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Inevitably You #2
Never Let Me Go
Gavin
Beck Bowman was once my best friend in the entire world. No one compared to the kind and gentle boy who stole my heart when we were kids. But that was a lifetime ago, before our friendship was torn to pieces and I became a spiteful, rotten shell of a person. Now he can’t stand the sight of me, and all I want to do is avoid the contempt in his eyes—except that’s impossible when we go to the same college and wrestle on the same team.
But he can’t hate me more than I hate myself.
Hate my own cowardice and vicious anger.
Hate that I’m so afraid of my dad I’m willing to destroy myself.
There isn’t much left of me anymore, and the parts of me that Beck once loved are buried so deep I’m sure they’re lost forever.
After I make the worst mistake of my life in my senior year, I’m ready to give up. I’ve destroyed everything, everyone despises me, and I’m drowning in regrets. For two years, I’m intent on forgetting I even exist—until Beck finds me one night and tries to save me. He’s still the perfect golden boy he’s always been, the do-good hero that needs to fix everything around him. He’s convinced he can help me, and no matter how hard I fight him, he refuses to give up on me. I hope he never does, but Beck is everything I don’t deserve and can’t allow myself to have.
How could anyone ever love a monster like me?
Never Let Me Go is a medium-high angst MM romance with dual first-person POV about two big wrestlers with a broken past. It contains a lot of roughhousing, a royal term of endearment, tons of hurt/comfort, a long journey of redemption and healing, some offensive comparisons to large mammals, and a hard-fought HEA. It’s the second book in the Inevitably You series, but can be read as a standalone. Only intended for mature readers ages 18 and up.
*Please This book contains spoilers for the first book in the Inevitably You series, Someone Like You.
Beck Bowman was once my best friend in the entire world. No one compared to the kind and gentle boy who stole my heart when we were kids. But that was a lifetime ago, before our friendship was torn to pieces and I became a spiteful, rotten shell of a person. Now he can’t stand the sight of me, and all I want to do is avoid the contempt in his eyes—except that’s impossible when we go to the same college and wrestle on the same team.
But he can’t hate me more than I hate myself.
Hate my own cowardice and vicious anger.
Hate that I’m so afraid of my dad I’m willing to destroy myself.
There isn’t much left of me anymore, and the parts of me that Beck once loved are buried so deep I’m sure they’re lost forever.
After I make the worst mistake of my life in my senior year, I’m ready to give up. I’ve destroyed everything, everyone despises me, and I’m drowning in regrets. For two years, I’m intent on forgetting I even exist—until Beck finds me one night and tries to save me. He’s still the perfect golden boy he’s always been, the do-good hero that needs to fix everything around him. He’s convinced he can help me, and no matter how hard I fight him, he refuses to give up on me. I hope he never does, but Beck is everything I don’t deserve and can’t allow myself to have.
How could anyone ever love a monster like me?
Never Let Me Go is a medium-high angst MM romance with dual first-person POV about two big wrestlers with a broken past. It contains a lot of roughhousing, a royal term of endearment, tons of hurt/comfort, a long journey of redemption and healing, some offensive comparisons to large mammals, and a hard-fought HEA. It’s the second book in the Inevitably You series, but can be read as a standalone. Only intended for mature readers ages 18 and up.
*Please This book contains spoilers for the first book in the Inevitably You series, Someone Like You.
494 pages, Kindle Edition
Published January 28, 2025
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March 4, 2025
Wow. This book broke my f—king heart. I mean, it ripped it out of my chest and ran it the f—k over. 😢
𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐’� 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕. 𝑳𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕.
I usually don’t get emotional over books, but damn, is it a dark, messed-up journey for Gavin 🖤
Beck, you have a fucking heart of gold, baby! 🥹♥️
𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑰 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒅. 𝑻𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓𝒔.
There is so much to unpack, and I need a minute to collect my thoughts.
It's such a beautifully heartbreaking f—king story, but PLEASE CHECK TRIGGERS because it has a ton. 🫶
𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝑰’� 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘, 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒍𝒚. 𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝑰 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆, 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒌. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏.
𝑯𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐’� 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕. 𝑳𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕.
I usually don’t get emotional over books, but damn, is it a dark, messed-up journey for Gavin 🖤
Beck, you have a fucking heart of gold, baby! 🥹♥️
𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑰 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒅. 𝑻𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒉𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓𝒔.
There is so much to unpack, and I need a minute to collect my thoughts.
It's such a beautifully heartbreaking f—king story, but PLEASE CHECK TRIGGERS because it has a ton. 🫶
𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝑰’� 𝒔𝒕𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒘, 𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝒔𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒍𝒚. 𝑰 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝑰 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆, 𝑩𝒆𝒄𝒌. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏.
January 28, 2025
Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.
There was a part of me that relished Beck’s hatred. I wanted him to hate me—needed him to hate me, because it was the only thing I was deserving of anymore. I wanted him to hurt me, too, for the things I’d done.
ARC review ⬇️
Wow! I wasn’t 100% sure if this book would be for me, but the concept really sounded amazing and I’m so glad I signed up for an ARC. I spent the first 40% (ish) of the book crying a lot. It was really fucking emotional, but so, so good. I love books that make me cry.
I’m unsure of the actual number of pages as of yet, but this book is a thicc boi. A couple of brief moments it seemed a little slow and repetitive, but mostly the amount of words were put to very good use. Gavin’s healing and entire journey happens slowly. It’s not easy and it’s not sudden, and I’m so thankful for that. It made the story believable. Gosh, I hurt so much for Gavin.
Beck was equally lovely. He might seem a tad too ‘perfect� for a minute, but he has his struggles too, and I really appreciated that. The MCs had a bond as kids and teenagers that really couldn’t be broken, even when it seemed it had.
I wondered briefly if the boy I’d known was somewhere behind that wall, banging his fists against it, wishing he could find a way out.
Beautiful story of healing, love and redemption. Highly recommend.
(Check the content warnings btw, it’s a heavy one.)
He shoved his hands into my hair, gripping my head with both hands, hissed, “I fucking hate you,� and crushed his lips to mine.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Redemption story
Childhood best friends to enemies to friends to lovers
Size difference
Wrestling
Slow burn
Legal guardian for younger sibling
Forced proximity
Wrestling as foreplay
Healing from abuse
Hair-pulling
First times
Dirty talk
Begging in bed
‘pԳ�
Loud in bed
Edging
No gag reflex
Possessive MCs
Hands-free orgasms
Hurt/comfort
Dominant in bed
Therapy
High heat
Flip-fucking
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
MC abusing steroids
Details of withdrawal and side effects of drug use
On-page injection of steroids
� all drug use is two years before the main story takes place, but still on page �
Homophobic parent (on page)
Death of step parent (past, off page)
Mentions of alcoholic parent
Abandoned by parent (past)
Homophobic MC (because of homophobic parent)
On-page violence between MCs (before relationship)
Episode of extreme mental distress (on page)
Suicidal ideation/suicidal thoughts (several instances, on page)
MC hospitalized
MC physically abused by parent (past and present, on page)
MC verbally and emotionally abused by parent (past and present)
On-page vomiting
MC physically attacking SCs (on-page, during ‘roid rage�)
Parent suicide (past, some details)
Alcohol consumption (on-page intoxication)
Alcohol abuse by MC (drinking to forget/be numb, not addicted)
Symptoms of depression
Homelessness (MC)
Off-page jailtime
Injured MC (self-inflicted during panic)
Fear of abandonment
Self harm (hitting and kicking things)
Misogynistic comments by MC and SC
Internalized homophobia (MC)
Prescription drug use (anti-depressants, painkillers)
MC1 orgasming from grinding on MC2 while asleep � panic attack when realizing (MC2 not upset)
Explicit sexual content
MC taking high dose of painkillers (once, on-page intoxication)
Brief mention of drug overdose and death (unnamed character, past)
AA meetings with details of addiction (minor characters)
On-page panic attacks
Rough sex and hair-pulling
Occasional spanks during sex
MC attacked and left naked while unconscious/drunk (undressed off page, no sexual assault)
MC struggling with aggression
Mild testicle torture
Edging/orgasm control
Facefucking
MC arrested on page (brief jailtime)
Police brutality (hostile and rough handling)
MC bullying SCs and other MC (past, on page)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, dual
Genre: Contemporary romance
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile
Main characters� age: 24 and 24
Series: Interconnected standalone
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 496
Happy ending: Yes
My loathing for the person he’d become came nowhere close to overshadowing the sorrow in my heart for the boy he’d been. For the life he could’ve chosen for himself, but hadn’t.
“You promise you’ll always be my best friend?� “Yeah, I promise. Of course I promise.� “You sure?� “How many times do I gotta say it? I promise I’ll always be your best friend. Nothing will ever change that. I can’t think of a single thing that would ever make me stop loving you. You’re the sky and I’m the stars, Becky. We’re stuck together. Okay?� “Okay.�
I clung to his contempt like it was the deepest kind of love, because in my life, to me, it might as well have been.
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There was a part of me that relished Beck’s hatred. I wanted him to hate me—needed him to hate me, because it was the only thing I was deserving of anymore. I wanted him to hurt me, too, for the things I’d done.
