Steph's bookshelf: read en-US Tue, 15 Apr 2025 00:21:12 -0700 60 Steph's bookshelf: read 144 41 /images/layout/goodreads_logo_144.jpg <![CDATA[Sand Chronicles, Vol. 1 (Sand Chronicles #1)]]> 52948513 192 Hinako Ashihara 142151477X Steph 0 to-read, manga 3.97 2003 Sand Chronicles, Vol. 1 (Sand Chronicles #1)
author: Hinako Ashihara
name: Steph
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2003
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/04/15
shelves: to-read, manga
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<![CDATA[The Wicked + The Divine, Vol. 4: Rising Action]]> 32454526 168 Kieron Gillen Steph 0 currently-reading 4.24 2016 The Wicked + The Divine, Vol. 4: Rising Action
author: Kieron Gillen
name: Steph
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2016
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/02/20
shelves: currently-reading
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<![CDATA[The Wicked + The Divine, Vol. 1: The Faust Act]]> 26987292
Collects THE WICKED + THE DIVINE #1-5.]]>
177 Kieron Gillen Steph 0 3.84 2014 The Wicked + The Divine, Vol. 1: The Faust Act
author: Kieron Gillen
name: Steph
average rating: 3.84
book published: 2014
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/02/20
shelves: graphic-novel, fantasy, 2014-release, to-buy-soon, currently-reading
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<![CDATA[Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon, Vol. 1 (Pretty Soldier Sailor Moon Renewal Edition, #1)]]> 10862575
This new edition of Sailor Moon will feature:

- An entirely new, incredibly accurate translation!
- Japanese-style, right-to-left reading!
- New cover art never before seen in the U.S.!
- The original Japanese character names!
- Detailed translation notes!

This version of Sailor Moon will be completely true to original. Join us as Sailor Moon returns to the U.S. for the first time in years!]]>
240 Naoko Takeuchi 1935429744 Steph 5 4.29 2003 Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon, Vol. 1 (Pretty Soldier Sailor Moon Renewal Edition, #1)
author: Naoko Takeuchi
name: Steph
average rating: 4.29
book published: 2003
rating: 5
read at: 2012/05/10
date added: 2025/01/25
shelves: manga, fantasy, all-time-favorites, i-own-it, 2012-favs, 2012-reads, 2-am-or-later, awesome, best-characters, best-relationships, books-that-changed-me, deserves-every-one-of-those-stars, didn-t-disappoint, girls-rule-and-boys-drool, i-loved-it, oh-yeah-baby, original-and-creative, pure-win, yeah-baby-5-stars, shojo
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<![CDATA[Dungeon Crawler Carl (Dungeon Crawler Carl, #1)]]> 56791389 Alternate cover edition of ASIN B08BKGYQXW


The apocalypse will be televised!

A man. His ex-girlfriend's cat. A sadistic game show unlike anything in the universe: a dungeon crawl where survival depends on killing your prey in the most entertaining way possible.

In a flash, every human-erected construction on Earth—from Buckingham Palace to the tiniest of sheds—collapses in a heap, sinking into the ground.

The buildings and all the people inside have all been atomized and transformed into the dungeon: an 18-level labyrinth filled with traps, monsters, and loot. A dungeon so enormous, it circles the entire globe.

Only a few dare venture inside. But once you're in, you can't get out. And what's worse, each level has a time limit. You have but days to find a staircase to the next level down, or it's game over. In this game, it's not about your strength or your dexterity. It's about your followers, your views. Your clout. It's about building an audience and killing those goblins with style.

You can't just survive here. You gotta survive big.

You gotta fight with vigor, with excitement. You gotta make them stand up and cheer. And if you do have that "it" factor, you may just find yourself with a following. That's the only way to truly survive in this game—with the help of the loot boxes dropped upon you by the generous benefactors watching from across the galaxy.

They call it Dungeon Crawler World. But for Carl, it's anything but a game.]]>
446 Matt Dinniman Steph 0 to-read 4.49 2020 Dungeon Crawler Carl (Dungeon Crawler Carl, #1)
author: Matt Dinniman
name: Steph
average rating: 4.49
book published: 2020
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/01/20
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<![CDATA[Storm Front (The Dresden Files, #1)]]> 47212 HARRY DRESDEN � WIZARD

Lost Items Found. Paranormal Investigations. Consulting. Advice. Reasonable Rates. No Love Potions, Endless Purses, or Other Entertainment.

Harry Dresden is the best at what he does. Well, technically, he's the only at what he does. So when the Chicago P.D. has a case that transcends mortal creativity or capability, they come to him for answers. For the "everyday" world is actually full of strange and magical things—and most don't play well with humans. That's where Harry comes in. Takes a wizard to catch a—well, whatever. There's just one problem. Business, to put it mildly, stinks.

So when the police bring him in to consult on a grisly double murder committed with black magic, Harry's seeing dollar signs. But where there's black magic, there's a black mage behind it. And now that mage knows Harry's name. And that's when things start to get interesting.

Magic - it can get a guy killed.]]>
372 Jim Butcher 0451457811 Steph 0 to-read 3.99 2000 Storm Front (The Dresden Files, #1)
author: Jim Butcher
name: Steph
average rating: 3.99
book published: 2000
rating: 0
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date added: 2025/01/20
shelves: to-read
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<![CDATA[Before the Mayflower: A History of Black America]]> 1084995 736 Lerone Bennett Jr. 0140178228 Steph 0 to-read 4.44 1964 Before the Mayflower: A History of Black America
author: Lerone Bennett Jr.
name: Steph
average rating: 4.44
book published: 1964
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/11/25
shelves: to-read
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<![CDATA[Half Wild (The Half Bad Trilogy, #2)]]> 22429853 402 Sally Green 0141350881 Steph 0 3.93 2015 Half Wild (The Half Bad Trilogy, #2)
author: Sally Green
name: Steph
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2015
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/10/29
shelves: to-read, young-adult, penguin, 2015-release, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, to-request-from-pub, march
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<![CDATA[The Athena Effect (The Athena Effect, #1)]]> 17800886
Girls and motorcycles are what bad-boy Calvin’s life is all about. Brought up in a raucous party house by his biker brother, he’s free to do as he pleases, going through the motions on his final days of high school. Aimless, Cal stopped thinking about his future a long time ago.

Attacked by a gang of thugs while running an errand for his brother, Cal is in serious trouble until a fierce girl appears out of nowhere to intervene. She chases off three grown men, sparing Cal a brutal beating before disappearing into the night like a spirit. He can’t stop thinking about his mysterious rescuer, and when she turns out to be the weird new girl at school who goes out of her way to avoid him, he can’t contain his curiosity.

He’s never met anyone like her before, and the more he learns about the unusual girl who shares his nickname, the more he wants to know. Cal can’t help falling for Cal, but can he keep her from falling victim to a dangerous enemy from her parent’s tragic past?]]>
225 Derrolyn Anderson 1476059276 Steph 0 4.03 2012 The Athena Effect (The Athena Effect, #1)
author: Derrolyn Anderson
name: Steph
average rating: 4.03
book published: 2012
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/24
shelves: to-read, indies-are-rockstars, young-adult
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<![CDATA[Before You Suffocate Your Own Fool Self]]> 9407023 Introducing a new star of her generation, an electric debut story collection about mixed-race and African-American teenagers, women, and men struggling to find a place in their families and communities. When Danielle Evans's short story "Virgins" was published inThe Paris Reviewin late 2007, it announced the arrival of a major new American short story writer. Written when she was only twenty-three, Evans's story of two black, blue-collar fifteen-year-old girls' flirtation with adulthood for one night was startling in its pitch-perfect examination of race, class, and the shifting terrain of adolescence.Now this debut short story collection delivers on the promise of that early story. In "Harvest," a college student's unplanned pregnancy forces her to confront her own feelings of inadequacy in comparison to her white classmates. In "Jellyfish," a father's misguided attempt to rescue a gift for his grown daughter from an apartment collapse magnifies all he doesn't know about her. And in "Snakes," the mixed-race daughter of intellectuals recounts the disastrous summer she spent with her white grandmother and cousin, a summer that has unforeseen repercussions in the present.Striking in their emotional immediacy, the stories inBefore You Suffocate Your Own Fool Selfare based in a world where inequality is reality but where the insecurities of adolescence and young adulthood, and the tensions within family and the community, are sometimes the biggest complicating forces in one's sense of identity and the choices one makes.]]> 305 Danielle Evans 1101443472 Steph 0 maybe-read 4.20 2010 Before You Suffocate Your Own Fool Self
author: Danielle Evans
name: Steph
average rating: 4.20
book published: 2010
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/09/21
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Mansfield Park 45032 488 Jane Austen Steph 0 i-own-it, to-read, classics 3.86 1814 Mansfield Park
author: Jane Austen
name: Steph
average rating: 3.86
book published: 1814
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/08/07
shelves: i-own-it, to-read, classics
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<![CDATA[Chasing Before (The Memory Chronicles, #2)]]> 16081764
Felicia and Neil have arrived in Level 3 and are supposed to prepare for their divine vocations.

But during Felicia and Neil's training period, a series of explosions rips through Level 3. Tension is high, and casualties are mounting. A rift forms between the pair, one that grows wider when Felicia receives memories from the Morati. The memories cast doubt on the people she loves the most, but Felicia can't stop her curiosity. She has to know the truth about her life � even if it means putting at risk everything she’s worked for in her death.]]>
368 Lenore Appelhans Steph 0 3.52 2014 Chasing Before (The Memory Chronicles, #2)
author: Lenore Appelhans
name: Steph
average rating: 3.52
book published: 2014
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/08/07
shelves: to-read, cool-author, simon-schuster, young-adult, sci-fi, august, i-own-it, 2014-release
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<![CDATA[World After (Penryn & the End of Days, #2)]]> 12983100 Angelfall, the survivors of the angel apocalypse begin to scrape back together what's left of the modern world.

When a group of people capture Penryn's sister Paige, thinking she's a monster, the situation ends in a massacre. Paige disappears. Humans are terrified. Mom is heartbroken.

Penryn drives through the streets of San Francisco looking for Paige. Why are the streets so empty? Where is everybody? Her search leads her into the heart of the angels' secret plans where she catches a glimpse of their motivations, and learns the horrifying extent to which the angels are willing to go.

Meanwhile, Raffe hunts for his wings. Without them, he can't rejoin the angels, can't take his rightful place as one of their leaders. When faced with recapturing his wings or helping Penryn survive, which will he choose?]]>
438 Susan Ee Steph 3 ----------
So I read on Susan's blog that there will be 5 books total!!

OMG! I CAN'T WAIT!



But I don't know how I'll be able to wait so long. *sigh*

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4.24 2013 World After (Penryn & the End of Days, #2)
author: Susan Ee
name: Steph
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2013
rating: 3
read at: 2014/02/11
date added: 2024/08/07
shelves: post-apocalyptic, angels, 2013-release, young-adult, netgalley, e-arc, ebook, print-arc, i-need-the-next-book-like-yesterday, ass-kickin-heroine, best-characters, 2014-reads
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I was rather disappointed with this sequel because I didn’t find it as exciting an action packed as Angelfall. This may have something to do with Raffe and Penryn not being very exciting apart from each other, because for the first half of the book, I struggled to stay interested. On the positive side, the second half does pick up after Penryn and Raffe reunites and the horror aspect that we saw at the end of Angelfall really starts to shine through. I’m curious to see where this series is going, because a large part of World After was about Penryn � once again � going off into danger to save her sister, who seems to now have a larger role in this whole Angel Apocalypse thing. I really hope books 3-6 don’t follow similar plots. There are only so many times Penryn can save Paige before it loses its appeal.
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So I read on Susan's blog that there will be 5 books total!!

OMG! I CAN'T WAIT!



But I don't know how I'll be able to wait so long. *sigh*


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<![CDATA[Homeland (Forgotten Realms: The Dark Elf Trilogy, #1; Legend of Drizzt, #1)]]> 50027 Discover the origin story of one of the greatest heroes of the Realms—Drizzt Do’Urden—in this thrilling first installment of the Dark Elf Trilogy

Drow ranger Drizzt Do’Urden, first introduced in The Icewind Dale Trilogy, quickly became one of the fantasy genre’s standout characters. With Homeland, Salvatore pulls back the curtain to reveal the startling tale of how this hero came to be—how this one lone drow walked out of the shadowy depths of the Underdark; how he left behind an evil society and a family that wanted him dead.

As the third son of Mother Malice and weaponmaster Zaknafein, Drizzt Do’Urden is meant to be sacrificed to Lolth, the evil Spider Queen, per drow tradition. But with the unexpected death of his older brother, young Drizzt is spared—and, as a result, further ostracized by his family. As Drizzt grows older, developing his swordsmanship skills and studying at the Academy, he begins to realize that his idea of good and evil does not match up with those of his fellow drow. Can Drizzt stay true to himself in a such an unforgiving, unprincipled world?

Homeland is the first book in the Dark Elf Trilogy and the Legend of Drizzt series.]]>
343 R.A. Salvatore Steph 0 4.26 1990 Homeland (Forgotten Realms: The Dark Elf Trilogy, #1; Legend of Drizzt, #1)
author: R.A. Salvatore
name: Steph
average rating: 4.26
book published: 1990
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/05/06
shelves: to-read, to-listen-during-blogger-burnout, high-fantasy, adult
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When the World Tips Over 203819256 An explosive new novel brimming with love, secrets, and enchantment

The Fall siblings live in hot Northern California wine country, where the sun pours out of the sky, and the devil winds blow so hard they whip the sense right out of your head.

Years ago, the Fall kids� father mysteriously disappeared, cracking the family into pieces. Now Dizzy Fall, age twelve, bakes cakes, sees spirits, and wishes she were a heroine of a romance novel. Miles Fall, seventeen, brainiac, athlete, and dog-whisperer, is a raving beauty, but also lost, and desperate to meet the kind of guy he dreams of. And Wynton Fall, nineteen, who raises the temperature of a room just by entering it, is a virtuoso violinist set on a crash course for fame . . . or self-destruction.

Then an enigmatic rainbow-haired girl shows up, tipping the Falls� world over. She might be an angel. Or a saint. Or an ordinary girl. Somehow, she is vital to each of them. But before anyone can figure out who she is, catastrophe strikes, leaving the Falls more broken than ever. And more desperate to be whole.

With road trips, rivalries, family curses, love stories within love stories within love stories, and sorrows and joys passed from generation to generation, this is the intricate, luminous tale of a family’s complicated past and present. And only in telling their stories can they hope to rewrite their futures.]]>
528 Jandy Nelson 0698195043 Steph 0 4.26 2024 When the World Tips Over
author: Jandy Nelson
name: Steph
average rating: 4.26
book published: 2024
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/03/25
shelves: to-read, young-adult, contemporary, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, 2017-release, penguin, to-request-from-pub
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Timestorm (Tempest, #3) 17910062 368 Julie Cross 0312568916 Steph 0 3.87 2014 Timestorm (Tempest, #3)
author: Julie Cross
name: Steph
average rating: 3.87
book published: 2014
rating: 0
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date added: 2024/02/23
shelves: maybe-read, time-traveling-and-all-that-shiz, 2014-release, young-adult
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<![CDATA[Freedom Is a Constant Struggle: Ferguson, Palestine, and the Foundations of a Movement]]> 28696491 In this collection of essays, interviews, and speeches, the renowned activist examines today’s issues—from Black Lives Matter to prison abolition and more. Activist and scholar Angela Y.Davis has been a tireless fighter against oppression for decades. Now, the iconic author of Women, Race, and Class offers her latest insights into the struggles against state violence and oppression throughout history and around the world. Reflecting on the importance of black feminism, intersectionality, and prison abolitionism, Davis discusses the legacies of previous liberation struggles, from the Black Freedom Movement to the South African anti-Apartheid movement. She highlights connections and analyzes today’s struggles against state terror, from Ferguson to Palestine. Facing a world of outrageous injustice, Davis challenges us to imagine and build a movement for human liberation. And in doing so, she reminds us that “freedom is a constant struggle.� This edition of Freedom Is a Constant Struggle includes a foreword by Dr. Cornel West and an introduction by Frank Barat.]]> 162 Angela Y. Davis Steph 0 currently-reading 4.45 2015 Freedom Is a Constant Struggle: Ferguson, Palestine, and the Foundations of a Movement
author: Angela Y. Davis
name: Steph
average rating: 4.45
book published: 2015
rating: 0
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The Communist Manifesto 42624113
The Communist Manifesto has been recognized as one of the world’s most influential political manuscripts. Commissioned by the Communist League, it laid out the League’s purposes and program. It presents an analytical approach to the class struggle (historical and present) and the problems of capitalism, rather than a prediction of communism’s potential future forms.

The book contains Marx and Engels� theories about the nature of society and politics, that in their own words, “The history of all hitherto existing society is the history of class struggles.� It also briefly features their ideas for how the capitalist society of the time would eventually be replaced by socialism, and then eventually communism.

Born in Westphalia in 1820, Friedrich Engels was the son of a textile manufacturer. After military training in Berlin and already a convert to communism, Engels went to Manchester in 1842 to represent the family firm. A relationship with a mill-hand, Mary Bums, and friendship with local Owenites and Chartists helped to inspire his famous early work, The Condition of the Working Class in England in 1844.

Karl Marx was born in 1818 in Trier, Germany and studied in Bonn and Berlin. Influenced by Hegel, he later reacted against idealist philosophy and began to develop his own theory of historical materialism. He related the state of society to its economic foundations and mode of production, and recommended armed revolution on the part of the proletariat.]]>
43 Karl Marx Steph 3 3.88 1848 The Communist Manifesto
author: Karl Marx
name: Steph
average rating: 3.88
book published: 1848
rating: 3
read at: 2023/11/11
date added: 2023/11/11
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Virgin (Virgin, #1) 18624367 Okay, I admit it…I didn’t do it.

Yet.

This is normal, right? I mean, just because everyone I know has talked like they’ve already done it doesn’t mean that they’re telling the truth…right?

It’s not like I’m asking for that much. I don’t need the perfect guy. I don’t need candlelight or roses. Honestly, I don’t even need a real bed.

The guys I know complain that girls are always looking for Mr. Right—do I have to wear a sign that says I’m only looking for Mr. Right Now?

Sooooo…anyone out there want sex? Anyone? Hello? Just for fun?

I am not going to die a virgin. One way or another I am going to make this happen.

Hey, what have I got to lose? Besides the obvious.]]>
304 Radhika Sanghani 069816864X Steph 0 3.31 2014 Virgin (Virgin, #1)
author: Radhika Sanghani
name: Steph
average rating: 3.31
book published: 2014
rating: 0
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date added: 2023/08/02
shelves: to-read, penguin, new-adult, contemporary, 2014-release, to-buy-soon
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<![CDATA[The Dead House (The Dead House, #1)]]> 22396591
Re-opened police records, psychiatric reports, transcripts of video footage and fragments of diary reveal a web of deceit and intrigue, violence and murder, raising a whole lot more questions than it answers.

Who was Kaitlyn and why did she only appear at night? Did she really exist or was she a figment of a disturbed mind? What were the illicit rituals taking place at the school? And just what did happen at Elmbridge in the events leading up to ‘the Johnson Incident�?]]>
440 Dawn Kurtagich 1780622341 Steph 0 3.68 2015 The Dead House (The Dead House, #1)
author: Dawn Kurtagich
name: Steph
average rating: 3.68
book published: 2015
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2023/08/02
shelves: to-read, littlebrown, psychological, thriller, young-adult, 2015-release, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, to-request-from-pub
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<![CDATA[Crash into You (Pushing the Limits, #3)]]> 17233800
The girl with straight A's and the perfect life—that's who people expect Rachel Young to be. So the private school junior keeps secrets from her wealthy family…and she's just added two more to the list. One involves racing strangers down dark country roads in her Mustang GT. The other? Seventeen-year-old Isaiah Walker—a guy she has no business even talking to. But after the foster kid with the tattoos and intense gray eyes comes to her rescue, she can't get him out of her mind.

