the right amount of detail. I listened to it, read beautifully by Florence Howard. This will certainly be in my top books of the year.
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North Woods 125982404
In his transcendent fourth novel, Pulitzer Prize finalist Daniel Mason delivers a magisterial and highly inventive tale brimming with love and madness, humor and hope. Following the cycles of history, nature and even language, North Woods shows the myriad, magical ways in which we're connected to our environment, to history and to each other. It is not just an unforgettable novel about buried secrets and inevitable fates, but a way of looking at the world.]]>
372 Daniel Mason Claire 5 Judith Heneghan for the recommendation.]]> 4.26 2023 North Woods
author: Daniel Mason
name: Claire
average rating: 4.26
book published: 2023
rating: 5
read at: 2024/05/14
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: author-american, country-usa, historical, ghosts, nature-writing, read-in-2024, audio-books
review:
I listened to this on audio book and completely fell in love with it, and as soon as I'd finished listening I immediately bought the physical hardback so I can keep it on my shelves forever. A definite top ten read of the year. Beginning in the 1760s, the novel starts with a couple fleeing a community to exist on their own as lovers in a cabin in the woods of New Hampshire. And from there we meet the occupants of the cabin - which is developed to a house - through the ages and even into the future. We meet an apple farmer and his two daughters who die in extraordinary ways; a man hunting for a slave; the doctor of a man with schizophrenia who lives in the house; and after his death his sister who finds his videos of the woods with titles that relate to those who have lived there before; a closeted painter in love with a poet; a young biologist, and many more. The most perfect snippets of human life and the nature that surrounds them and how all histories leach into each other, leaving traces behind. I was sad to say goodbye to every character. Thanks to Judith Heneghan for the recommendation.
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The Italian Teacher 39322579 A sparkling, propulsive new novel from the bestselling author of The Imperfectionists.

Rome, 1955. The artists gather for a picture at a party in an ancient villa. Bear Bavinsky, creator of vast canvases, larger than life, is at the centre of the picture. His wife, Natalie, edges out of the shot.

From the side of the room watches little Pinch—their son. At five years old he loves Bear almost as much as he fears him. After Bear abandons their family, Pinch will still worship him, striving to live up to the Bavinsky name; while Natalie, a ceramicist, cannot hope to be more than a forgotten muse. Trying to burn brightly in his father's shadow, Pinch's attempts flicker and die. Yet by the end of a career of twists and compromises, Pinch will enact an unexpected rebellion that will leave forever his mark upon the Bear Bavinsky legacy.

A masterful, original examination of love, duty, art and fame, The Italian Teacher cements Tom Rachman as among this generation's most exciting literary voices.]]>
10 Tom Rachman Claire 5 It is the life of Charles (Pinch) Bavinsky, and we first meet him when he is five in his father's painting studio in Rome in 1960. Bear Bavinsky is a famous, philandering, egotistical, larger-than-life painter and Pinch is both terrified of him and in awe to him, and really remains so for the whole of his life. And yet although everyone crumples in the path of Bear - his several wives, his many children and so on - Pinch has the last laugh, although it's still not funny. For the most part Pinch's life is a sad one (the cover might say this book has some dark humour, but I didn't find it), solitary, unfulfilled, dissatisfied, but so real. I wanted to shake him. I loved him.]]> 3.64 2018 The Italian Teacher
author: Tom Rachman
name: Claire
average rating: 3.64
book published: 2018
rating: 5
read at: 2024/08/03
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: 1950s, 1960s, 1970s, 1980s, 1990s, 2000s, artists, audio-books, bears, country-italy, country-england, country-canada, read-in-2024, whole-life-ficiton
review:
Tom Rachman strikes again. I loved this just as much as The Imperfectionists. Rachman is just so damn good at writing completely believable characters, those I love and those I hate. I listened to this read by Sam Alexander (who read it exceptionally well), and I loved it so much I'm going to have to buy the physical book.
It is the life of Charles (Pinch) Bavinsky, and we first meet him when he is five in his father's painting studio in Rome in 1960. Bear Bavinsky is a famous, philandering, egotistical, larger-than-life painter and Pinch is both terrified of him and in awe to him, and really remains so for the whole of his life. And yet although everyone crumples in the path of Bear - his several wives, his many children and so on - Pinch has the last laugh, although it's still not funny. For the most part Pinch's life is a sad one (the cover might say this book has some dark humour, but I didn't find it), solitary, unfulfilled, dissatisfied, but so real. I wanted to shake him. I loved him.
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The Wonder State 62039193 From the author of Girl One comes a spellbinding adventure about a strange power lurking in the Arkansas Ozarks, and the group of friends obsessed with finding it.

Five friends arrive back in Eternal Springs, Arkansas, the small town they all fled after high school graduation. Each is drawn home by a cryptic, scrawled two-word letter that reads, You promised.

It has been fifteen years since the summer that changed their lives, and they’re anxious to find out why Brandi called them back, especially when they vowed never to return.

But Brandi is missing. She’d been acting erratically for months, railing at whoever might listen about magic all around them. About a power they can’t see. And about strange houses that appear only when you need them . . .