ARC review ⬇️
Wow! I wasn’t 100% sure if this book would be for me, but the concept really sounded amazing and I’m so glad I signed up for an ARC. I spent the first 40% (ish) of the book crying a lot. It was really fucking emotional, but so, so good. I love books that make me cry.
I’m unsure of the actual number of pages as of yet, but this book is a thicc boi. A couple of brief moments it seemed a little slow and repetitive, but mostly the amount of words were put to very good use. Gavin’s healing and entire journey happens slowly. It’s not easy and it’s not sudden, and I’m so thankful for that. It made the story believable. Gosh, I hurt so much for Gavin.
Beck was equally lovely. He might seem a tad too ‘perfect� for a minute, but he has his struggles too, and I really appreciated that. The MCs had a bond as kids and teenagers that really couldn’t be broken, even when it seemed it had.
I wondered briefly if the boy I’d known was somewhere behind that wall, banging his fists against it, wishing he could find a way out.
Beautiful story of healing, love and redemption. Highly recommend.
(Check the content warnings btw, it’s a heavy one.)
He shoved his hands into my hair, gripping my head with both hands, hissed, “I fucking hate you,� and crushed his lips to mine.
⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️
⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Redemption story
Childhood best friends to enemies to friends to lovers
Size difference
Wrestling
Slow burn
Legal guardian for younger sibling
Forced proximity
Wrestling as foreplay
Healing from abuse
Hair-pulling
First times
Dirty talk
Begging in bed
‘pԳ�
Loud in bed
Edging
No gag reflex
Possessive MCs
Hands-free orgasms
Hurt/comfort
Dominant in bed
Therapy
High heat
Flip-fucking
⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
MC abusing steroids
Details of withdrawal and side effects of drug use
On-page injection of steroids
� all drug use is two years before the main story takes place, but still on page �
Homophobic parent (on page)
Death of step parent (past, off page)
Mentions of alcoholic parent
Abandoned by parent (past)
Homophobic MC (because of homophobic parent)
On-page violence between MCs (before relationship)
Episode of extreme mental distress (on page)
Suicidal ideation/suicidal thoughts (several instances, on page)
MC hospitalized
MC physically abused by parent (past and present, on page)
MC verbally and emotionally abused by parent (past and present)
On-page vomiting
MC physically attacking SCs (on-page, during ‘roid rage�)
Parent suicide (past, some details)
Alcohol consumption (on-page intoxication)
Alcohol abuse by MC (drinking to forget/be numb, not addicted)
Symptoms of depression
Homelessness (MC)
Off-page jailtime
Injured MC (self-inflicted during panic)
Fear of abandonment
Self harm (hitting and kicking things)
Misogynistic comments by MC and SC
Internalized homophobia (MC)
Prescription drug use (anti-depressants, painkillers)
MC1 orgasming from grinding on MC2 while asleep � panic attack when realizing (MC2 not upset)
Explicit sexual content
MC taking high dose of painkillers (once, on-page intoxication)
Brief mention of drug overdose and death (unnamed character, past)
AA meetings with details of addiction (minor characters)
On-page panic attacks
Rough sex and hair-pulling
Occasional spanks during sex
MC attacked and left naked while unconscious/drunk (undressed off page, no sexual assault)
MC struggling with aggression
Mild testicle torture
Edging/orgasm control
Facefucking
MC arrested on page (brief jailtime)
Police brutality (hostile and rough handling)
MC bullying SCs and other MC (past, on page)
⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: No
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, dual
Genre: Contemporary romance
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile
Main characters� age: 24 and 24
Series: Interconnected standalone
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 496
Happy ending: Yes
My loathing for the person he’d become came nowhere close to overshadowing the sorrow in my heart for the boy he’d been. For the life he could’ve chosen for himself, but hadn’t.
“You promise you’ll always be my best friend?� “Yeah, I promise. Of course I promise.� “You sure?� “How many times do I gotta say it? I promise I’ll always be your best friend. Nothing will ever change that. I can’t think of a single thing that would ever make me stop loving you. You’re the sky and I’m the stars, Becky. We’re stuck together. Okay?� “Okay.�
I clung to his contempt like it was the deepest kind of love, because in my life, to me, it might as well have been.
You can find most of my reviews on Instagram as well:
February 6, 2025
This is a best friends-to-haters-to-lovers story. I absolutely loved this book with every fiber of my heart. I have a soft spot for broken boys, so I completely fell in love with Gavin’s story—how he fought through his traumas, insecurities, and vulnerabilities.
I'm not comparing, but while reading this book, I kept thinking back to Waylon and Will from Jessie Walker's Lost Boys series. Gavin's story resonates so much with Waylon's—both endured terrible fathers and heartbreaking trauma, which led to the separation from their best friend and possible new love. 🙁
The first 50% was pure suffering and pain� Gavin’s anger was palpable. The way this book is written makes you feel his rage and frustration. You begin to realize that for eight years, he basically suffered alone, trapped in his own mind and at the hands of his disgusting father (I wish his fate had involved my hands around his neck, but I get the author’s choice!).
Beck� well, I want to say Gavin was a warrior, and he was, but without Beck’s love, I don’t think this happily ever after would have been possible.
Anya was an amazing side character—LOVE HER! And to our elephant 🐘 and baby hippo 🦛, all the love.
There’s so much more I felt, so much more I would/could say, but this book touched me so deeply that my brain just can’t find the right words to praise it fully. It’s one of those rare stories that just hits you, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to find the perfect way to express how much it impacted me. But that’s a testament to how special it is.
And, I just have to say—I’m a total fan of Lyla and can’t wait for more!
I'm not comparing, but while reading this book, I kept thinking back to Waylon and Will from Jessie Walker's Lost Boys series. Gavin's story resonates so much with Waylon's—both endured terrible fathers and heartbreaking trauma, which led to the separation from their best friend and possible new love. 🙁
The first 50% was pure suffering and pain� Gavin’s anger was palpable. The way this book is written makes you feel his rage and frustration. You begin to realize that for eight years, he basically suffered alone, trapped in his own mind and at the hands of his disgusting father (I wish his fate had involved my hands around his neck, but I get the author’s choice!).
Beck� well, I want to say Gavin was a warrior, and he was, but without Beck’s love, I don’t think this happily ever after would have been possible.
Anya was an amazing side character—LOVE HER! And to our elephant 🐘 and baby hippo 🦛, all the love.
There’s so much more I felt, so much more I would/could say, but this book touched me so deeply that my brain just can’t find the right words to praise it fully. It’s one of those rare stories that just hits you, and no matter how hard I try, I can’t seem to find the perfect way to express how much it impacted me. But that’s a testament to how special it is.
And, I just have to say—I’m a total fan of Lyla and can’t wait for more!
February 2, 2025
What a fucking masterpiece.
This book broke me down into tiny little pieces and then put me back together in a better, stronger way.
Wow, just wow.
This is the story of Gavin, who we’ve already got to know as a homophobic, misogynistic, steroid abusing, violent asshole in book one. I was completely shocked to find out that this book would be his story. And what a story that was.
The first 40% of this were physically painful to read and with incredibly heavy themes (please check the extensive tw the author provides).
I’ve never, ever encountered such a broken character as Gavin in a book. He hates himself with everything he has, he is full of regret and remorse that’s slowly eating him alive and he simply doesn’t want to be here anymore. He has nothing and nobody left in his life. Reading about his pain was unbearable sometimes and after the initial hatred of him faded, my heart broke for him again and again. I wanted nothing more than for him to find his peace. Talk about a redemption arc alright.
So yeah, this was a helluva lot of hurt for the longest time, but when the comfort finally kicked in? When Beck, his childhood best friend and later Gavin‘s bully victim - who has no self preservation instincts and the patience of a saint btw - fights for him, forgives him, believes in him and just loves him against all odds? It was so, so moving.
This is the story of how you can change if you put your mind to it and that you deserve good things even after you’ve made some terrible mistakes. That you’re not inherently a bad person, just because you’ve done bad things. That you are worthy of love and trust and happiness. That you can find your way out of the darkest places if you truly want to.
And that that’s a process that - in Gavin‘s case - involved therapy, medication, acceptance, forgiveness, time and the intrinsic willingness to be better and do better.
This was absolutely brilliant, beautifully written and developed. Lyla Dane just got herself a spot on my auto-buy list from now on, that’s for sure.
I also just have to mention, that this had some of the most erotic sex scenes I’ve ever read. My god, these two, I was panting 🥵
There were so many great quotes I can’t even choose just one to put here, I’m sorry for the spam 😩
🦛🩷🐘
This book broke me down into tiny little pieces and then put me back together in a better, stronger way.
Wow, just wow.
This is the story of Gavin, who we’ve already got to know as a homophobic, misogynistic, steroid abusing, violent asshole in book one. I was completely shocked to find out that this book would be his story. And what a story that was.
The first 40% of this were physically painful to read and with incredibly heavy themes (please check the extensive tw the author provides).
I’ve never, ever encountered such a broken character as Gavin in a book. He hates himself with everything he has, he is full of regret and remorse that’s slowly eating him alive and he simply doesn’t want to be here anymore. He has nothing and nobody left in his life. Reading about his pain was unbearable sometimes and after the initial hatred of him faded, my heart broke for him again and again. I wanted nothing more than for him to find his peace. Talk about a redemption arc alright.