The last thing Isaiah needs is to get tangled up with a rich girl who wants to slum it on the south side for kicks. But when their shared love of street racing puts their lives in jeopardy, Isaiah and Rachel will have six weeks to come up with a way out. Six weeks to discover just how far they'll go to save each other.]]>
474 Katie McGarry 037321099X Steph 0 4.26 2013 Crash into You (Pushing the Limits, #3)
author: Katie McGarry
name: Steph
average rating: 4.26
book published: 2013
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2023/07/30
shelves: to-read, young-adult, contemporary, 2013-release, feb-2014-ny-trip, harlequin, i-own-it
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Rush (The Game, #1) 13571953
Miki Jones's carefully controlled life spins into chaos after she's run down in the street, left broken and bloody. She wakes up fully healed in a place called the lobby - pulled from her life, through time and space into some kind of game in which she and a team of other teens are sent on missions to eliminate the Drau, terrifying and beautiful alien creatures.

There are no practice runs, no training, and no way out. Every moment of the game is kill or be killed, and Miki has only the questionable guidance of Jackson Tate, the team's alluring and secretive leader. He evades her questions, holds himself aloof from the others, and claims it's every player for himself. But when he puts himself at risk to watch Miki's back, he leaves her both frustrated and fascinated. Jackson says the game isn't really a game, that what Miki and her new teammates do now determines their survival. And the survival of every other person on the planet. She laughs. He doesn't. And then the game takes a deadly and terrifying turn.]]>
364 Eve Silver 0062192132 Steph 0 3.88 2013 Rush (The Game, #1)
author: Eve Silver
name: Steph
average rating: 3.88
book published: 2013
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2023/07/26
shelves: sci-fi, aliens, harpercollins, 2013-release, young-adult, due-to-reviews-lost-interest
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Side Effects May Vary 18053148 330 Julie Murphy 006224535X Steph 0 3.40 2014 Side Effects May Vary
author: Julie Murphy
name: Steph
average rating: 3.40
book published: 2014
rating: 0
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date added: 2023/07/17
shelves: to-read, tough-issues, young-adult, 2014-release, harpercollins, contemporary
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<![CDATA[Where's Waldo? The Magnificent Mini Boxed Set: (A Compact, Travel-Sized Box Set of 5 Hidden Object Activity Books, Packed with Search & Find Puzzle Adventures a Perfect Gift for All Ages)]]> 17262244 A small, enticing, portable boxed set makes a gift-ready introduction to Waldo’s adventures for the younger crowd.

Finding Waldo is never easy. And now this diminutive collection of Waldo classics � the first mini-editions in paperback � would make the hunt downright maddening, were it not for the accompanying Waldo magnifier, official striped handle and all. Featured in this mesmerizing pursuit are five Waldo adventures:
Where’s Waldo?
Where’s Waldo Now?
Where’s Waldo? The Fantastic Journey
Where’s Waldo? The Wonder Book
Where’s Waldo? In Hollywood

So grab the magnifying glass � the super-hard search is on!]]>
40 Martin Handford 0763648736 Steph 4
I always get excited when I see a Waldo book being released. How many different ways can I find the characters? What new frustrations await me? In Where's Waldo? The Magnificent Mini Boxed Set, all the drawings are tiny and you get a cool magnifying glass! The difficulty level has definitely increased and I found myself having a little trouble locating Waldo even though these are the same scenarios from the previous editions.

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I would recommend this edition for veteran Waldo finders, as younger children may get easily disheartened at not being able to find the characters as fast as they could with the other Waldo books. My 5-year-old in particular quickly gave up in her search on her own and only showed slightly more patience when I helped her. The magnifying glass, on the other hand, was a huge hit with my kids!

However, for those looking for more of a Waldo-finding challenge, this is a great book to get your neurons working! It's the perfect activity for a rainy day or if you are craving a bit of nostalgia.

A copy was provided for review from the publisher via .]]>
4.50 2009 Where's Waldo? The Magnificent Mini Boxed Set: (A Compact, Travel-Sized Box Set of 5 Hidden Object Activity Books, Packed with Search & Find Puzzle Adventures a Perfect Gift for All Ages)
author: Martin Handford
name: Steph
average rating: 4.50
book published: 2009
rating: 4
read at: 2013/11/06
date added: 2022/05/29
shelves: yabc, children-s, 2013-reads, kids-love-it, an-abundance-of-waldos
review:
The best part about Waldo books is that they are so iconic. As much as I loved them in childhood, I love them even more as an adult, especially since I can now share the ultimate frustration of trying to find a certain character with my own kids.

I always get excited when I see a Waldo book being released. How many different ways can I find the characters? What new frustrations await me? In Where's Waldo? The Magnificent Mini Boxed Set, all the drawings are tiny and you get a cool magnifying glass! The difficulty level has definitely increased and I found myself having a little trouble locating Waldo even though these are the same scenarios from the previous editions.

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I would recommend this edition for veteran Waldo finders, as younger children may get easily disheartened at not being able to find the characters as fast as they could with the other Waldo books. My 5-year-old in particular quickly gave up in her search on her own and only showed slightly more patience when I helped her. The magnifying glass, on the other hand, was a huge hit with my kids!

However, for those looking for more of a Waldo-finding challenge, this is a great book to get your neurons working! It's the perfect activity for a rainy day or if you are craving a bit of nostalgia.

A copy was provided for review from the publisher via .
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<![CDATA[Overcoming the Co-Parenting Trap: Essential Parenting Skills When a Child Resists a Parent]]> 25834159 94 John A. Moran 1483554880 Steph 1 3.74 2015 Overcoming the Co-Parenting Trap: Essential Parenting Skills When a Child Resists a Parent
author: John A. Moran
name: Steph
average rating: 3.74
book published: 2015
rating: 1
read at: 2021/09/02
date added: 2021/09/02
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We Were Liars 18340003 A private island.
A brilliant, damaged girl; a passionate, political boy.
A group of four friends—the Liars—whose friendship turns destructive.
A revolution. An accident. A secret.
Lies upon lies.
True love.
The truth.

We Were Liars is a modern, sophisticated suspense novel from New York Times bestselling author, National Book Award finalist, and Printz Award honoree E. Lockhart.

Read it.

And if anyone asks you how it ends, just LIE.]]>
7 E. Lockhart 0804168407 Steph 5 We Were Liars one cocky son of a biscuit eater, feeling above it all right from page one. I'd seen this book talked about so heavily by other bloggers and how some never saw the twist coming or how otherstotally saw that twist coming. All the while, I was sitting on the sidelines with my shades on, posted up with my arms folded, saying, "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Hot potato." That's not to say I didn't want to read this book, because I did. I even had an ARC sitting on my shelf for the longest time, but due to a lot of the hype, I kept putting it off. Plus, I'm one of those people whousually can easily figure out a plot twist and I didn't want to dive into something where a lot of people already mentioned figuring it out.

But one thing did nag me a little in the back of my mind was that my Bookish Twin, Blythe from , LOVED it. I highly value her opinion when it comes to books, because we almost always agree. So when I happened to get my hands on the audiobook, I thought, "What the hell? I was supposed to read and review this anyway, right?" Let me tell you... WHOA.

***First off, I just wanna say that I don't know how the print compares to the audio and that it's possible I loved the book more than others because of the excellent job of the narrator. I can see how the fragmented sentences could be a pain to read, but this might be one of those cases where it sounds better out loud. That being said, I if you haven't read this book, possibly check out the audio version first.***

Anyway, I was feeling very blasé aboutthe first half. It felt like a really random story about a rich, white girl and her white girl problems, crying her white girl tears and I felt myself unsure about what the point of it all was.

blase

And maybe that makes me sound extremely heartless, but I couldn't relate tothe main character (no, I'm not even going to tell you her name because I want you to go in blind). But somewhere along the lines, I started to become intrigued with the story because it became this strange, wild thing that I couldn't piece together.

Lockhart uses a very odd narration with fragmented sentences and strange descriptions, but I thought it was beautiful and unique. It added a very creepy layer on top the the existing oddness. It makes you question the main character, her account of the incident and the entire book. She's not very reliable and has the habit to cut off mid-sentence. I'm not sure if that was used as a way to distract the reader or if it was to used to make us question her sanity. Maybe a little bit of both. Either way, it worked on me.

As things started to heat up and I reached the cusp of the climax, the narrator's voice increased in intensity. She began talking faster, became very emotional, then suddenly on the verge of tears!

And I started thinking to myself, OH GOD NO. WHAT IS HAPPENING.

horror

And then IT was revealed and I was all, "WHAT IS THIS LIFE? I REJECT EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ENDING. NOOOOOOO!!!!"

Nooooooo!

So, naturally, I had a good cry and needed someone to hold me.

crying

By the end, I was all:



I know this review might not be the most helpful in the world, but it's true what everyone says about We Were Liars. You should absolutely go in blind, with no expectations and let this book take your feels as it sees fit. If you are a fan of psychological thrillers like Stephanie Kuehn's Charm and Strange or Complicit , than this one may be up your alley. I'll be here to hold you when you're finish.

ARC was provided by the publisher via .

More reviews and other fantastical things at . ]]>
3.29 2014 We Were Liars
author: E. Lockhart
name: Steph
average rating: 3.29
book published: 2014
rating: 5
read at: 2014/06/10
date added: 2021/04/07
shelves: young-adult, contemporary, random-house, 2014-release, yabc, audio-books, 2014-favs, 2014-reads, mind-blowing-good, i-didn-t-see-that-coming, interesting-little-creature, left-me-in-a-sad-emotional-state, omg-that-ending, so-glad-i-read-this, surprised-me, gave-away
review:
I went into We Were Liars one cocky son of a biscuit eater, feeling above it all right from page one. I'd seen this book talked about so heavily by other bloggers and how some never saw the twist coming or how otherstotally saw that twist coming. All the while, I was sitting on the sidelines with my shades on, posted up with my arms folded, saying, "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Hot potato." That's not to say I didn't want to read this book, because I did. I even had an ARC sitting on my shelf for the longest time, but due to a lot of the hype, I kept putting it off. Plus, I'm one of those people whousually can easily figure out a plot twist and I didn't want to dive into something where a lot of people already mentioned figuring it out.

But one thing did nag me a little in the back of my mind was that my Bookish Twin, Blythe from , LOVED it. I highly value her opinion when it comes to books, because we almost always agree. So when I happened to get my hands on the audiobook, I thought, "What the hell? I was supposed to read and review this anyway, right?" Let me tell you... WHOA.

***First off, I just wanna say that I don't know how the print compares to the audio and that it's possible I loved the book more than others because of the excellent job of the narrator. I can see how the fragmented sentences could be a pain to read, but this might be one of those cases where it sounds better out loud. That being said, I if you haven't read this book, possibly check out the audio version first.***

Anyway, I was feeling very blasé aboutthe first half. It felt like a really random story about a rich, white girl and her white girl problems, crying her white girl tears and I felt myself unsure about what the point of it all was.

blase

And maybe that makes me sound extremely heartless, but I couldn't relate tothe main character (no, I'm not even going to tell you her name because I want you to go in blind). But somewhere along the lines, I started to become intrigued with the story because it became this strange, wild thing that I couldn't piece together.

Lockhart uses a very odd narration with fragmented sentences and strange descriptions, but I thought it was beautiful and unique. It added a very creepy layer on top the the existing oddness. It makes you question the main character, her account of the incident and the entire book. She's not very reliable and has the habit to cut off mid-sentence. I'm not sure if that was used as a way to distract the reader or if it was to used to make us question her sanity. Maybe a little bit of both. Either way, it worked on me.

As things started to heat up and I reached the cusp of the climax, the narrator's voice increased in intensity. She began talking faster, became very emotional, then suddenly on the verge of tears!

And I started thinking to myself, OH GOD NO. WHAT IS HAPPENING.

horror

And then IT was revealed and I was all, "WHAT IS THIS LIFE? I REJECT EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS ENDING. NOOOOOOO!!!!"

Nooooooo!

So, naturally, I had a good cry and needed someone to hold me.

crying

By the end, I was all:



I know this review might not be the most helpful in the world, but it's true what everyone says about We Were Liars. You should absolutely go in blind, with no expectations and let this book take your feels as it sees fit. If you are a fan of psychological thrillers like Stephanie Kuehn's Charm and Strange or Complicit , than this one may be up your alley. I'll be here to hold you when you're finish.

ARC was provided by the publisher via .

More reviews and other fantastical things at .
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Pride and Prejudice 10515068 368 Jane Austen 1435127447 Steph 0 i-own-it, to-read, classics 4.45 1813 Pride and Prejudice
author: Jane Austen
name: Steph
average rating: 4.45
book published: 1813
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2021/02/13
shelves: i-own-it, to-read, classics
review:
One of these days I will read this book.
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<![CDATA[Obviously: Stories from My Timeline]]> 43595944
In Akilah Hughes's world, family--and life--are often complicated, but always funny. Through intimate and hilarious essays, Akilah takes readers along on her journey from the small Kentucky town where she was born--and eventually became a spelling bee champ and 15-year-old high school graduate--to New York City, where she took careful steps to fulfill her dream of becoming a writer and performer. Like Tiffany Haddish's The Last Black Unicorn or Mindy Kaling's Is Everyone Hanging Out Without Me? for the YA set, Akilah pens revealing and laugh-out-loud funny essays about her life, covering everything from her racist fifth grade teacher, her struggles with weight and acne, her failed attempts at joining the cheerleading team, how to literally get to New York ( for a girl on a budget, it may include multiple bus transfers) and exactly how to "make it" once you finally get there.]]>
288 Akilah Hughes 1101998903 Steph 0 3.91 2019 Obviously: Stories from My Timeline
author: Akilah Hughes
name: Steph
average rating: 3.91
book published: 2019
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2021/01/07
shelves: to-read, cool-author, non-fiction, penguin, 2016-release
review:
Probably the only YouTuber Star book I'll ever read.
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Slasher Girls & Monster Boys 24611587 389 April Genevieve Tucholke 0803741731 Steph 0 3.79 2015 Slasher Girls & Monster Boys
author: April Genevieve Tucholke
name: Steph
average rating: 3.79
book published: 2015
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2020/11/28
shelves: to-read, 2015-release, young-adult, horror, penguin, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, cool-author
review:
So... this sound potentially badass, no?
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Outlander (Outlander, #1) 12387515 actual listening time: 32h, 38m

The year is 1945. Claire Randall, a former combat nurse, is just back from the war and reunited with her husband on a second honeymoon when she walks through a standing stone in one of the ancient circles that dot the British Isles. Suddenly she is a Sassenach—an “outlander”—in a Scotland torn by war and raiding border clans in the year of Our Lord...1743.

Hurled back in time by forces she cannot understand, Claire is catapulted into the intrigues of lairds and spies that may threaten her life, and shatter her heart. For here James Fraser, a gallant young Scots warrior, shows her a love so absolute that Claire becomes a woman torn between fidelity and desire—and between two vastly different men in two irreconcilable lives.]]>
33 Diana Gabaldon Steph 4 howt scenes. Also, also, don't listen the real howt scenes while driving. This audiobook should come with a warning.

Reasons why I liked it:

- Very well researched. The author did a great job bringing the time period to life.
- Developed and interesting characters. They feel real and all leave me with conflicted emotions. They're created with such a complexity that at times I either loved them or hated them.
- Detailed writing made for a great audiobook. It's possible I could have gotten bored of I had read the print instead.
- Excellent plot. I'm eager to find out more about the stones and how the time traveling works. Also, I'm wondering how Claire's involvement will alter history.
- Solid romance. Though I had a few reservations about Claire and Jamie's relationship, I quite liked them together in the end.

Things I didn't like:

- The spanking scene. It's not because it happened, but Jamie's reaction to enjoying it. No matter how much I think of it, it bothers me. However, I'm thinking that may be authorial intent: For us to question societal influences of different time periods and its effect on human behavior.
- Too detailed at times, so much so, that it detracted from the scene.
- I don't buy Jamie's overnight transformation from Virgin Boy to Super Freak.

Bottom line: I really enjoyed it and will be continuing the series. If you are interested in tackling this book, I highly suggest the audio version (the narrator is excellent) as it can drag a bit on the less interesting scenes.

Also, ? ]]>
4.02 1991 Outlander (Outlander, #1)
author: Diana Gabaldon
name: Steph
average rating: 4.02
book published: 1991
rating: 4
read at: 2014/10/02
date added: 2020/05/02
shelves: adult, historical-fiction, sci-fi, time-traveling-and-all-that-shiz, 2014-reads, 2014-favs, audio-books
review:
The narrator is amazing. She easily is able to flip back and forth from female voices to male. She also has not probably doing the really howt scenes. Also, also, don't listen the real howt scenes while driving. This audiobook should come with a warning.

Reasons why I liked it:

- Very well researched. The author did a great job bringing the time period to life.
- Developed and interesting characters. They feel real and all leave me with conflicted emotions. They're created with such a complexity that at times I either loved them or hated them.
- Detailed writing made for a great audiobook. It's possible I could have gotten bored of I had read the print instead.
- Excellent plot. I'm eager to find out more about the stones and how the time traveling works. Also, I'm wondering how Claire's involvement will alter history.
- Solid romance. Though I had a few reservations about Claire and Jamie's relationship, I quite liked them together in the end.

Things I didn't like:

- The spanking scene. It's not because it happened, but Jamie's reaction to enjoying it. No matter how much I think of it, it bothers me. However, I'm thinking that may be authorial intent: For us to question societal influences of different time periods and its effect on human behavior.
- Too detailed at times, so much so, that it detracted from the scene.
- I don't buy Jamie's overnight transformation from Virgin Boy to Super Freak.

Bottom line: I really enjoyed it and will be continuing the series. If you are interested in tackling this book, I highly suggest the audio version (the narrator is excellent) as it can drag a bit on the less interesting scenes.

Also, ?
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<![CDATA[Look Both Ways: A Tale Told in Ten Blocks]]> 45493566 From National Book Award finalist and New York Times bestselling author Jason Reynolds comes a novel told in ten blocks, showing all the different directions a walk home can take.

This story was going to begin like all the best stories. With a school bus falling from the sky. But no one saw it happen. They were all too busy�

Talking about boogers.
Stealing pocket change.
Skateboarding.
Wiping out.
Braving up.
Executing complicated handshakes.
Planning an escape.
Making jokes.
Lotioning up.
Finding comfort.
But mostly, too busy walking home.

Jason Reynolds conjures ten tales (one per block) about what happens after the dismissal bell rings, and brilliantly weaves them into one wickedly funny, piercingly poignant look at the detours we face on the walk home, and in life.]]>
204 Jason Reynolds Steph 0 3.93 2019 Look Both Ways: A Tale Told in Ten Blocks
author: Jason Reynolds
name: Steph
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2019
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2020/02/14
shelves: to-read, young-adult, simon-schuster, contemporary, cool-author, to-request-from-pub, really-looking-forward-to-this-book
review:

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Nimona 23131088 The graphic novel debut from rising star Noelle Stevenson, based on her beloved and critically acclaimed web comic, which Slate awarded its Cartoonist Studio Prize, calling it "a deadpan epic."

Nemeses! Dragons! Science! Symbolism! All these and more await in this brilliantly subversive, sharply irreverent epic from Noelle Stevenson. Featuring an exclusive epilogue not seen in the web comic, along with bonus conceptual sketches and revised pages throughout, this gorgeous full-color graphic novel is perfect for the legions of fans of the web comic and is sure to win Noelle many new ones.

Nimona is an impulsive young shapeshifter with a knack for villainy. Lord Ballister Blackheart is a villain with a vendetta. As sidekick and supervillain, Nimona and Lord Blackheart are about to wreak some serious havoc. Their mission: prove to the kingdom that Sir Ambrosius Goldenloin and his buddies at the Institution of Law Enforcement and Heroics aren't the heroes everyone thinks they are.

But as small acts of mischief escalate into a vicious battle, Lord Blackheart realizes that Nimona's powers are as murky and mysterious as her past. And her unpredictable wild side might be more dangerous than he is willing to admit.]]>
266 N.D. Stevenson 0062278231 Steph 4 4.32 2015 Nimona
author: N.D. Stevenson
name: Steph
average rating: 4.32
book published: 2015
rating: 4
read at: 2015/10/22
date added: 2019/10/25
shelves: young-adult, fantasy, graphic-novel, may, 2015-release, harpercollins, i-own-it, thank-you-goodreads
review:
Loved! Adorable characters with just the right amount of snark. I approve! Review to come.
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Gotham Academy (2014-2016) #1 23366837
Like, what’s up with Olive Silverlock? Is she crazy or what? Where did she go last summer? And what’s the deal with her creepy mom? And how come that Freshman MAPS is always following her around? And is she still going out with Kyle? P.S. Did you hear the rumor about the ghost in the North Hall?!