Told in two enthralling timelines, The Wonder State is a gorgeous, immersive, speculative Gothic tale about searching for home. Sara Flannery Murphy has created another brilliant, genre-blurring novel―an adventure story laced with nostalgia, exploring belonging and the lasting power of community.]]>
375 Sara Flannery Murphy 0374601771 Claire 0 to-read 4.02 2023 The Wonder State
author: Sara Flannery Murphy
name: Claire
average rating: 4.02
book published: 2023
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2024/12/20
shelves: to-read
review:

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Loved and Missed 58283993
Love and Missed is a whip-smart, incisive, and mordantly witty novel about love's gains and missteps. British writer Susie Boyt's seventh novel, and the first to be published in the United States, is a triumph.]]>
Susie Boyt Claire 0 to-read 4.24 2023 Loved and Missed
author: Susie Boyt
name: Claire
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2023
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/20
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Revelator 56212587 From the acclaimed author of Spoonbenders comes the gripping tale of a family's mysterious religion, and the daughter who turns her back on their god.

In 1933, nine-year-old Stella is left in the care of her grandmother, Motty, in the backwoods of Tennessee. These remote hills of the Smoky Mountains are home to dangerous secrets, and soon after she arrives, Stella wanders into a dark cavern where she encounters the family's personal god, an entity known as the Ghostdaddy.

Years later, after a tragic incident that caused her to flee, Stella--now a professional bootlegger--returns for Motty's funeral, and to check on the mysterious ten-year-old girl named Sunny that Motty adopted. Sunny appears innocent enough, but she is more powerful than Stella could imagine--and she's a direct link to Stella's buried past and her family's destructive faith.

Haunting and wholly engrossing, summoning mesmerizing voices and giving shape to the dark, Revelator is a southern gothic tale for the ages.
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337 Daryl Gregory 052565738X Claire 0 to-read 3.97 2021 Revelator
author: Daryl Gregory
name: Claire
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2021
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/20
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Paradise Rot 39216527 A lyrical debut novel from a musician and artist renowned for her sharp sexual and political imagery

Jo is in a strange new country for university, and having a more peculiar time than most. A house with no walls, a roommate with no boundaries, and a home that seems ever more alive. Jo’s sensitivity, and all her senses, become increasingly heightened and fraught, as the lines between bodies and plants, and dreaming and wakefulness, blur and mesh.

This debut novel from critically acclaimed artist and musician Jenny Hval, presents a heady and hyper-sensual portrayal of sexual awakening and queer desire. A complex, poetic and strange novel about bodies, sexuality and the female gender.]]>
160 Jenny Hval Claire 0 to-read 3.49 2009 Paradise Rot
author: Jenny Hval
name: Claire
average rating: 3.49
book published: 2009
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/20
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<![CDATA[The Emperor of Ocean Park (Elm Harbor, #1)]]> 108505
An extraordinary fiction debut: a large, stirring novel of suspense that is, at the same time, a work of brilliantly astute social observation. The Emperor of Ocean Park is set in two privileged worlds: the upper crust African American society of the eastern seaboard--old families who summer on Martha's Vineyard--and the inner circle of an Ivy League law school. It tells the story of a complex family with a single, seductive link to the shadowlands of crime.

The Emperor of the title, Judge Oliver Garland, has just died, suddenly. A brilliant legal mind, conservative and famously controversial, Judge Garland made more enemies than friends. Many years before, he'd earned a judge's highest prize: a Supreme Court nomination. But in a scene of bitter humiliation, televised across the country, his nomination collapsed in scandal. The humbling defeat became a private agony, one from which he never recovered.

But now the Judge's death raises, even more, questions--and it seems to be leading to a second, even more, terrible scandal. Could Oliver Garland have been murdered? He has left a strange message for his son Talcott, a professor of law at a great university, entrusting him with "the arrangements"--a mysterious puzzle that only Tal can unlock, and only by unearthing the ambiguities of his father's past. When another man is found dead, and then another, Talcott--wry, straight-arrow, almost too self-aware to be a man of action--must risk his career, his marriage, and even his life, following the clues his father left him.

Intricate, superbly written, often scathingly funny, The Emperor of Ocean Park is a triumphant work of fiction, packed with character and incident--a brilliantly crafted tapestry of ambition, family secrets, murder, integrity tested, and justice has gone terribly wrong.]]>
672 Stephen L. Carter 0375712925 Claire 0 to-read 3.63 2002 The Emperor of Ocean Park (Elm Harbor, #1)
author: Stephen L. Carter
name: Claire
average rating: 3.63
book published: 2002
rating: 0
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Lamb 10155571
Lamb traces the self-discovery of David Lamb, a narcissistic middle aged man with a tendency toward dishonesty, in the weeks following the disintegration of his marriage and the death of his father. Hoping to regain some faith in his own goodness, he turns his attention to Tommie, an awkward and unpopular eleven-year-old girl. Lamb is convinced that he can help her avoid a destiny of apathy and emptiness, and even comes to believe that his devotion to Tommie is in her best interest. But when Lamb decides to abduct a willing Tommie for a road trip from Chicago to the Rockies, planning to initiate her into the beauty of the mountain wilderness, they are both shaken in ways neither of them expects.
   Lamb is a masterful exploration of the dynamics of love and dependency that challenges the boundaries between adolescence and adulthood, confronts preconceived notions about conventional morality, and exposes mankind’s eroded relationship with nature.]]>
275 Bonnie Nadzam 1590514378 Claire 0 to-read 3.43 2011 Lamb
author: Bonnie Nadzam
name: Claire
average rating: 3.43
book published: 2011
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/19
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Lazarus Man 205363936 In this electrifying novel, Richard Price, the author of Clockers and a writer on The Wire, shines a light in every corner of New York City.Boom! A June morning on Frederick Douglass Boulevard in Harlem. Suddenly, where a five-story building had stood is nothing but fuming low hills of rubble, the cars parked in front pancaked and coated in ash. Sirens. Havoc. Confusion. Destruction. And people missing.Richard Price, our greatest chronicler of the city today, describes the effect of the disaster on the outer and inner lives of a rich and compelling group of characters. Anthony Walker is pulled from the rubble and, miraculously, survives, to find himself inspired by a religious sense of mission. Royal Lyons, who owns a failing funeral parlor, discovers a new lease on life. And Mary Roe, a hard-bitten NYPD detective, embarks on a personal quest to find a man who is missing.Price's first novel since the bestselling Lush Life presents a bravura portrait of a community on the edge of disintegration. Rich with indelible characters and incredible drama, Lazarus Man is a compelling work of suspense and social vision by one of our preeminent writers.]]> 352 Richard Price 0374168156 Claire 0 to-read 3.45 2024 Lazarus Man
author: Richard Price
name: Claire
average rating: 3.45
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/18
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Mexican Gothic 51513806
Noemí is also an unlikely rescuer: She’s a glamorous debutante, and her chic gowns and perfect red lipstick are more suited for cocktail parties than amateur sleuthing. But she’s also tough and smart, with an indomitable will, and she is not afraid: Not of her cousin’s new husband, who is both menacing and alluring; not of his father, the ancient patriarch who seems to be fascinated by Noemí; and not even of the house itself, which begins to invade Noemi’s dreams with visions of blood and doom.

