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How to Live on the Edge
Eighteen-year-old Cayenne barely remembers her mother, who died of breast cancer when Cayenne was four. The women in her family have a history of dying young. Cayenne figures she'll meet the same fate, so she might as well enjoy life now, engaging in death-defying risks like dodging trains and jumping off cliffs with her boyfriend.
When Cayenne receives a series of video messages her mother made for her before dying, she isn't sure she wants them. Her aunt Tee has been her true mother figure. But then Aunt Tee tests positive for a BRCA gene mutation--the one that doomed Cayenne's mom--and decides to get a mastectomy to reduce her chances of developing cancer. As Cayenne helps her aunt prepare for the surgery, she finds herself drawn to her mother's messages, with their musings on life, love, and perseverance. For the first time, Cayenne starts to question what it truly means to live life to the fullest, even when death might be written into her DNA.
When Cayenne receives a series of video messages her mother made for her before dying, she isn't sure she wants them. Her aunt Tee has been her true mother figure. But then Aunt Tee tests positive for a BRCA gene mutation--the one that doomed Cayenne's mom--and decides to get a mastectomy to reduce her chances of developing cancer. As Cayenne helps her aunt prepare for the surgery, she finds herself drawn to her mother's messages, with their musings on life, love, and perseverance. For the first time, Cayenne starts to question what it truly means to live life to the fullest, even when death might be written into her DNA.
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First published August 4, 2020
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February 5, 2020
***Thanks to NetGalley for providing me a complimentary copy of HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE by Sarah Lynn Scheerger in exchanging for my honest review.***
Women in the Silk family die before they reach forty, including Cayenne’s mother. At eighteen, assuming half her life is over, she risks her life with daredevil stunts. Cayenne and her sister Saffron learn their mom left behind six videos of love and advice. Around the same time, their guardian Aunt Tee learns she has the BRCA mutation and decides to undergo a prophylactic mastectomy hoping to prevent cancer. The sisters must decide whether to be tested and how to proceed if they have one of the genes.
When I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2001, genetic testing was in its infancy and not covered by insurance. I participated in a clinical study and my genes became part of a study not just for the BRCA genes, but over the years all possible genetic anomalies that indicate a higher risk I’d breast cancer. Every five years or so I was asked whether I wanted to continue participation as the genome was mapped. The last time I spoke with the genetic counselor over 100 different gene mutations had been identified with increased breast cancer risk and I had none of them. I chose to have a bilateral mastectomy without reconstruction, hoping to make breast cancer a one shot deal. So far, so good.
Due to my personal connection with the events in HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE, I found putting myself in Cayenne’s, Saffron’s and Tee’s shoes very easy. I identified least with Cayenne, probably because I’m the polar opposite of a risk taker. Even when I was a kid, I’d picture myself in similar situations as protagonists in books and movies, figuring out what I’d do. Cayenne’s reactions to Tee’s cancer prevention decisions felt foreign. Saffron’s proves made a lot more sense.
The videos and journals from the sisters� mom didn’t feel organic. Having watched several of my breast cancer survivor friends due, some with kids, none were organized enough that far in advance. Even the ones who planned to write letters never got around to it, partially due to denial about prognosis and time remaining. I offered to help one friend with such plans and she always said, “it’s not time yet� until she ran out of time. For me, the inclusion in the mom’s messages detracted, rather than added to the story.
Cayenne’s strong sense of self and her determination that sex ought to be to please herself, not her boyfriend had me cheering out loud. Assertive sexual positivity, no matter what characters decide to do or not do, gives readers role models they may not see in real life.
HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE isn’t my favorite of Sarah Lynn Scheerger’s books though is a satisfying, informative story with a narrator who experiences much growth throughout the book so I definitely recommend.
Women in the Silk family die before they reach forty, including Cayenne’s mother. At eighteen, assuming half her life is over, she risks her life with daredevil stunts. Cayenne and her sister Saffron learn their mom left behind six videos of love and advice. Around the same time, their guardian Aunt Tee learns she has the BRCA mutation and decides to undergo a prophylactic mastectomy hoping to prevent cancer. The sisters must decide whether to be tested and how to proceed if they have one of the genes.
When I was diagnosed with breast cancer in 2001, genetic testing was in its infancy and not covered by insurance. I participated in a clinical study and my genes became part of a study not just for the BRCA genes, but over the years all possible genetic anomalies that indicate a higher risk I’d breast cancer. Every five years or so I was asked whether I wanted to continue participation as the genome was mapped. The last time I spoke with the genetic counselor over 100 different gene mutations had been identified with increased breast cancer risk and I had none of them. I chose to have a bilateral mastectomy without reconstruction, hoping to make breast cancer a one shot deal. So far, so good.
Due to my personal connection with the events in HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE, I found putting myself in Cayenne’s, Saffron’s and Tee’s shoes very easy. I identified least with Cayenne, probably because I’m the polar opposite of a risk taker. Even when I was a kid, I’d picture myself in similar situations as protagonists in books and movies, figuring out what I’d do. Cayenne’s reactions to Tee’s cancer prevention decisions felt foreign. Saffron’s proves made a lot more sense.
The videos and journals from the sisters� mom didn’t feel organic. Having watched several of my breast cancer survivor friends due, some with kids, none were organized enough that far in advance. Even the ones who planned to write letters never got around to it, partially due to denial about prognosis and time remaining. I offered to help one friend with such plans and she always said, “it’s not time yet� until she ran out of time. For me, the inclusion in the mom’s messages detracted, rather than added to the story.
Cayenne’s strong sense of self and her determination that sex ought to be to please herself, not her boyfriend had me cheering out loud. Assertive sexual positivity, no matter what characters decide to do or not do, gives readers role models they may not see in real life.
HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE isn’t my favorite of Sarah Lynn Scheerger’s books though is a satisfying, informative story with a narrator who experiences much growth throughout the book so I definitely recommend.
August 3, 2020
Like usual, I didn't know exactly what this book was about but as the cover had attracted me, I wanted to read it. The book started with the main character Cayenne train-jumping and living a life of defiance and never letting fear dictate what she does. She is living her life to the full as in her family, the woman has a curse. They all die in their 30's from Cancer whether it be Breast or Ovarian Cancer. It has been 14 years since their mother died from Cancer and now their guardian Aunt Tee has been diagnosed. The girls are also coming up 18 and have been presented with their mother's journal and a series of videos in which each one will present them with a gift and answer some big questions - like who is their father? Unlike in the past, these days you can be tested for the BRCA gene which if positive means you have a higher chance of getting Cancer. What happens when both Cayenne and Saffron take the test and have different views? This book was quite a touching read as coming from someone whose mother is also gone and will miss out on those big moments as my mum died coming up 7 years ago, this book tugged at my heartstrings. Unfortunately, my mother died from a genetic disease which I could have myself but as it is rare, it can't be fully tested and in my mother's side of the family - the diseases only tend to flare once you have had your first child which I still haven't had at this stage. If you are looking for a more emotional read that will have you thinking - would you live life to the fullest, if you knew life was short? Find out in Sarah Lynn Scheerger's How to Live on the Edge.
August 2, 2020
This book is inspirational and unique.
It’s not your typical YA novel. It deals with such a serious topic that I kept forgetting it was YA.
Cayenne and Saffron lost their mother to breast cancer. The women in their family have the curse of not living past 40. Living with that knowledge can not be easy.