GOTHAM ACADEMY is a new, monthly teen drama set in the shadow of Batman and the craziness of Gotham City, with new characters and old plus a secret tie to Gotham’s past…]]>
22 Becky Cloonan Steph 3 4.01 2014 Gotham Academy (2014-2016) #1
author: Becky Cloonan
name: Steph
average rating: 4.01
book published: 2014
rating: 3
read at: 2015/02/24
date added: 2019/09/21
shelves: comics, dc, graphic-novel, ebook, 2015-reads, 2014-release
review:

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<![CDATA[The INTP: Personality, Careers, Relationships, & the Quest for Truth and Meaning]]> 19406579
Complicating matters further is INTPs� concern for finding and securing their rightful place in the world. This typically involves searching for two things: the right career and the right relationship. Because INTPs envision their optimal career as encapsulating, or at least incorporating, their quest for truth and meaning, it too can prove slippery and elusive.

While often taking a back seat to the INTP’s work, relationships can be another point of frustration and difficulty for this type. At times, being such independent souls, INTPs may even consider whether a romantic partner is integral to their quest for happiness.

The primary purpose of this book is to help INTPs better understand themselves through the lens of personality typology. This, in turn, can aid and abet their quest for truth, meaning, and purpose. This book also strives to help INTPs develop a clearer sense of direction, as well as increased satisfaction, in their careers and relationships.

Chapter 1 contains a general overview, as well as a function-by-function analysis, of the INTP personality type, including a look at the tug-of-war between the INTP’s dominant (Ti) and inferior (Fe) function.

Chapter 2 examines INTPs� typical course of growth and development across the lifespan.

Chapter 3 explores the “negative potentials� of the INTP personality type. This includes a careful look at the INTP’s “dark side,� as well as the degree to which INTPs are prone to various psychological problems such as depression, ADD, autism/Asperger’s, narcissism, etc.

Chapter 4 tackles one of the INTP’s most poignant and recurrent concerns—their quest for truth and meaning.

Chapter 5 examines INTPs� political, religious, and philosophical propensities. This includes analyses of the relative contributions of each of the INTP’s four functions to the ways in which they see and understand the world.

Chapter 6 dives deeply into some of INTPs� most pressing career concerns. This includes addressing issues such as the degree to which they should focus on the intrinsic versus extrinsic value of their work, the pluses and minuses of working independently, the potential merits of a day job, creative versus analytical careers, etc. This chapter also enumerates the INTP’s most common career strengths and interest areas, drawing on the six “RIASEC� interest themes developed by John Holland. Furthermore, it examines the relative merits of specific careers and majors—the hard sciences, social/moral sciences, computers/IT, freelancing, scholarship, medicine, psychology, etc.—in light of the INTP’s personality, skills, values, and interests.

Chapter 7 explores the ways INTPs think and function with respect to relationships, including their unconscious motivations. It also discusses relationships as a forum for learning and experimentation, the danger of concealing negative thoughts and assumptions, INTP communication issues, Ti-Fe identity issues, and INTP attitudes toward family and parenting.

Chapter 8 might be viewed as an extension of Chapter 7. It explores, on a type-by-type basis, how INTPs may fare when paired with various personality types.

Chapter 9 compares and contrasts INTPs with related personality types—INTJs, ENTPs, ISTPs, and INFPs.]]>
146 A.J. Drenth Steph 5 4.23 2013 The INTP: Personality, Careers, Relationships, & the Quest for Truth and Meaning
author: A.J. Drenth
name: Steph
average rating: 4.23
book published: 2013
rating: 5
read at: 2019/07/22
date added: 2019/07/22
shelves:
review:

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Jane Eyre 29958378
With a heroine full of yearning, the dangerous secrets she encounters, and the choices she finally makes, Charlotte Bronte's innovative and enduring romantic novel continues to engage and provoke readers.]]>
19 Charlotte Brontë Steph 5
Jane Eyre is one of those novels that proves me completely wrong and I'm glad of it. It is not beloved simply due to its age or progressiveness or pretentious nature, but because at its heart it's a damn good book. Lyrical, emotional, and captivating, Brontë makes you beg and plead sweet, emotional reprieve. You hunger for it, but she holds on to it ever so slightly --not to the point of frustration, but instead leaves a trail of bread crumbs to keep you from starving. And the best part is that you delight in every moment. Brontë made my emotions work for that happily ever after with the irresistible OTP: Jane and Mr. Rochester.

At the same time, while I thoroughly enjoyed the romantic aspect, I was also equally intrigued with Jane Eyre's life in general. While at times she lived under horrible circumstances, her resilience was nothing short of admirable. She never let her hardships define her as a person or let it compromise her morals even when she was at her lowest. In the end, her luck does turn around and she finds happiness, which at times I felt was way overdue.

Thandie Newton's narration was even better than I expected. Her voice brought the novel to life and at times, I could have sworn several different people narrated instead of just her. It was very apparent thatshe had a healthy amount of respect for the novel, and her reading, imparted the same into me. It felt like her voice said, "These words are amazing, this prose is magic, this story enchanting. I'm thrilled to be reading them to you. Let's bask in in Brontë's brilliance together." Who could say no to that? I was very impressed and believe listening to this version was the best decision for me. I never was once bored because Newton demanded all my attention.

This is the first time that I've read Jane Eyre and I'm glad I did at this point in my life where I'm fully able to appreciate the various themes conveyed. That's not to say I wouldn't have understood certain things, but I'm sure there are lots of books where we come away thinking, "Wow, this was exactly what I needed right now." It's even more surprising and intriguing that it's a novel written over 100 years ago that appeals to me even now. Ah, the joys and magic of literature!

All the things that I love in a good book was here and more: masterful character development, interesting plot, and OMG, the witty dialogue. I could have read an entire book composed of Jane and Mr. Rochester's banter alone!

This book brought me many happy sighs and I'm thrilledto have found a new all-time favorite in a classic tale. Definitely an oldie, but goodie for sure.

More reviews and other fantastical things at .]]>
4.29 1847 Jane Eyre
author: Charlotte Brontë
name: Steph
average rating: 4.29
book published: 1847
rating: 5
read at: 2016/08/14
date added: 2019/01/24
shelves: historical-fiction, classics, adult, audio-books, all-time-favorites, i-loved-it, historical-romance, oh-yeah-baby, romance, 2015-favs, 2015-reads
review:
I often think of classics as "required reading," usually accompanied by a barely suppressed groan. Because, surely, they can't actually be any good. I'm not sure why I've always associated well-known and well-loved classics as such, but I suppose it must be the expectation to love it just as much as the world. It's silly, I know. A person can't be expected to love all books, classic status or not, but still, I wondered if I would enjoy it.

Jane Eyre is one of those novels that proves me completely wrong and I'm glad of it. It is not beloved simply due to its age or progressiveness or pretentious nature, but because at its heart it's a damn good book. Lyrical, emotional, and captivating, Brontë makes you beg and plead sweet, emotional reprieve. You hunger for it, but she holds on to it ever so slightly --not to the point of frustration, but instead leaves a trail of bread crumbs to keep you from starving. And the best part is that you delight in every moment. Brontë made my emotions work for that happily ever after with the irresistible OTP: Jane and Mr. Rochester.

At the same time, while I thoroughly enjoyed the romantic aspect, I was also equally intrigued with Jane Eyre's life in general. While at times she lived under horrible circumstances, her resilience was nothing short of admirable. She never let her hardships define her as a person or let it compromise her morals even when she was at her lowest. In the end, her luck does turn around and she finds happiness, which at times I felt was way overdue.

Thandie Newton's narration was even better than I expected. Her voice brought the novel to life and at times, I could have sworn several different people narrated instead of just her. It was very apparent thatshe had a healthy amount of respect for the novel, and her reading, imparted the same into me. It felt like her voice said, "These words are amazing, this prose is magic, this story enchanting. I'm thrilled to be reading them to you. Let's bask in in Brontë's brilliance together." Who could say no to that? I was very impressed and believe listening to this version was the best decision for me. I never was once bored because Newton demanded all my attention.

This is the first time that I've read Jane Eyre and I'm glad I did at this point in my life where I'm fully able to appreciate the various themes conveyed. That's not to say I wouldn't have understood certain things, but I'm sure there are lots of books where we come away thinking, "Wow, this was exactly what I needed right now." It's even more surprising and intriguing that it's a novel written over 100 years ago that appeals to me even now. Ah, the joys and magic of literature!

All the things that I love in a good book was here and more: masterful character development, interesting plot, and OMG, the witty dialogue. I could have read an entire book composed of Jane and Mr. Rochester's banter alone!

This book brought me many happy sighs and I'm thrilledto have found a new all-time favorite in a classic tale. Definitely an oldie, but goodie for sure.

More reviews and other fantastical things at .
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<![CDATA[The V-Word: True Stories about First-Time Sex]]> 25785758 The V-Word captures the complexity of this important life-decision and reflects diverse real-world experiences. Includes helpful resources for parents and teens.

Losing it. Popping your cherry. Handing in your V-card.

First time sex is a big unknown. Will it be candlelight and rose petals or quick and uncomfortable? Is it about love or about lust? Deciding to have sex for the first time is a choice that&#8217;s often fraught with anxiety and joy. But do you have anyone telling you what sex is really like?

In The V-Word seventeen writers (including Christa Desir, Justina Ireland, Sara Ryan, Carrie Mesrobian, Erica Lorraine Scheidt, and Jamia Wilson) pull back the sheets and tell all, covering everything from straight sex to queer sex, diving-in versus waiting, and even the exhilaration and disappointment that blankets it all. Some of their experiences happened too soon, some at just the right time, but all paint a broad picture of what first-time sex is really like.

Funny, hot, meaningful, cringe-worthy, gross, forgettable, magnificent, empowering, and transformative, the stories in The V-Word are never preachy, but provide a map for teens to chart their own course through the steamy waters of sex. With The V-Word girls can finally take control, learn what&#8217;s on the horizon, and eliminate the fear and mystery surrounding this important milestone.]]>
197 Amber J. Keyser 1582705216 Steph 0 3.88 2016 The V-Word: True Stories about First-Time Sex
author: Amber J. Keyser
name: Steph
average rating: 3.88
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2019/01/12
shelves: to-read, contemporary, tough-issues, 2016-release, young-adult, february
review:

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<![CDATA[House of Night #1 (House of Night: The Graphic Novel, #1)]]> 27155915 27 Kent Dalian Steph 1 **This is a review of the 6 page preview provided by the publisher.

Well, ummm, uh, that is to say,



Oh, my. This book took my breath away. Literally. And not in the good way. I thought it would be funny in the same way you may laugh at a dog chasing it's tail. But this was just disturbing. I didn't like the artwork at all. It was creepy and the dialog didn't help. The heads of the characters looked a little too big for their bodies too. The preview showed a scene of Zoey and Aphrodite arguing about, what else? A boy. "He was mine first." "No, you broke up with him." "Well, he's mine and you're a hag from hell!" Rinse, lather, repeat.

Me reading this preview:


How did this series make it to a graphic novel?!

More reviews and more at .]]>
4.28 2011 House of Night #1 (House of Night: The Graphic Novel, #1)
author: Kent Dalian
name: Steph
average rating: 4.28
book published: 2011
rating: 1
read at: 2011/11/04
date added: 2018/11/11
shelves: no-just-no, youve-got-to-be-kidding-me, i-blame-twilight, vamps, netgalley, ebook, preview, 2011-reads, ahhhhh-my-eyes, bound-to-inflict-a-migraine, didn-t-care-for-it, kill-me-now, stop-it-already, young-adult, e-arc
review:

**This is a review of the 6 page preview provided by the publisher.

Well, ummm, uh, that is to say,



Oh, my. This book took my breath away. Literally. And not in the good way. I thought it would be funny in the same way you may laugh at a dog chasing it's tail. But this was just disturbing. I didn't like the artwork at all. It was creepy and the dialog didn't help. The heads of the characters looked a little too big for their bodies too. The preview showed a scene of Zoey and Aphrodite arguing about, what else? A boy. "He was mine first." "No, you broke up with him." "Well, he's mine and you're a hag from hell!" Rinse, lather, repeat.

Me reading this preview:


How did this series make it to a graphic novel?!

More reviews and more at .
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Modern Romance 23453112
Some of our problems are unique to our time.“Why did this guy just text me an emoji of a pizza?”“Should I go out with this girl even though shelisted Combos as one of her favorite snack foods?Combos?!� “My girlfriend just got a message fromsome dude named Nathan. Who’s Nathan? Did hejust send her a photo of his penis? Should I checkjust to be sure?”�

But the transformation of our romantic livescan’t be explained by technology alone. In a shortperiod of time, the whole culture of finding lovehas changed dramatically. A few decades ago,people would find a decent person who lived intheir neighborhood. Their families would meetand, after deciding neither party seemed like amurderer, they would get married and soon havea kid, all by the time they were twenty-four. Today,people marry later than ever and spend years oftheir lives on a quest to find the perfect person, asoul mate.

For years, Aziz Ansari has been aiming hiscomic insight at modern romance, but for ѴǻdzԳ, the book, he decided he needed to takethings to another level. He teamed up with NYUsociologist Eric Klinenberg and designed a massiveresearch project, including hundreds of interviewsand focus groups conducted everywhere fromTokyo to Buenos Aires to Wichita. They analyzedbehavioral data and surveys and created their ownonline research forum on Reddit, which drewthousands of messages. They enlisted the world’sleading social scientists, including Andrew Cherlin, Eli Finkel, HelenFisher, Sheena Iyengar, Barry Schwartz, SherryTurkle, and Robb Willer. The result is unlike anysocial science or humor book we’ve seen before.

In Modern Romance, Ansari combines hisirreverent humor with cutting-edge social scienceto give us an unforgettable tour of our newromantic world.]]>
279 Aziz Ansari 1594206279 Steph 0 3.79 2015 Modern Romance
author: Aziz Ansari
name: Steph
average rating: 3.79
book published: 2015
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2018/10/31
shelves: currently-reading, non-fiction, audio-books, funny, 2018-reads
review:

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Dangerous Boys 22754589 Chloe is the only one with the answers. As the fire rages, and police and parents demand the truth, she struggles to piece together the story of how they got there-a story of jealousy, twisted passion, and the darkness that lurks behind even the most beautiful of faces…]]> 336 Abigail Haas Steph 4 3.66 2014 Dangerous Boys
author: Abigail Haas
name: Steph
average rating: 3.66
book published: 2014
rating: 4
read at: 2018/10/20
date added: 2018/10/20
shelves: mystery, contemporary, simon-schuster, thriller, 2014-release, young-adult
review:

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<![CDATA[Obsidio (The Illuminae Files, #3)]]> 24909347
Meanwhile, Kady's cousin, Asha, survived the initial BeiTech assault and has joined Kerenza's ragtag underground resistance. When Rhys--an old flame from Asha's past--reappears on Kerenza, the two find themselves on opposite sides of the conflict. With time running out, a final battle will be waged on land and in space, heros will fall, and hearts will be broken.

From bestselling author duo Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff comes the exciting finale in the trilogy that broke the mold and has been called "stylistically mesmerizing" and "out-of-this-world-awesome."]]>
618 Amie Kaufman 055349919X Steph 4 4.45 2018 Obsidio (The Illuminae Files, #3)
author: Amie Kaufman
name: Steph
average rating: 4.45
book published: 2018
rating: 4
read at: 2018/10/07
date added: 2018/10/07
shelves:
review:

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<![CDATA[Your Black Friend and Other Strangers]]> 36765427 Your Black Friend and Other Strangers is a collection of culturally charged comics by cartoonist Ben Passmore, including the Eisner Award nominated and Ignatz Award-winning "Your Black Friend," named one of NPR's 100 favorite comics of all time in 2017. Passmore masterfully tackles comics about race, gentrification, the prison system, online dating, gross punks, bad street art, kung fu movie references, beating up God, and lots of other grown-up stuff with refreshing doses of humor and lived relatability. The comics in this 112-page collection include works previously published by The Nib, VICE, and the As You Were anthology, along with brand new and unreleased material. These comics are essential, humorous, and accessible, told through Passmore's surreal lens in the vibrant full-color hues of New Orleans.]]> 119 Ben Passmore 1945509201 Steph 0 currently-reading 3.93 2018 Your Black Friend and Other Strangers
author: Ben Passmore
name: Steph
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2018
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2018/09/28
shelves: currently-reading
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<![CDATA[The Human Stain (The American Trilogy, #3)]]> 18890264
Coleman Silk has a secret, one which has been kept for fifty years from his wife, his four children, his colleagues, and his friends, including the writer Nathan Zuckerman. It is Zuckerman who stumbles upon Silk's secret and sets out to reconstruct the unknown biography of this eminent, upright man, esteemed as an educator for nearly all his life, and to understand how this ingeniously contrived life came unraveled. And to understand also how Silk's astonishing private history is, in the words of the Wall Street Journal, "magnificently" interwoven with "the larger public history of modern America."]]>
379 Philip Roth Steph 0 4.26 2000 The Human Stain (The American Trilogy, #3)
author: Philip Roth
name: Steph
average rating: 4.26
book published: 2000
rating: 0
read at: 2018/09/02
date added: 2018/09/02
shelves:
review:

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<![CDATA[The Screaming Staircase (Lockwood & Co., #1)]]> 17428653
For more than fifty years, the country has been affected by a horrifying epidemic of ghosts. A number of Psychic Investigations Agencies have sprung up to destroy the dangerous apparitions.

Lucy Carlyle, a talented young agent, arrives in London hoping for a notable career. Instead she finds herself joining the smallest, most ramshackle agency in the city, run by the charismatic Anthony Lockwood. When one of their cases goes horribly wrong, Lockwood & Co. have one last chance of redemption. Unfortunately this involves spending the night in one of the most haunted houses in England, and trying to escape alive.

Set in a city stalked by spectres, The Screaming Staircase is the first in a chilling new series full of suspense, humour and truly terrifying ghosts. Your nights will never be the same again . . .]]>
390 Jonathan Stroud 1423164911 Steph 0 4.22 2013 The Screaming Staircase (Lockwood & Co., #1)
author: Jonathan Stroud
name: Steph
average rating: 4.22
book published: 2013
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2018/08/01
shelves: sent-to-cb-reviewer, middle-grade, 2013-release, bea-2013, print-arc, gave-away, disney-hyperion, inventory
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<![CDATA[To All the Boys I've Loved Before (To All the Boys I've Loved Before, #1)]]> 18051352
Sixteen-year-old Lara Jean Song keeps her love letters in a hatbox her mother gave her. They aren’t love letters that anyone else wrote for her; these are ones she’s written. One for every boy she’s ever loved—five in all. When she writes, she pours out her heart and soul and says all the things she would never say in real life, because her letters are for her eyes only. Until the day her secret letters are mailed, and suddenly, Lara Jean’s love life goes from imaginary to out of control.]]>
355 Jenny Han 1442426705 Steph 2
I really enjoyed the dynamic between Margot and Lara Jean, the banter between Lara Jean and Peter and the Harry Potter scene with Josh and Lara Jean. The novel had a few high points, but it didn't consistently hook me scene after scene the way I was hoping for. Still, I can completely see why it's a beloved book by many of my friends. Full review to come maybe. ]]>
4.10 2014 To All the Boys I've Loved Before (To All the Boys I've Loved Before, #1)
author: Jenny Han
name: Steph
average rating: 4.10
book published: 2014
rating: 2
read at: 2015/05/30
date added: 2018/07/14
shelves: simon-schuster, young-adult, contemporary, 2014-release, april, i-own-it, dat-cover-yo
review:
Actual rating 2.5 stars. This might change after I think more on it.

I really enjoyed the dynamic between Margot and Lara Jean, the banter between Lara Jean and Peter and the Harry Potter scene with Josh and Lara Jean. The novel had a few high points, but it didn't consistently hook me scene after scene the way I was hoping for. Still, I can completely see why it's a beloved book by many of my friends. Full review to come maybe.
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<![CDATA[I Hate Everyone But You (I Hate Everyone But You, #1)]]> 33916153 I Hate Everyone But You is a hilarious and heartfelt debut novel about new beginnings, love and heartbreak, and ultimately the power of friendship.