Her only ally in this inhospitable abode is the family’s youngest son. Shy and gentle, he seems to want to help Noemí, but might also be hiding dark knowledge of his family’s past. For there are many secrets behind the walls of High Place. The family’s once colossal wealth and faded mining empire kept them from prying eyes, but as Noemí digs deeper she unearths stories of violence and madness.

And Noemí, mesmerized by the terrifying yet seductive world of High Place, may soon find it impossible to ever leave this enigmatic house behind.]]>
301 Silvia Moreno-Garcia 1529402654 Claire 3 3.70 2020 Mexican Gothic
author: Silvia Moreno-Garcia
name: Claire
average rating: 3.70
book published: 2020
rating: 3
read at: 2021/11/04
date added: 2024/12/18
shelves: 1950s, non-white-author, read-in-2021, scary, country-mexico
review:
Unfortunately this wasn't for me. Too much of everything horror / gothic thrown in with a bit of racism and eugenics for good measure, which meant that nothing had much depth, and it wasn't subtle enough to scare me.
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Money to Burn 212434611 Is it possible to love under capitalism?

Maggie and Kurt are a couple struggling to hold their marriage together after their only daughter has left home. They live in a old farmhouse in Nyborg but somehow keep missing each other, unable to discuss the events that brought them together.

Decades ago, a passenger ferry called the Scandinavian Star caught fire, killing hundreds of people. The event is still considered a national tragedy in Denmark and Norway. Years later, it was revealed not to be an accident, but the result of an insurance scam gone wrong.

How is the Scandinavian Star disaster connected to Maggie and Kurt's relationship? How does money affect and infect our closest relationships? And is it ever possible to escape? Money to Burn is both a dazzling work of fiction and a true-crime investigation into the unshakeable hold of money, greed and desire on us all.]]>
156 Asta Olivia Nordenhof 1529934516 Claire 5 3.71 2020 Money to Burn
author: Asta Olivia Nordenhof
name: Claire
average rating: 3.71
book published: 2020
rating: 5
read at: 2024/12/17
date added: 2024/12/17
shelves: 1980s, 1990s, country-denmark, disaster, read-in-2024, true-crime
review:
Money to Burn by Asta Olivia Nordenhof, translated from Danish by Caroline Waight has a complicated, fascinating and unusual structure. As well as being about a fictional couple - Kurt and Maggie - it is about the narrator's (who is, I'm assuming, Nordenhof) investigation into insurance scam around the fire onboard a ferry called The Scandinavian Star in the 1990s, when 159 died. Kurt invests in the company that buys the ferry, and as well as learning all this, and having the narrator / Nordenhof interact with her characters, we get Kurt's and Maggie's backstory - which made me feel much more sympathetic towards the difficult characters they have both become in their adult lives. See? Complicated. But it really worked for me. I got Kurt and Maggie. The characterisation is wonderful, the true-crime element surprising, the narrator / Nordenhof's interruptions really interesting. I will definitely be reading the others (seven?) in the series.
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The Strange Case of Jane O. 213870076
In the first year after her child is born, Jane suffers a series of strange episodes: amnesia, premonitions, hallucinations, and an inexplicable sense of dread. As her psychiatrist struggles to solve the mystery of what is happening to Jane’s mind, she suddenly goes missing. A day later she is found unconscious in Brooklyn’s Prospect Park, in the midst of what seems to be an episode of dissociative fugue; when she comes to, she has no memory of what has happened to her.

Are Jane’s strange experiences related to the overwhelm of single motherhood, or are they the manifestation of a long-buried trauma from her past? Why is she having visions of a young man who died twenty years ago, who warns her of a disaster ahead? Jane’s symptoms lead her psychiatrist ever-deeper into the furthest reaches of her mind, and cause him to question everything he thought he knew about so-called reality—including events in his own life.