Cayenne likes to live everyday like it’s her last. Somehow by living on the edge she’s cheating death, or so she thinks.
I did enjoy this book. I felt like some parts did drag a little but overall I enjoyed the plot.
I couldn’t connect with our main character Cayenne at first but I think that was the point.
Why get so invested in life when you won’t live that long?
I love when characters mature before our eyes though and that’s exactly what happened with the Silk sisters.
Overall I recommend this book. It was a quick read and enjoyable!
Thank you Booksparks for the finished copy of this book.
May 2, 2020
Cayenne and Saffron lost their mother to breast cancer. The women in their family never live past 40. Goshh it's scary isn't it? Few months ago I found a lump on my breast and I thought I have breast cancer. Doctor said it's just a lump nothing serious. So yeahh going to remove that thing pretty soon and I'm scared af!
This story is told from Cayenne point of view. I don't understand her but at the same time I feel like I understand her lol Maybe I did understand her at the end of the story. It's fun reading their journey especially Cayenne journey to love herself and people around her instead of trying to beat death.
Thank you Netgalley for How to Live on the Edge ARC!
This story is told from Cayenne point of view. I don't understand her but at the same time I feel like I understand her lol Maybe I did understand her at the end of the story. It's fun reading their journey especially Cayenne journey to love herself and people around her instead of trying to beat death.
Thank you Netgalley for How to Live on the Edge ARC!
February 16, 2025
The start was actually promising then it pissed me off there was no romance. EVERY SINGLE TIME. THESE BLIND DATE WITH A BOOKS JUST HAVE A VENDETTA AGAINST ME. This was not as bad but it had the same kinda vibe of random family and i just dont like it. Are all contemporary books set like this or am i just unlucky.
Also why was this basically just about breast cancer? Its not called that i thought it would be more like a girl who professionally jumps off buildings into water and is a diver. Idk this just didn’t hit even 50% my vague idea of what would happen was completely wrong and this was just meh.
This is gonna sound cliche but now im scared to get cancer like this whole book was about death hovering over you and this girl who gets so much hate for loving herself and i find it so wrong when all the family characters and stuff just have it out at the protagonist and then shes like ok i guess i will change my whole personality. Um no. Wtf fight back and why is it normalized to bully ur family and friends into submission of ur personal morals. Get a life one and two why is this so common in contempry ya novels.
Not the best. Not the worst at least i finished it pretty fast.
Also why was this basically just about breast cancer? Its not called that i thought it would be more like a girl who professionally jumps off buildings into water and is a diver. Idk this just didn’t hit even 50% my vague idea of what would happen was completely wrong and this was just meh.
This is gonna sound cliche but now im scared to get cancer like this whole book was about death hovering over you and this girl who gets so much hate for loving herself and i find it so wrong when all the family characters and stuff just have it out at the protagonist and then shes like ok i guess i will change my whole personality. Um no. Wtf fight back and why is it normalized to bully ur family and friends into submission of ur personal morals. Get a life one and two why is this so common in contempry ya novels.
Not the best. Not the worst at least i finished it pretty fast.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 4, 2020
I’m not going to deny that it took so much strength to finish this book, not because it wasn’t good but because it brought up the pain that I felt when my aunt lost her battle on breast cancer. Cancer sucks to both the patient and the family; it hurts a lot to see a loved one succumb to it no matter how hard they fought. This story tackles Cayenne’s life and fear of this awful sickness. And I can't blame her for being how she is because when you know that your family fights the same battle and disease and the possibility of you getting the illness is high, it can get depressing, and you can also be in denial. She was careless and made crazy choices, but that's how she deals with her fear. This is an inspiring and emotional story that you shouldn’t miss. It is about acceptance, strength, and compassion
August 18, 2020
Thanks to BookSparks & the author for my ebook copy.
This was a heartwarming story following two sisters whose mother died of breast cancer. The women in their family do not live past 40 so they believe they too will die young. I loved that this was a YA novel but it felt like so much more. It was unique and so real since the subject matter was so deep. I enjoyed the relationship between the two sisters. It was really uplifting.
This was a heartwarming story following two sisters whose mother died of breast cancer. The women in their family do not live past 40 so they believe they too will die young. I loved that this was a YA novel but it felt like so much more. It was unique and so real since the subject matter was so deep. I enjoyed the relationship between the two sisters. It was really uplifting.
April 23, 2020
ARC Review: Received for free via Netgalley for an honest review. All opinions are my own.
CW/TW: train dodging, cancer, blood, unhealthy coping mechanisms, mention of overdosing, mention of addiction, mention of slut shaming, ableist slurs, cisnormative language, mention of transmisia, car accident, mentions of mastectomy, surgery, hospital, injury, driving without a seat belt, blood tests, burglary, mention of cheating, medical procedure,
I really, really, really enjoyed this. I started it off rather hesitantly because I didn't know what to expect—mostly heartbreak. But this was actually a really nice read. I love Cayenne, I love that I get to see her grow and mature as a person while dealing with all life has dealt her. I love that she gets to grow but that her sister gets to grow too. They learn to forgive and to love and they get to become closer with each other as the hook progresses.
I think this book is about hope more than anything. It's about not letting something take so much control of your life that you end up making bad decisions. It's about acceptance too, and learning to love yourself.
Yeah. I really loved this book.
I appreciate this single paragraph so much because the whole time I've been reading I felt really uncomfortable about the whole “boobs are womanhood� thing and then this paragraph happened and I felt relief that the MC is calling herself out on her ignorance. I'm glad that this is something that happened within the book and makes me like it even more!
P. S. A few gramatical mistakes, but either than that, this was wonderful.
CW/TW: train dodging, cancer, blood, unhealthy coping mechanisms, mention of overdosing, mention of addiction, mention of slut shaming, ableist slurs, cisnormative language, mention of transmisia, car accident, mentions of mastectomy, surgery, hospital, injury, driving without a seat belt, blood tests, burglary, mention of cheating, medical procedure,
I really, really, really enjoyed this. I started it off rather hesitantly because I didn't know what to expect—mostly heartbreak. But this was actually a really nice read. I love Cayenne, I love that I get to see her grow and mature as a person while dealing with all life has dealt her. I love that she gets to grow but that her sister gets to grow too. They learn to forgive and to love and they get to become closer with each other as the hook progresses.
I think this book is about hope more than anything. It's about not letting something take so much control of your life that you end up making bad decisions. It's about acceptance too, and learning to love yourself.
Yeah. I really loved this book.
I suddenly realize that all this talk of breasts and ovaries and womanhood probably feels way different for someone like Vanessa [trans] than it does for me. Maybe that should’ve occurred to me earlier, like before I yelled about boobs in a crowded grocery store. I wasn’t trying to be insensitive� just funny. But sometimes those two things overlap in ways that don’t occur to me. Typically I don’t spend too much time worrying about offending or hurting anyone, because my humor is who I am, take it or leave it. But maybe I need to rethink that approach.
I appreciate this single paragraph so much because the whole time I've been reading I felt really uncomfortable about the whole “boobs are womanhood� thing and then this paragraph happened and I felt relief that the MC is calling herself out on her ignorance. I'm glad that this is something that happened within the book and makes me like it even more!
P. S. A few gramatical mistakes, but either than that, this was wonderful.
April 16, 2022
Mmmmmm no.