Dear Best Friend,
I can already tell that I will hate everyone but you.
Sincerely,
Ava Helmer
(that brunette who won’t leave you alone)

We're still in the same room, you weirdo.
Stop crying.
G


So begins a series of texts and emails sent between two best friends, Ava and Gen, as they head off to their first semesters of college on opposite sides of the country. From first loves to weird roommates, heartbreak, self-discovery, coming out and mental health, the two of them document every wild and awkward moment to each other. But as each changes and grows into her new life, will their friendship be able to survive the distance?]]>
344 Gaby Dunn 125012932X Steph 0 currently-reading 3.48 2017 I Hate Everyone But You (I Hate Everyone But You, #1)
author: Gaby Dunn
name: Steph
average rating: 3.48
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2018/04/20
shelves: currently-reading
review:

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<![CDATA[The Iron Traitor (The Iron Fey: Call of the Forgotten, #2)]]> 17679544
After his unexpected journey into the lands of the fey, Ethan Chase just wants to get back to normal. Well, as "normal" as you can be when you see faeries every day of your life. Suddenly the former loner with the bad reputation has someone to try for—his girlfriend, Kenzie. Never mind that he's forbidden to see her again.

But when your name is Ethan Chase and your sister is one of the most powerful faeries in the Nevernever, "normal" simply isn't to be. For Ethan's nephew, Keirran, is missing, and may be on the verge of doing something unthinkable in the name of saving his own love. Something that will fracture the human and faery worlds forever, and give rise to the dangerous fey known as the Forgotten. As Ethan's and Keirran's fates entwine and Keirran slips further into darkness, Ethan's next choice may decide the fate of them all.]]>
342 Julie Kagawa 0373210914 Steph 4 The Iron Queen or even with The Immortal Rules, she definitely drove the point home with The Iron Traitor's ending. I'm a little stunned this time around because I'm left wondering how she'll manage to end this thing in the next book. You'll have to excuse me if this review seems a little scattered, but the last few pages blew my little socks off into next Tuesday.

It's interesting that I'd have such a strong reaction to this installment because for the majority of the novel, I didn't feel it was as strong as Kagawa's previous works. The tone is more subdued, the witty banter is not as frequent and the overall novel just feels, for a lack of a better word, low. In hindsight, I guess that all makes sense because THAT ENDING. But it's also more than that, I realize. I knew this novel carried heavy implications for the characters. The title itself clearly gave that away as did the foreboding mannerisms of the original trio: Ash, Puck and Meghan. However, even going in knowing this, I'm still impressed that Kagawa went there. Brutally.

I realize that this review is not being very helpful, so allow me to backtrack and give you a little something about the book. But it's probably not a good idea to read the rest of this review if you haven't read The Lost Prince.

What I loved:

As usual, Kagawa writes fun, relatable characters. I always know when I pick up one of her books that I'm going to laugh and fall in love with her cast. It's unavoidable and lovely. Ethan just wants a normal life with his girlfriend, Kenzie, the girl who is dying. He'd like nothing more for the fey to leave him and, more importantly, Kenzie alone. But Kenzie wants to live the rest of her life free from restrictions and craves the adventures the Nevernever provides. After trying his hardest to keep her away from Their world, they set out to look for Keirran, who has not returned to the iron realm after their last adventure. As always, there is a prophecy involved that neither Ethan or Keirran is aware of, one that has the potential to bring an end to everything. Ominously awesome, right?

I loved Keirran especially. He's mysterious, broken, tortured and b-b-bad to the bone. Well, not really that last one, but I just wanted an excuse to say that. That is, unfortunately, the impression that he gives everyone, including Ethan, who internally struggles with his feelings of both resentment and family duty. The dynamic between Keirran and Ethan allowed for two deeper messages in the storyline, more so than I remember in Kagawa's other novels.

1. How far do you go to help out a family member? There's no doubt that Ethan has the most to lose and little to gain from helping Keirran. Ethan blames Keirran's existence for the reason why he lost his sister Meghan to the Nevernever. Interestingly, while he remains deeply bitter about the ordeal, he always comes through for Keirran when he needs the help, even against better judgement.

2. How do you let the one you love go? What I didn't expect to find in this spin-off was the underlying message of letting loved ones go. Ethan and Keirran aren't so different. They are both outsiders and in love with girls who are terminally ill. It's a terrible situation to see one character in, let alone two. (In case you missed it, please refer to my second sentence: Julie Kagawa is an evil genius.) The difference between the two guys is their readiness to let their love interests go. I'm not entirely convinced that Ethan is ready, but there are certain lines he has made clear he won't cross, even if that means prolonging Kenzie's life. The same can't be said for Keirran, who would destroy the world if that meant he could spend just an hour more with Annwyl.

There's no doubt in my mind that the next book will make me cry a river, but I'm left wondering: At whose loss? How can any of this possibly end well? At least with The Iron Fey series, you had an idea of how things could conclude, though, of course, Kagawa didn't go that route. But with The Call of the Forgotten, I'm mystified and worried because THAT ENDING. There's only one thing left I can do: Hold out until the next book and hope my heart can take whatever Kagawa decides to dish.

*ARC was received from YABC and the HarlequinTeen. Thank you! No monies or gifts were exchanged for this review. I am genuinely a Kagawa fangirl!

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4.18 2013 The Iron Traitor (The Iron Fey: Call of the Forgotten, #2)
author: Julie Kagawa
name: Steph
average rating: 4.18
book published: 2013
rating: 4
read at: 2013/12/13
date added: 2017/09/24
shelves: 2013-release, young-adult, fey, harlequin, yabc, 2013-reads, all-the-wrong-choices, best-characters, cool-author, forbidden-love, i-really-enjoyed-it, male-pov, original-and-creative, spin-off, omg-that-ending, gave-away
review:
You know what? Julie Kagawa is an evil genius. If that wasn't evident with the ending in The Iron Queen or even with The Immortal Rules, she definitely drove the point home with The Iron Traitor's ending. I'm a little stunned this time around because I'm left wondering how she'll manage to end this thing in the next book. You'll have to excuse me if this review seems a little scattered, but the last few pages blew my little socks off into next Tuesday.

It's interesting that I'd have such a strong reaction to this installment because for the majority of the novel, I didn't feel it was as strong as Kagawa's previous works. The tone is more subdued, the witty banter is not as frequent and the overall novel just feels, for a lack of a better word, low. In hindsight, I guess that all makes sense because THAT ENDING. But it's also more than that, I realize. I knew this novel carried heavy implications for the characters. The title itself clearly gave that away as did the foreboding mannerisms of the original trio: Ash, Puck and Meghan. However, even going in knowing this, I'm still impressed that Kagawa went there. Brutally.

I realize that this review is not being very helpful, so allow me to backtrack and give you a little something about the book. But it's probably not a good idea to read the rest of this review if you haven't read The Lost Prince.

What I loved:

As usual, Kagawa writes fun, relatable characters. I always know when I pick up one of her books that I'm going to laugh and fall in love with her cast. It's unavoidable and lovely. Ethan just wants a normal life with his girlfriend, Kenzie, the girl who is dying. He'd like nothing more for the fey to leave him and, more importantly, Kenzie alone. But Kenzie wants to live the rest of her life free from restrictions and craves the adventures the Nevernever provides. After trying his hardest to keep her away from Their world, they set out to look for Keirran, who has not returned to the iron realm after their last adventure. As always, there is a prophecy involved that neither Ethan or Keirran is aware of, one that has the potential to bring an end to everything. Ominously awesome, right?

I loved Keirran especially. He's mysterious, broken, tortured and b-b-bad to the bone. Well, not really that last one, but I just wanted an excuse to say that. That is, unfortunately, the impression that he gives everyone, including Ethan, who internally struggles with his feelings of both resentment and family duty. The dynamic between Keirran and Ethan allowed for two deeper messages in the storyline, more so than I remember in Kagawa's other novels.

1. How far do you go to help out a family member? There's no doubt that Ethan has the most to lose and little to gain from helping Keirran. Ethan blames Keirran's existence for the reason why he lost his sister Meghan to the Nevernever. Interestingly, while he remains deeply bitter about the ordeal, he always comes through for Keirran when he needs the help, even against better judgement.

2. How do you let the one you love go? What I didn't expect to find in this spin-off was the underlying message of letting loved ones go. Ethan and Keirran aren't so different. They are both outsiders and in love with girls who are terminally ill. It's a terrible situation to see one character in, let alone two. (In case you missed it, please refer to my second sentence: Julie Kagawa is an evil genius.) The difference between the two guys is their readiness to let their love interests go. I'm not entirely convinced that Ethan is ready, but there are certain lines he has made clear he won't cross, even if that means prolonging Kenzie's life. The same can't be said for Keirran, who would destroy the world if that meant he could spend just an hour more with Annwyl.

There's no doubt in my mind that the next book will make me cry a river, but I'm left wondering: At whose loss? How can any of this possibly end well? At least with The Iron Fey series, you had an idea of how things could conclude, though, of course, Kagawa didn't go that route. But with The Call of the Forgotten, I'm mystified and worried because THAT ENDING. There's only one thing left I can do: Hold out until the next book and hope my heart can take whatever Kagawa decides to dish.

*ARC was received from YABC and the HarlequinTeen. Thank you! No monies or gifts were exchanged for this review. I am genuinely a Kagawa fangirl!

More reviews and other fantastical things at .
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Amal Unbound 36086513 The compelling story of a girl’s fight to regain her life and dreams after being forced into indentured servitude.

Life is quiet and ordinary in Amal’s Pakistani village, but she had no complaints, and besides, she’s busy pursuing her dream of becoming a teacher one day. Her dreams are temporarily dashed when–as the eldest daughter–she must stay home from school to take care of her siblings. Amal is upset, but she doesn’t lose hope and finds ways to continue learning. Then the unimaginable happens–after an accidental run-in with the son of her village’s corrupt landlord, Amal must work as his family’s servant to pay off her own family’s debt.

Life at the opulent Khan estate is full of heartbreak and struggle for Amal–especially when she inadvertently makes an enemy of a girl named Nabila. Most troubling, though, is Amal’s growing awareness of the Khans� nefarious dealings. When it becomes clear just how far they will go to protect their interests, Amal realizes she will have to find a way to work with others if they are ever to exact change in a cruel status quo, and if Amal is ever to achieve her dreams.]]>
240 Aisha Saeed 0399544682 Steph 0 4.16 2018 Amal Unbound
author: Aisha Saeed
name: Steph
average rating: 4.16
book published: 2018
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/09/15
shelves: to-read, marginalized-stories, young-adult, cool-author, penguin, 2017-release, really-looking-forward-to-this-book
review:

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<![CDATA[Why I'm No Longer Talking to White People About Race]]> 33606119
Exploring issues from eradicated black history to the political purpose of white dominance, whitewashed feminism to the inextricable link between class and race, Reni Eddo-Lodge offers a timely and essential new framework for how to see, acknowledge and counter racism. It is a searing, illuminating, absolutely necessary exploration of what it is to be a person of colour in Britain today.]]>
249 Reni Eddo-Lodge 140887055X Steph 0 4.37 2017 Why I'm No Longer Talking to White People About Race
author: Reni Eddo-Lodge
name: Steph
average rating: 4.37
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/08/08
shelves: to-read, adult, non-fiction, bloomsbury, 2017-release, june
review:

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<![CDATA[A Court of Mist and Fury (A Court of Thorns and Roses, #2)]]> 26073150
Nor has Feyre forgotten her bargain with Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court. As Feyre navigates its dark web of politics, passion, and dazzling power, a greater evil looms—and she might be key to stopping it. But only if she can harness her harrowing gifts, heal her fractured soul, and decide how she wishes to shape her future—and the future of a world torn apart.]]>
624 Sarah J. Maas 1619634465 Steph 0 4.59 2016 A Court of Mist and Fury (A Court of Thorns and Roses, #2)
author: Sarah J. Maas
name: Steph
average rating: 4.59
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/08/04
shelves: young-adult, new-adult, 2016-release, may, fey, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, cool-author, currently-reading
review:

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<![CDATA[The Handmaid’s Tale (The Handmaid's Tale, #1)]]> 38447
Funny, unexpected, horrifying, and altogether convincing, The Handmaid's Tale is at once scathing satire, dire warning, and tour de force.]]>
311 Margaret Atwood 038549081X Steph 2
This was a weird experience for me because I broke my own personal cardinal rule and read this after I watched the show. So this rating is my own damn fault and I take full responsibility. That being said, the show is considerably better IMO. This is not really a review since this book has plenty of those already.

Problems I had:
1. Very little world building. I. have. so. many. questions. And it was really frustrating that by the end of the book, I still don't have satisfying answers. In order to enjoy this, you really have to suspend a certain amount of belief and give the book far more concessions than it deserves. This is probably why I like the show better. It fleshes out so many scenes the book overlooked. We get a much better view of what is happening.

2. Character backstories were virtually non-existent. Who are these people? What did they do before? Why should I care for anyone other than the narrator? I get that it's from the narrator's POV and very difficult to portray this, but it made it hard for me to understand character motivation as a result.

3. I disliked the ending. I've never been a huge fan of open ending books because I'm the kind of person that needs closure. The thing that plagued me was the main character's ending. And I understand that that's sort of the point, but that doesn't mean I have to like it, so I don't.

4. At times it was boring. The narrator was not the most fun person to listen to.

Alas, on to the next.]]>
4.15 1985 The Handmaid’s Tale (The Handmaid's Tale, #1)
author: Margaret Atwood
name: Steph
average rating: 4.15
book published: 1985
rating: 2
read at: 2017/07/31
date added: 2017/08/04
shelves: dystopian, classics, i-own-it, eh, audio-books, 2017-reads, adult, feminism, fell-for-the-hype, not-for-me, zzzzz
review:
Okay, hear me out.

This was a weird experience for me because I broke my own personal cardinal rule and read this after I watched the show. So this rating is my own damn fault and I take full responsibility. That being said, the show is considerably better IMO. This is not really a review since this book has plenty of those already.

Problems I had:
1. Very little world building. I. have. so. many. questions. And it was really frustrating that by the end of the book, I still don't have satisfying answers. In order to enjoy this, you really have to suspend a certain amount of belief and give the book far more concessions than it deserves. This is probably why I like the show better. It fleshes out so many scenes the book overlooked. We get a much better view of what is happening.

2. Character backstories were virtually non-existent. Who are these people? What did they do before? Why should I care for anyone other than the narrator? I get that it's from the narrator's POV and very difficult to portray this, but it made it hard for me to understand character motivation as a result.

3. I disliked the ending. I've never been a huge fan of open ending books because I'm the kind of person that needs closure. The thing that plagued me was the main character's ending. And I understand that that's sort of the point, but that doesn't mean I have to like it, so I don't.

4. At times it was boring. The narrator was not the most fun person to listen to.

Alas, on to the next.
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Tomboy: A Graphic Memoir 20256612
Tomboy follows award-winning author and artist Liz Prince through her early years and explores—with humor, honesty, and poignancy—what it means to "be a girl."]]>
256 Liz Prince 1936976552 Steph 0 3.90 2014 Tomboy: A Graphic Memoir
author: Liz Prince
name: Steph
average rating: 3.90
book published: 2014
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/07/23
shelves: to-read, graphic-novel, zest-books, 2014-release, young-adult
review:

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<![CDATA[I Can't Make This Up: Life Lessons]]> 35145928 Listening 11 hours and 15 minutes

Superstar comedian and Hollywood box-office star Kevin Hart turns his immense talent to the written word by writing some words. Some of those words the, a, for, above, and even even. Put them together and you have the funniest, most heartfelt, and most inspirational memoir on survival, success, and the importance of believing in yourself since Old Yeller.

It begins in North Philadelphia. He was born an accident, unwanted by his parents. His father was a drug addict who was in and out of jail. His brother was a crack dealer and petty thief. And his mother was overwhelmingly strict, beating him with belts, frying pans, and his own toys.

The odds, in short, were stacked against our young hero, just like the odds that are stacked against the release of a new book in this era of social media (where Hart has a following of over 100 million, by the way).

But Kevin Hart, like Ernest Hemingway, J.K. Rowling, and Chocolate Droppa before him, was able to defy the odds and turn it around. In his literary debut, he takes the listener on a journey through what his life was, what it is today, and how he's overcome each challenge to become the man he is today.

And that man happens to be the biggest comedian in the world, with tours that sell out football stadiums and films that have collectively grossed over $3.5 billion.

He achieved this not just through hard work, determination, and It was through his unique way of looking at the world. Because just like a book has chapters, Hart sees life as a collection of chapters that each person gets to write for himself or herself.

"Not only do you get to choose how you interpret each chapter, but your interpretation writes the next chapter," he says. "So why not choose the interpretation that serves your life the best?"]]>
11 Kevin Hart Steph 5 4.12 2017 I Can't Make This Up: Life Lessons
author: Kevin Hart
name: Steph
average rating: 4.12
book published: 2017
rating: 5
read at:
date added: 2017/07/22
shelves: 2017-release, 2017-reads, i-loved-it, funny, non-fiction, audio-books
review:
This book really made me appreciate Kevin Hart and his story is very eye opening. I'm not sure why I never realized how long he's been around. From the consumer standpoint, it seems that he just exploded onto the scene, seemingly out of nowhere. His hilarious autobiography shows that he's been busting his ass for years to get where he's at today. This was a great listen. If you're a fan of his standup, you'll definitely enjoy the audio.
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<![CDATA[Before She Ignites (Fallen Isles, #1)]]> 28524058 “A fully realized fantasy world complete with dragons, treachery, and flawed characters discovering their courage. I couldn’t put it down!� —C. J. Redwine, New York Times bestselling author of The Shadow Queen

From the New York Times bestselling co-author of My Plain Jane comes a smoldering new fantasy trilogy perfect for fans of Victoria Aveyard and Kristin Cashore about a girl condemned for defending dragons and the inner fire that may be her only chance of escape.

Mira has always been a symbol of hope for the Fallen Isles, perfect and beautiful—or at least that’s how she’s forced to appear. But when she uncovers a dangerous secret, Mira is betrayed by those closest to her and sentenced to the deadliest prison in the Fallen Isles.

Except Mira is over being a pawn. Fighting to survive against outer threats and inner demons of mental illness, Mira must find her inner fire and the scorching truth about her own endangered magic—before her very world collapses.

And that’s all before she ignites.]]>
481 Jodi Meadows 0062469428 Steph 4 3.68 2017 Before She Ignites (Fallen Isles, #1)
author: Jodi Meadows
name: Steph
average rating: 3.68
book published: 2017
rating: 4
read at:
date added: 2017/07/22
shelves: to-read, harpercollins, marginalized-stories, 2017-release, young-adult, fantasy, dragons, 2016-reads, cool-author, print-arc
review:

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<![CDATA[The Glass Spare (The Glass Spare, #1)]]> 29622131 A banished princess.
A deadly curse.
A kingdom at war.

Wil Heidle, the only daughter of the king of the world’s wealthiest nation, has grown up in the shadows. Kept hidden from the world in order to serve as a spy for her father—whose obsession with building his empire is causing a war—Wil wants nothing more than to explore the world beyond her kingdom, if only her father would give her the chance.

Until one night Wil is attacked, and she discovers a dangerous secret. Her touch turns people into gemstone. At first Wil is horrified—but as she tests its limits, she’s drawn more and more to the strange and volatile ability. When it leads to tragedy, Wil is forced to face the destructive power within her and finally leave her home to seek the truth and a cure.

But finding the key to her redemption puts her in the path of a cursed prince who has his own ideas for what to do with her power.

With a world on the brink of war and a power of ultimate destruction, can Wil find a way to help the kingdom that’s turned its back on her, or will she betray her past and her family forever?]]>
402 Lauren DeStefano 0062491288 Steph 0 3.76 2017 The Glass Spare (The Glass Spare, #1)
author: Lauren DeStefano
name: Steph
average rating: 3.76
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/05/22
shelves: currently-reading, fantasy, young-adult
review:

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<![CDATA[The Raven Boys (The Raven Cycle, #1)]]> 13449693
It is freezing in the churchyard, even before the dead arrive.

Every year, Blue Sargent stands next to her clairvoyant mother as the soon-to-be dead walk past. Blue herself never sees them � not until this year, when a boy emerges from the dark and speaks directly to her.

His name is Gansey, and Blue soon discovers that he is a rich student at Aglionby, the local private school. Blue has a policy of staying away from Aglionby boys. Known as Raven Boys, they can only mean trouble.