Karen Thompson Walker’s profound and beautifully written novel is a speculative mystery about memory, identity, and fate, a mesmerizing story about the bonds of love between a mother and child, a man and a woman, and those who we’ve lost but may still be alive among us.]]>
288 Karen Thompson Walker 1984853945 Claire 0 3.91 2025 The Strange Case of Jane O.
author: Karen Thompson Walker
name: Claire
average rating: 3.91
book published: 2025
rating: 0
read at: 2024/12/17
date added: 2024/12/17
shelves: author-american, country-usa, dual-first-person-pov, illness-medical, lonely-women, memory, pandemic, read-in-2024, speculative, the-city
review:
An entertaining, tantalising, and satisfying mystery. I was sent a proof by the publisher and I picked it up because I saw that Thompson Walker used Oliver Sacks' writings as inspiration - and I love his work. Jane O. is a patient of psychotherapist Dr. Byrd, when she suddenly disappears for three days and when she is found doesn't remember anything about where she was or what she did. Told through both Dr. Byrd's account of the case and Jane's diary entries written to her young son, what happened (and keeps happening) to Jane is slowly revealed. There is a speculative element to the resolution which I found completely satisfying. This will be published by Bonnier Books in March 2025.
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Ghost Pains 125819274
Stevens's women throw disastrous parties in the post-party era, flirt through landscapes of terror and war, and find themselves unrecognizable after waking up with old flames in new cities. They navigate the labyrinths of history, love, and ethics in a fractured American present, seeing first-hand how history influences the ways in which we care for—or neglect—one another.

With each story exemplifying Stevens's ability to examine the big questions through the microscope of a shambolic human perspective, Ghost Pains  is a triumphant statement of purpose from one of our greatest young writer-thinkers.]]>
304 Jessi Jezewska Stevens Claire 0 to-read 3.72 2024 Ghost Pains
author: Jessi Jezewska Stevens
name: Claire
average rating: 3.72
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rating: 0
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Waiting for the Fear 197522384
Adored in Turkey for his post-modern fiction and regarded internationally as one of Turkey’s greatest writers, Oğuz Atay remains largely untranslated into English. First published in 1975, Waiting for the Fear is Atay's only collection of short stories, a book that is routinely praised in Turkey, by, among others, the Nobel Prizewinner Orhan Pamuk, for having transformed the art of short fiction.

The eight stories that the book contains, all of them focused on characters living on the margins of society, are dramatic and even tragic, while also being shot through with irony and a humor. In the title story, a nameless young man, of a thoughtful and misanthropic turn of mind, returns to his home on the outskirts of a enormous nameless city to find waiting for him a letter in a foreign language of which he has no knowledge at all, and from this anomalous, if seemingly trivial, turn of events, one thing after another unfolds with with stark inevitablity. Another story nods to Gogol's "The Overcoat": its hero is a speechless beggar wandering around the back streets of Istanbul dressed in a woman’s fur coat who will end up stuck in a shop window like a manikin. Elsewhere, a professional story peddler lives in a hut beside a train station in a country that is at war--unless it isn't. He can't remember. What do such life and death realities matter, however, so long as there are stories to tell? Atays' stories are full of a vivid sense of life's absurdities while also being psychologically true to life; his characters, oddballs and losers all, are also utterly individual with distinctive voices of their own, now plainspoken, wistful, womanly, now sophisticated and acerbic, with a dangerous swagger. And if Atay is a brilliant examiner of the inner life, he is no less aware of the flawed social world in which his people struggle to make their way

Waiting for the Fear is a book that, page by beguiling page, holds the reader's attention from beginning to end, the rare collection of short stories that not only reflects a unique authorial vision but reads like a pageturner. Ralph Hubbell's new translation will introduce readers of English to a still insufficiently known giant of modern Turkish and world literature.]]>
240 Oğuz Atay 1681377969 Claire 0 to-read 3.92 1973 Waiting for the Fear
author: Oğuz Atay
name: Claire
average rating: 3.92
book published: 1973
rating: 0
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Consent: A Memoir 200798634 Half a Life. She asks herself whether she told the whole truth back then. What did truth look like to her in the era of love-bead curtains, when no one asked who was served by the permissibility of May-December romance? With new understanding about the imbalance of power between an older man and a minor girl, Ciment re-explores the erotic wild ride and intellectual flowering that shaped an improbable but blissful marriage that lasted for forty-five years, until her husband’s death at age ninety-three.]]> 145 Jill Ciment 0593701062 Claire 0 to-read 3.83 2024 Consent: A Memoir
author: Jill Ciment
name: Claire
average rating: 3.83
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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The Night Guest 127306444
Iðunn is in yet another doctor's office. She knows her constant fatigue is a sign that something's not right, but practitioners dismiss her symptoms and blood tests haven't revealed any cause.

When she talks to friends and family about it, the refrain is the same � have you tried eating better? exercising more? establishing a nighttime routine? She tries to follow their advice, buying everything from vitamins to sleeping pills to a step-counting watch. Nothing helps.

Until one night Iðunn falls asleep with the watch on, and wakes up to find she’s walked over 40,000 steps in the night . . .

What is happening when she’s asleep? Why is she waking up with increasingly disturbing injuries? And why won’t anyone believe her?]]>
197 Hildur Knútsdóttir 1250322049 Claire 0 to-read 3.30 2021 The Night Guest
author: Hildur Knútsdóttir
name: Claire
average rating: 3.30
book published: 2021
rating: 0
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The Psychographist 202693372
You see, Mr. Cormorant is a psychographist-an expert in consumer personas. And Mr. Cormorant is testing a Product. And Mr. Cormorant has selected the Hoyers for a simple task-test the Product. Live with it. Breathe it in. Abide by its demands.