August 25, 2020
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I love reading contemporary YA novels that talk about relevant issues, inspires you and makes you emotional. How to Live on the Edge delivers all in a beautiful manner.
To begin with, I love both the main characters. Cayenne is complex, moody and wants some meaning in her life, and takes everything with a grain of salt. Whereas Saffron is more grounded and optimistic. Both the girls complement each other so well. Personally, I loved Saff more because she is supportive and guides her sister. However, I also liked seeing how Cayenne grows emotionally in the story. Also, even the supporting characters like Micah, Aunt Tee, and even Axel add very well to the story.
Moreover, there are so many moments which I adored. My favorite parts of the stories were how they react when they see Jenny’s videos. Some of those scenes are very emotional and moving, and I loved the passages that the mother imparts on them. I also loved the girl’s interactions with Ryan, and felt it was beautifully narrated. Moreover, the author covers a few important topics like breast cancer and being tested from a young age. I haven’t read much about this topic in the young adult genre, and I thought the author brought forward some very valid points.
However, there were a few parts which felt repetitious, like how Cayenne ponders about her life and family. I also found it a odd how Axel suddenly became a negative character midway into the story. It came out of the blue and didn’t feel realistic. But apart from that, I loved reading this book!
Overall, I really enjoyed reading this book and highly recommend it.
July 21, 2020
Disclaimer: I received this e-arc from the publisher. Thanks! All opinions are my own.
Book: How To Live on the Edge
Author: Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Book Series: Standalone
Rating: 3.5/5
Recommended For...: contemporary
Publication Date: August 4, 2020
Genre: YA Contemporary
Recommended Age: 16+ (romance, very dangerous activities that can get you killed, language, cancer TW)
Publisher: Carolrhoda Lab
Pages: 312
Synopsis: Eighteen-year-old Cayenne barely remembers her mother, who died of breast cancer when Cayenne was four. The women in her family have a history of dying young. Cayenne figures she'll meet the same fate, so she might as well enjoy life now, engaging in death-defying risks like dodging trains and jumping off cliffs with her boyfriend.
When Cayenne receives a series of video messages her mother made for her before dying, she isn't sure she wants them. Her aunt Tee has been her true mother figure. But then Aunt Tee tests positive for a BRCA gene mutation--the one that doomed Cayenne's mom--and decides to get a mastectomy to reduce her chances of developing cancer. As Cayenne helps her aunt prepare for the surgery, she finds herself drawn to her mother's messages, with their musings on life, love, and perseverance. For the first time, Cayenne starts to question what it truly means to live life to the fullest, even when death might be written into her DNA.
Review: For the most part this was a well done book. The book has a very interesting story and it’s very informational. You can tell the author is very informed and passionate about learning and teaching about the BRCA gene, which is the gene that causes cancer. The book has great pacing as well.
However, I don’t think the characters are well developed in this book and it was really hard to understand the motives of Cayenne. The book also doesn’t have great world building.
Verdict: It was a good book!
Book: How To Live on the Edge
Author: Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Book Series: Standalone
Rating: 3.5/5
Recommended For...: contemporary
Publication Date: August 4, 2020
Genre: YA Contemporary
Recommended Age: 16+ (romance, very dangerous activities that can get you killed, language, cancer TW)
Publisher: Carolrhoda Lab
Pages: 312
Synopsis: Eighteen-year-old Cayenne barely remembers her mother, who died of breast cancer when Cayenne was four. The women in her family have a history of dying young. Cayenne figures she'll meet the same fate, so she might as well enjoy life now, engaging in death-defying risks like dodging trains and jumping off cliffs with her boyfriend.
When Cayenne receives a series of video messages her mother made for her before dying, she isn't sure she wants them. Her aunt Tee has been her true mother figure. But then Aunt Tee tests positive for a BRCA gene mutation--the one that doomed Cayenne's mom--and decides to get a mastectomy to reduce her chances of developing cancer. As Cayenne helps her aunt prepare for the surgery, she finds herself drawn to her mother's messages, with their musings on life, love, and perseverance. For the first time, Cayenne starts to question what it truly means to live life to the fullest, even when death might be written into her DNA.
Review: For the most part this was a well done book. The book has a very interesting story and it’s very informational. You can tell the author is very informed and passionate about learning and teaching about the BRCA gene, which is the gene that causes cancer. The book has great pacing as well.
However, I don’t think the characters are well developed in this book and it was really hard to understand the motives of Cayenne. The book also doesn’t have great world building.
Verdict: It was a good book!
July 29, 2020
How to Live on the Edge is a complex and inspirational young adult novel that caused me to do a lot of introspective thinking. The introduction paragraph alone was such a strong opening and set the tone for the entire book. Cayenne and Saffron were flawed but loving, adventurous, and determined protagonists. Their flaws are what make you empathize and connect with them as they're two teenage girls just trying to understand their place in the world and find out how they want to live their lives.
I think it’s easy to get annoyed with Cayenne’s inappropriate humor and recklessness, and at first I did feel like that, but then I began to see that she was coping the best way she knew how and just wanted to feel like she was in control of her life and destiny which I think is something many people can relate to. We might not go to the extremes of cliff diving and train dodging, but we all find ways to make us feel alive and that we’re the captain of the ship. This book was also a great look into how loss can affect people differently. Cayenne and Saffron are only a year apart but they handle their mother’s passing and their aunt’s diagnosis of the BRCA gene entirely different.
I really enjoyed the themes of whether withholding the truth and doing what you think is best is truly best for everyone, the idea of free will, and how much fate plays in role in what we do with our lives. There were no easy answers and no easy outs, but the author showed the strength it takes to “accept the things I cannot change, [and] courage to change the things I can.�
Thank you to the publisher and BookSparks for my free copy. All opinions are my own. To see my full review and a tv show recommendation if you liked this book, check out my blog post
I think it’s easy to get annoyed with Cayenne’s inappropriate humor and recklessness, and at first I did feel like that, but then I began to see that she was coping the best way she knew how and just wanted to feel like she was in control of her life and destiny which I think is something many people can relate to. We might not go to the extremes of cliff diving and train dodging, but we all find ways to make us feel alive and that we’re the captain of the ship. This book was also a great look into how loss can affect people differently. Cayenne and Saffron are only a year apart but they handle their mother’s passing and their aunt’s diagnosis of the BRCA gene entirely different.
I really enjoyed the themes of whether withholding the truth and doing what you think is best is truly best for everyone, the idea of free will, and how much fate plays in role in what we do with our lives. There were no easy answers and no easy outs, but the author showed the strength it takes to “accept the things I cannot change, [and] courage to change the things I can.�
Thank you to the publisher and BookSparks for my free copy. All opinions are my own. To see my full review and a tv show recommendation if you liked this book, check out my blog post
August 13, 2020
My Review of
HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE
By Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Published by LernerBooks
On Tour with RockStarBookTours
**
Ms. Scheerger really had my heart strings being tugged every which way in this emotional and not be missed story regarding Breast Cancer and the loss and challenges that come with it. It had me feeling completely exposed and sensitive to the family and what they were going through one minute, to laughing at the well curated characters witty quips and personalities. This is an honest look of what living and losing someone to breast cancer looks like as I watched my mom suffer before she passed in 2015.