But Blue is drawn to Gansey, in a way she can't entirely explain. He has it all � family money, good looks, devoted friends � but he's looking for much more than that. He is on a quest that has encompassed three other Raven Boys: Adam, the scholarship student who resents all the privilege around him; Ronan, the fierce soul who ranges from anger to despair; and Noah, the taciturn watcher of the four, who notices many things but says very little.

For as long as she can remember, Blue has been warned that she will cause her true love to die. She never thought this would be a problem. But now, as her life becomes caught up in the strange and sinister world of the Raven Boys, she's not so sure anymore.

From Maggie Stiefvater, the bestselling and acclaimed author of the Shiver trilogy and The Scorpio Races, comes a spellbinding new series where the inevitability of death and the nature of love lead us to a place we've never been before.]]>
408 Maggie Stiefvater 0545424933 Steph 0 4.06 2012 The Raven Boys (The Raven Cycle, #1)
author: Maggie Stiefvater
name: Steph
average rating: 4.06
book published: 2012
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/05/22
shelves: young-adult, scholastic, 2012-release, on-hold
review:
I'm finally submitting to peer pressure.
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<![CDATA[American Assassin (Mitch Rapp, #1)]]> 7959473 448 Vince Flynn 141659518X Steph 0 to-read 4.24 2010 American Assassin (Mitch Rapp, #1)
author: Vince Flynn
name: Steph
average rating: 4.24
book published: 2010
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2017/04/26
shelves: to-read
review:

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<![CDATA[Twilight / Life and Death (The Twilight Saga)]]> 26860475 WHEN ISABELLA SWAN MOVES TO THE gloomy town of Forks and meets the mysterious, alluring Edward Cullen, her life takes a thrilling and terrifying turn. With his porcelain skin, golden eyes, mesmerizing voice, and supernatural gifts, Edward is both irresistible and enigmatic.

WHAT BELLA DOESN'T REALIZE IS THE CLOSER she gets to him, the more she is putting herself and those around her at risk. And, it might be too late to turn back...

DEEPLY SEDUCTIVE AND EXTRAORDINARILY suspenseful, Twilight has enraptured millions and become a modern classic, redefining genres within young adult literature and inspiring a phenomenon that has had readers yearning for more.

This special tenth anniversary dual edition includes a foreword by the author as well as a complete reimagining of the original novel. Turn this book over to read Life and Death.

/

WHEN BEAUFORT SWAN MOVES TO THE gloomy town of Forks and meets the mysterious, alluring Edythe Cullen, his life takes a thrilling and terrifying turn. With her porcelain skin, golden eyes, mesmerizing voice, and supernatural gifts, Edythe is both irresistible and enigmatic.

WHAT BEAU DOESN'T REALIZE IS THE closer he gets to her, the more he is putting himself and those around him at risk. And, it might be too late to turn back�

IN CELEBRATION OF THE TENTH ANNIVERSARY of Twilight, Stephenie Meyer has crafted Life and Death, a bold and compelling reimagining of the iconic love story that will surprise and enthrall readers. This special dual edition includes a foreword by the author as well as the complete original novel. Turn this book over to read Twilight.]]>
738 Stephenie Meyer Steph 1
Disclaimer: I read to about 65%. Skim read to about 90% and read to the end. Also, this review will contain spoilers for the alternate ending that are not in spoiler tags.

Years ago, when Twilight was in its prime, someone told me that Breaking Dawn was never supposed to happen. That it was the book where Stephenie Meyer was given free reign to do whatever she wanted because the series was so popular, everyone would buy it regardless of quality, and rake in big dough-cheese for her and her publishers. I don't really know how true that assumption is, but dammit if isn't true for Life and Death.

Take me for example: I own all of the Twilight books, have read Twilight (just the first book) a total of 4 times, 5 if you include this (and I do), that came of the series (I'm not always a fire-breathing bitch queen), made fun of it, enjoyed parts of it, loathed chucks of it and everything else in between. I also attempted to re-read the series back in 2012 for this little thing I started called , and had so much fun reviewing Midnight Sun (I really wish she'd finish that), but by the time I got to New Moon (the book I dislike the most), I just couldn't continue on and .

Over the past few years, I've settled on generally disliking everything Twilight stands for while holding onto a morbid fascination and, begrudgingly, bestowing some sort of respect for a series that put YA literature on the map.

So when I heard of Life and Death, literally the day it released, I knew I'd buy it. No questions asked. I was hoping many of the issues I had with Twilight would be corrected with this version. It had so much potential to be great! I never expected there to be huge drastic changes to the story -- I did expect it to be pretty much the same as Twilight, so believe me when I say that was the least of its problems.

I won't bother reviewing this book, because it's essentially the same as Twilight and I've already written a review for that. Just swap around the pronouns in your head as you read it.

In the forward, Stephenie Meyer opens with this:
"But I’ve always maintained that it would have made no difference if the human were male and the vampire female� it’s still the same story. Gender and species aside, Twilight has always been a story about the magic and obsession and frenzy of first love."

I don't think she was very successful. There were times when I wondered what Meyer was truly trying to accomplish here. Was she trying to basically say her novel features an unhealthy relationship even with roles reversed? As in, "Hey guys, my book is horrible either way!" Or was her goal to further highlight how Twilight had a lot of instances of sexism, including sexual violence against women? Because if so, then I suppose, yeah, she was successful.

Here's a general run down: Beau is your classic Gary Stu who falls for The Ultimate Manic Pixie Dream Girl, Edythe. He has no aspirations to do or be anything until he spots the love of his life in his high school cafeteria. Not much has changed with our young, desperate lovers except for their pronouns, but Edythe is still a jerk/control freak/stalker and somehow less creepy than Edward. And Beau is still a very weak character and as interesting as the dirt beneath my shoe. There is an alternate ending which is essentially a pathetic attempt to pack New Moon and Eclipse into a clusterfuck of info-dumping. But more on that later.

What I really want to talk about is the treatment of the female characters.

I don't know how this was even possible, but reading Life and Death actually made me hate Twilight even more than I originally did. This is mostly because it became shockingly evident that certain scenes (sexual assault) were purposefully left out in this version because the characters didn't have vaginas. Lovely.

Bella's attempted rape scene has now turned into Beau's assault scene. If you remember, in Twilight, while Bella is getting lost in Port Angeles, she runs into a group of drunk men who attempt to sexually assault her. This is made clear by their jeers ("Don't be like that, sugar.") and Edward's later dialogue. But for Beau, his assailants are a mix between female and male and have the intention of beating him up because they think he is a cop. The section is entirely re-written with more dialogue, a gun and threats of death.

Then there is Rosalie's rape scene, now changed to Royal's assault scene. Instead of Royal being raped, he's tricked during the wedding and beat up within an inch of his life. Now, one could argue the time period and say, "Well, that's happened back then. It's just how things were." And, maybe, before I read Life and Death I could have seen that point. But when the two biggest instances of female sexual assault are completely left out when you swap the genders, oy, that's an issue.

Now that is not to say I wanted to see men get rape in Life and Death. It's just a glaring problem where I now see those scenes as "Literary Rape," used as plot devices to add depth and sympathy to Rosalie's character, and to give Edward a reason to look super heroic in the face of rapists. Maggie Stiefvater said it best in :
"I’m talking about novels where the rape scene could just as easily be any other sort of violent scene and it only becomes about sex because there’s a woman involved. If the genders were swapped, a rape scene wouldn’t have happened. The author would’ve come up with a different sort of scenario/ backstory/ defining moment for a male character."

That is exactly what happened here.

One could argue that Meyer wrote a more progressive version of Twilight with Life and Death and that's partly true to an extent. Edythe does appear to try to make her relationship with Beau as equal as possible. But there are constant references to the gender changes as if Meyer is trying to prove something to the reader, and they only seemed to further resign me to the fact that Meyer has no idea what she's doing. (Bold is mine.)
His straight gold hair was wound into a bun on the back of his head, but there was nothing feminine about it� somehow it made him look even more like a man.

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I fumbled for my wallet.
“Um, let me� you didn’t even get anything—�
“My treat, Beau.� “But—�
“Try not to get caught up in antiquated gender roles.�

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She turned toward the cafeteria, swinging her bag into place.
“Hey, let me get that for you,� I offered.
She looked up at me with doe eyes. “Does it look too heavy for me?�
“Well, I mean…�
“Sure,� she said. She slid the bag down her arm and then held it out to me, very deliberately using just the tip of her pinkie finger.

It was like Meyer was shouting me, "DO I IMPRESS YOU?!" And I kept going:

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In the hands of a more skilled writer, this might have been pulled off flawlessly. I found the changes she made with Beau's narration interesting. Meyer mentioned in the Forward that Bella is more flowery with her words, where Beau is not. This is a complete understatement. The one thing Twilight actually had going for it, was the occasionally pretty quote. I say occasional, because the novel contains too many short, simple sentences than I usually like in my books. In Life and Death's case, the writing has been watered down so much that it feels on par with See Spot Run. And I don't necessarily think this is a gender thing. Just because a character is a boy, doesn't mean he can't be articulate or well-versed.
“Bonnie, there’s something you didn’t know about me.� � I used to smell really good to vampires.�

Corny. So very corny.

It's not uncommon to discover popular YA authors' inability to write convincing male POVs. *cough*Veronica Roth*cough* And I learned from Midnight Sun, that it's not exactly Meyer's forte either, but c'mon! This was really bad, even for her.

The there's Beau's obsession with Edythe's unhealthy* body. Oh, god, I'm so disgusted with this part, and I don't really understand why it was included.
"Her pale arms, her slim shoulders, the fragile-looking twigs of her collarbones, the vulnerable hollows above them, the swanlike column of her neck, the gentle swell of her breasts� don’t stare, don’t stare� and the ribs I could nearly count under the thin cotton. She was too perfect, I realized with a crushing wave of despair. There was no way this goddess could ever belong with me."

Is this supposed to show Beau's unrealistic expectations of women's bodies? That only vampires can achieve this level of "perfection" that society constantly forces on us? Because there is no other explanation that works well here and I'm really trying to give Meyer the benefit of the doubt and throw her a bone. The issue with this theory is, there's no indication in the book that this is an unrealistic view. Actually quite the opposite happens later in that same scene:
I had a new definition of beauty.

Sigh. I don't think I need to go into why this is problematic, so I'll just leave that there for your critique.

*Unhealthy, as in for majority of women, this is an unattainable beauty standard. Apologies if that came off as body shaming women/girls where that is their healthy. I'm speaking specifically about society's constant pressure on women and girls to be as thin as possible, many times to the detriment of their physical and emotional health. When Beau describes Edythe, he focuses so heavily on the sharp angles of her bones and it perpetuates the idea that these characteristics make her more beautiful than others. I find these descriptions irresponsible and feel there could have been a better way to describe her.

So let's talk about the ending. This part will have spoilers beyond this point. This is your one and only warning.

Yes, it's re-written -- horribly, if I'm being honest. During the scene with the ballet studio (which, BTW, Beau didn't take ballet as a kid because HE'S A BOY. *eyeroll*), everything is pretty much similar expect for the fact that Edythe can't suck out all the venom out of Beau's body, leaving him only one possible future: becoming a vampire super early and living happily ever after with his BAE, Edythe.

I wouldn't have had an issue with the change if it had actually been written without the massive amounts of info-dumping. It reads like Meyer decided last minute that she wanted to only do 2 chapters of the gender swap (which she mentions in the Forward), realized she spent all of her deadline time on re-writing the entire book, and quickly wrote an ending hours before she emailed it to her editor.

She crams the werewolf history, volturi history, rules of being a vampire, and Beau's human funeral altogether and it's just so goddamn messy. It also makes the insta-love look even worse because at least Bella had 3 other books and a pining Jacob to consider leaving Edward. It was just an overall hot ass mess that seemed so out of place. This is why I said they just let Meyer do whatever the hell she wants; half that stuff would have never flown with a debut novel or any novel that desired to actually be, you know, good.

Would I recommend this and should you read it? Hard to say. My first response is, "Oh, god, no. Don't waste your money." $12.99 is an unacceptable price for an ebook (thank goodness for Kindle returns!). It doesn't really offer anything vital to the Twilight fandom/universe and is generally a horrible piece of writing that I want to fling stones at. But then the other half of me enjoys the suffering of my fellow book lovers and is considering purchasing this as a gag joke to both of my lovely co-bloggers. Because that's really all this trite, wish-fulfilling, wankfest of a re-imaginging is good for, and I really, really need to stop being so damn curious about everything. But anyway, I'm rambling when all I really want to say is... the ball's in your court now, E.L. James. I eagerly await your newest, fan fiction original book.

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3.32 2015 Twilight / Life and Death (The Twilight Saga)
author: Stephenie Meyer
name: Steph
average rating: 3.32
book published: 2015
rating: 1
read at: 2015/10/09
date added: 2017/03/12
shelves: i-blame-twilight, youve-got-to-be-kidding-me, october, young-adult, pnr, littlebrown, lots-of-fail-going-on-here, can-t-believe-i-finished, 2015-reads, 2015-release, ahhhhh-my-eyes, all-the-wrong-choices, bound-to-inflict-a-migraine, could-have-been-better, creepy-lover, didn-t-care-for-it, disappointment, ebook, forbidden-love, glad-it-s-over, if-i-m-feeling-masochistic, kill-it-with-fire, kill-me-now, le-sigh, lol-what, made-me-angry, no-just-no, no-stars-for-you, romance, serve-me-up-insta-love, stop-it-already, werewolves, vamps, what-kind-of-ending-was-that, where-s-my-chocolate, who-published-this, why-the-hype, why-why-why-did-i-read-it, zzzzz
review:
No stars.

Disclaimer: I read to about 65%. Skim read to about 90% and read to the end. Also, this review will contain spoilers for the alternate ending that are not in spoiler tags.

Years ago, when Twilight was in its prime, someone told me that Breaking Dawn was never supposed to happen. That it was the book where Stephenie Meyer was given free reign to do whatever she wanted because the series was so popular, everyone would buy it regardless of quality, and rake in big dough-cheese for her and her publishers. I don't really know how true that assumption is, but dammit if isn't true for Life and Death.

Take me for example: I own all of the Twilight books, have read Twilight (just the first book) a total of 4 times, 5 if you include this (and I do), that came of the series (I'm not always a fire-breathing bitch queen), made fun of it, enjoyed parts of it, loathed chucks of it and everything else in between. I also attempted to re-read the series back in 2012 for this little thing I started called , and had so much fun reviewing Midnight Sun (I really wish she'd finish that), but by the time I got to New Moon (the book I dislike the most), I just couldn't continue on and .

Over the past few years, I've settled on generally disliking everything Twilight stands for while holding onto a morbid fascination and, begrudgingly, bestowing some sort of respect for a series that put YA literature on the map.

So when I heard of Life and Death, literally the day it released, I knew I'd buy it. No questions asked. I was hoping many of the issues I had with Twilight would be corrected with this version. It had so much potential to be great! I never expected there to be huge drastic changes to the story -- I did expect it to be pretty much the same as Twilight, so believe me when I say that was the least of its problems.

I won't bother reviewing this book, because it's essentially the same as Twilight and I've already written a review for that. Just swap around the pronouns in your head as you read it.

In the forward, Stephenie Meyer opens with this:
"But I’ve always maintained that it would have made no difference if the human were male and the vampire female� it’s still the same story. Gender and species aside, Twilight has always been a story about the magic and obsession and frenzy of first love."

I don't think she was very successful. There were times when I wondered what Meyer was truly trying to accomplish here. Was she trying to basically say her novel features an unhealthy relationship even with roles reversed? As in, "Hey guys, my book is horrible either way!" Or was her goal to further highlight how Twilight had a lot of instances of sexism, including sexual violence against women? Because if so, then I suppose, yeah, she was successful.

Here's a general run down: Beau is your classic Gary Stu who falls for The Ultimate Manic Pixie Dream Girl, Edythe. He has no aspirations to do or be anything until he spots the love of his life in his high school cafeteria. Not much has changed with our young, desperate lovers except for their pronouns, but Edythe is still a jerk/control freak/stalker and somehow less creepy than Edward. And Beau is still a very weak character and as interesting as the dirt beneath my shoe. There is an alternate ending which is essentially a pathetic attempt to pack New Moon and Eclipse into a clusterfuck of info-dumping. But more on that later.

What I really want to talk about is the treatment of the female characters.

I don't know how this was even possible, but reading Life and Death actually made me hate Twilight even more than I originally did. This is mostly because it became shockingly evident that certain scenes (sexual assault) were purposefully left out in this version because the characters didn't have vaginas. Lovely.

Bella's attempted rape scene has now turned into Beau's assault scene. If you remember, in Twilight, while Bella is getting lost in Port Angeles, she runs into a group of drunk men who attempt to sexually assault her. This is made clear by their jeers ("Don't be like that, sugar.") and Edward's later dialogue. But for Beau, his assailants are a mix between female and male and have the intention of beating him up because they think he is a cop. The section is entirely re-written with more dialogue, a gun and threats of death.

Then there is Rosalie's rape scene, now changed to Royal's assault scene. Instead of Royal being raped, he's tricked during the wedding and beat up within an inch of his life. Now, one could argue the time period and say, "Well, that's happened back then. It's just how things were." And, maybe, before I read Life and Death I could have seen that point. But when the two biggest instances of female sexual assault are completely left out when you swap the genders, oy, that's an issue.

Now that is not to say I wanted to see men get rape in Life and Death. It's just a glaring problem where I now see those scenes as "Literary Rape," used as plot devices to add depth and sympathy to Rosalie's character, and to give Edward a reason to look super heroic in the face of rapists. Maggie Stiefvater said it best in :
"I’m talking about novels where the rape scene could just as easily be any other sort of violent scene and it only becomes about sex because there’s a woman involved. If the genders were swapped, a rape scene wouldn’t have happened. The author would’ve come up with a different sort of scenario/ backstory/ defining moment for a male character."

That is exactly what happened here.

One could argue that Meyer wrote a more progressive version of Twilight with Life and Death and that's partly true to an extent. Edythe does appear to try to make her relationship with Beau as equal as possible. But there are constant references to the gender changes as if Meyer is trying to prove something to the reader, and they only seemed to further resign me to the fact that Meyer has no idea what she's doing. (Bold is mine.)
His straight gold hair was wound into a bun on the back of his head, but there was nothing feminine about it� somehow it made him look even more like a man.

 photo Not-impressed-reaction-gifs_zpsft47ywpy.gif
I fumbled for my wallet.
“Um, let me� you didn’t even get anything—�
“My treat, Beau.� “But—�
“Try not to get caught up in antiquated gender roles.�

 photo Barack-is-not-impressed-barack-obama-9404599-300-230_zpsgg61ydpd.gif
She turned toward the cafeteria, swinging her bag into place.
“Hey, let me get that for you,� I offered.
She looked up at me with doe eyes. “Does it look too heavy for me?�
“Well, I mean…�
“Sure,� she said. She slid the bag down her arm and then held it out to me, very deliberately using just the tip of her pinkie finger.

It was like Meyer was shouting me, "DO I IMPRESS YOU?!" And I kept going:

 photo 200_zpsgwwmells.gif

In the hands of a more skilled writer, this might have been pulled off flawlessly. I found the changes she made with Beau's narration interesting. Meyer mentioned in the Forward that Bella is more flowery with her words, where Beau is not. This is a complete understatement. The one thing Twilight actually had going for it, was the occasionally pretty quote. I say occasional, because the novel contains too many short, simple sentences than I usually like in my books. In Life and Death's case, the writing has been watered down so much that it feels on par with See Spot Run. And I don't necessarily think this is a gender thing. Just because a character is a boy, doesn't mean he can't be articulate or well-versed.
“Bonnie, there’s something you didn’t know about me.� � I used to smell really good to vampires.�

Corny. So very corny.

It's not uncommon to discover popular YA authors' inability to write convincing male POVs. *cough*Veronica Roth*cough* And I learned from Midnight Sun, that it's not exactly Meyer's forte either, but c'mon! This was really bad, even for her.

The there's Beau's obsession with Edythe's unhealthy* body. Oh, god, I'm so disgusted with this part, and I don't really understand why it was included.
"Her pale arms, her slim shoulders, the fragile-looking twigs of her collarbones, the vulnerable hollows above them, the swanlike column of her neck, the gentle swell of her breasts� don’t stare, don’t stare� and the ribs I could nearly count under the thin cotton. She was too perfect, I realized with a crushing wave of despair. There was no way this goddess could ever belong with me."