So yeah, this was a helluva lot of hurt for the longest time, but when the comfort finally kicked in? When Beck, his childhood best friend and later Gavin‘s bully victim - who has no self preservation instincts and the patience of a saint btw - fights for him, forgives him, believes in him and just loves him against all odds? It was so, so moving.
This is the story of how you can change if you put your mind to it and that you deserve good things even after you’ve made some terrible mistakes. That you’re not inherently a bad person, just because you’ve done bad things. That you are worthy of love and trust and happiness. That you can find your way out of the darkest places if you truly want to.
And that that’s a process that - in Gavin‘s case - involved therapy, medication, acceptance, forgiveness, time and the intrinsic willingness to be better and do better.
This was absolutely brilliant, beautifully written and developed. Lyla Dane just got herself a spot on my auto-buy list from now on, that’s for sure.
I also just have to mention, that this had some of the most erotic sex scenes I’ve ever read. My god, these two, I was panting 🥵
There were so many great quotes I can’t even choose just one to put here, I’m sorry for the spam 😩
“Can you promise me something?�
“W?�
“Promise me that you’ll keep on trying. Because you are so fucking beautiful when you let yourself try. You deserve the world, Gavin. I’m gonna kill that vicious inner voice that’s been hissing nothing but lies at you. I’m gonna talk to you until all you hear is my voice inside your head. Mine and yours. The way it always should have been. Just me and you.�
❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
„And I can’t promise anything about what will happen with me. I don’t really know myself very well these days, and yeah, being so close to you again really fucks with my head, mostly because of how I treated you. I struggle with it. But you are worth every moment of that struggle, Beck. Every fucking moment. I don’t know what will happen in the future, but I do know that the only place I want to be is by your side.�
❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
And god, kissing Beck was like that first step into the sun after being stuck in a cold, dark room for years. He tasted like the bite of a winter morning, waking up all my senses and making me feel alive. He was refuge from everything wrong; he was comfort and security and strength and hope.
❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️
“Because you’re you. Because I’ve never stopped loving you and I never will. Because under all the layers of protection you’ve covered yourself with, you’re good and generous and strong and brave and you’re letting yourself be all those things again. I looked up to you when we were kids. I still look up to you now, because even with everything you’ve been through, you never stopped fighting. You might think you did, and maybe consciously you made the choice to. But there is a part of you that never once stopped. So…I love you for everything you were, everything you are, and everything you’re choosing to be.�
🦛🩷🐘
December 31, 2024
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this is my new roman empire. this book is one of the best ive ever read. i’m not normally someone who cries over book and this has me straight up sobbing. BEST way to end 2024. I truly can’t get over Lyla’s books, this is top tier.
the redemption, the possessiveness, the care taking dynamic, the nicknames, the slow burn. PLEASE. this book was everything i look for.
HE CALLS HIM BECKY!!! that’s all you need to know 🥺😭
the smut is hot hot hot (per usual), good LAWD tho, I WAS SWEATING.
thank you lyla dane for always writing the best books, please bless us with more. will forever be my auto buy author & this book is a perfect example of why.
this is my new roman empire. this book is one of the best ive ever read. i’m not normally someone who cries over book and this has me straight up sobbing. BEST way to end 2024. I truly can’t get over Lyla’s books, this is top tier.
the redemption, the possessiveness, the care taking dynamic, the nicknames, the slow burn. PLEASE. this book was everything i look for.
HE CALLS HIM BECKY!!! that’s all you need to know 🥺😭
the smut is hot hot hot (per usual), good LAWD tho, I WAS SWEATING.
thank you lyla dane for always writing the best books, please bless us with more. will forever be my auto buy author & this book is a perfect example of why.
December 31, 2024
4.5⭐️
3.25🌶�
Y’all, This Book Was So Amazing. Gavin And Back Were Such An Amazing Couple And There Whole Journey Was DEFINITELY A Rollercoaster, But It Was SO Worth It In The End. Gavin, Let Me Tell You Out Of All The Broken Boys I’ve Read About, He’s Definitely One Of The Most Broken I’ve Seen. I Just Wanted Him To Be Happy, Especially In The Beginning Because He Deserves The Whole World. Beck, In The Beginning He Wanted Nothing To Do With Him, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. But How He Started To Feel In Love With Gavin All Over Again, It Was Just So Wonderful To See And I Loved It. Gavin And Becks Journey Was NOT Easy, Especially Fir Gavin, But How They Stuck With Each Other Through Thick And Thin, Through There Highs And Lows, It Was Just So Beautiful To See. I Also Lived Seeing My Boys Isaac And Brody Again And I Can’t Wait For Jordan And Jamie’s Book Because There’s So Much Of Jamie We Don’t Know And I Can’t Wait To Figure It Out, Same Fir Jordan. HIGHLY Recommend Y’all Read This Book On The 28th Of January & This Whole Series, But Highly Recommended Reading The First Book For A Better Experience Reading This One. 💕
Lyla, You Did It Again With Another Amazing Book And I Can’t Believe This Is Your Second Book Which Js Insane. But Keep Doing What You’re Doing And Keep Writing Amazing Stories Because You Have The Writing Talent To Write Amazing Stories. And Thank You So Much @lyladane For Giving Me The Arc, I REALLY Appreciate It SO Much💕🫶
3.25🌶�
Y’all, This Book Was So Amazing. Gavin And Back Were Such An Amazing Couple And There Whole Journey Was DEFINITELY A Rollercoaster, But It Was SO Worth It In The End. Gavin, Let Me Tell You Out Of All The Broken Boys I’ve Read About, He’s Definitely One Of The Most Broken I’ve Seen. I Just Wanted Him To Be Happy, Especially In The Beginning Because He Deserves The Whole World. Beck, In The Beginning He Wanted Nothing To Do With Him, ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. But How He Started To Feel In Love With Gavin All Over Again, It Was Just So Wonderful To See And I Loved It. Gavin And Becks Journey Was NOT Easy, Especially Fir Gavin, But How They Stuck With Each Other Through Thick And Thin, Through There Highs And Lows, It Was Just So Beautiful To See. I Also Lived Seeing My Boys Isaac And Brody Again And I Can’t Wait For Jordan And Jamie’s Book Because There’s So Much Of Jamie We Don’t Know And I Can’t Wait To Figure It Out, Same Fir Jordan. HIGHLY Recommend Y’all Read This Book On The 28th Of January & This Whole Series, But Highly Recommended Reading The First Book For A Better Experience Reading This One. 💕
Lyla, You Did It Again With Another Amazing Book And I Can’t Believe This Is Your Second Book Which Js Insane. But Keep Doing What You’re Doing And Keep Writing Amazing Stories Because You Have The Writing Talent To Write Amazing Stories. And Thank You So Much @lyladane For Giving Me The Arc, I REALLY Appreciate It SO Much💕🫶
January 1, 2025
Great story. This one was an emotional rollercoaster, I went from hating Gavin, to hating him even more, then just feeling so absolutely terrible for him, and wanting to give him a hug. It felt like this poor baby couldn’t catch a break. And Beck, I just loved him. No matter how hard Gavin tried to push him away, him just loved him harder. These two had a hard fought HEA, but it was so worth the ride.
January 28, 2025
-ARC Review
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When you see a new release and see all the hype and rave reviews,best believe this book deserves them all and then some.
This book absolutely broke me and put me back together. We meet Gavin in Book One (Someone Like You) and let's just say he definitely wasn't a MC I liked AT ALL. But when I found out he was getting a book I needed to know about him. I knew he had a story but where I didn't expect was to fall in love with him 🥺 This book is just so beautifully written. This is maybe the best redemption arc I've ever read. (I don't wanna spoil too much) but Lyla wrote it where we really see Gavin work hard for his redemption while simultaneously trying so hard to find himself.
*CHEF'S KISS * 🤌🏾
Let's not forget Beck. Wow. This man. I will fight someone over him idc idc. Absolutely love him, my heart also broke for him as well. These characters have their own stories and reading about them had my eyes running maybe the whole time while reading. These two together? ATE. IT. UP. I held on for these two, was rooting for these two. New favorite couple alert ⚠️This book had me bawling, smiling, angry and happy all in one. Let's also not forget that the spice was also HOT. but the story? WAS EVEN BETTER.
Favorite Book of 2025, hands down.
vibes >>>
💖Best friends - enemies to lovers
💖Villian Redemption ARC
💖Slow Burn
💖ܰ/dzڴǰ
💖ʴDz/ѾԱ
💖"ʰԳ"
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When you see a new release and see all the hype and rave reviews,best believe this book deserves them all and then some.
This book absolutely broke me and put me back together. We meet Gavin in Book One (Someone Like You) and let's just say he definitely wasn't a MC I liked AT ALL. But when I found out he was getting a book I needed to know about him. I knew he had a story but where I didn't expect was to fall in love with him 🥺 This book is just so beautifully written. This is maybe the best redemption arc I've ever read. (I don't wanna spoil too much) but Lyla wrote it where we really see Gavin work hard for his redemption while simultaneously trying so hard to find himself.