This novel is so well thought out. It tells the story of two young adults, Cayenne & Saffron that were raised by their Aunt Tee, after the death of their mother. They were very young when she died and so their mom left journals and videos to be watched when they were ready nearly 14 years later into adulthood.
Because of feeling that life must be lived to its fullest, Cayenne takes extreme risks such as train dodging, cliff diving and other extreme adrenaline activities. The rush is exhilarating and she likes to feel like she’s cheating death. Because of the chances of her and her sister developing the Breast Cancer gene that has killed off all the women on their mom’s side of the family while in their 30’s. And when their Aunt Tee tests positive for the BRCA gene, they must struggle with the decisions their Aunt must make and also think about what lays in their future and what decisions they might have to make.
Getting this very important topic out there beginning with YA makes this a book that we should be sure to get in the hands of our YA readers.
HOW TO LIVE ON THE EDGE
By Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Published by LernerBooks
On Tour with RockStarBookTours
**
Ms. Scheerger really had my heart strings being tugged every which way in this emotional and not be missed story regarding Breast Cancer and the loss and challenges that come with it. It had me feeling completely exposed and sensitive to the family and what they were going through one minute, to laughing at the well curated characters witty quips and personalities. This is an honest look of what living and losing someone to breast cancer looks like as I watched my mom suffer before she passed in 2015.
This novel is so well thought out. It tells the story of two young adults, Cayenne & Saffron that were raised by their Aunt Tee, after the death of their mother. They were very young when she died and so their mom left journals and videos to be watched when they were ready nearly 14 years later into adulthood.
Because of feeling that life must be lived to its fullest, Cayenne takes extreme risks such as train dodging, cliff diving and other extreme adrenaline activities. The rush is exhilarating and she likes to feel like she’s cheating death. Because of the chances of her and her sister developing the Breast Cancer gene that has killed off all the women on their mom’s side of the family while in their 30’s. And when their Aunt Tee tests positive for the BRCA gene, they must struggle with the decisions their Aunt must make and also think about what lays in their future and what decisions they might have to make.
Getting this very important topic out there beginning with YA makes this a book that we should be sure to get in the hands of our YA readers.
August 21, 2020
Thanks to NetGallery, Sarah Lynn Scheerger, and the Lerner Publishing Group for making this read available to review.
This read is a great YA book. Revolved around the relationships of two sisters, Cayenne and Saffron. As they go into adulthood, they are presented with a journal and videos from their mother who passed away from cancer. *enter crying here* I have to say it reminds me a lot about the movie P.S. I love you, that they have videos of their mom.
Two different kinds of girls, Cayenne is a spunky one who lives life on the edge and has her sarcasm level always at 100. Saffron, is the analytical, responsible, realistic, emotional, over thinker. I kind of would have to say i did not enjoy her that much as she seemed to be a bit hypocritical and I would cringe every time she made things a big deal and act like she was holier than thou; and only her way was the right way.
I enjoyed that every once in a while there was something big that happened that would keep you on your toes like finding the videos, Aunt Tee having surgery, finding out about their dad, Axel turning out to be a total douche, the money, Micah <3, and of course the BRCA gene; full of drama!
Props to Sarah to be able to write about awareness in a kid friendly manner.
This read is a great YA book. Revolved around the relationships of two sisters, Cayenne and Saffron. As they go into adulthood, they are presented with a journal and videos from their mother who passed away from cancer. *enter crying here* I have to say it reminds me a lot about the movie P.S. I love you, that they have videos of their mom.
Two different kinds of girls, Cayenne is a spunky one who lives life on the edge and has her sarcasm level always at 100. Saffron, is the analytical, responsible, realistic, emotional, over thinker. I kind of would have to say i did not enjoy her that much as she seemed to be a bit hypocritical and I would cringe every time she made things a big deal and act like she was holier than thou; and only her way was the right way.
I enjoyed that every once in a while there was something big that happened that would keep you on your toes like finding the videos, Aunt Tee having surgery, finding out about their dad, Axel turning out to be a total douche, the money, Micah <3, and of course the BRCA gene; full of drama!
Props to Sarah to be able to write about awareness in a kid friendly manner.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
July 24, 2020
This book was a good read. I liked but not really love it.
June 24, 2020
Thank you Netgalley for allowing me to read this book for free in exchange for an honest review!
So I really enjoyed this book. Cayenne is our main character and she is a thrillseeker. She believes that the women in her family are cursed to die young so she believes that by taking unnecessary risks she is somehow cheating death.
I wanted to yell at her every time she pulled one of her stunts. She would "train jump" which means she would walk along the train tracks while a train was coming and not jump from the tracks until the very last minute. She would cliff jump with her boyfriend at night when they couldn't see the rocks below them.
I didn't connect with Cayenne at all but to me that was the point. She was distant and tried to not connect with anyone in her life because she expected to die young anyway.
That is until her deceased mom's best friend gives Cayenne and her sister Saffron videos from their mom before she passed from breast cancer. Through the videos and the accompanying journal along with her Aunt Tee's discovery that she is a carrier of the BRCA gene that causes the same cancer that took their mother, Cayenne is forced to evaluate the way she is living her life and the relationships she has formed with those around her.
This book is very informational about the BRCA gene and the different option carriers of the gene face. You can tell that this is really close to the author's heart and she includes an author's note about her discovery that she is a carrier of the gene herself.
I love that the author wrote a book about something so personal to her and it has a very moving story but also is informational as well.
I would definitely read other books by this author.
So I really enjoyed this book. Cayenne is our main character and she is a thrillseeker. She believes that the women in her family are cursed to die young so she believes that by taking unnecessary risks she is somehow cheating death.
I wanted to yell at her every time she pulled one of her stunts. She would "train jump" which means she would walk along the train tracks while a train was coming and not jump from the tracks until the very last minute. She would cliff jump with her boyfriend at night when they couldn't see the rocks below them.
I didn't connect with Cayenne at all but to me that was the point. She was distant and tried to not connect with anyone in her life because she expected to die young anyway.
That is until her deceased mom's best friend gives Cayenne and her sister Saffron videos from their mom before she passed from breast cancer. Through the videos and the accompanying journal along with her Aunt Tee's discovery that she is a carrier of the BRCA gene that causes the same cancer that took their mother, Cayenne is forced to evaluate the way she is living her life and the relationships she has formed with those around her.
This book is very informational about the BRCA gene and the different option carriers of the gene face. You can tell that this is really close to the author's heart and she includes an author's note about her discovery that she is a carrier of the gene herself.
I love that the author wrote a book about something so personal to her and it has a very moving story but also is informational as well.
I would definitely read other books by this author.
November 10, 2020
I wanted to love this. My mom died of breast cancer when I was four, and I grew up thinking I'd die after turning 30 because that's what happened to all of the women in my family. I didn't react to that thought the way Cayenne did, and definitely wasn't a daredevil. I liked this book okay, but I think it would have pretty limited appeal. If BRCA isn't a part of your family, I feel like it would drag a bit. It *is* a part of my family and it dragged a bit.
I also found their mom's extensive prep kind of unrealistic. My mom was totally into photography, scrapbooks, journaling, etc. and left us nothing when she died. She didn't even write a letter to me or my 11-month-old brother. I asked my stepmother once why she thought that was (they went to nursing school together and had remained friends). She told me she thought my mother was in denial. She'd visited her two weeks before her death and my mother showed her some fabric and a pattern she was planning to sew. I'm sure there are a few exceptional people out there who have left some amazing legacy for their kids, but I'd bet it's pretty rare.