Is this supposed to show Beau's unrealistic expectations of women's bodies? That only vampires can achieve this level of "perfection" that society constantly forces on us? Because there is no other explanation that works well here and I'm really trying to give Meyer the benefit of the doubt and throw her a bone. The issue with this theory is, there's no indication in the book that this is an unrealistic view. Actually quite the opposite happens later in that same scene:
I had a new definition of beauty.

Sigh. I don't think I need to go into why this is problematic, so I'll just leave that there for your critique.

*Unhealthy, as in for majority of women, this is an unattainable beauty standard. Apologies if that came off as body shaming women/girls where that is their healthy. I'm speaking specifically about society's constant pressure on women and girls to be as thin as possible, many times to the detriment of their physical and emotional health. When Beau describes Edythe, he focuses so heavily on the sharp angles of her bones and it perpetuates the idea that these characteristics make her more beautiful than others. I find these descriptions irresponsible and feel there could have been a better way to describe her.

So let's talk about the ending. This part will have spoilers beyond this point. This is your one and only warning.

Yes, it's re-written -- horribly, if I'm being honest. During the scene with the ballet studio (which, BTW, Beau didn't take ballet as a kid because HE'S A BOY. *eyeroll*), everything is pretty much similar expect for the fact that Edythe can't suck out all the venom out of Beau's body, leaving him only one possible future: becoming a vampire super early and living happily ever after with his BAE, Edythe.

I wouldn't have had an issue with the change if it had actually been written without the massive amounts of info-dumping. It reads like Meyer decided last minute that she wanted to only do 2 chapters of the gender swap (which she mentions in the Forward), realized she spent all of her deadline time on re-writing the entire book, and quickly wrote an ending hours before she emailed it to her editor.

She crams the werewolf history, volturi history, rules of being a vampire, and Beau's human funeral altogether and it's just so goddamn messy. It also makes the insta-love look even worse because at least Bella had 3 other books and a pining Jacob to consider leaving Edward. It was just an overall hot ass mess that seemed so out of place. This is why I said they just let Meyer do whatever the hell she wants; half that stuff would have never flown with a debut novel or any novel that desired to actually be, you know, good.

Would I recommend this and should you read it? Hard to say. My first response is, "Oh, god, no. Don't waste your money." $12.99 is an unacceptable price for an ebook (thank goodness for Kindle returns!). It doesn't really offer anything vital to the Twilight fandom/universe and is generally a horrible piece of writing that I want to fling stones at. But then the other half of me enjoys the suffering of my fellow book lovers and is considering purchasing this as a gag joke to both of my lovely co-bloggers. Because that's really all this trite, wish-fulfilling, wankfest of a re-imaginging is good for, and I really, really need to stop being so damn curious about everything. But anyway, I'm rambling when all I really want to say is... the ball's in your court now, E.L. James. I eagerly await your newest, fan fiction original book.

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Into White 25689018
LaToya Williams lives in Birmingham, Alabama, and attends a mostly white high school. She's so low on the social ladder that even the other black kids disrespect her. Only her older brother, Alex, believes in her. At least, until a higher power answers her only prayer--to be "anything but black." And voila! She wakes up with blond hair, blue eyes, and lily white skin. And then the real fun begins . . .

Randi Pink's debut dares to explore provocative territory. One thing's for sure--people will talk about this book.]]>
288 Randi Pink 125007021X Steph 1 3.15 2016 Into White
author: Randi Pink
name: Steph
average rating: 3.15
book published: 2016
rating: 1
read at: 2017/03/08
date added: 2017/03/08
shelves: young-adult, macmillan, 2016-release, marginalized-stories, tough-issues, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, to-request-from-pub
review:
I hate to say it, but this was Terrible.
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<![CDATA[Untraceable (The Nature of Grace, #1)]]> 13086226 314 Shelli R. Johannes 0984799109 Steph 0 3.91 2011 Untraceable (The Nature of Grace, #1)
author: Shelli R. Johannes
name: Steph
average rating: 3.91
book published: 2011
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/12/06
shelves: to-read, ebook, mystery, young-adult
review:

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Holly Jolly Summer 32058998 Four huge disasters,
Three months of tourists,
Two gorgeous boys,
And a partridge in a palm tree

In this lighthearted beach read about family, friendship, and fa-la-la, it's up to lovestruck teen Darby to save the spirit of a Southern town called Christmas.

Christmas, Kentucky, is a summer tourist destination known for its holiday-themed shops, ornament-sprouting potted palms, giant Snow Globe display, and cheerful residents—including the mayor's daughter, fifteen-year-old Darby Peacher. But as Darby stumbles her way into a job at the town's run-down amusement park, Holly Jolly Land, her summer quickly goes from merry to miserable: the boy of Christmas present is absent, a boy of Christmas past is her supervisor, and the town seems to be losing its cheer as it strives to become more commercial. As she tries to sort out her love life, Darby grows positively Scroogey until she gets wrapped up in reinventing Holly Jolly Land—and the town—as the wonderlands they once were.]]>
272 Tiffany Stewart Steph 0 due-to-author 2.94 2018 Holly Jolly Summer
author: Tiffany Stewart
name: Steph
average rating: 2.94
book published: 2018
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/11/16
shelves: due-to-author
review:

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A World Without You 27272505 What if finding her means losing himself?

Seventeen-year-old Bo has always had delusions that he can travel through time. When he was ten, Bo claimed to have witnessed the Titanic hit an iceberg, and at fifteen, he found himself on a Civil War battlefield, horrified by the bodies surrounding him. So when his worried parents send him to a school for troubled youth, Bo assumes he knows the truth: that he’s actually attending Berkshire Academy, a school for kids who, like Bo, have “superpowers.�

At Berkshire, Bo falls in love with Sofía, a quiet girl with a tragic past and the superpower of invisibility. Sofía helps Bo open up in a way he never has before. In turn, Bo provides comfort to Sofía, who lost her mother and two sisters at a very young age.

But even the strength of their love isn’t enough to help Sofía escape her deep depression. After she commits suicide, Bo is convinced that she’s not actually dead. He believes that she’s stuck somewhere in time—that he somehow left her in the past, and that now it’s his job to save her.And as Bo becomes more and more determined to save Sofía, he must decide whether to face his demons head-on or succumb to a psychosis that will let him be with the girl he loves.]]>
384 Beth Revis 1595147152 Steph 0 Insta-buy author. Yep. 3.73 2016 A World Without You
author: Beth Revis
name: Steph
average rating: 3.73
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/10/20
shelves: to-read, gimme-gimme-gimme, young-adult, tough-issues, penguin, july, contemporary, i-need-it-like-a-fat-kid-needs-cake, i-own-it
review:
Insta-buy author. Yep.
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<![CDATA[The Hate U Give (The Hate U Give, #1)]]> 32075671 An alternate cover edition of ISBN 9780062498533 can be found here.

Sixteen-year-old Starr Carter moves between two worlds: the poor neighborhood where she lives and the fancy suburban prep school she attends. The uneasy balance between these worlds is shattered when Starr witnesses the fatal shooting of her childhood best friend Khalil at the hands of a police officer. Khalil was unarmed.

Soon afterward, his death is a national headline. Some are calling him a thug, maybe even a drug dealer and a gangbanger. Protesters are taking to the streets in Khalil’s name. Some cops and the local drug lord try to intimidate Starr and her family. What everyone wants to know is: what really went down that night? And the only person alive who can answer that is Starr.

But what Starr does—or does not—say could upend her community. It could also endanger her life.

Inspired by the Black Lives Matter movement, this is a powerful and gripping YA novel about one girl's struggle for justice.]]>
454 Angie Thomas 0062498533 Steph 0 4.46 2017 The Hate U Give (The Hate U Give, #1)
author: Angie Thomas
name: Steph
average rating: 4.46
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/10/20
shelves: to-read, young-adult, harpercollins, 2017-release, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, february, marginalized-stories, contemporary, cool-author
review:

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<![CDATA[Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (Harry Potter, #1)]]> 13646978 9 J.K. Rowling 178110252X Steph 4 4.59 1997 Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (Harry Potter, #1)
author: J.K. Rowling
name: Steph
average rating: 4.59
book published: 1997
rating: 4
read at: 2014/07/26
date added: 2016/10/08
shelves: audio-books, fantasy, middle-grade, young-adult, scholastic, 2014-favs, 2014-reads
review:

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<![CDATA[Because You Love to Hate Me: 13 Tales of Villainy]]> 31450752 Leave it to the heroes to save the world--villains just want to rule the world.

In this unique YA anthology, thirteen acclaimed, bestselling authors team up with thirteen influential BookTubers to reimagine fairy tales from the oft-misunderstood villains' points of view.

These fractured, unconventional spins on classics like "Medusa," Sherlock Holmes, and "Jack and the Beanstalk" provide a behind-the-curtain look at villains' acts of vengeance, defiance, and rage--and the pain, heartbreak, and sorrow that spurned them on. No fairy tale will ever seem quite the same again!

Featuring writing from . . .

Authors: Renée Ahdieh, Ameriie, Soman Chainani, Susan Dennard, Sarah Enni, Marissa Meyer, Cindy Pon, Victoria Schwab, Samantha Shannon, Adam Silvera, Andrew Smith, April Genevieve Tucholke, and Nicola Yoon

BookTubers: Benjamin Alderson (Benjaminoftomes), Sasha Alsberg (abookutopia), Whitney Atkinson (WhittyNovels), Tina Burke (ChristinaReadsYA blog and TheLushables), Catriona Feeney (LittleBookOwl), Jesse George (JessetheReader), Zoë Herdt (readbyzoe), Samantha Lane (Thoughts on Tomes), Sophia Lee (thebookbasement), Raeleen Lemay (padfootandprongs07), Regan Perusse (PeruseProject), Christine Riccio (polandbananasBOOKS), and Steph Sinclair & Kat Kennedy (Cuddlebuggery blog and channel).]]>
368 Amerie 1681193647 Steph 0
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3.51 2017 Because You Love to Hate Me: 13 Tales of Villainy
author: Amerie
name: Steph
average rating: 3.51
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/10/02
shelves: to-read, bloomsbury, fantasy, 2017-release, july, i-had-a-hand-in-this
review:
I'm a little bias, but

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<![CDATA[Shame the Stars (Shame the Stars #1)]]> 29657618 320 Guadalupe Garcia McCall 1620142783 Steph 0 3.75 2016 Shame the Stars (Shame the Stars #1)
author: Guadalupe Garcia McCall
name: Steph
average rating: 3.75
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/10/01
shelves: to-read, marginalized-stories, tu-books, 2016-release, retelling
review:

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Allegedly 30037870
Allegedly. She didn’t say much in that first interview with detectives, and the media filled in the only blanks that mattered: A white baby had died while under the care of a churchgoing black woman and her nine-year-old daughter. The public convicted Mary and the jury made it official. But did she do it? She wouldn’t say.

Mary survived six years in baby jail before being dumped in a group home. The house isn’t really “home”—no place where you fear for your life can be considered a home. Home is Ted, who she meets on assignment at a nursing home.

There wasn’t a point to setting the record straight before, but now she’s got Ted—and their unborn child—to think about. When the state threatens to take her baby, Mary must find the voice to fight her past. And her fate lies in the hands of the one person she distrusts the most: her Momma. No one knows the real Momma. But who really knows the real Mary?]]>
390 Tiffany D. Jackson 0062422642 Steph 0 4.05 2017 Allegedly
author: Tiffany D. Jackson
name: Steph
average rating: 4.05
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/09/12
shelves: to-read, print-arc, harpercollins, mystery, contemporary, 2017-release, january, marginalized-stories, young-adult, really-looking-forward-to-this-book
review:

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I See You 29622552
Is it a mistake? A coincidence? Or is someone keeping track of every move they make . .]]>
368 Clare Mackintosh 0751566047 Steph 0 3.91 2016 I See You
author: Clare Mackintosh
name: Steph
average rating: 3.91
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/09/12
shelves: to-read, adult, july, 2016-release, mystery, thriller
review:

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Cashmere (Velvet, #2) 25819500 400 Temple West 1250080983 Steph 0 4.75 2017 Cashmere (Velvet, #2)
author: Temple West
name: Steph
average rating: 4.75
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/09/04
shelves: to-read, young-adult, 2016-release, pnr, macmillan, vamps, to-request-from-pub, youre-on-probation
review:
I was pretty dissatisfied that the first book didn't give me any answers, so I am SUPER tempted to read book 2.
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<![CDATA[The Star-Touched Queen (The Star-Touched Queen, #1)]]> 25203675 Fate and fortune. Power and passion. What does it take to be the queen of a kingdom when you’re only seventeen?

Maya is cursed. With a horoscope that promises a marriage of death and destruction, she has earned only the scorn and fear of her father’s kingdom. Content to follow more scholarly pursuits, her whole world is torn apart when her father, the Raja, arranges a wedding of political convenience to quell outside rebellions. Soon Maya becomes the queen of Akaran and wife of Amar. Neither roles are what she expected: As Akaran’s queen, she finds her voice and power. As Amar’s wife, she finds something else entirely: Compassion. Protection. Desire�

But Akaran has its own secrets—thousands of locked doors, gardens of glass, and a tree that bears memories instead of fruit. Soon, Maya suspects her life is in danger. Yet who, besides her husband, can she trust? With the fate of the human and Otherworldly realms hanging in the balance, Maya must unravel an ancient mystery that spans reincarnated lives to save those she loves the most…including herself.

Listening Length: 9 hours and 22 minutes]]>
342 Roshani Chokshi 1250085470 Steph 0 3.57 2016 The Star-Touched Queen (The Star-Touched Queen, #1)
author: Roshani Chokshi
name: Steph
average rating: 3.57
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/08/11
shelves: young-adult, fantasy, 2016-release, marginalized-stories, st-martins-press, print-arc, on-hold
review:

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All the Missing Girls 27276324
It’s been ten years since Nicolette Farrell left her rural hometown after her best friend, Corinne, disappeared from Cooley Ridge without a trace. Back again to tie up loose ends and care for her ailing father, Nic is soon plunged into a shocking drama that reawakens Corinne’s case and breaks open old wounds long since stitched.

The decade-old investigation focused on Nic, her brother Daniel, boyfriend Tyler, and Corinne’s boyfriend Jackson. Since then, only Nic has left Cooley Ridge. Daniel and his wife, Laura, are expecting a baby; Jackson works at the town bar; and Tyler is dating Annaleise Carter, Nic’s younger neighbor and the group’s alibi the night Corinne disappeared. Then, within days of Nic’s return, Annaleise goes missing.

Told backwards—Day 15 to Day 1—from the time Annaleise goes missing, Nic works to unravel the truth about her younger neighbor’s disappearance, revealing shocking truths about her friends, her family, and what really happened to Corinne that night ten years ago.

Like nothing you’ve ever read before, All the Missing Girls delivers in all the right ways. With twists and turns that lead down dark alleys and dead ends, you may think you’re walking a familiar path, but then Megan Miranda turns it all upside down and inside out and leaves us wondering just how far we would be willing to go to protect those we love.]]>
371 Megan Miranda 1501107968 Steph 0 3.69 2016 All the Missing Girls
author: Megan Miranda
name: Steph
average rating: 3.69
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/07/27
shelves: to-read, adult, simon-schuster, june, 2016-release, psychological, thriller, mystery
review:

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<![CDATA[Carve the Mark (Carve the Mark, #1)]]> 30233110 In a galaxy powered by the current, everyone has a gift.

Cyra is the sister of the brutal tyrant who rules the Shotet people. Cyra’s currentgift gives her pain and power � something her brother exploits, using her to torture his enemies. But Cyra is much more than just a blade in her brother’s hand: she is resilient, quick on her feet, and smarter than he knows.

Akos is the son of a farmer and an oracle from the frozen nation-planet of Thuvhe. Protected by his unusual currentgift, Akos is generous in spirit, and his loyalty to his family is limitless. Once Akos and his brother are captured by enemy Shotet soldiers, Akos is desperate to get this brother out alive � no matter what the cost.
The Akos is thrust into Cyra's world, and the enmity between their countries and families seems insurmountable. Will they help each other to survive, or will they destroy one another?

Carve the Mark is Veronica Roth's stunning portrayal of the power of friendship � and love � in a galaxy filled with unexpected gifts.]]>
473 Veronica Roth 0008159483 Steph 0 Hmm. 3.66 2017 Carve the Mark (Carve the Mark, #1)
author: Veronica Roth
name: Steph
average rating: 3.66
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/06/23
shelves: to-read, young-adult, harpercollins, 2017-release, male-pov, sci-fi
review:
Hmm.
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<![CDATA[The Upside of Unrequited (Simonverse, #2)]]> 30653853 always have to be careful.

Then a cute new girl enters Cassie’s orbit, and for the first time ever, Molly’s cynical twin is a lovesick mess. Meanwhile, Molly’s totally not dying of loneliness—except for the part where she is. Luckily, Cassie’s new girlfriend comes with a cute hipster-boy sidekick. Will is funny and flirtatious and just might be perfect crush material. Maybe more than crush material. And if Molly can win him over, she’ll get her first kiss and she’ll get her twin back.

There’s only one problem: Molly’s coworker Reid. He’s an awkward Tolkien superfan with a season pass to the Ren Faire, and there’s absolutely no way Molly could fall for him. Right?]]>
336 Becky Albertalli 0062348701 Steph 0 3.89 2017 The Upside of Unrequited (Simonverse, #2)
author: Becky Albertalli
name: Steph
average rating: 3.89
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/06/21
shelves: to-read, young-adult, cool-author, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, harpercollins, 2016-release, gimme-gimme-gimme, i-need-it-like-a-fat-kid-needs-cake
review:
Where's a time machine when you need one?
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The Library at Mount Char 23363928
After all, she was a normal American herself, once.

That was a long time ago, of course—before the time she calls “adoption day,� when she and a dozen other children found themselves being raised by a man they learned to call Father.

Father could do strange things. He could call light from darkness. Sometimes he raised the dead. And when he was disobeyed, the consequences were terrible.

In the years since Father took her in, Carolyn hasn't gotten out much. Instead, she and her adopted siblings have been raised according to Father's ancient Pelapi customs. They've studied the books in his library and learned some of the secrets behind his equally ancient power.

Sometimes, they've wondered if their cruel tutor might secretly be God.

Now, Father is missing. And if God truly is dead, the only thing that matters is who will inherit his library—and with it, power over all of creation.

As Carolyn gathers the tools she needs for the battle to come, fierce competitors for this prize align against her.

But Carolyn can win. She's sure of it. What she doesn't realize is that her victory may come at an unacceptable price—because in becoming a God, she's forgotten a great deal about being human.]]>
390 Scott Hawkins 0553418602 Steph 0 4.01 2015 The Library at Mount Char
author: Scott Hawkins
name: Steph
average rating: 4.01
book published: 2015
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/06/21
shelves: to-read, adult, 2015-release, fantasy
review:

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Somebody I Used to Know 23398730
The next morning the police arrive at Nick’s house and show him a photo of the woman from the store. She’s been found dead, murdered in a local motel, with Nick’s name and address on a piece of paper in her pocket.

Convinced there's a connection between the two women, Nick enlists the help of his college friend Laurel Davidson to investigate the events leading up to the night of Marissa’s death. But the young woman’s murder is only the beginning...and the truths Nick uncovers may make him wish he never doubted the lies.]]>
432 David Bell 0451474201 Steph 0 3.70 2015 Somebody I Used to Know
author: David Bell
name: Steph
average rating: 3.70
book published: 2015
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/06/01
shelves: to-read, adult, 2015-release, contemporary, thriller, mystery
review:

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The Vegetarian 25489025
Celebrated by critics around the world, The Vegetarian is a darkly allegorical, Kafka-esque tale of power, obsession, and one woman’s struggle to break free from the violence both without and within her.]]>
188 Han Kang 0553448188 Steph 0 3.61 2007 The Vegetarian
author: Han Kang
name: Steph
average rating: 3.61
book published: 2007
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/05/30
shelves: to-read, adult, 2016-release, february
review:

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American Terrorist 30289333 256 Todd Strasser Steph 0 unlikely 1.73 2016 American Terrorist
author: Todd Strasser
name: Steph
average rating: 1.73
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/05/28
shelves: unlikely
review:

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<![CDATA[Letters to the Lost (Letters to the Lost, #1)]]> 30038855
Declan Murphy isn't the sort of guy you want to cross. In the midst of his court-ordered community service at the local cemetery, he's trying to escape the demons of his past.