*CHEF'S KISS * 🤌🏾
Let's not forget Beck. Wow. This man. I will fight someone over him idc idc. Absolutely love him, my heart also broke for him as well. These characters have their own stories and reading about them had my eyes running maybe the whole time while reading. These two together? ATE. IT. UP. I held on for these two, was rooting for these two. New favorite couple alert ⚠️This book had me bawling, smiling, angry and happy all in one. Let's also not forget that the spice was also HOT. but the story? WAS EVEN BETTER.
Favorite Book of 2025, hands down.
vibes >>>
💖Best friends - enemies to lovers
💖Villian Redemption ARC
💖Slow Burn
💖ܰ/dzڴǰ
💖ʴDz/ѾԱ
💖"ʰԳ"
February 4, 2025
Contemporary MM
Extreme Hurt/Comfort
Unbelievably Emotional
Hard Redemption
Possesive MCs
Feral Cat/ Sunshine
(I can't really call him
Grumpy, he was feral!)
BFF>Enemies>Lovers
Hot Emotional Spice
All. The. Stars. Oh man, my brain after reading this book is just all over the place. This has to be one of the most emotional stories I have ever read. Whew! So I will say, I did not read book one - I just dove right into this one after seeing a couple of recs for this and the redemption bit. I looooove redemption stories. I don't know if not reading the first book makes a difference or not. I'm thinking that an event that took place at the beginning of this book might have been a big event in book one? I didn't realize it until after I finished this one though and I never had that feeling that I was missing something.
Let me tell you, the first 40% of this book is just gut wrenching. Gavin is an angry, angry man and when you are reading his POV... You can just feel the sick rage and despair in him. There are some very heavy topics here, a lot of hate, self hate and lot of hurt to get through. Please, if needed, check those TW. Its so worth it though, the evolution of Gavin is a wonder to behold. Also, petition to make Beck a Saint, because the love and patience that man had was phenomenal. By the end of this book I was freaking begging for the HEA. Its there, but its an epic journey to get there.
This is so beautifully written. There are so many highlights on my kindle... so much dialogue that just gave me the feels. Loved it. I cannot wait to see more from this author.
Extreme Hurt/Comfort
Unbelievably Emotional
Hard Redemption
Possesive MCs
Feral Cat/ Sunshine
(I can't really call him
Grumpy, he was feral!)
BFF>Enemies>Lovers
Hot Emotional Spice
All. The. Stars. Oh man, my brain after reading this book is just all over the place. This has to be one of the most emotional stories I have ever read. Whew! So I will say, I did not read book one - I just dove right into this one after seeing a couple of recs for this and the redemption bit. I looooove redemption stories. I don't know if not reading the first book makes a difference or not. I'm thinking that an event that took place at the beginning of this book might have been a big event in book one? I didn't realize it until after I finished this one though and I never had that feeling that I was missing something.
Let me tell you, the first 40% of this book is just gut wrenching. Gavin is an angry, angry man and when you are reading his POV... You can just feel the sick rage and despair in him. There are some very heavy topics here, a lot of hate, self hate and lot of hurt to get through. Please, if needed, check those TW. Its so worth it though, the evolution of Gavin is a wonder to behold. Also, petition to make Beck a Saint, because the love and patience that man had was phenomenal. By the end of this book I was freaking begging for the HEA. Its there, but its an epic journey to get there.
This is so beautifully written. There are so many highlights on my kindle... so much dialogue that just gave me the feels. Loved it. I cannot wait to see more from this author.
January 13, 2025
Never Let Me Go is book two in the Inevitably You series. This MM romance story is about Gavin and Beck.
We first met Gavin in book one of this series, and let me tell you I did not like him at all. Unfortunately my opinion didn’t change much at the start of this story. I struggled to see how Gavin could redeem himself for his awful words and actions. It was tough to see all the wrong choices he made.
Gavin and Beck started off as childhood friends who unfortunately became enemies. I was not expecting this to be such an emotional story, and it was hard to read about everything they went through. There were so many times I wanted to yell at Gavin for his behavior, but then I also wanted to hug him because of why he was acting that way. Gavin had all of this anger, but beneath it he was hurt and scared. And then there was Beck. He was incredibly caring and kind. He was so supportive of Gavin and never gave up on him. Beck’s unconditional love for Gavin was everything.
Gavin and Beck’s journey was definitely not an easy one. They had so many obstacles to overcome. Gavin’s healing happened slowly, and even though it was hard to read, it made it believable. I think Gavin might be the most broken boy I have ever read about, and it had me crying a couple times throughout this story. It was painful and my heart broke, but leave it to Lyla to put it back together again and make it all worth it in the end.
Although I wasn’t a fan of Gavin in the beginning, I wanted to protect him at all costs by the end. I couldn’t help but fall for Gavin and Beck. Their nicknames, jealousy and possessiveness had me swooning, and I couldn’t get enough of how desperate they were for each other. Gavin and Beck were meant to be together and their love was so beautiful. This story gave me all the feels and I absolutely loved it.
I received an advanced copy of this book, and this is my honest review.
We first met Gavin in book one of this series, and let me tell you I did not like him at all. Unfortunately my opinion didn’t change much at the start of this story. I struggled to see how Gavin could redeem himself for his awful words and actions. It was tough to see all the wrong choices he made.
Gavin and Beck started off as childhood friends who unfortunately became enemies. I was not expecting this to be such an emotional story, and it was hard to read about everything they went through. There were so many times I wanted to yell at Gavin for his behavior, but then I also wanted to hug him because of why he was acting that way. Gavin had all of this anger, but beneath it he was hurt and scared. And then there was Beck. He was incredibly caring and kind. He was so supportive of Gavin and never gave up on him. Beck’s unconditional love for Gavin was everything.
Gavin and Beck’s journey was definitely not an easy one. They had so many obstacles to overcome. Gavin’s healing happened slowly, and even though it was hard to read, it made it believable. I think Gavin might be the most broken boy I have ever read about, and it had me crying a couple times throughout this story. It was painful and my heart broke, but leave it to Lyla to put it back together again and make it all worth it in the end.
Although I wasn’t a fan of Gavin in the beginning, I wanted to protect him at all costs by the end. I couldn’t help but fall for Gavin and Beck. Their nicknames, jealousy and possessiveness had me swooning, and I couldn’t get enough of how desperate they were for each other. Gavin and Beck were meant to be together and their love was so beautiful. This story gave me all the feels and I absolutely loved it.
I received an advanced copy of this book, and this is my honest review.
January 14, 2025
|| ARC REVIEW ||
{ Never Let Me Go }
by Lyla Dane
𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙩?
𝙔𝙚𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙.
𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙘𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 40%?
𝙔𝙚𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙.
� � � � �
𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩:
💘 best friends to enemies to lovers
💘 hurt/comfort
💘 slow burn
💘 mental health rep
💘 touch-starved
Length: 496p
Source: ALC - Author
Release Date:January 28, 2025
CHECK TRIGGER WARNINGS (They’re a doozy!)
•ĢĢĢĢĢ�
This is Gavin’s story. If you don’t remember him, he was the guy who got kicked out of Brody’s house. The first few chapters told his side of the story. And I will say this with every fiber of my being—it’s ROUGH. I cried so hard. I had to go find my oldest daughter at 2 in the morning and CRY.
It’s been a while since a book has affected me like that. Needless to say, 𝙄’� 𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙.
This book was insanely angsty. It’s about a young man who makes all the wrong choices because it’s all he knows. It’s about a young man who never stopped loving the boy who made all the wrong choices despite the hatred he thought he felt. It’s about redemption and hope and recovery.
Gavin and Beck will go down as one of my favorite couples. Ever. I feel like I KNOW them. I went through everything with them. This is why I read romance. I love the smut, don’t get me wrong, but the stories? That’s what’s special. And Never Let Me Go? Yea, I’m friggin blown away and a bit out of sorts after finishing this heavy read.
Lyla, you kicked ASS, my friend. 😭😂😘
{I received a complimentary copy of this book. All reviews are my own.}
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{ Never Let Me Go }
by Lyla Dane
𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙛𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙞𝙩?
𝙔𝙚𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙.
𝘿𝙞𝙙 𝙄 𝙘𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙨𝙩 40%?
𝙔𝙚𝙨, 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙.
� � � � �
𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙚𝙘𝙩:
💘 best friends to enemies to lovers
💘 hurt/comfort
💘 slow burn
💘 mental health rep
💘 touch-starved
Length: 496p
Source: ALC - Author
Release Date:January 28, 2025
CHECK TRIGGER WARNINGS (They’re a doozy!)
•ĢĢĢĢĢ�
This is Gavin’s story. If you don’t remember him, he was the guy who got kicked out of Brody’s house. The first few chapters told his side of the story. And I will say this with every fiber of my being—it’s ROUGH. I cried so hard. I had to go find my oldest daughter at 2 in the morning and CRY.
It’s been a while since a book has affected me like that. Needless to say, 𝙄’� 𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙.
This book was insanely angsty. It’s about a young man who makes all the wrong choices because it’s all he knows. It’s about a young man who never stopped loving the boy who made all the wrong choices despite the hatred he thought he felt. It’s about redemption and hope and recovery.
Gavin and Beck will go down as one of my favorite couples. Ever. I feel like I KNOW them. I went through everything with them. This is why I read romance. I love the smut, don’t get me wrong, but the stories? That’s what’s special. And Never Let Me Go? Yea, I’m friggin blown away and a bit out of sorts after finishing this heavy read.