In return?

Riches.

The cost?

Immeasurable.

The Psychographist is a disturbing novel of consumption, advertising, focus groups, and the decisions that define us.]]>
226 Carson Winter 1954899122 Claire 0 to-read 3.98 2024 The Psychographist
author: Carson Winter
name: Claire
average rating: 3.98
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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In the Sight 201633022
Furtive spaces on the outskirts of cities, truck stops in the middle of nowhere, and obscure research outposts � those are the places where Farrier did his work. What’s the nature of that work, you ask? DIY brain modification, for starters � highly experimental and in no way legal. When his past catches up with him, Farrier sets out on a road trip without end, frenetically crossing the country in search of redemption, revisiting old haunts along the way.

This tale of open roads, weird science, and endless reinvention draws inspiration from Destroyer’s 2002 album This Night. It also features aviaries gone wrong, obscure retail outlets, and coffee. So much coffee. Don’t try this at home, readers.]]>
180 Tobias Carroll 1952600413 Claire 0 to-read 4.42 In the Sight
author: Tobias Carroll
name: Claire
average rating: 4.42
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Beautyland 127282939 From the acclaimed author of Parakeet, Marie-Helene Bertino’s Beautyland is a wise, tender novel about a woman who doesn't feel at home on Earth.

At the moment when Voyager 1 is launched into space carrying its famous golden record, a baby of unusual perception is born to a single mother in Philadelphia. Adina Giorno is tiny and jaundiced, but she reaches for warmth and light. As a child, she recognizes that she is different: She possesses knowledge of a faraway planet. The arrival of a fax machine enables her to contact her extraterrestrial relatives, beings who have sent her to report on the oddities of Earthlings.

For years, as she moves through the world and makes a life for herself among humans, she dispatches transmissions on the terrors and surprising joys of their existence. Then, at a precarious moment, a beloved friend urges Adina to share her messages with the world. Is there a chance she is not alone?

Marie-Helene Bertino’s Beautyland is a novel of startling originality about the fragility and resilience of life on our Earth and in our universe. It is a remarkable evocation of the feeling of being in exile at home, and it introduces a gentle, unforgettable alien for our times.]]>
327 Marie-Helene Bertino 0374109281 Claire 0 to-read 4.08 2024 Beautyland
author: Marie-Helene Bertino
name: Claire
average rating: 4.08
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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A Night to Remember 61834 A Night to Remember remains the definitive, classic tale of the sinking of the Titanic. Walter Lord interviewed more than sixty survivors before committing their searingly vivid recollections to his minute-by-minute account of the Titanic's fatal collision and the experiences of both passengers and crew under pressure of the unthinkable: the swift plummet into icy waters of the ship promised never to sink.

With a new introduction by Nathaniel Philbrick, bestselling author of In the Heart of the Sea and Sea of Glory, this fiftieth-anniversary edition of Walter Lord's classic brings the drama of that night back to life. As Philbrick concludes in his introduction: "From first to last, A Night to Remember is about the people who briefly inhabited the Titanic, and never again will an author have the opportunity to speak to so many of them. In this most essential way, Lord's book can never be outdone, making A Night to Remember the ultimate survivors' tale."]]>
182 Walter Lord 0805077642 Claire 5 4.07 1955 A Night to Remember
author: Walter Lord
name: Claire
average rating: 4.07
book published: 1955
rating: 5
read at: 2024/12/10
date added: 2024/12/10
shelves: author-english, disaster, non-fiction, read-in-2024, the-sea
review:
Put together from interviews with survivors, Lord pieces together what happened the night that the Titanic sunk, and the rescue of the survivors, and gives it to us as a minute by minute story. There was very little factual information that I didn't already know, but it was still fascinating reading - although (of course) a lot of names.
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The impostor / Damon Galgut 161936024 0 galgut-damon Claire 4 3.67 2008 The impostor / Damon Galgut
author: galgut-damon
name: Claire
average rating: 3.67
book published: 2008
rating: 4
read at: 2024/12/10
date added: 2024/12/10
shelves: country-south-africa, audio-books, read-in-2024
review:
This has stayed with me much longer than I might have expected. I think I am a big Damon Galgut fan. It's an odd one, and sometimes the story is hard to believe, the locations hard to imagine, the characters not always so real, but the writing, filled with ennui is wonderful, and it's left me with a real feeling of bleakness (which is something I like in a novel). Adam Napier has failed in life - love, work, home - and moves into a decrepit house of his brother's. One day he is approached by a man - Canning - who greets him like an old friend and says they were at school together. Adam visits Canning's luxury house and estate, even though he can't remember the man, and meets his beautiful wife, Baby. But not everything is as lovely as it seems on the surface. It calls itself a thriller, but it was slower than a thriller would normally be. I listened to it.
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Misery 63049511
Now Annie wants Paul to write his greatest work � just for her. She has a lot of ways to spur him on. One is a needle. Another is an ax. And if they don't work, she can get really nasty.]]>
13 Stephen King 1508217165 Claire 5 4.67 1987 Misery
author: Stephen King
name: Claire
average rating: 4.67
book published: 1987
rating: 5
read at: 2024/11/28
date added: 2024/12/10
shelves: horror, read-in-2024, scary, audio-books
review:
So tense. Just when you think things can't get any worse, they do, and then they do some more. I loved it. (I also love the film.) Famous author Paul Sheldon has just finished his next novel, a stand-alone after finally killing off his heroine, Misery, in his long-running series. Paul crashes in the snow, and badly injured is rescued by Annie Wilkes who happens to be his 'number one' fan. She takes him home to nurse him, but she will not let him go, or at least, not until he has written another Misery novel to bring his heroine back to life. I listened to the audio book, brilliantly read by Lindsay Crouse.
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The History of Sound 199373354
In twelve luminous stories set across three centuries, The History of Sound examines the unexpected ways the past returns to us and how love and loss are entwined and transformed over generations. In Ben Shattuck's ingenious collection, each story has a companion story, which contains a revelation about the previous, paired story. Mysteries and murders are revealed, history is refracted, and deep emotional connections are woven through characters and families.