When Declan reads a haunting letter left beside a grave, he can't resist writing back. Soon, he's opening up to a perfect stranger, and their connection is immediate. But neither Declan nor Juliet knows that they're not actually strangers. When life at school interferes with their secret life of letters, sparks will fly as Juliet and Declan discover truths that might tear them apart.]]>
391 Brigid Kemmerer 1681190087 Steph 0 4.30 2017 Letters to the Lost (Letters to the Lost, #1)
author: Brigid Kemmerer
name: Steph
average rating: 4.30
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/05/28
shelves: to-read, young-adult, contemporary, cool-author, bloomsbury
review:

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Divergent (Divergent, #1) 8306857 In Beatrice Prior's dystopian Chicago, society is divided into five factions, each dedicated to the cultivation of a particular virtue--Candor (the honest), Abnegation (the selfless), Dauntless (the brave), Amity (the peaceful), and Erudite (the intelligent). On an appointed day of every year, all sixteen-year-olds must select the faction to which they will devote the rest of their lives. For Beatrice, the decision is between staying with her family and being who she really is--she can't have both. So she makes a choice that surprises everyone, including herself.

During the highly competitive initiation that follows, Beatrice renames herself Tris and struggles to determine who her friends really are--and where, exactly, a romance with a sometimes fascinating, sometimes infuriating boy fits into the life she's chosen. But Tris also has a secret, one she's kept hidden from everyone because she's been warned it can mean death. And as she discovers a growing conflict that threatens to unravel her seemingly perfect society, she also learns that her secret might help her save those she loves . . . or it might destroy her.

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487 Veronica Roth 0062024027 Steph 4 Whoa.

Breathe, Stephanie. Breathe.





This.Was.Good. It seems like every dystopian book that comes out now is being compared to The Hunger Games. Well, if there was ever a book that might come close to that comparison it would be Enclave and now Divergent.

Veronica Roth's debut novel Divergent is getting some major hype and you know what? I think it deserves it. It's no secret that I have a dystopian society book addiction right now, but Divergent is just what I love in a book. It had loads of action, strong heorine, slow building romance, extremely flawed society, ect. I mean I could go on and on here.

Now, I know what you are thinking, "B-b-b-but what about your status updates complaining about the world building?!" Yes, kiddies it's true, I did complain. When I first started reading Divergent I thought the world builing left much to be desired. And even still, the faction Dauntless just doesn't sit right with me (which is why this is a 4 star review and not a 5 star review. Don't worry, I'll address that later.). But, even with these world flaws, I still really loved this book!

Divergent thrusts you into a world where society is divided into five factions each representing a particular virtue. You have Candor (the honest), Dauntless (the brave), Amity (the peaceful), Erudite (the intelligent) and Abnegation (the selfless), which our heroine 16-year-old Beatrice is from. In her world when you reach the age of 16 you must choose which faction you want to join. Will you remain with your family in your current faction or risk it for the biscuit learning a whole new way of life? Thankfully, the government graciously provides an aptitude test to help determine which faction you would most likely belong in. But, you always have a choice (or so they say) to pick whichever pre-determined life you want you want regardless of the results. Awesome! High fives all around for free will!



So, what does Beatrice choose? Well Dauntless, of course! This would be a rather boring book if it had been any other faction. If I had to describe Dauntless I would say they are a cross between xtreme sports thrill seekers and a blood thirsty gang. Everytime I turned around the Dauntless were trying to hurl themselves off another building, moving object, or beat the crap out of each other for the sake of being called brave. None of that is brave. It is stupidity at it's best.



This was a constant pet peeve of mine. And the worst part is: beatrice just.accepted.it. Not only that, but she joined in the craziness! And that brings us to the big old negative of the book. There were a few big holes in the world building. Such as, how did the world get to where it is? What is beyond the walls of Beatrice's society? What's the point of having the factionless? They kinda felt like page fillers to me, and most importantly: WHO RUNS THE TRAIN?! I need to know! It's bothering me! Now if you know anything about me, you will know I can not stand when an author builds a world and tells me, "This is how it is. Just accpet it." No. Just no. Seriously, it makes my eye twitch.



But, once you get past the sketchy world building the book is good. I think the second half was definately noticably better than the first half. The first half was a bit slow, but once the book got going it hooked me and never let me go. I stayed up until 2 am to finish it and that it epic for me. LOL. Like Power Rangers meeting the Ninja Turtles epic.



The plot and characters and pretty solid to me. I did like Beatrice and her character development. I also felt like the love intrest between her and [spoilers removed] was slow developing and not rushed. It provided a nice build up. For a YA book to do that nowadays, you get bonus points.

And I really loved the ending. It left me frazzeld and wanting more.



And best of all there was no cliffhanger! I'm growing to hate clifhangers in YA novels. You don't need to leave me hanging to keep me reading your series. If your writing/story is good enough, I will continue regardless. So I really appreciated things being tied up nicely in this book even though I can tell things are not over.

So, if you are digging dystopians right now, do yourself a favor and check out Divergent. It's definately one of the best out right now.

More reviews and more at .]]>
4.28 2011 Divergent (Divergent, #1)
author: Veronica Roth
name: Steph
average rating: 4.28
book published: 2011
rating: 4
read at: 2011/06/08
date added: 2016/05/27
shelves: dystopian, 2011-reads, action-packed, i-need-to-buy-this-book, i-really-enjoyed-it, original-and-creative, surprised-me, 2-am-or-later, young-adult, omg-that-ending, oh-yeah-baby, 2011-favs
review:

Whoa.

Breathe, Stephanie. Breathe.





This.Was.Good. It seems like every dystopian book that comes out now is being compared to The Hunger Games. Well, if there was ever a book that might come close to that comparison it would be Enclave and now Divergent.

Veronica Roth's debut novel Divergent is getting some major hype and you know what? I think it deserves it. It's no secret that I have a dystopian society book addiction right now, but Divergent is just what I love in a book. It had loads of action, strong heorine, slow building romance, extremely flawed society, ect. I mean I could go on and on here.

Now, I know what you are thinking, "B-b-b-but what about your status updates complaining about the world building?!" Yes, kiddies it's true, I did complain. When I first started reading Divergent I thought the world builing left much to be desired. And even still, the faction Dauntless just doesn't sit right with me (which is why this is a 4 star review and not a 5 star review. Don't worry, I'll address that later.). But, even with these world flaws, I still really loved this book!

Divergent thrusts you into a world where society is divided into five factions each representing a particular virtue. You have Candor (the honest), Dauntless (the brave), Amity (the peaceful), Erudite (the intelligent) and Abnegation (the selfless), which our heroine 16-year-old Beatrice is from. In her world when you reach the age of 16 you must choose which faction you want to join. Will you remain with your family in your current faction or risk it for the biscuit learning a whole new way of life? Thankfully, the government graciously provides an aptitude test to help determine which faction you would most likely belong in. But, you always have a choice (or so they say) to pick whichever pre-determined life you want you want regardless of the results. Awesome! High fives all around for free will!



So, what does Beatrice choose? Well Dauntless, of course! This would be a rather boring book if it had been any other faction. If I had to describe Dauntless I would say they are a cross between xtreme sports thrill seekers and a blood thirsty gang. Everytime I turned around the Dauntless were trying to hurl themselves off another building, moving object, or beat the crap out of each other for the sake of being called brave. None of that is brave. It is stupidity at it's best.



This was a constant pet peeve of mine. And the worst part is: beatrice just.accepted.it. Not only that, but she joined in the craziness! And that brings us to the big old negative of the book. There were a few big holes in the world building. Such as, how did the world get to where it is? What is beyond the walls of Beatrice's society? What's the point of having the factionless? They kinda felt like page fillers to me, and most importantly: WHO RUNS THE TRAIN?! I need to know! It's bothering me! Now if you know anything about me, you will know I can not stand when an author builds a world and tells me, "This is how it is. Just accpet it." No. Just no. Seriously, it makes my eye twitch.



But, once you get past the sketchy world building the book is good. I think the second half was definately noticably better than the first half. The first half was a bit slow, but once the book got going it hooked me and never let me go. I stayed up until 2 am to finish it and that it epic for me. LOL. Like Power Rangers meeting the Ninja Turtles epic.



The plot and characters and pretty solid to me. I did like Beatrice and her character development. I also felt like the love intrest between her and [spoilers removed] was slow developing and not rushed. It provided a nice build up. For a YA book to do that nowadays, you get bonus points.

And I really loved the ending. It left me frazzeld and wanting more.



And best of all there was no cliffhanger! I'm growing to hate clifhangers in YA novels. You don't need to leave me hanging to keep me reading your series. If your writing/story is good enough, I will continue regardless. So I really appreciated things being tied up nicely in this book even though I can tell things are not over.

So, if you are digging dystopians right now, do yourself a favor and check out Divergent. It's definately one of the best out right now.

More reviews and more at .
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Allegiant (Divergent, #3) 17383918
But Tris's new reality is even more alarming than the one she left behind. Old discoveries are quickly rendered meaningless. Explosive new truths change the hearts of those she loves. And once again, Tris must battle to comprehend to complexities of human nature - and of herself - while facing impossible choices about courage, allegiance, sacrifice, and love.

Told from a riveting dual perspective, ALLEGIANT, by #1 New York Times best-selling author Veronica Roth, brings the DIVERGENT series to a powerful conclusion while revealing the secrets of the dystopian world that has captivated millions of readers in DIVERGENT and INSURGENT.]]>
526 Veronica Roth 006202406X Steph 3
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I heard about the ending and that actually really intrigued me to read this after all. ]]>
3.51 2013 Allegiant (Divergent, #3)
author: Veronica Roth
name: Steph
average rating: 3.51
book published: 2013
rating: 3
read at: 2013/11/05
date added: 2016/05/27
shelves: dystopian, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, youre-on-probation, young-adult, please-dont-disappoint, harpercollins, 2013-release
review:
My favorite of this series is still Divergent, but at least Allegiant wasn’t as boring and nonsensical as Insurgent. The biggest con for me was the dual point-of-views of Tris and Four because they sounded just alike and it was a chore to have to continually go back to the beginning of a chapter to remember who was narrating. Before the ending, I would have given Allegiant only 2 stars, but I really enjoyed how Roth handled it. I don’t want to spoil it for anyone, but the reactions from fans have been really interesting to say the least.

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Saving Montgomery Sole 25331997 In sight not see
black light not be

This is the curious instruction that comes with the Eye of Know, the possibly powerful crystal amulet that Montgomery Sole buys online for $5.99. It’s also the next topic of discussion at Mystery Club (members: Monty and her two best friends, Thomas and Naoki), dedicated to the exploration of the strange and unexplained.

When Monty wears the Eye of Know, strange things happen, all targeted at people she despises. Maybe it will help Monty take down her newest enemy, a preacher who has come to save her town from so-called sinners—sinners like Monty’s moms. Or will its mysterious powers mean the end of the friendships Monty cherishes most?

Mariko Tamaki has created a thoughtful, funny, and painfully honest story about family, religion, ignorance, and other unsolved high school mysteries.]]>
228 Mariko Tamaki 1626722714 Steph 0 3.27 2016 Saving Montgomery Sole
author: Mariko Tamaki
name: Steph
average rating: 3.27
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/05/17
shelves: inventory, young-adult, glbt, sent-to-cb-reviewer, print-arc, 2016-release, april, macmillan, contemporary
review:

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Blackout 10168924
Using a combination of panels and full bleed illustrations that move from color to black-and-white and back to color, John Rocco shows that if we are willing to put our cares aside for a while, there is party potential in a summer blackout.]]>
40 John Rocco 1423121902 Steph 5 My daughter and I really enjoyed this one. The illustrations were beautiful and eye catching. It's very different from the illustrations I'm used to seeing in children's books because the technique used gives the pictures great depth making them very vivid. One thing I noticed from the start was that the family featured in the story was multi-racial. That was pretty cool. This is yet another must buy for the kids' library. ]]> 4.16 2011 Blackout
author: John Rocco
name: Steph
average rating: 4.16
book published: 2011
rating: 5
read at: 2011/12/14
date added: 2016/05/05
shelves: children-s, to-buy-soon, short-and-sweet, 2011-favs, 2011-reads, disney-hyperion, super-cute, all-time-favorites
review:

My daughter and I really enjoyed this one. The illustrations were beautiful and eye catching. It's very different from the illustrations I'm used to seeing in children's books because the technique used gives the pictures great depth making them very vivid. One thing I noticed from the start was that the family featured in the story was multi-racial. That was pretty cool. This is yet another must buy for the kids' library.
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I Want My Hat Back 11233988
The bear’s hat is gone, and he wants it back. Patiently and politely, he asks the animals he comes across, one by one, whether they have seen it. Each animal says no, some more elaborately than others. But just as the bear begins to despond, a deer comes by and asks a simple question that sparks the bear’s memory and renews his search with a vengeance. Told completely in dialogue, this delicious take on the classic repetitive tale plays out in sly illustrations laced with visual humor—and winks at the reader with a wry irreverence that will have kids of all ages thrilled to be in on the joke.]]>
40 Jon Klassen 0763655988 Steph 5 Hilarious! 4.34 2011 I Want My Hat Back
author: Jon Klassen
name: Steph
average rating: 4.34
book published: 2011
rating: 5
read at: 2011/11/20
date added: 2016/05/05
shelves: children-s, to-buy-soon, i-loved-it, funny, all-time-favorites
review:
Hilarious!
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Little Robot 23310721
Little Robot has a lot to learn...

And that's what friends are for.

But with danger in the way, will friendship be enough to save them?]]>
135 Ben Hatke 1626720800 Steph 5
Ben Hatke's books

Not only are his books enjoyable for myself as an adult, but my kids absolutely love his works too. What makes Hatke's books stand out for me the most is that each of his main characters have been of different races. Sometimes it can be difficult to find this in childrens' books, so you have no idea how good it feels when you hear your daughter say, "Hey! She looks just like me!" Tears, guys. Tears.

Not only do his books feature diverse characters, but they feature strong female heroines who have super fun adventures like traveling through space, imaginary creatures, and the newest edition: a female mechanic!

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But on to the review! Little Robot is a charming story about friendship and accepting differences. Our heroine is a very capable kid who doesn't exactly fit in with other kids her age. She enjoys fixing objectsand creating new and improved versions things. Meanwhile, there is a little robot who has escape an assembly line and somehow their paths cross. And, thus, two unlikely friends become the best of friends. Through the book, their friendship changes. Our characters learn boundaries and how to deal with disagreements and acceptance.

Little Robot 1

In fact, I really loved the friendship between the characters because it was an issue my own kids could relate to. They couldeasily keep up with the pace of the story and tell when a character was "being mean" or "not being very nice," according to my kids. The simple, yet candid storytelling was an instant hit for us and provided a good discussion on what it means to be a good friend.

The illustrations in Little Robot is nothing short of breathtaking. But this is no surprise to me as I've been a huge fan of Hatke's art for a long time now. What I loved best were the full spreads with vivid colors. It was a great way to tell the story without actual words -- something that is great for my 5-year-old since he is not yet a reader. (The one thing my kids did seem to notice right from the start was the main character's lack of pants! Hehe.)

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It kept him interested and we'd frequently stay on those pages and just admire the artwork. Likewise, the text was very simple and is perfect for early readers. My 7-year-old was able to read the entire book on her own.

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All in all, this is another fantastic book from Hatke. If you have little readers in your home or enjoy picture books yourself, I would definitely recommend this one!

Review copy was provided by the publisher for an honest review.

More reviews and other fantastical things at .]]>
4.06 2015 Little Robot
author: Ben Hatke
name: Steph
average rating: 4.06
book published: 2015
rating: 5
read at: 2015/07/12
date added: 2016/05/05
shelves: graphic-novel, cool-author, 2015-release, macmillan, i-own-it, 2015-reads, 2015-favs, marginalized-stories, children-s, sci-fi, super-cute, original-and-creative, oh-yeah-baby, i-loved-it, all-time-favorites
review:
I really think I'm physically incapable of giving Ben Hatke's books anything less than 5 stars. The reasons for this being that Hatke continues to create such memorable characters and beautiful artwork. After reading all of his works, I totally consider him an auto-buy-author for me.

Ben Hatke's books

Not only are his books enjoyable for myself as an adult, but my kids absolutely love his works too. What makes Hatke's books stand out for me the most is that each of his main characters have been of different races. Sometimes it can be difficult to find this in childrens' books, so you have no idea how good it feels when you hear your daughter say, "Hey! She looks just like me!" Tears, guys. Tears.

Not only do his books feature diverse characters, but they feature strong female heroines who have super fun adventures like traveling through space, imaginary creatures, and the newest edition: a female mechanic!

IMG_3970

IMG_3971

But on to the review! Little Robot is a charming story about friendship and accepting differences. Our heroine is a very capable kid who doesn't exactly fit in with other kids her age. She enjoys fixing objectsand creating new and improved versions things. Meanwhile, there is a little robot who has escape an assembly line and somehow their paths cross. And, thus, two unlikely friends become the best of friends. Through the book, their friendship changes. Our characters learn boundaries and how to deal with disagreements and acceptance.

Little Robot 1

In fact, I really loved the friendship between the characters because it was an issue my own kids could relate to. They couldeasily keep up with the pace of the story and tell when a character was "being mean" or "not being very nice," according to my kids. The simple, yet candid storytelling was an instant hit for us and provided a good discussion on what it means to be a good friend.

The illustrations in Little Robot is nothing short of breathtaking. But this is no surprise to me as I've been a huge fan of Hatke's art for a long time now. What I loved best were the full spreads with vivid colors. It was a great way to tell the story without actual words -- something that is great for my 5-year-old since he is not yet a reader. (The one thing my kids did seem to notice right from the start was the main character's lack of pants! Hehe.)

IMG_1872

It kept him interested and we'd frequently stay on those pages and just admire the artwork. Likewise, the text was very simple and is perfect for early readers. My 7-year-old was able to read the entire book on her own.

IMG_1876

All in all, this is another fantastic book from Hatke. If you have little readers in your home or enjoy picture books yourself, I would definitely recommend this one!

Review copy was provided by the publisher for an honest review.

More reviews and other fantastical things at .
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<![CDATA[Unicorn Thinks He's Pretty Great]]> 16250904
Things were just fine around here until UNICORN showed up.

So what if he can fly?

Or make it rain cupcakes?

And turn stuff into gold?

Big deal.

I can do some cool stuff too, like...

Hey! What are you doing? Why are you opening the book?

He's just going to tell you how great he is. Blah, blah, blah.

Go ahead. Just don't say I didn't warn you.

Dopey Unicorn.]]>
32 Bob Shea Steph 5 4.09 2013 Unicorn Thinks He's Pretty Great
author: Bob Shea
name: Steph
average rating: 4.09
book published: 2013
rating: 5
read at: 2013/07/27
date added: 2016/05/05
shelves: children-s, i-own-it, disney-hyperion, kids-love-it, all-time-favorites
review:
Guys, HE MAKES CUPCAKES RAIN FROM THE SKY. I love reading this one to my kids and it never gets old. It’s such a charming and cute story about jealousy and envy told in a way that is funny. The illustrations have legit GLITTER on the pages and the cover. This made my daughter eternally happy. (Okay� so me too. :D )
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<![CDATA[Bitch Planet, Vol. 1: Extraordinary Machine (Bitch Planet Collected Editions, #1)]]> 25074849
In a future just a few years down the road in the wrong direction, a woman's failure to comply with her patriarchal overlords will result in exile to the meanest penal planet in the galaxy. When the newest crop of fresh femmes arrive, can they work together to stay alive or will hidden agendas, crooked guards, and the deadliest sport on (or off!) Earth take them to their maker?

Collects BITCH PLANET #1-5.]]>
156 Kelly Sue DeConnick 1632153661 Steph 5
The comic is a work of brilliance. It tackles patriarchy and sexism in a way that will make you angry and empowered simultaneously. It makes you want to give the entire world the one finger salute and while healing it. It made me want to burn shit down and tap dance on my desk. I don't know. I just had a hell of a lot of feelings after reading this.