I also found their mom's extensive prep kind of unrealistic. My mom was totally into photography, scrapbooks, journaling, etc. and left us nothing when she died. She didn't even write a letter to me or my 11-month-old brother. I asked my stepmother once why she thought that was (they went to nursing school together and had remained friends). She told me she thought my mother was in denial. She'd visited her two weeks before her death and my mother showed her some fabric and a pattern she was planning to sew. I'm sure there are a few exceptional people out there who have left some amazing legacy for their kids, but I'd bet it's pretty rare.
April 10, 2020
I was expecting to go into this book and feel a deeper sense of something which sadly I didn’t get.
How to live on the edge is a book about two sisters who have been motherless for fourteen years. With cancer running in the family and the women in the girls life not living past forty, it’s more of a case of ‘when� and not ‘if.� This book is a journey on self discovery and highlights some sensitive subjects.
I will say, I carried on reading mainly because I enjoyed Sarah’s writing, however I found the book terribly boring. I couldn’t connect to either sisters (even though I have personal experience in this subject matter) and I felt like the mother’s videos and journal was a bit far fetched and unrealistic.
I can’t really pinpoint exactly what it was about this book but it fell flat for me. I think Sarah does a decent job of covering the issue of cancer sensitively and I can see she has done her research on the matter but I just don’t think this is a memorable read for me.
2 stars
I received this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
How to live on the edge is a book about two sisters who have been motherless for fourteen years. With cancer running in the family and the women in the girls life not living past forty, it’s more of a case of ‘when� and not ‘if.� This book is a journey on self discovery and highlights some sensitive subjects.
I will say, I carried on reading mainly because I enjoyed Sarah’s writing, however I found the book terribly boring. I couldn’t connect to either sisters (even though I have personal experience in this subject matter) and I felt like the mother’s videos and journal was a bit far fetched and unrealistic.
I can’t really pinpoint exactly what it was about this book but it fell flat for me. I think Sarah does a decent job of covering the issue of cancer sensitively and I can see she has done her research on the matter but I just don’t think this is a memorable read for me.
2 stars
I received this book via NetGalley in exchange for an honest review.
July 30, 2020
4.5 Stars
Thank you BookSparks for the finished copy of this book in exchange for my complete and honest review. I will be sharing a shortened version of this on my Instagram (@sophareads) upon release date, August 4th.
This book is not only relatable (cancer runs in both sides of my family), but also heartwarming and informational. From the synopsis of this book I kind of expected some magical and fantastical elements (ie. a real curse placed on the Silk family) but it really comes down to genetics and the options we, as women, have to try to prevent or slow such terrible diagnosis. As a 22 year old woman, I cannot imagine how much I would stress over the possibility of removing my breasts or ovaries, or both, in order to give me a chance to live longer. What an insanely tough decision that would be, and Cayenne has to make these decisions at age 18.
I love the sisters, their dynamic, and the relationship with the people around them. I feel like it is common in the loss of a parent for one child to be reckless while the other is guarded, and that was well portrayed her. Cayenne surely gave me a few scares with her train dodging, non-seatbelt wearing, Lorelai (aka death) come and get me attitude, but she was able to change and develop into a better, more sensitive person after a true near-death experience (not of her own design). This book honestly had me wishing the best for (almost) everyone in it, especially because all the characters faced tragedy in one way or another, which is another aspect that makes this book relatable.
The journal and video messages from the girls mother stole my heart away! It is such a small touch that would mean the world to them, and it really served as a chance for character development for the girls, as well as a way to learn more about each other as well. I know that when people lose their parents they would give anything to see/hear them again, and I personally feel this way about my great grandmother that recently passed from cancer, and it really just makes my heart gush with love and I am grateful the girls had that. I mean, when they were at the point where they needed a mother and some guidance most in their lives, they were able to get that gift that will never be taken away from them.
Overall, this book makes me want to grab hold of my heart and cradle it in my arms (as gross as that sounds) because even though it was a heavy topic, there was also a lot of love and support throughout as well. The girls even learn of their father and are given a a chance to have him in their lives! Everything about this book pointed to the idea that there are resources, and different options, and most people are lucky enough to have a support system around them like Cayenne does. I know from the authors note and acknowledgement that this book was written through the authors own fears and "what ifs" relating to her also having the BRCA gene, and I just think she did an amazing job. There is even some resources listed in the back too on research for the gene as well as support groups if somebody was interested, and I think that is important for young adults to have!
All I am saying is, this book is worth it and you should pick it up after it releases on August 4th.
Thank you BookSparks for the finished copy of this book in exchange for my complete and honest review. I will be sharing a shortened version of this on my Instagram (@sophareads) upon release date, August 4th.
This book is not only relatable (cancer runs in both sides of my family), but also heartwarming and informational. From the synopsis of this book I kind of expected some magical and fantastical elements (ie. a real curse placed on the Silk family) but it really comes down to genetics and the options we, as women, have to try to prevent or slow such terrible diagnosis. As a 22 year old woman, I cannot imagine how much I would stress over the possibility of removing my breasts or ovaries, or both, in order to give me a chance to live longer. What an insanely tough decision that would be, and Cayenne has to make these decisions at age 18.
I love the sisters, their dynamic, and the relationship with the people around them. I feel like it is common in the loss of a parent for one child to be reckless while the other is guarded, and that was well portrayed her. Cayenne surely gave me a few scares with her train dodging, non-seatbelt wearing, Lorelai (aka death) come and get me attitude, but she was able to change and develop into a better, more sensitive person after a true near-death experience (not of her own design). This book honestly had me wishing the best for (almost) everyone in it, especially because all the characters faced tragedy in one way or another, which is another aspect that makes this book relatable.
The journal and video messages from the girls mother stole my heart away! It is such a small touch that would mean the world to them, and it really served as a chance for character development for the girls, as well as a way to learn more about each other as well. I know that when people lose their parents they would give anything to see/hear them again, and I personally feel this way about my great grandmother that recently passed from cancer, and it really just makes my heart gush with love and I am grateful the girls had that. I mean, when they were at the point where they needed a mother and some guidance most in their lives, they were able to get that gift that will never be taken away from them.
Overall, this book makes me want to grab hold of my heart and cradle it in my arms (as gross as that sounds) because even though it was a heavy topic, there was also a lot of love and support throughout as well. The girls even learn of their father and are given a a chance to have him in their lives! Everything about this book pointed to the idea that there are resources, and different options, and most people are lucky enough to have a support system around them like Cayenne does. I know from the authors note and acknowledgement that this book was written through the authors own fears and "what ifs" relating to her also having the BRCA gene, and I just think she did an amazing job. There is even some resources listed in the back too on research for the gene as well as support groups if somebody was interested, and I think that is important for young adults to have!
All I am saying is, this book is worth it and you should pick it up after it releases on August 4th.
April 22, 2022
Book Title: How to Live on the Edge
Standalone or Series: Standalone
Author: Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Genre(s): Young Adult, Cancer, Friends and Family
Recommended Age Rating: 15+
Reasons Why: Talk of overdose, death, dangerous stunts , talk of sex and when to have it, and language
Recommended for Fans of: YA and books about families
Overall Rating: D-
Brief Summary: About the two sisters Cayenne and Saffron who lose their mother early on to breast cancer. For the women in the Silk family, breast and ovarian cancer are common, and the women die around the age of 30. When their aunt - the person who's raised them all these years - gets tested for the cancer-causing gene (BRCA), she decides to get an early mastectomy as a preventive way of avoiding death.