The haunting title story recalls the journey of two men who meet around a piano in a smoky, dim bar, only to spend a summer walking the Maine woods collecting folk songs in the shadow of the First World War, forever marked by the odyssey. Decades later, in another story, a woman discovers the wax cylinders recorded that fateful summer while cleaning out her new house in Maine. Shattuck’s inventive, exquisite stories transport readers from 1700s Nantucket to the contemporary woods of New Hampshire and beyond—into landscapes both enduring and unmistakably modern. Memories, artifacts, paintings, and journals resurface in surprising and poignant ways among evocative beaches, forests, and orchards, revealing the secrets, misunderstandings, and love that linger across centuries.

Written with breathtaking humanity and humor, The History of Sound is a love letter to New England, a radiant conversation between past and present, and a moving meditation on the abiding search for home.]]>
320 Ben Shattuck 059349038X Claire 0 to-read 4.37 2024 The History of Sound
author: Ben Shattuck
name: Claire
average rating: 4.37
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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<![CDATA[Important Artifacts and Personal Property from the Collection of Lenore Doolan and Harold Morris, Including Books, Street Fashion, and Jewelry]]> 7381030 129 Leanne Shapton 1408804727 Claire 0 to-read 3.87 2009 Important Artifacts and Personal Property from the Collection of Lenore Doolan and Harold Morris, Including Books, Street Fashion, and Jewelry
author: Leanne Shapton
name: Claire
average rating: 3.87
book published: 2009
rating: 0
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No Pain Like This Body 153097 160 Harold Sonny Ladoo 0887846890 Claire 0 to-read 3.74 1987 No Pain Like This Body
author: Harold Sonny Ladoo
name: Claire
average rating: 3.74
book published: 1987
rating: 0
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Blue Hour 58957160 What is motherhood in the midst of uncertainty, buried trauma, and an unraveling America? What it’s always been—a love song.

Our narrator is a gifted photographer, an uncertain wife, an infertile mother, a biracial woman in an unraveling America. As she grapples with a lifetime of ambivalence about motherhood, yet another act of police brutality makes headlines, and this time the victim is Noah, a boy in her photography class. Unmoored by the grief of a recent devastating miscarriage and Noah’s fight for his life, she worries she can no longer chase the hope of having a child, no longer wants to bring a Black body into the world. Yet her husband Asher—contributing white, Jewish genes alongside her Black-Japanese ones for any potential child—is just as desperate to keep trying. Throwing herself into a new documentary on motherhood, and making secret visits to Noah in the hospital, this when she learns she is, impossibly, pregnant. As the future shifts once again, she must decide yet again what she dares hope for the shape of her future to be. Fearless, timely, blazing with voice, Blue Hour is a fragmentary novel with unignorable storytelling power.]]>
160 Tiffany Clarke Harrison 1593767498 Claire 0 to-read 3.81 2023 Blue Hour
author: Tiffany Clarke Harrison
name: Claire
average rating: 3.81
book published: 2023
rating: 0
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American Rapture 203579244 370 C.J. Leede 1250857929 Claire 0 to-read 4.06 2024 American Rapture
author: C.J. Leede
name: Claire
average rating: 4.06
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/12/04
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Hope Never Knew Horizon 210525551
Amherst, circa. 1850. Margaret O’Brien, domestic help for the Dickinson family, finds a letter revealing an intimate secret between the reclusive Miss Emily and her brother’s fiancé Susan Huntington.

London, circa. 1880. A young working-class woman named Ada Alice Pullen meets the esteemed painter Frederic Leighton, beginning a relationship that will transform her and the world of art forever.

Three cultural objects associated with hope, their stories told from the perspective of those marginalised from history: the model, the maid, and the coxswain’s girlfriend.]]>
180 Douglas Bruton 1739207785 Claire 0 to-read 4.64 Hope Never Knew Horizon
author: Douglas Bruton
name: Claire
average rating: 4.64
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True Love 200289960 KEELY feels alone in the world � grief consumes her, she wants to escape it, to take both her father's and her own pain away. She knows that solace lies in the act of loving and being loved but, struggling in ever-deepening waters, she doesn't know how to find it.FINN has been devastated too. As a young boy, growing up with his grandparents, he feels his fate has already been sealed by the neglect of those meant to care for him most. With no real friends to turn to, he cannot find the vocabulary to deal with the loneliness and heartache that haunt him. As we watch them each grow, connection seems to be the answer � to be seen and heard and received as who they are. Maybe it's this that could release them from their private pains. Is it that simple?]]> 310 Paddy Crewe 1529923549 Claire 0 to-read 4.03 True Love
author: Paddy Crewe
name: Claire
average rating: 4.03
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The Exorcist 221428336 An alternative cover edition for these ISBNs can be found here.