OH OH OH. THE SHOWER SCENE. NO WORDS EXIST THAT CAN EXPLAIN WHAT I'M FEELING.

Just read it. You won't be disappointed. ]]>
4.02 2015 Bitch Planet, Vol. 1: Extraordinary Machine (Bitch Planet Collected Editions, #1)
author: Kelly Sue DeConnick
name: Steph
average rating: 4.02
book published: 2015
rating: 5
read at:
date added: 2016/05/03
shelves: graphic-novel, i-loved-it, 2016-reads, 2016-favs, yaaaaaasssss-queen, feminism
review:
I haven't been reading a lot this year, because Life has been very unkind to my hobbies, but I saw Leigh Bardugo talking about this on instagram one day and so I decided to check it out. So let me start telling you how much you need this in your life immediately.

The comic is a work of brilliance. It tackles patriarchy and sexism in a way that will make you angry and empowered simultaneously. It makes you want to give the entire world the one finger salute and while healing it. It made me want to burn shit down and tap dance on my desk. I don't know. I just had a hell of a lot of feelings after reading this.

OH OH OH. THE SHOWER SCENE. NO WORDS EXIST THAT CAN EXPLAIN WHAT I'M FEELING.

Just read it. You won't be disappointed.
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<![CDATA[Off-Topic: The Story of an Internet Revolt]]> 18749172
This is the story of what happened, told in the protesters' own words.]]>
211 G.R. Reader Steph 0
This is a non-profit book, so none of the contributors are making any money from this production. You can (it's the lowest price LuLu let us set it) or you can read it for free .

So I'll just ramble about my Random Off Topic Feelings.

I've been dealing with ŷ/author drama for two years now. And I remember when I first joined ŷ, I didn't know that authors were even on this site, let alone reading reviews. My thought was, "WHY? Why would a person want to read my insignificant thoughts on their book?" At the time, my reviews existed only to entertain myself and my very small group of friends. It was fun and exciting to find people who loved to read as much as I did, so it's no surprise that ŷ quickly became my favorite Internet place to visit. But then the drama started, and little by little I found my joy for reviewing dwindling.

I don't review or read as much as I used to, which has me feeling some kind of way. I'm ashamed to admit that I've struggled writing reviews. I second guess words or phrases. Will the author flip out over this one star review? Will the author send his/her band of loyal fans to downvote my review on Amazon? Is this review too controversial? Will someone accuse me of bullying someone? It's maddening. It's gotten to the point where I cringe sometimes when I see a notification on certain reviews. There were already too many fucking people in my review space... and now there's ŷ too.

I won't lie that I feel personally betrayed and hurt by how ŷ has done a few things. Some of that stems from things that aren't publicly known (and they'll stay that way, so don't even begin to ask me) and some of it from the part of me that is just fed up with being singled out. It's happened a little too often for my liking this year and I'm just so over the bullshit.

This is getting rather depressing, so I'll make my point. Seeing the production of this book has reminded me why I love the people on ŷ when I was starting to forget. To see first hand the determination and dedication from people who I've followed and admired for years was incredible. Their drive and motivation to continue on and power through when I felt my own waning is inspiring. These are my people with their flaws, controversies, passion, sophistication, crude humor, sarcasm, irrelevance, brilliance. In true Pitch Perfect flavor:

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4.28 2013 Off-Topic: The Story of an Internet Revolt
author: G.R. Reader
name: Steph
average rating: 4.28
book published: 2013
rating: 0
read at: 2013/11/04
date added: 2016/04/28
shelves: dystopian, 2013-favorite, 2013-reads, action-packed, alternating-povs, best-characters, books-that-changed-me, ebook, indies-are-rockstars, just-take-my-heart-already, left-me-in-a-sad-emotional-state, made-me-think, nonfiction, so-glad-i-read-this, i-had-a-hand-in-this
review:
I've debated on what I should write in this review space. Usually I'm a pretty sarcastic person, flinging jokes left and right to entertain during what could be a really dull review. But for this, I'm less inclined to since I'm close to the source material, witnessed the production of this book and contributed two pieces.

This is a non-profit book, so none of the contributors are making any money from this production. You can (it's the lowest price LuLu let us set it) or you can read it for free .

So I'll just ramble about my Random Off Topic Feelings.

I've been dealing with ŷ/author drama for two years now. And I remember when I first joined ŷ, I didn't know that authors were even on this site, let alone reading reviews. My thought was, "WHY? Why would a person want to read my insignificant thoughts on their book?" At the time, my reviews existed only to entertain myself and my very small group of friends. It was fun and exciting to find people who loved to read as much as I did, so it's no surprise that ŷ quickly became my favorite Internet place to visit. But then the drama started, and little by little I found my joy for reviewing dwindling.

I don't review or read as much as I used to, which has me feeling some kind of way. I'm ashamed to admit that I've struggled writing reviews. I second guess words or phrases. Will the author flip out over this one star review? Will the author send his/her band of loyal fans to downvote my review on Amazon? Is this review too controversial? Will someone accuse me of bullying someone? It's maddening. It's gotten to the point where I cringe sometimes when I see a notification on certain reviews. There were already too many fucking people in my review space... and now there's ŷ too.

I won't lie that I feel personally betrayed and hurt by how ŷ has done a few things. Some of that stems from things that aren't publicly known (and they'll stay that way, so don't even begin to ask me) and some of it from the part of me that is just fed up with being singled out. It's happened a little too often for my liking this year and I'm just so over the bullshit.

This is getting rather depressing, so I'll make my point. Seeing the production of this book has reminded me why I love the people on ŷ when I was starting to forget. To see first hand the determination and dedication from people who I've followed and admired for years was incredible. Their drive and motivation to continue on and power through when I felt my own waning is inspiring. These are my people with their flaws, controversies, passion, sophistication, crude humor, sarcasm, irrelevance, brilliance. In true Pitch Perfect flavor:

 photo Iloveyouawesomenerds_zpsb0617f7b.gif
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<![CDATA[Stalking Jack the Ripper (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #1)]]> 28962906
Seventeen-year-old Audrey Rose Wadsworth was born a lord's daughter, with a life of wealth and privilege stretched out before her. But between the social teas and silk dress fittings, she leads a forbidden secret life.

Against her stern father's wishes and society's expectations, Audrey often slips away to her uncle's laboratory to study the gruesome practice of forensic medicine. When her work on a string of savagely killed corpses drags Audrey into the investigation of a serial murderer, her search for answers brings her close to her own sheltered world.

The story's shocking twists and turns, augmented with real, sinister period photos, will make this dazzling, #1 New York Times bestselling debut from author Kerri Maniscalco impossible to forget.]]>
327 Kerri Maniscalco 031627349X Steph 0 3.96 2016 Stalking Jack the Ripper (Stalking Jack the Ripper, #1)
author: Kerri Maniscalco
name: Steph
average rating: 3.96
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/22
shelves: to-read, young-adult, historical-fiction, thriller, littlebrown, october, 2016-release, 2016-bea-buzz-book
review:

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<![CDATA[Scarlett Epstein Hates It Here]]> 25982869
When Scarlett’s beloved TV show is canceled and her longtime crush, Gideon, is sucked out of her orbit and into the dark and distant world of Populars, Scarlett turns to the fanfic message boards for comfort. This time, though, her subjects aren’t the swoon-worthy stars of her fave series—they’re the real-life kids from her high school.And if they ever find out what Scarlett truly thinks about them, she’ll be thrust into a situation far more dramatic than anything she’s ever seen on TV…]]>
288 Anna Breslaw 1595148353 Steph 0 3.44 2016 Scarlett Epstein Hates It Here
author: Anna Breslaw
name: Steph
average rating: 3.44
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/21
shelves: to-read, penguin, contemporary, 2016-release, april, really-looking-forward-to-this-book
review:

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A Totally Awkward Love Story 26192555 For fans of The DUFF, thishilarious and true-to-teen romance is Broad City meets Judy Blume.

The summer before college, Hannah swears she’s finally going to find The One. And for five perfect minutes, Hannah does find him. He’s cute and makes her laugh like crazy. She just wishes she’d caught his name, because Toilet Boy Cinderella really lacks sex appeal.

For Sam, the summer is off to a bad start for a million reasons. But for five minutes his luck changes: in a fancy restroom painted purple like it belongs in a Bond villain hideaway, Sam falls head over heels for some strange and hilarious girl. Of course, he doesn’t know her name. With his luck, he’ll never see her again, and he’ll remain a girlfriendless, moony-eyed virgin. Forever.

But another chance meeting brings them together, only to have a chance misunderstanding drive them apart . . . and then the cycle starts all over again. Madcap mishaps, raunchy hilarity, and deep romance follow these two wherever they go. For two people so clearly destined for each other, they sure have a hell of a lot of trouble even getting together.]]>
320 Tom Ellen 0553537326 Steph 0 3.32 2014 A Totally Awkward Love Story
author: Tom Ellen
name: Steph
average rating: 3.32
book published: 2014
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/20
shelves: to-read, young-adult, random-house, may, 2016-release, contemporary, romance
review:

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Tell Me Three Things 25893582
It’s been barely two years since her mother’s death, and because her father eloped with a woman he met online, Jessie has been forced to move across the country to livewith her stepmonster and her pretentious teenage son.

In a leap of faith—or an act of complete desperation—Jessie begins to rely on SN, and SN quickly becomes her lifeline and closest ally. Jessie can’t help wanting to meet SN in person. But are some mysteries better left unsolved?]]>
328 Julie Buxbaum 0553535641 Steph 0 3.99 2016 Tell Me Three Things
author: Julie Buxbaum
name: Steph
average rating: 3.99
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/20
shelves: to-read, young-adult, contemporary, 2016-release, audio-books, random-house, april
review:

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The Darkest Corners 25920390
There are ghosts around every corner in Fayette, Pennsylvania. Tessa left when she was nine and has been trying ever since not to think about it after what happened there that last summer. Memories of things so dark will burn themselves into your mind if you let them.

Callie never left. She moved to another house, so she doesn’t have to walk those same halls, but then Callie always was the stronger one. She can handle staring into the faces of her demons—and if she parties hard enough, maybe one day they’ll disappear for good.

Tessa and Callie have never talked about what they saw that night. After the trial, Callie drifted and Tessa moved, and childhood friends just have a way of losing touch.

But ever since she left, Tessa has had questions. Things have never quite added up. And now she has to go back to Fayette—to Wyatt Stokes, sitting on death row; to Lori Cawley, Callie’s dead cousin; and to the one other person who may be hiding the truth.

Only the closer Tessa gets to the truth, the closer she gets to a killer—and this time, it won’t be so easy to run away.]]>
10 Kara Thomas Steph 4 3.76 2016 The Darkest Corners
author: Kara Thomas
name: Steph
average rating: 3.76
book published: 2016
rating: 4
read at: 2016/04/18
date added: 2016/04/20
shelves: young-adult, random-house, thriller, psychological, 2016-release, audio-books, 2016-reads
review:

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<![CDATA[Strange the Dreamer (Strange the Dreamer, #1)]]> 28449207 The dream chooses the dreamer, not the other way around�and Lazlo Strange, war orphan and junior librarian, has always feared that his dream chose poorly. Since he was five years old he’s been obsessed with the mythic lost city of Weep, but it would take someone bolder than he to cross half the world in search of it. Then a stunning opportunity presents itself, in the person of a hero called the Godslayer and a band of legendary warriors, and he has to seize his chance or lose his dream forever.

What happened in Weep two hundred years ago to cut it off from the rest of the world? What exactly did the Godslayer slay that went by the name of god? And what is the mysterious problem he now seeks help in solving?

The answers await in Weep, but so do more mysteries—including the blue-skinned goddess who appears in Lazlo’s dreams. How did he dream her before he knew she existed? And if all the gods are dead, why does she seem so real?

Welcome to Weep.]]>
532 Laini Taylor 0316341681 Steph 0 4.27 2017 Strange the Dreamer (Strange the Dreamer, #1)
author: Laini Taylor
name: Steph
average rating: 4.27
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/15
shelves: to-read, young-adult, cool-author, littlebrown, 2016-release, september, gimme-gimme-gimme, fantasy
review:

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<![CDATA[The Rose & the Dagger (The Wrath and the Dawn, #2)]]> 23308084 The darker the sky, the brighter the stars.

In a land on the brink of war, Shahrzad is forced from the arms of her beloved husband, the Caliph of Khorasan. She once thought Khalid a monster—a merciless killer of wives, responsible for immeasurable heartache and pain—but as she unraveled his secrets, she found instead an extraordinary man and a love she could not deny. Still, a curse threatens to keep Shazi and Khalid apart forever.

Now she’s reunited with her family, who have found refuge in the desert, where a deadly force is gathering against Khalid—a force set on destroying his empire and commanded by Shazi’s spurned childhood sweetheart. Trapped between loyalties to those she loves, the only thing Shazi can do is act. Using the burgeoning magic within her as a guide, she strikes out on her own to end both this terrible curse and the brewing war once and for all. But to do it, she must evade enemies of her own to stay alive.

The saga that began with The Wrath and the Dawn takes its final turn as Shahrzad risks everything to find her way back to her one true love again.]]>
416 Renée Ahdieh 0399171622 Steph 0 4.04 2016 The Rose & the Dagger (The Wrath and the Dawn, #2)
author: Renée Ahdieh
name: Steph
average rating: 4.04
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/15
shelves: to-read, young-adult, penguin, marginalized-stories, 2016-release, fantasy, dat-cover-yo, audio-books
review:
Stunning cover is stunning. I think I love it more than the first one.
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Quinn (Undaunted Men, #1) 26234490
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He doesn't want to take the job, but he has no choice. He owes a debt to the Moretti mob, and last he checked, they don't take no for an answer.

He takes a moment to soak in the information. A pregnant mafia princess, wanted for murder, and he's supposed to track her down.

The professed father is a childhood friend, yet he's considered a potential enemy of the family. This could get very interesting.

What starts out as a simple task, one that could easily take him one day to execute, has turned into so much more than he bargained for.

They're each fighting their own personal demons, and it's more than just a chase at hand. They both have secrets, hearts are on the line, and he resolves himself to go above and beyond the call of duty for reasons he can't understand.

The last thing he ever intends on finding is an angel.]]>
325 J.C. Cliff 0997159103 Steph 0 due-to-author 2.80 2016 Quinn (Undaunted Men, #1)
author: J.C. Cliff
name: Steph
average rating: 2.80
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/04/15
shelves: due-to-author
review:

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Wink Poppy Midnight 23203106 Every story needs a villain.
Every story needs a secret.

Wink is the odd, mysterious neighbor girl, wild red hair and freckles. Poppy is the blond bully and the beautiful, manipulative high school queen bee. Midnight is the sweet, uncertain boy caught between them. Wink. Poppy. Midnight. Two girls. One boy. Three voices that burst onto the page in short, sharp, bewitching chapters, and spiral swiftly and inexorably toward something terrible or tricky or tremendous.

What really happened?
Someone knows.
Someone is lying.]]>
247 April Genevieve Tucholke 0803740484 Steph 0 3.24 2016 Wink Poppy Midnight
author: April Genevieve Tucholke
name: Steph
average rating: 3.24
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/03/10
shelves: to-read, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, penguin, 2016-release, march, young-adult, psychological, thriller, mystery, contemporary, audio-books
review:

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The Glass Casket 17842040 Rowan's village was once a tranquil place, but now things have changed. Something has followed the path those riders made and has come down from the hills, through the forest, and into the village. Beast or man, it has brought death to Rowan's door once again.
Only this time, its appetite is insatiable.

A YALSA Best Fiction for Young Adults Pick


[STAR] "With stylish prose, richly developed characters and well-realized worldbuilding, Templeman plumbs archetypes of folklore to create a compelling blend of mythic elements and realistic teen experience."-Kirkus Reviews, Starred

[STAR] "This has both the stylish beauty of those [classic fairy] tales and the chilling darkness that makes them timeless."-The Bulletin, Starred

“The legion of Maggie Stiefvater fans out there ought to look this way.�- Booklist ]]>
352 McCormick Templeman 0385743459 Steph 0 3.44 2014 The Glass Casket
author: McCormick Templeman
name: Steph
average rating: 3.44
book published: 2014
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/03/05
shelves: to-read, random-house, young-adult, really-looking-forward-to-this-book, 2014-release, gimme-gimme-gimme, fairy-tales, print-arc
review:
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<![CDATA[A Darker Shade of Magic (Shades of Magic, #1)]]> 22055262
Kell was raised in Arnes—Red London—and officially serves the Maresh Empire as an ambassador, traveling between the frequent bloody regime changes in White London and the court of George III in the dullest of Londons, the one without any magic left to see.

Unofficially, Kell is a smuggler, servicing people willing to pay for even the smallest glimpses of a world they'll never see. It's a defiant hobby with dangerous consequences, which Kell is now seeing firsthand.

After an exchange goes awry, Kell escapes to Grey London and runs into Delilah Bard, a cut-purse with lofty aspirations. She first robs him, then saves him from a deadly enemy, and finally forces Kell to spirit her to another world for a proper adventure.

Now perilous magic is afoot, and treachery lurks at every turn. To save all of the worlds, they'll first need to stay alive.]]>
400 Victoria E. Schwab 0765376458 Steph 2
Sadly, this just isn't holding my interest. This had a really cool concept, but the plot does nothing for me. ]]>
4.04 2015 A Darker Shade of Magic (Shades of Magic, #1)
author: Victoria E. Schwab
name: Steph
average rating: 4.04
book published: 2015
rating: 2
read at: 2016/03/05
date added: 2016/03/05
shelves: adult, fantasy, tor, 2015-release, i-own-it, audio-books, did-not-finish, zzzzz, not-for-me, original-and-creative, why-the-hype, 2016-reads
review:
DNF'd at 75%.

Sadly, this just isn't holding my interest. This had a really cool concept, but the plot does nothing for me.
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Caraval (Caraval, #1) 27883214 A legendary competition.
A mesmerizing romance.
An unbreakable bond
between two sisters.

Scarlett Dragna has never left the tiny island where she and her sister, Tella, live with their powerful, and cruel, father. Now Scarlett’s father has arranged a marriage for her, and Scarlett thinks her dreams of seeing Caraval—the faraway, once-a-year performance where the audience participates in the show—are over.

But this year, Scarlett’s long-dreamt-of invitation finally arrives. With the help of a mysterious sailor, Tella whisks Scarlett away to the show. Only, as soon as they arrive, Tella is kidnapped by Caraval’s mastermind organizer, Legend. It turns out that this season’s Caraval revolves around Tella, and whoever finds her first is the winner.

Scarlett has been told that everything that happens during Caraval is only an elaborate performance. Nevertheless she becomes enmeshed in a game of love, heartbreak, and magic. And whether Caraval is real or not, Scarlett must find Tella before the five nights of the game are over or a dangerous domino effect of consequences will be set off, and her beloved sister will disappear forever.

Welcome, welcome to Caraval . . . beware of getting swept too far away.]]>
407 Stephanie Garber 1250095255 Steph 0 3.97 2016 Caraval (Caraval, #1)
author: Stephanie Garber
name: Steph
average rating: 3.97
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/03/04
shelves: to-read, macmillan, young-adult, 2016-bea-buzz-book, 2017-release, january, fantasy
review:

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History Is All You Left Me 25014114
To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin's downward spiral continues. He's losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he's been keeping are tearing him apart.

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.]]>
320 Adam Silvera 1616956933 Steph 0 3.93 2017 History Is All You Left Me
author: Adam Silvera
name: Steph
average rating: 3.93
book published: 2017
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/03/04
shelves: to-read, glbt, young-adult, contemporary, 2017-release, cool-author, unreliable-narrator, soho, marginalized-stories
review:

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Rani Patel in Full Effect 28818593
Sonia Patel is a psychiatrist who works with children and adults. She was trained at Stanford University and the University of Hawaii. She lives and practices in Hawaii. Rani Patel In Full Effect is her first young adult novel.]]>
315 Sonia Patel 1941026494 Steph 0 3.73 2016 Rani Patel in Full Effect
author: Sonia Patel
name: Steph
average rating: 3.73
book published: 2016
rating: 0
read at:
date added: 2016/03/04
shelves: to-read, young-adult, 2016-bea-buzz-book, contemporary, marginalized-stories, 2016-release, september
review:

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