Lyla, you kicked ASS, my friend. 😭😂😘
{I received a complimentary copy of this book. All reviews are my own.}
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January 3, 2025
~ ranting: 5 �
~ spice: 3 🌶
arc review
Omg, this book is everything and more!! I can't belive I'm starting 2025 strong.
It’s painful, yet so beautiful. Beck and Gavin's relationship is a tough one, and it takes a lot for them to find peace, but the journey to that point is incredible. The angst, the tension, the redemption arc were done perfectly and I loved every single second of it.
Gavin deserves all the best, and I’m so glad he has Beck by his side, someone who never gave up on him and supported him through everything. Their love was truly unconditional. I just want to put them in my pocket and protect them from the world :(
I can't wait to read more from Lyla Dane!! If you haven't, this is your cue to go.
Never Let Me Go by Lyla Dane coming 01.28.25
~ best friends to enemies to lovers
~ second chance
~ villain redemption arc
~ hurt/comfort
~ slow burn
~ mental health rep
“You are the only reason I’m still here right now,� he said softly. “I stayed because you stayed. Wherever you are is the only place I ever want to be because you are everything to me, Beck. You always have been.�
~ spice: 3 🌶
arc review
Omg, this book is everything and more!! I can't belive I'm starting 2025 strong.
It’s painful, yet so beautiful. Beck and Gavin's relationship is a tough one, and it takes a lot for them to find peace, but the journey to that point is incredible. The angst, the tension, the redemption arc were done perfectly and I loved every single second of it.
Gavin deserves all the best, and I’m so glad he has Beck by his side, someone who never gave up on him and supported him through everything. Their love was truly unconditional. I just want to put them in my pocket and protect them from the world :(
I can't wait to read more from Lyla Dane!! If you haven't, this is your cue to go.
Never Let Me Go by Lyla Dane coming 01.28.25
~ best friends to enemies to lovers
~ second chance
~ villain redemption arc
~ hurt/comfort
~ slow burn
~ mental health rep
“You are the only reason I’m still here right now,� he said softly. “I stayed because you stayed. Wherever you are is the only place I ever want to be because you are everything to me, Beck. You always have been.�
March 19, 2025
72% dnf
It really was a 5 star read for me the first 40% but god then the whole book just changed. Sweetness overloaded and the essence of it got lost. By 60% it was so hard for me to keep reading. Just so much of the same thing about love being said over and over. Like it could have been just 3 pages but was written in 10 pages. At 70% it became a chore and i was done. So yeah. Done.
It really was a 5 star read for me the first 40% but god then the whole book just changed. Sweetness overloaded and the essence of it got lost. By 60% it was so hard for me to keep reading. Just so much of the same thing about love being said over and over. Like it could have been just 3 pages but was written in 10 pages. At 70% it became a chore and i was done. So yeah. Done.
January 31, 2025
Another win for me from this author. I am in love 🥰
From the last book, it seemed like there was no hope for Gavin, the seemingly homophobic guy who lived with Brody, who said many awful things and also attacked Isaac, which led to Brody's heart failure and him almost dying.
It was also recorded, and Gavin was put away for 6 months for what he did.
This book really shows how you don't really know what a person is going through. Does that make any of the behavior okay? No, of course not. But it makes one understand someone better. And in the case of Gavin, one comes to understand him a lot.
Beck, we come to learn, was Gavin's childhood best friend. They were beyond close, and by the time they were 14, they were starting to feel things for each other, things beyond friendship.
But we learn that Gavin's father was absolutely abusive, controlling monster. He wasn't as bad when Gavin was a child, but the closer he and Beck got, the worse his father got. And when his father walked in on them kissing for the first time at 14 years old, he flipped out.
After that, everything changed for the worse. Gavin was abused a way he never was before, and Beck had no idea this was going on. His mother also moved them away from next door to Gavin's house, so it seemed as if Beck had left Gavin.
Of course this happened over the summer, so they spend 3 months away from each other, and by the time they saw each other at school, it was too late. Gavin had put up so many walls to protect himself, and pushed Beck away to protect himself from the worst of his father's abuse. We learn that he was threatened with being sent away as well to a place even worse than what his father did to him (probably a conversion therapy place most likely) and so that was also part of what made Gavin act so horribly. By pushing Beck away, he'd still get to be near Beck and not get taken away. And survive his father's abuse as well.
It becomes incredibly understandable the more we learn of Gavin's life and his past. We also learn that his father made him abuse steroids as well, and as we know steroids just make some over the top hotheaded when they otherwise wouldn't be.
And Gavin had already been going through years of abuse, mental, emotional and physical, and had already been angry and mean to others for years. So the steroids made someone already angry at everything even worse.
Knowing all that, it makes Gavin's attitude and actions make more sense. It was still absolutely wrong, of course, but Gavin doesn't run from that, he doesn't run from taking responsibility.
Beck feels guilt for not trying harder when they were kids, but he truly shouldn't, and I love that Gavin lets him know that several times over. Beck is truly a great guy, and honestly how else should a 14 year old react to the best friend they love treating them like absolute dirt under their shoes? To them bullying you?
Beck was drowning in his own pain and his own issues, we come to learn. And he had no idea how horrible Gavin's father truly was.
It takes Gavin sinking to absolute rock bottom, and some help from Beck, to lift himself up again and get a second chance at life.
This is no easy read. Gavin struggles with suicidal ideation at times - although thankfully he never seriously tries anything, it's more like he's just letting life happen to him without trying - and definitely heed the CWs when going into this, but it's definitely worth the read.
Reading the first half of this is hard, but so worth it for the other half, for Gavin shedding his wall of anger and nastiness to come back to who he really was all along.
Seeing Beck not give up on him, seeing him fight for the boy he has always loved, has never truly stopped loving, was beautiful.
These two were beautiful together and I absolutely loved this story. Different in many ways to the first book, but still just as amazing.
I didn't know if Gavin's redemption could be pulled off, but this author did that and then some. I came to absolutely love who Gavin truly is. He acted horrible and did a horrible thing in the past, but that doesn't always have to define someone.
There's people like Gavin's father, who are truly horrible people who will never change - and he never does - and are just awful people.
But then there's people like Gavin, who are suffering so much and going through so much pain, and they deserve a second chance, to make amends, to try and do better than they were doing before.
Seeing Gavin have no one to having two people who love him - Beck has a step-sister, now a teenager who he's been raising since he was 18, and she is so kind to Gavin and comes to love him too - and making other connections as well - as well as going to therapy - was wonderful to read. I absolutely loved this and how far Gavin came from beginning to end.
Seeing how awful a place he was in, even 2 years after the incident, and how he slowly let his walls down with Beck was beautiful.
Absolutely you must pick this one up, especially if you loved the first book in this series. It is absolutely worth it to read this one too. Gavin seems the villain in the first book, and he sure acts like it, but he's more than just his actions in the previous book, as we see in this book.
His and Beck's love is absolutely beautiful. The chemistry between these two was absolutely on point and I couldn't get enough of these two and their love.
Also some scorching hot sex (Break the bed lately, Beck? 😉 Such a hot scene that was, whEW!)
Definitely can't wait for more from this author I've come to love after 2 amazing stories. I'm pretty sure the next story we're getting is about Brody's uncle. (He's so massive that I'm sure size different will come into play and I am here for that). I mean I'll be super bummed if we don't get one about him, but I feel like there were hints about him getting his own book as well. I need it, please!
Whatever we get next, I'm sure I'll absolutely love it.
Can't wait! ❤️
My Ratings for the Inevitably You Series:
🔹 : 5 stars (my review)
🔹 Never Let Me Go: 5 stars
From the last book, it seemed like there was no hope for Gavin, the seemingly homophobic guy who lived with Brody, who said many awful things and also attacked Isaac, which led to Brody's heart failure and him almost dying.
It was also recorded, and Gavin was put away for 6 months for what he did.
This book really shows how you don't really know what a person is going through. Does that make any of the behavior okay? No, of course not. But it makes one understand someone better. And in the case of Gavin, one comes to understand him a lot.
Beck, we come to learn, was Gavin's childhood best friend. They were beyond close, and by the time they were 14, they were starting to feel things for each other, things beyond friendship.
But we learn that Gavin's father was absolutely abusive, controlling monster. He wasn't as bad when Gavin was a child, but the closer he and Beck got, the worse his father got. And when his father walked in on them kissing for the first time at 14 years old, he flipped out.
After that, everything changed for the worse. Gavin was abused a way he never was before, and Beck had no idea this was going on. His mother also moved them away from next door to Gavin's house, so it seemed as if Beck had left Gavin.
Of course this happened over the summer, so they spend 3 months away from each other, and by the time they saw each other at school, it was too late. Gavin had put up so many walls to protect himself, and pushed Beck away to protect himself from the worst of his father's abuse. We learn that he was threatened with being sent away as well to a place even worse than what his father did to him (probably a conversion therapy place most likely) and so that was also part of what made Gavin act so horribly. By pushing Beck away, he'd still get to be near Beck and not get taken away. And survive his father's abuse as well.
It becomes incredibly understandable the more we learn of Gavin's life and his past. We also learn that his father made him abuse steroids as well, and as we know steroids just make some over the top hotheaded when they otherwise wouldn't be.