Father Damien Karras: 'Where is Regan?'
Regan MacNeil: 'In here. With us.'

The terror begins unobtrusively. Noises in the attic. In the child's room, an odd smell, the displacement of furniture, an icy chill. At first, easy explanations are offered. Then frightening changes begin to appear in eleven-year-old Regan. Medical tests fail to shed any light on her symptoms, but it is as if a different personality has invaded her body.

Father Damien Karras, a Jesuit priest, is called in. Is it possible that a demonic presence has possessed the child? Exorcism seems to be the only answer...

First published in 1971, The Exorcist became a literary phenomenon and inspired one of the most shocking films ever made. This edition, polished and expanded by the author, includes new dialogue, a new character and a chilling new extended scene, provides an unforgettable reading experience that has lost none of its power to shock and continues to thrill and terrify new readers.]]>
400 William Peter Blatty 0552166774 Claire 3 4.09 1971 The Exorcist
author: William Peter Blatty
name: Claire
average rating: 4.09
book published: 1971
rating: 3
read at: 2024/12/03
date added: 2024/12/03
shelves: author-american, country-usa, horror, read-in-2024, scary, 1960s
review:
Hmm, in no way scary or unsettling. I read it at night before I went to bed, and alone in the house, with no consequences. Is that because I know the film so well (although the film leaves a lot out)? There was a lot of build up around character, which Blatty is pretty good at (even if he does make Chris, the main female character, so stupid that it began to irritate me. The horror scenes were maybe too clear cut, not obscure enough, and they didn't escalate, just went on and on with the possessed Regan being disgusting (there is a LOT of bodily fluid in this book). I finished it, so that's saying something.
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Scorpions: A Memoir 219400080 'A skilful, poetic and bleakly funny account of coping with a lifelong condition' � THE GUARDIAN

‘Absolutely extraordinary writing.� � JAMES O'BRIEN

'So fantastic' � CHRIS EVANS

'Candid and compelling. A must-read.' � BRYONY GORDON

'Brilliantly readable.' � PATRICK MCGRATH

My mind is full of scorpions. A cerebral itch, impossible to scratch. I know these creatures well, but they know me better. They answer to another name, this nest of scorpions, the writhing black mass that lives inside my head�

For as long as Tuppence Middleton can remember, she has struggled with obsessive thoughts and compulsions. She visualises her OCD as scorpions inhabiting her mind, something to be hidden that impacts her life

Have I killed my cat?When was the last time that person in front of me vomited?How many people have touched this door handle since it was cleaned?Should I tap the outside of the airplane to save my loved ones from harm?
Often used as a shorthand for tidiness or as the punchline of a joke, OCD is one of society’s most misunderstood disorders and it’s rarely spoken about with such honesty and openness.

In this beautifully written, moving and often darkly funny memoir, Tuppence recounts what it feels like to share your mind with a nest of scorpions.

'A fantastic memoir . . . Scorpions is intensely personal, yet somehow manages to be universal' � JOHN ROBINS

'There isn’t a page that won’t leave you with greater understanding and empathy' � JANET ELLIS

'Brilliantly immersive, funny, and brave' � LISA OWENS
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170 Tuppence Middleton 1529923352 Claire 0 4.39 Scorpions: A Memoir
author: Tuppence Middleton
name: Claire
average rating: 4.39
book published:
rating: 0
read at: 2024/11/18
date added: 2024/11/29
shelves: illness-medical, memoir, non-fiction, read-in-2024
review:
A memoir about living, coping, and (for the most part) overcoming OCD. With unpretentious prose, Tuppence Middleton illuminates how devastating and all-encompassing this illness can be. Unflinchingly frank, and remarkably honest. This memoir, which starts with what Middleton suspects might be the cause of her OCD, details her rituals and obsessions, which must have been incredibly difficult to write about. I learnt a lot, and in a way that made me feel huge compassion for this horrible illness.
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Pet Sematary 18455763
The house looks right, feels right, to Dr Louis Creed. Rambling, old and comfortable. A place where the family can settle; the children can grow and play and explore. The rolling hills and meadows of Maine seem a world away from the fume-choked dangers of Chicago.

Only the occasional big truck out on the two-lane highway growls out an intrusive threat. But behind the house there's a carefully cleared path up into the woods where generations of local children have processed with the solemn innocence of the young, taking with them their dear departed pets for burial.

A sad place maybe, but safe. Surely a safe place. Not a place to seep into your dreams, to wake you, sweating with fear and foreboding...