The girls are just starting to adjust to the idea when they are given 6 videos their mom made for them to watch when they were older. Now the girls have to decide how to handle this new reality, and where they fit in with everyone else around them.
Okay, so with all that said, I have really mixed feelings about this book, but they aren't really good as you can see by my rating.
Things I didn't like about this book:
1. The characters (specifically Cayenne). Um yeah so what were these characters? I can't tell you how much they bothered me unless you've read the book, so let me try to explain.
Cayenne is a terrible person. So lets make a list of all the things Cayenne has done that make me mad:
She is completely unsupportive of her aunt's decision to get the mastectomy and even makes fun of the decision.
Girl, what? You literally lost you mom to this cancer, and you're going to be like that when your aunt with two daughters, a husband, a life wants to take a preventative measure against dying?! You see why I can't connect with her?
At least Saffron tries to reason with her. In fact, the book should've been written in her perspective instead of Cayenne's because, if not for writing the review later, I wouldn't've finished the book. So you're welcome, I did this for you.
Okay so now that I had my little rant about Cayenne, I'd like to talk about Axel, Cayenne's boyfriend.
The guy sucks. He keeps trying to pressure Cayenne into stuff she's not ready for, he's taking unnecessary risks that get people hurt, , he never apologizes for doing stupid crap, he's super toxic, and more (need I go on?). I get that he plays a vital role in the story, but that doesn't mean I still can't like him.
Now that I've gotten that out of the way, let's move on shall we?
Things I liked about this book (there aren't many):
1. Character arcs? But just because Cayenne was a slightly better person in the end, doesn't mean she still isn't extremely toxic.
2. Bringing awareness to BRCA. The only thing this book seemed to do right.
I know this was a harsh review, but there were emotions I needed to get out and things I needed to say. Thank you for reading. I appreciate you <3
Standalone or Series: Standalone
Author: Sarah Lynn Scheerger
Genre(s): Young Adult, Cancer, Friends and Family
Recommended Age Rating: 15+
Reasons Why: Talk of overdose, death, dangerous stunts , talk of sex and when to have it, and language
Recommended for Fans of: YA and books about families
Overall Rating: D-
Brief Summary: About the two sisters Cayenne and Saffron who lose their mother early on to breast cancer. For the women in the Silk family, breast and ovarian cancer are common, and the women die around the age of 30. When their aunt - the person who's raised them all these years - gets tested for the cancer-causing gene (BRCA), she decides to get an early mastectomy as a preventive way of avoiding death.
The girls are just starting to adjust to the idea when they are given 6 videos their mom made for them to watch when they were older. Now the girls have to decide how to handle this new reality, and where they fit in with everyone else around them.
Okay, so with all that said, I have really mixed feelings about this book, but they aren't really good as you can see by my rating.
Things I didn't like about this book:
1. The characters (specifically Cayenne). Um yeah so what were these characters? I can't tell you how much they bothered me unless you've read the book, so let me try to explain.
Cayenne is a terrible person. So lets make a list of all the things Cayenne has done that make me mad:
She is completely unsupportive of her aunt's decision to get the mastectomy and even makes fun of the decision.
Girl, what? You literally lost you mom to this cancer, and you're going to be like that when your aunt with two daughters, a husband, a life wants to take a preventative measure against dying?! You see why I can't connect with her?
At least Saffron tries to reason with her. In fact, the book should've been written in her perspective instead of Cayenne's because, if not for writing the review later, I wouldn't've finished the book. So you're welcome, I did this for you.
Okay so now that I had my little rant about Cayenne, I'd like to talk about Axel, Cayenne's boyfriend.
The guy sucks. He keeps trying to pressure Cayenne into stuff she's not ready for, he's taking unnecessary risks that get people hurt, , he never apologizes for doing stupid crap, he's super toxic, and more (need I go on?). I get that he plays a vital role in the story, but that doesn't mean I still can't like him.
Now that I've gotten that out of the way, let's move on shall we?
Things I liked about this book (there aren't many):
1. Character arcs? But just because Cayenne was a slightly better person in the end, doesn't mean she still isn't extremely toxic.
2. Bringing awareness to BRCA. The only thing this book seemed to do right.
I know this was a harsh review, but there were emotions I needed to get out and things I needed to say. Thank you for reading. I appreciate you <3
August 8, 2020
How to Live on the Edge by Sarah Lynn Scheerger is such an emotional rollercoaster so buckle in before you start this one! It was a beautifully written book with such an emotional draw!
Cayenne and Saffron lost their mother to breast cancer when they were young, leaving them to live with Aunt Tee. They know that the women in their family don’t live past 40. The BRCA gene mutation that runs in their DNA won’t let them. Cayenne spends her time flirting, very dangerously, with death. She stands in front of oncoming trains, jumping out of the way at the last second, and so many other perilous activities. When she is given video messages her mother made for her before her death, she finds that she doesn’t want them, but continues to be drawn to them.
This story is a deep, insightful, and inspirational story. I liked that the main character was deeply flawed, and I enjoyed the serious subject matter. It was a bit slow in spots, but overall, flowed well, providing a story that I needed to see the ending of.
The characters are so different. Cayenne is hard to connect with. She doesn’t care about her own life because she’s sure she’ll lose it early, so I had a hard time caring. She has this amazing character arc though, and I found myself deeply invested in her story as the chapters progressed. I thought the author did a fabulous job of giving her growth and understanding throughout the story.
This book is marketed as a YA novel, which usually means that the book is marketed to 12-18 year olds, and that the main character is someone in that age range as well. This book fits both of those categories, but its topic is so serious, and so relatable to any reader that I wouldn’t shy away from this one if YA isn’t usually your thing.
Overall, I enjoyed this read, and found myself looking forward to picking it back up. I liked the character growth and the uplifting possibilities in the story.
Content Warnings:
This book depicts some extremely dangerous, life-threatening actions by the MC that could be upsetting to some readers.
To Read or Not To Read:
I would recommend How to Live on the Edge readers that like to get emotionally invested in characters!
I was provided a gifted copy of this book for free. I am leaving my review voluntarily.
My full review of this book will post to my blog on 8/11/20. All of my reviews can be found at
Cayenne and Saffron lost their mother to breast cancer when they were young, leaving them to live with Aunt Tee. They know that the women in their family don’t live past 40. The BRCA gene mutation that runs in their DNA won’t let them. Cayenne spends her time flirting, very dangerously, with death. She stands in front of oncoming trains, jumping out of the way at the last second, and so many other perilous activities. When she is given video messages her mother made for her before her death, she finds that she doesn’t want them, but continues to be drawn to them.
This story is a deep, insightful, and inspirational story. I liked that the main character was deeply flawed, and I enjoyed the serious subject matter. It was a bit slow in spots, but overall, flowed well, providing a story that I needed to see the ending of.
The characters are so different. Cayenne is hard to connect with. She doesn’t care about her own life because she’s sure she’ll lose it early, so I had a hard time caring. She has this amazing character arc though, and I found myself deeply invested in her story as the chapters progressed. I thought the author did a fabulous job of giving her growth and understanding throughout the story.