And Gavin had already been going through years of abuse, mental, emotional and physical, and had already been angry and mean to others for years. So the steroids made someone already angry at everything even worse.
Knowing all that, it makes Gavin's attitude and actions make more sense. It was still absolutely wrong, of course, but Gavin doesn't run from that, he doesn't run from taking responsibility.
Beck feels guilt for not trying harder when they were kids, but he truly shouldn't, and I love that Gavin lets him know that several times over. Beck is truly a great guy, and honestly how else should a 14 year old react to the best friend they love treating them like absolute dirt under their shoes? To them bullying you?
Beck was drowning in his own pain and his own issues, we come to learn. And he had no idea how horrible Gavin's father truly was.
It takes Gavin sinking to absolute rock bottom, and some help from Beck, to lift himself up again and get a second chance at life.
This is no easy read. Gavin struggles with suicidal ideation at times - although thankfully he never seriously tries anything, it's more like he's just letting life happen to him without trying - and definitely heed the CWs when going into this, but it's definitely worth the read.
Reading the first half of this is hard, but so worth it for the other half, for Gavin shedding his wall of anger and nastiness to come back to who he really was all along.
Seeing Beck not give up on him, seeing him fight for the boy he has always loved, has never truly stopped loving, was beautiful.
These two were beautiful together and I absolutely loved this story. Different in many ways to the first book, but still just as amazing.
I didn't know if Gavin's redemption could be pulled off, but this author did that and then some. I came to absolutely love who Gavin truly is. He acted horrible and did a horrible thing in the past, but that doesn't always have to define someone.
There's people like Gavin's father, who are truly horrible people who will never change - and he never does - and are just awful people.
But then there's people like Gavin, who are suffering so much and going through so much pain, and they deserve a second chance, to make amends, to try and do better than they were doing before.
Seeing Gavin have no one to having two people who love him - Beck has a step-sister, now a teenager who he's been raising since he was 18, and she is so kind to Gavin and comes to love him too - and making other connections as well - as well as going to therapy - was wonderful to read. I absolutely loved this and how far Gavin came from beginning to end.
Seeing how awful a place he was in, even 2 years after the incident, and how he slowly let his walls down with Beck was beautiful.
Absolutely you must pick this one up, especially if you loved the first book in this series. It is absolutely worth it to read this one too. Gavin seems the villain in the first book, and he sure acts like it, but he's more than just his actions in the previous book, as we see in this book.
His and Beck's love is absolutely beautiful. The chemistry between these two was absolutely on point and I couldn't get enough of these two and their love.
Also some scorching hot sex (Break the bed lately, Beck? 😉 Such a hot scene that was, whEW!)
Definitely can't wait for more from this author I've come to love after 2 amazing stories. I'm pretty sure the next story we're getting is about Brody's uncle. (He's so massive that I'm sure size different will come into play and I am here for that). I mean I'll be super bummed if we don't get one about him, but I feel like there were hints about him getting his own book as well. I need it, please!
Whatever we get next, I'm sure I'll absolutely love it.
Can't wait! ❤️
My Ratings for the Inevitably You Series:
🔹 : 5 stars (my review)
🔹 Never Let Me Go: 5 stars
January 18, 2025
This book 🥹🥹, utterly beautiful, heartbreaking. Lyla Dane wrote a stunning story of hurt, trauma, friendship, redemption and ultimately of love winning, being able to overcome even the most horrific of circumstances. Parts of this book were extremely hard to read, curtain courageously pulled back to show the fear, pain, abandonment, despair and then other parts were glorious in their depiction of hope, connection, redemption, generosity.
The writing is phenomenal, each emotion stacked to have a visceral impact, Beck and Gavin stealing your heart and pulling you into the world they are navigating, sometimes fighting with all they have and sometimes just numbing as the resources they rely on peter out. What doesn’t peter out, stays even in its most fragile state is the way they are connected. How they are each others person. These are not convenient feelings but they are strong and sure and survive the battering ram that was Gavin’s dad (I wish he had suffered more, sorry not sorry) and the system as a whole. Completely hooked on this book and the way it made me feel, as a friend (@laura ) who was reading this at the same time said it breaks your heart and then puts it back together.
I adored Anya and liked seeing the characters from the previous book. I have to go back and read the first book because I can’t get enough of this author’s writing and the world created but this is an absolutely stellar standalone, I could see glimpses of what would be from the first book but nothing disrupted the story at all.
Expect:
* Childhood friends
* Hurt comfort
* Redemption
* Slow burn
* Second chances
* Devastating trauma and pain
* Mental health rep
* sensitive topics (check trigger warning)
* Addiction
* Friends to animosity to lovers
* Second chances
* Sexual awakening
* “Mine�
* Princess
* First times
* “Who hurt you�
* Dirty talk
* High heat
The writing is phenomenal, each emotion stacked to have a visceral impact, Beck and Gavin stealing your heart and pulling you into the world they are navigating, sometimes fighting with all they have and sometimes just numbing as the resources they rely on peter out. What doesn’t peter out, stays even in its most fragile state is the way they are connected. How they are each others person. These are not convenient feelings but they are strong and sure and survive the battering ram that was Gavin’s dad (I wish he had suffered more, sorry not sorry) and the system as a whole. Completely hooked on this book and the way it made me feel, as a friend (@laura ) who was reading this at the same time said it breaks your heart and then puts it back together.
I adored Anya and liked seeing the characters from the previous book. I have to go back and read the first book because I can’t get enough of this author’s writing and the world created but this is an absolutely stellar standalone, I could see glimpses of what would be from the first book but nothing disrupted the story at all.
Expect:
* Childhood friends
* Hurt comfort
* Redemption
* Slow burn
* Second chances
* Devastating trauma and pain
* Mental health rep
* sensitive topics (check trigger warning)
* Addiction
* Friends to animosity to lovers
* Second chances
* Sexual awakening
* “Mine�
* Princess
* First times
* “Who hurt you�
* Dirty talk
* High heat
January 10, 2025
REVIEW INCOMING
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February 22, 2025
MF MASTERPIECE
March 27, 2025
5 stars ☆⋆˙
Review:
This book shattered my heart and put it back together in the most beautiful way. I never expected the emotional roller coaster I experienced while reading it. The redemption arc trope is quickly becoming one of my favorites.
Gavin Foster, my poor, misunderstood boy—I just wanted to wrap him in a bubble and protect him at all costs. Beneath all the anger was someone deeply hurt, desperately needing someone to see the pain he tried so hard to hide. And that someone was Beck.
Beck Bowman is nothing short of incredible. His unwavering kindness and love for Gavin were heart-wrenching. Despite everything Gavin said or did, Beck never gave up on him. His determination to save Gavin, to shield him from the world—and even from himself—was profoundly moving. Beck’s love never wavered, and that devotion made their story perfect.
From the very beginning, it was clear that these two boys were soulmates. Since they were six years old, their bond has been undeniable. Two lost souls, destined to find and complete one another. Their love story was portrayed with such beauty and depth—it felt perfect in every way.
I also adored Anya. She was a strong, wonderful character who truly deserved all the love in the world. This was such an amazing book—it made me cry, laugh, and completely melt.
Review:
This book shattered my heart and put it back together in the most beautiful way. I never expected the emotional roller coaster I experienced while reading it. The redemption arc trope is quickly becoming one of my favorites.
Gavin Foster, my poor, misunderstood boy—I just wanted to wrap him in a bubble and protect him at all costs. Beneath all the anger was someone deeply hurt, desperately needing someone to see the pain he tried so hard to hide. And that someone was Beck.
Beck Bowman is nothing short of incredible. His unwavering kindness and love for Gavin were heart-wrenching. Despite everything Gavin said or did, Beck never gave up on him. His determination to save Gavin, to shield him from the world—and even from himself—was profoundly moving. Beck’s love never wavered, and that devotion made their story perfect.
From the very beginning, it was clear that these two boys were soulmates. Since they were six years old, their bond has been undeniable. Two lost souls, destined to find and complete one another. Their love story was portrayed with such beauty and depth—it felt perfect in every way.
I also adored Anya. She was a strong, wonderful character who truly deserved all the love in the world. This was such an amazing book—it made me cry, laugh, and completely melt.
May 4, 2025
I'm not even sure I have to words to form an actual coherent review of this. I knew I'd love it after reading Someone Like You, yet it still blew me away. So bear with me whilst I try to get something coherent out, 'kay?
First of all, the writing is absolutely stunning. There's no denying that Lyla is an insanely talented writer and it shows. This is a big book, but it didn't feel like it to me. I was so absorbed by this story that the world around me ceased to exist. There's so much raw emotion, both good and bad, that it took my breath away. I have no idea what kind of sorcery Lyla puts in her books, because damn.
I'm not sure what it says about me that I just wanted to hug Gavin the moment he showed up in Someone Like You. Let's not open that can of worms, okay? Because yeah, he wasn't a good person. But... I could see it for the cry for help that it was. And reading his story? It just broke my heart, honestly. Broke it, ripped it out of my chest, stomped on it, tore it to shreds, and then... slowly... put it back together. I went a bit insane for Gavin and Beck, not going to lie. I thought Brody and Isaac had made me a feral mess, but it was nothing compared to the effect Gavin and Beck had on me. Honestly, I'm just a mushy blob made of incoherent screeches at this point. The chemistry between these two took my breath away. I nearly fainted or combusted several times and I even might've shed a few tears, which is a miracle because I don't cry easily with books.