'King can make the flesh creep half a world away.' - The Times

If you were held in Stephen King's terrifying grip by Cujo, The Dark Half, 'Salem's Lot and The Shining, then don't miss one of the most powerful horror stories of all time, Pet Sematary.]]>
465 Stephen King 1444780840 Claire 4 Louis moves with his wife Rachel, daughter Ellie and son, Gage to a house in Maine when he gets a new job as a doctor of a nearby college. He befriends his elderly neighbour, Jud, who takes the family to visit the 'pet sematary' in the woods behind their house. When Rachel, Ellie and Gage are visiting Louis' parents-in-law Ellie's beloved cat is run over on the busy road outside their house. Jud lets Louis in on a old country secret, and takes him and the dead cat to another cemetery beyond the one they visited, where things that are dead and buried can come back to life.
Rachel could have been more developed, but the section where the family is grieving is exceptionally written.
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4.13 1983 Pet Sematary
author: Stephen King
name: Claire
average rating: 4.13
book published: 1983
rating: 4
read at: 2024/06/03
date added: 2024/11/28
shelves: 1970s, author-american, cats-in-books, country-usa, horror, read-in-2024, scary, the-forest
review:
I really enjoyed this, more than I thought I would. The unease built and built and it was interesting to see how King did it. The only point where I was actually frightened (I was able to read it late at night before going to sleep without any problem) was when Louis is in his garage, alone, feeling his way forward in the dark and he imagines reaching out and touching someone's hand.
Louis moves with his wife Rachel, daughter Ellie and son, Gage to a house in Maine when he gets a new job as a doctor of a nearby college. He befriends his elderly neighbour, Jud, who takes the family to visit the 'pet sematary' in the woods behind their house. When Rachel, Ellie and Gage are visiting Louis' parents-in-law Ellie's beloved cat is run over on the busy road outside their house. Jud lets Louis in on a old country secret, and takes him and the dead cat to another cemetery beyond the one they visited, where things that are dead and buried can come back to life.
Rachel could have been more developed, but the section where the family is grieving is exceptionally written.
Tell me, should I watch the first film? (I started the second one, but it was too rubbish to continue.)
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<![CDATA[The Country Ahead of Us, the Country Behind]]> 344578 181 David Guterson 0747525617 Claire 4 read-in-2024, short-stories 3.35 1989 The Country Ahead of Us, the Country Behind
author: David Guterson
name: Claire
average rating: 3.35
book published: 1989
rating: 4
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date added: 2024/11/28
shelves: read-in-2024, short-stories
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The Original 218569925 In a grand English country house in 1899, an aspiring art forger must unravel whether the man claiming to be her long-lost cousin is an impostor.


An unwanted guest of her uncle’s family since childhood, Grace has grown up on the periphery of a once-great household. She has unusual predilections: for painting, particularly forgery; for deception; for other girls. Her life is altered when a letter arrives from the South Atlantic. The writer claims to be her cousin Charles, long presumed dead at sea. When he returns, a rift emerges between family members who claim he is an imposter and Grace’s aunt, who insists he is her son. Grace, whose intimate knowledge of fakes is her own closely guarded secret, is forced to decide who to believe and who to pretend to believe. In deciphering the truth about her cousin, she comes to understand other truths: how money is found and lost, and who deserves to be rich; what family means to queer people; and the value of authenticity, in art and in love.]]>
336 Nell Stevens 1324110694 Claire 0 read-in-2024 3.92 2025 The Original
author: Nell Stevens
name: Claire
average rating: 3.92
book published: 2025
rating: 0
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Kairos 58877223 379 Jenny Erpenbeck 332860085X Claire 2 read-in-2024 3.35 2021 Kairos
author: Jenny Erpenbeck
name: Claire
average rating: 3.35
book published: 2021
rating: 2
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date added: 2024/11/28
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The Way the Day Breaks 81306265 They are a close-knit family: we see them around the dinner table and follow them on car-trips over the dales, off into France. They discuss nature, speculate on the future, dream up get-rich schemes, laugh, quarrel and try to hold together.
But there is a darker current. Dad is changing: his schemes become wilder, his behaviour more erratic. The family find it increasingly harder to understand: sometimes it seems that he may be beyond help.
His eventual breakdown has effects that resonate throughout the decades.
As formally inventive as it is narratively rich, the story is told through dialogue between the family and, twenty years later, the reflections of the youngest son, Michael, as he tries to make sense of his father's life and his own.
The Way the Day Breaks is a heartfelt, moving and brutally honest account of the effects of mental illness on all who are forced to live with it.]]>
203 1739260139 Claire 4 read-in-2024 3.82 The Way the Day Breaks
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Smothermoss 199215100
Ferns grow knee-deep along the shoulder, laced with briars and unripe raspberries, so thick they could hide a bear. Could hide anything, really.

In 1980s Appalachia, life isn’t easy for Sheila. She endures relentless taunting and bullying at the hands of her classmates; she takes care of her great-aunt, the garden and home, and the rabbits; and forages for mushrooms in the forest, all while her mother works long, back-breaking shifts at the nearby state asylum. But it’s her peculiar little sister, Angie, who worries her the most. Angie is obsessed with nuclear war, Rambo, zombies, a Russian invasion of their community, and the ominous, tarot-like cards that she creates that somehow speak to her. As if all that weren’t enough, Sheila feels an unexplainable weight around her neck. Is it the ancient and strange mountain that they live on that casts its shadow on her, or something or someone else unknown? Unseen?

When a pair of female hikers are brutally murdered on the nearby Appalachian trail, Sheila and Angie find themselves inexorably drawn into the hunt for the killer. As the ever-present threat of violence looms larger, the mountain might be the only thing that can save them from the darkness consuming their home and their community.

Unsettling, propulsive, and chillingly atmospheric, Alisa Alering’s Smothermoss opens a hidden door into a world caught between rural gothic and fairytale, inviting the reader to renegotiate what is seen and unseen, what is real and what is haunted]]>
256 Alisa Alering 1959030582 Claire 0 read-in-2024 3.48 2024 Smothermoss
author: Alisa Alering
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