This book is marketed as a YA novel, which usually means that the book is marketed to 12-18 year olds, and that the main character is someone in that age range as well. This book fits both of those categories, but its topic is so serious, and so relatable to any reader that I wouldn’t shy away from this one if YA isn’t usually your thing.
Overall, I enjoyed this read, and found myself looking forward to picking it back up. I liked the character growth and the uplifting possibilities in the story.
Content Warnings:
This book depicts some extremely dangerous, life-threatening actions by the MC that could be upsetting to some readers.
To Read or Not To Read:
I would recommend How to Live on the Edge readers that like to get emotionally invested in characters!
I was provided a gifted copy of this book for free. I am leaving my review voluntarily.
My full review of this book will post to my blog on 8/11/20. All of my reviews can be found at
August 11, 2020
I had the opportunity to join @BookSparks on a book tour. Thank you @BookSparks {#partner} for gifting me with a copy in exchange for an independent and honest review. This book is out now so go grab yourself a copy!
Review of How to Live on the Edge by Sarah Lynn Scheerger:
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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For two generations, none of the women in Cayenne’s family have lived past the age of 37. Her mother died from breast cancer when Cayenne was four years old. Expecting her life to end early like the rest of the women in her family, Cayenne lives a life of risks, figuring that she may as well live her life without regrets. Aunt Tee raises Cayenne and her sister as her own, but she just learns that she too has the BRCA gene mutation; the same genetic marker that Cayenne’s mother had. To minimize any risks of developing breast cancer, Aunt Tee undergoes a mastectomy. At the same time, Cayenne and her sister are given a set of video messages from their late mother. Cayenne starts to question if she is living her best life and what she would do if given information that could impact her future. If you found out that you are at a higher risk of developing cancer, what would you do about it? How would you live your life? Would you play it safe or live on the edge?
This book dove deep into a sensitive topic that was impactful and realistic. The idea of being a teenager and having to consider your future and the risks of developing cancer. I imagine that would be tough. I had my own breast cancer scare when three lumps were found in one of my breasts, but I was 31-years old. That was hard enough to wrap my head around and consider my future nevermind being a teenager and doing so. It was clear the author did her research because the level of detail she wrote about in the MRI scenes brought me back to my scans. It was refreshing to read a young adult book that I could relate to. This book is heartfelt, moving, inspirational, informative, and was a pleasure to read. Well done @SarahScheerger!
Review of How to Live on the Edge by Sarah Lynn Scheerger:
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
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For two generations, none of the women in Cayenne’s family have lived past the age of 37. Her mother died from breast cancer when Cayenne was four years old. Expecting her life to end early like the rest of the women in her family, Cayenne lives a life of risks, figuring that she may as well live her life without regrets. Aunt Tee raises Cayenne and her sister as her own, but she just learns that she too has the BRCA gene mutation; the same genetic marker that Cayenne’s mother had. To minimize any risks of developing breast cancer, Aunt Tee undergoes a mastectomy. At the same time, Cayenne and her sister are given a set of video messages from their late mother. Cayenne starts to question if she is living her best life and what she would do if given information that could impact her future. If you found out that you are at a higher risk of developing cancer, what would you do about it? How would you live your life? Would you play it safe or live on the edge?
This book dove deep into a sensitive topic that was impactful and realistic. The idea of being a teenager and having to consider your future and the risks of developing cancer. I imagine that would be tough. I had my own breast cancer scare when three lumps were found in one of my breasts, but I was 31-years old. That was hard enough to wrap my head around and consider my future nevermind being a teenager and doing so. It was clear the author did her research because the level of detail she wrote about in the MRI scenes brought me back to my scans. It was refreshing to read a young adult book that I could relate to. This book is heartfelt, moving, inspirational, informative, and was a pleasure to read. Well done @SarahScheerger!
February 11, 2022
The curse—none of the women in the Silk family have ever lived past 37. Cayenne’s mother passed away from breast cancer fourteen years ago, and she’s accepted that this will be her fate, too. In an attempt to take control of her life (or rather her death), Cayenne (18) puts herself in danger by dodging trains and jumping off cliffs. But as Cayenne prepares to graduate high school, she and her sister—Saffron—receive a posthumous gift from their mother. This gift sets the Silk sisters on a journey to discover things that will permanently change their lives. Again.
I loved this book. 5 stars!!!
The carelessness of Cayenne (dodging trains and jumping off cliffs) was uncomfortable to read about in the beginning. While this may be a trigger for some readers, I truly believe that it was essential to the character’s journey of growing up and preparing for the unpredictable future.
Cayenne’s actions also amplified the differences of the other characters. For example, Saffron is risk-averse and deemed more mature although she’s younger than Cayenne. But their differences stem from the same thing: They are both dealing with grief. I think what makes this book unique is the author’s ability to craft a story that shows how grief can affect people immediately and even years after a trauma/loss. As someone who has dealt with my own medical challenges since birth, this book poignantly touched upon the questions surrounding ‘acceptance,� ‘choices,� and ‘self-worth.� If I could’ve given my twelve-year old self advice or guidance during some tough medical decisions, I would’ve given myself this book to read.
Thank you to BookSparks for the opportunity to read this book and give an honest review.
I loved this book. 5 stars!!!
The carelessness of Cayenne (dodging trains and jumping off cliffs) was uncomfortable to read about in the beginning. While this may be a trigger for some readers, I truly believe that it was essential to the character’s journey of growing up and preparing for the unpredictable future.
Cayenne’s actions also amplified the differences of the other characters. For example, Saffron is risk-averse and deemed more mature although she’s younger than Cayenne. But their differences stem from the same thing: They are both dealing with grief. I think what makes this book unique is the author’s ability to craft a story that shows how grief can affect people immediately and even years after a trauma/loss. As someone who has dealt with my own medical challenges since birth, this book poignantly touched upon the questions surrounding ‘acceptance,� ‘choices,� and ‘self-worth.� If I could’ve given my twelve-year old self advice or guidance during some tough medical decisions, I would’ve given myself this book to read.
Thank you to BookSparks for the opportunity to read this book and give an honest review.
February 10, 2020
'How to live on the Edge' by Sarah Lynn Scheerger, is a heartwarming story which follows two sisters, whose mother died of breast cancer when they were very young. The women in their family don't live past 40 and they have pretty much got it into their heads that they will also die. They receive a series of videos their mother recorded before she died which brings a lot of things into perspective for them. It deals with the tough questions that people with the BRCA gene mutation or with cancer in the family have to ask themselves everyday. How do you live life to the fullest? I did really enjoy this books and it was a really nice read.
There was no major plot line, but it was so wonderful to see a YA novel that was a little bit unique, and dealt with such a serious topic. I enjoyed following the relationship between the two sisters and how strong they were (I also found it a bit annoying at times) ! There were really positive views on romantic relationships which was fantastic, rather than your typical YA book where the female characters throw themselves at their love interest. But at times I found the book a bit boring, and I think the themes could have gone a lot deeper than they did. The videos from the mother were also a bit unrealistic and I found them a little forced. Overall, it was a really nice read which I did enjoy.