Lyla Dane is an incredibly talented writer and Gavin's story will no doubt stay with me for a long, long time. She's definitely an auto-buy author for me now and I can't wait to see what she brings us next. Highly recommended, if you can handle the triggers!
First of all, the writing is absolutely stunning. There's no denying that Lyla is an insanely talented writer and it shows. This is a big book, but it didn't feel like it to me. I was so absorbed by this story that the world around me ceased to exist. There's so much raw emotion, both good and bad, that it took my breath away. I have no idea what kind of sorcery Lyla puts in her books, because damn.
I'm not sure what it says about me that I just wanted to hug Gavin the moment he showed up in Someone Like You. Let's not open that can of worms, okay? Because yeah, he wasn't a good person. But... I could see it for the cry for help that it was. And reading his story? It just broke my heart, honestly. Broke it, ripped it out of my chest, stomped on it, tore it to shreds, and then... slowly... put it back together. I went a bit insane for Gavin and Beck, not going to lie. I thought Brody and Isaac had made me a feral mess, but it was nothing compared to the effect Gavin and Beck had on me. Honestly, I'm just a mushy blob made of incoherent screeches at this point. The chemistry between these two took my breath away. I nearly fainted or combusted several times and I even might've shed a few tears, which is a miracle because I don't cry easily with books.
Lyla Dane is an incredibly talented writer and Gavin's story will no doubt stay with me for a long, long time. She's definitely an auto-buy author for me now and I can't wait to see what she brings us next. Highly recommended, if you can handle the triggers!
January 30, 2025
I’m absolutely phenomenal story. The first half of this book is absolutely gut wrenching, and just makes you feel so much for these characters. Gavin is one of the most absolutely broken characters. He is an absolutely horrible person at the beginning of the book, but you just feel for him so much and can absolutely understand where he’s coming from. Despite him being such a horrible person, the author makes you feel for him so deeply, and reading his journey was absolutely touching.
The second half of this book is just absolute tenderness. There’s no third act break up, in fact, their relationship just keeps getting stronger and stronger throughout the entire book, all the way to the very last page. Even though this book is almost 600 pages long, I never found myself getting bored or tired of reading about these two. The dialogue between these two is so satisfying, supportive, sweet, and full of love and longing. I just absolutely think this book is fantastic! I don’t even have anything negative to say about this book.
Absolute must read for those who love a tender relationship, hurt/comfort, and beautiful character development.
The second half of this book is just absolute tenderness. There’s no third act break up, in fact, their relationship just keeps getting stronger and stronger throughout the entire book, all the way to the very last page. Even though this book is almost 600 pages long, I never found myself getting bored or tired of reading about these two. The dialogue between these two is so satisfying, supportive, sweet, and full of love and longing. I just absolutely think this book is fantastic! I don’t even have anything negative to say about this book.
Absolute must read for those who love a tender relationship, hurt/comfort, and beautiful character development.
December 29, 2024
My gosh was this book absolutely heartbreaking. I was in tears for the first 30% of this book just from Gavin’s inner thoughts and struggles his last few months of college. When we finally get the “now� with him and Beck connecting again it was just so hard fought. I absolutely loved this book and Lyla’s writing. I’m not normally one for a higher angst book but caretaking is one of my top tropes to read and this book had it in spades. The absolute love between Gavin and Beck was beautiful to read. You can feel Gavin’s struggle to forgive himself of his past mistakes. The claw that his father had in him were so deep but angel Beck was willing to stay by his side and help him through it and protect him not only from outsiders but from himself as well. Anya was an absolute sweetheart and I loved how she just accepted Gavin and loved him unconditionally.
January 26, 2025
this book now owns a piece of my soul. you know those books you read and just know it’s going to stick with you for a while? it’s feels like 5 stars isn’t enough? this is how i felt with this book, and it’s been a while since i’ve had a book make me feel like this! i already know it’s going to be one of my all time favorites! this book had me in tears for the first like 45% gavin’s inner thoughts and struggles really got to me. gavin is the “villain� in the previous book but the minute i started this book i couldn’t help but cheer him on and want him to become the best version of himself.
and then we have beck. ugh i adore beck with everything in me, he’s seriously top tier! he never gave up on gavin despite gavin fighting him every step of the way. he always let gavin know he had a home and was safe with him, he made sure gavin kept fighting even when he didn’t want to. beck made in clear he was not leaving his side and he would fight right beside him every step of the way.
the love these two have is so beautiful! they both love each other so deeply and they always have despite all the obstacles in their way! they just completely adore each other and i love it! their love story had me in shambles but in the best way! plus the nicknames!! ADORABLE!
also anya is so cute and i adore her and the way she instantly accepted gavin.
i think about these boys on a daily basis and i already want to reread their story! if you couldn’t tell by this super long review i HIGHLY recommend this!! lyla you outdid yourself 👏
and then we have beck. ugh i adore beck with everything in me, he’s seriously top tier! he never gave up on gavin despite gavin fighting him every step of the way. he always let gavin know he had a home and was safe with him, he made sure gavin kept fighting even when he didn’t want to. beck made in clear he was not leaving his side and he would fight right beside him every step of the way.
the love these two have is so beautiful! they both love each other so deeply and they always have despite all the obstacles in their way! they just completely adore each other and i love it! their love story had me in shambles but in the best way! plus the nicknames!! ADORABLE!
also anya is so cute and i adore her and the way she instantly accepted gavin.
i think about these boys on a daily basis and i already want to reread their story! if you couldn’t tell by this super long review i HIGHLY recommend this!! lyla you outdid yourself 👏
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April 19, 2025
Rating: ♾️ /5
This is one of those books you devour in one sitting, then go, "Wait.... that was almost 500 pages?! 😳" and "Oh crap, it's already 4 in morning! 😭"
Honestly, this has one of the best villain redemptions ever. Gavin starts off as a total monster and does some pretty awful things, but his actions aren’t brushed under the rug. The author really put him through the wringer, to the point where by the end, I was like, "Okay, enough! He’s been through enough, just let him be happy now! Please, author 😭🙏🏼🙏🏼"
Also I’ve gotta admit, I could never truly hate Gavin, he was just so messed up and my heart broke for him.
And then there’s Beck, the literal angel, who does everything in his power to keep Gavin safe and happy. All of Gavin’s prickly attitude just melts around him. Watching Gavin’s character grow was amazing and their dynamic was everything.
Also Beck calls him "princess." I almost died from cuteness.
This is one of those books you devour in one sitting, then go, "Wait.... that was almost 500 pages?! 😳" and "Oh crap, it's already 4 in morning! 😭"
Honestly, this has one of the best villain redemptions ever. Gavin starts off as a total monster and does some pretty awful things, but his actions aren’t brushed under the rug. The author really put him through the wringer, to the point where by the end, I was like, "Okay, enough! He’s been through enough, just let him be happy now! Please, author 😭🙏🏼🙏🏼"
Also I’ve gotta admit, I could never truly hate Gavin, he was just so messed up and my heart broke for him.
And then there’s Beck, the literal angel, who does everything in his power to keep Gavin safe and happy. All of Gavin’s prickly attitude just melts around him. Watching Gavin’s character grow was amazing and their dynamic was everything.
Also Beck calls him "princess." I almost died from cuteness.
February 28, 2025
Before I started reading this book I was genuinely upset this book was about Gavin, I really despised him in the first book. And what do you know, I got over that in 3 minutes after starting this book 😁😊🤗
People always have a backstory especially in books.
Just like the other book, this story had a broken and a strong mc. And parents are just horrible beings. Also the strong mc had an almost identical relationship with a sister.
So� it was a bit like reading the same book twice, but then with different characters.
And n both cases I loved it a lot. I guess I’m really into broken to fixed stories 😬
I hope to read more from this author, and then I hope she mixes up the script a bit. (And if not, I’m still here for it) 😁
People always have a backstory especially in books.
Just like the other book, this story had a broken and a strong mc. And parents are just horrible beings. Also the strong mc had an almost identical relationship with a sister.
So� it was a bit like reading the same book twice, but then with different characters.
And n both cases I loved it a lot. I guess I’m really into broken to fixed stories 😬
I hope to read more from this author, and then I hope she mixes up the script a bit. (And if not, I’m still here for it) 😁
May 3, 2025
Never Let Me Go can be read as a standalone, but I thought the first book was good as well.
I don't like that Brody and Issac took up a majority of the ending, but I get it was a significant moment in Gavins life.
Anya was a great addition to the story. I think it was great how she responded to Gavin and even how he responded to he (she took everything in stride).
I think it sucked that he didn't get closure for the big thing, but that's also something that happens in life.
I don't like that Brody and Issac took up a majority of the ending, but I get it was a significant moment in Gavins life.
Anya was a great addition to the story. I think it was great how she responded to Gavin and even how he responded to he (she took everything in stride).
I think it sucked that he didn't get closure for the big thing, but that's also something that happens in life.
February 2, 2025
3�
“You remember what you used to say to me?�
Yeah. I remembered. I knew exactly what he was talking about. “You’re the sky and I’m the stars,� I said quietly.
“Yeah. And no matter how far you fall, I’ll still be there to catch you.�
I liked this one more than Isaac and Brody's book tbh
If I was breaking apart, I wanted to do it so thoroughly no one could ever put me back together again.
We met Gavin in the previous book, where he was a huge asshole, and in this one, we learn about his situation with his father and why he behaved the way he did, that doesn’t justify all the harm he caused with his words and actions.
“You have to make everything, fucking everything, hard. It won’t hurt you to just have a normal conversation, Gavin. Can you put the claws away and talk to me without the anger and hostility? Can you do that? Because I’m trying really hard to be patient with you, but fuck, you don’t make anything easy.�
He goes to jail, and two years later, Beck (who was his bff) finds him and takes him to his house, where Gavin ends up breaking his leg. This forces Beck to take care of him because Gavin had no one else, no home, no friends, nothing.
“Why? Why the fuck do you even care what happens to me?�
There was a pause, and then he said, “Because no one else does.�
They start living together, and that’s when the feelings they had buried resurfaced. I liked them as a couple, they complemented each other well. Even though their story wasn’t anything extraordinary (nothing I hadn’t read before), it was good.
”You think I want to be like this? You think I want to run away like a fucking coward every time things get to be too much? I fucking don’t! I don’t want to be like this!� He paused, breathing hard, then said, “Don’t let me be like this, Beck.�
There where things Gavin would say to him and I was like damn you took it too far, but Beck knew it was a defence mechanism but that didn't stop him from call him out on his shit.
“I know you’ve been through a lot of shit, I know you haven’t had an easy life, and I know your dad did something to you to make you like this. But every time you open your mouth and say shit like that, those are choices you are making. You are choosing to be an asshole. Your dad is nowhere in sight, and you still say ignorant shit that you never would have said before. You could choose to be decent, and yet, you don’t. I know you’re hurting in your very soul, Gavin, but don’t you ever, ever, say that again in this house.� He stared hard at me for a long moment, then leaned in until his mouth was pressed against my ear and said in a bitter voice, “And I think we both know why you keep saying shit like that.�
His father’s death? He got off way too easily for all the damage he caused his son. He ruined his own son’s life and abused him both physically and mentally. And as if that wasn’t enough, after abandoning him, he kept looking for ways to get rid of him or send him back to jail. The one who should have been in prison was him, not his son.
I was fourteen when my dad took his belt to my back, screaming that no son of his would be gay. But Beck wasn’t there when it was over, and nothing was ever okay again.
Special mention to Anya, we need more characters like her in books.
“What the…what happened to him? Who is that? Is he dead? Oh my God, Beck, did you kill him? Are you trying to hide the body? I know I’m your ride or die, but I feel like having limits is kind of healthy.�
Anyways it was a good book and I enjoyed it.
“I’m the sky and you’re the stars, remember? It’s my job to hold you up and let you shine. So let me do my job, baby.�
I would let him do whatever he wanted, as long as he kept me.
“You remember what you used to say to me?�
Yeah. I remembered. I knew exactly what he was talking about. “You’re the sky and I’m the stars,� I said quietly.
“Yeah. And no matter how far you fall, I’ll still be there to catch you.�
I liked this one more than Isaac and Brody's book tbh
If I was breaking apart, I wanted to do it so thoroughly no one could ever put me back together again.
We met Gavin in the previous book, where he was a huge asshole, and in this one, we learn about his situation with his father and why he behaved the way he did, that doesn’t justify all the harm he caused with his words and actions.
“You have to make everything, fucking everything, hard. It won’t hurt you to just have a normal conversation, Gavin. Can you put the claws away and talk to me without the anger and hostility? Can you do that? Because I’m trying really hard to be patient with you, but fuck, you don’t make anything easy.�
He goes to jail, and two years later, Beck (who was his bff) finds him and takes him to his house, where Gavin ends up breaking his leg. This forces Beck to take care of him because Gavin had no one else, no home, no friends, nothing.
“Why? Why the fuck do you even care what happens to me?�
There was a pause, and then he said, “Because no one else does.�
They start living together, and that’s when the feelings they had buried resurfaced. I liked them as a couple, they complemented each other well. Even though their story wasn’t anything extraordinary (nothing I hadn’t read before), it was good.
”You think I want to be like this? You think I want to run away like a fucking coward every time things get to be too much? I fucking don’t! I don’t want to be like this!� He paused, breathing hard, then said, “Don’t let me be like this, Beck.�
There where things Gavin would say to him and I was like damn you took it too far, but Beck knew it was a defence mechanism but that didn't stop him from call him out on his shit.
“I know you’ve been through a lot of shit, I know you haven’t had an easy life, and I know your dad did something to you to make you like this. But every time you open your mouth and say shit like that, those are choices you are making. You are choosing to be an asshole. Your dad is nowhere in sight, and you still say ignorant shit that you never would have said before. You could choose to be decent, and yet, you don’t. I know you’re hurting in your very soul, Gavin, but don’t you ever, ever, say that again in this house.� He stared hard at me for a long moment, then leaned in until his mouth was pressed against my ear and said in a bitter voice, “And I think we both know why you keep saying shit like that.�
His father’s death? He got off way too easily for all the damage he caused his son. He ruined his own son’s life and abused him both physically and mentally. And as if that wasn’t enough, after abandoning him, he kept looking for ways to get rid of him or send him back to jail. The one who should have been in prison was him, not his son.
I was fourteen when my dad took his belt to my back, screaming that no son of his would be gay. But Beck wasn’t there when it was over, and nothing was ever okay again.
Special mention to Anya, we need more characters like her in books.
“What the…what happened to him? Who is that? Is he dead? Oh my God, Beck, did you kill him? Are you trying to hide the body? I know I’m your ride or die, but I feel like having limits is kind of healthy.�
Anyways it was a good book and I enjoyed it.
“I’m the sky and you’re the stars, remember? It’s my job to hold you up and let you shine. So let me do my job, baby.�
I would let him do whatever he wanted, as long as he kept me.
February 24, 2025
2 stars. Toxic as fuck with the strangest justifications. Some of the things that happened were irredeemable simply for how the author handled it. Maybe if it was written in a more compelling way, I would’ve enjoyed it.
December 31, 2024
You know those books that are so special that rating it 5 starts is not enough because it deserves infinity stars?
That’s how I feel about this book.
This book is so heartbreaking it will make you want to cry, and I don’t cry a lot while reading books and I’ve read some pretty angsty books before but Gavin’s story wretched at my heart.
Gavin is a completely broken young man. And the pain he went through will make you feel devastated. Reading what Gavin went through was painful because it wasn’t his fault and he turned into someone full of anger and bitterness because of that pain. But he is one of the most strongest characters. Gavin’s character development was beautiful and I loved Gavin and Beck. They’ve been through so much together but their love for each other is was what made them stronger.
Overall this book destroyed me and Gavin and Beck are everything. Please make sure to check the trigger warnings and thank you to the author for sending me an ARC to read and review.
That’s how I feel about this book.
This book is so heartbreaking it will make you want to cry, and I don’t cry a lot while reading books and I’ve read some pretty angsty books before but Gavin’s story wretched at my heart.
Gavin is a completely broken young man. And the pain he went through will make you feel devastated. Reading what Gavin went through was painful because it wasn’t his fault and he turned into someone full of anger and bitterness because of that pain. But he is one of the most strongest characters. Gavin’s character development was beautiful and I loved Gavin and Beck. They’ve been through so much together but their love for each other is was what made them stronger.
Overall this book destroyed me and Gavin and Beck are everything. Please make sure to check the trigger warnings and thank you to the author for sending me an ARC to read and review.
April 24, 2025
i would cut out my own heart for their happiness i am not even joking. i haven’t felt so deeply for two characters in a very very long time. just thinking about them makes me feel like i’ve been run over by a heavy truck <3 gavinbeck, i will love you forever.
p.s. the smut in this? i have never in my life wished i had a dick until now
p.s. the smut in this? i have never in my life wished i had a dick until now
February 10, 2025
3.75🌟
This was definitely better than the first book great storyline, solid plot, and we finally get to understand why Gavin is the way he is. Anya stole my heart! She’s so sweet, and I loved how she met Gavin without judgment, just pure kindness. I was a little worried, but when Beck said Gavin doesn’t hurt kids, I believed him.
I loved how the book started, but it did get repetitive at times. What really got me, though, was that chapter before the epilogue an entire smut scene instead of giving the dad the brutal revenge he deserved? The author really let that crazy character off easy, and I’ve never been more pained. 🤢
But Beck and Gavin’s love? That’s their love. 💕
This was definitely better than the first book great storyline, solid plot, and we finally get to understand why Gavin is the way he is. Anya stole my heart! She’s so sweet, and I loved how she met Gavin without judgment, just pure kindness. I was a little worried, but when Beck said Gavin doesn’t hurt kids, I believed him.
I loved how the book started, but it did get repetitive at times. What really got me, though, was that chapter before the epilogue an entire smut scene instead of giving the dad the brutal revenge he deserved? The author really let that crazy character off easy, and I’ve never been more pained. 🤢
But Beck and Gavin’s love? That’s their love. 💕
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