There was no major plot line, but it was so wonderful to see a YA novel that was a little bit unique, and dealt with such a serious topic. I enjoyed following the relationship between the two sisters and how strong they were (I also found it a bit annoying at times) ! There were really positive views on romantic relationships which was fantastic, rather than your typical YA book where the female characters throw themselves at their love interest. But at times I found the book a bit boring, and I think the themes could have gone a lot deeper than they did. The videos from the mother were also a bit unrealistic and I found them a little forced. Overall, it was a really nice read which I did enjoy.
August 11, 2020
3.5 Stars!
Cayenne believes the women in her family are cursed, and destined to die young. The example first and foremost in Cayenne’s mind is her mother, who died of breast cancer when she was four. Cayenne’s belief that her time on earth will be short results in her desire to make the most of the time she has. As a result, Cayenne engages in a variety of high-risk activities such as train dodging and cliff jumping, in a misguided effort to embrace life, tempt fate and deny death. When Cayenne is eighteen-years-old she and her younger sister Saffron are presented with a series of video messages and journal entries their mother prepared for them prior to her death. These materials will take both Cayenne and Saffron on a journey which will help them to redefine their understanding of what it means to truly live.
I would recommend this book to anyone whose life has been touched by cancer, specifically breast or ovarian. This book is particularly well suited for young women who have close family members that have been diagnosed with cancer or who are at high-risk themselves due to their family history. The book touches on a number of vital topics, to include the importance of breast self-exams, genetic testing for BRCA1 and BRCA2 gene mutations and their relationship to breast and ovarian cancers, what it means to be a woman and how much of that is defined by the presence or absence of breasts and ovaries, the range of preventive options available and the complexity and personal nature of making those decisions. The book also touches briefly on teenage sex, alcoholism, and the process of transitioning.
Given the amount of information the book tries to convey, at times it felt like I was reading a series of educational pamphlets thinly veiled as a novel. Regardless, this was an emotional read that ultimately managed to be both sad and uplifting. Thank you to BookSparks and Sarah Lynn Scheerger for my advance copy!
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Cayenne believes the women in her family are cursed, and destined to die young. The example first and foremost in Cayenne’s mind is her mother, who died of breast cancer when she was four. Cayenne’s belief that her time on earth will be short results in her desire to make the most of the time she has. As a result, Cayenne engages in a variety of high-risk activities such as train dodging and cliff jumping, in a misguided effort to embrace life, tempt fate and deny death. When Cayenne is eighteen-years-old she and her younger sister Saffron are presented with a series of video messages and journal entries their mother prepared for them prior to her death. These materials will take both Cayenne and Saffron on a journey which will help them to redefine their understanding of what it means to truly live.
I would recommend this book to anyone whose life has been touched by cancer, specifically breast or ovarian. This book is particularly well suited for young women who have close family members that have been diagnosed with cancer or who are at high-risk themselves due to their family history. The book touches on a number of vital topics, to include the importance of breast self-exams, genetic testing for BRCA1 and BRCA2 gene mutations and their relationship to breast and ovarian cancers, what it means to be a woman and how much of that is defined by the presence or absence of breasts and ovaries, the range of preventive options available and the complexity and personal nature of making those decisions. The book also touches briefly on teenage sex, alcoholism, and the process of transitioning.
Given the amount of information the book tries to convey, at times it felt like I was reading a series of educational pamphlets thinly veiled as a novel. Regardless, this was an emotional read that ultimately managed to be both sad and uplifting. Thank you to BookSparks and Sarah Lynn Scheerger for my advance copy!
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August 10, 2020
How To Live on the Edge is a thought provoking novel that encourages the reader to think about cancer, grief, and the chance to prevent the disease. The novel references the BRCA gene mutation for cancer and explores the option of preventative surgery by having a mastectomy. The suggested surgery is controversial and the novel does acknowledge this.
When I read the first few chapters of this novel, I was reminded of the book P.S. I Love You because Cayenne and her sister watch the videos that their dying mother had left for them to view. As in Ahern’s novel, Scheerger explores the grief experienced by the loved ones who have been left behind. In How To Live On The Edge, however, the manifestation of the grief is explored many years after the actual death.
I found this novel to be an interesting read � even though I did not appreciate Cayenne’s reckless behaviour. I could understand, though, the reasons for such behaviour. During the novel, I saw a growth in Cayenne’s character as she realised some of the reasons for her behaviour and the fact that she was pushing her loved ones away. I also appreciated the topic of breast cancer � a topic that is often seen as taboo. I like that this novel tackles the subject head-on and explores the preventative treatment suggested for this type of cancer.
When I read the first few chapters of this novel, I was reminded of the book P.S. I Love You because Cayenne and her sister watch the videos that their dying mother had left for them to view. As in Ahern’s novel, Scheerger explores the grief experienced by the loved ones who have been left behind. In How To Live On The Edge, however, the manifestation of the grief is explored many years after the actual death.
I found this novel to be an interesting read � even though I did not appreciate Cayenne’s reckless behaviour. I could understand, though, the reasons for such behaviour. During the novel, I saw a growth in Cayenne’s character as she realised some of the reasons for her behaviour and the fact that she was pushing her loved ones away. I also appreciated the topic of breast cancer � a topic that is often seen as taboo. I like that this novel tackles the subject head-on and explores the preventative treatment suggested for this type of cancer.
January 30, 2025
At the age of four, Cayenne lost her mother to breast cancer. Since then, she and her sister have been raised by their aunt Tee, who, now in her thirties, has decided to undergo a double mastectomy to reduce her risk of developing breast cancer herself. While Cayenne wants to support her aunt through the surgery and its aftermath, she feels conflicted about Tee’s decision.
How to Live on the Edge was an important book that tackles some heavy issues. However, I found it hard to connect with Cayenne. She’s a risk-taker, and her reckless behaviour often left me shaking my head, although I understood why she behaved the way she did. Personally, I preferred her sister, Saffron, with her more cautious, thoughtful approach to life—she was reserved but kind, which made her easier to relate to. That said, the bond between the two sisters was incredibly strong and heartfelt, and I did appreciate how Cayenne grew throughout the novel.
There were moments when the plot felt a bit slow, but I admired the author for tackling such a personal and important issue—one that affects so many people. The fact that the author herself has the BRCA gene mutation gave the novel an added layer of authenticity. Overall, How to Live on the Edge was a worthwhile read, especially for teens looking for a story that explores the emotional and personal impact of breast cancer.
How to Live on the Edge was an important book that tackles some heavy issues. However, I found it hard to connect with Cayenne. She’s a risk-taker, and her reckless behaviour often left me shaking my head, although I understood why she behaved the way she did. Personally, I preferred her sister, Saffron, with her more cautious, thoughtful approach to life—she was reserved but kind, which made her easier to relate to. That said, the bond between the two sisters was incredibly strong and heartfelt, and I did appreciate how Cayenne grew throughout the novel.
There were moments when the plot felt a bit slow, but I admired the author for tackling such a personal and important issue—one that affects so many people. The fact that the author herself has the BRCA gene mutation gave the novel an added layer of authenticity. Overall, How to Live on the Edge was a worthwhile read, especially for teens looking for a story that explores the emotional and personal impact of breast cancer.
August 21, 2020
Cayenne just turned eighteen years old and she barely remembers her mother who died from breast cancer when Cayenne was four. The women in the Silk family have a history of dying young from breast cancer. Cayenne figures that since her days are numbered, she might as well enjoy life now and engage in risky behaviors such as dodging trains and jumping off cliffs.
She and her sister, Saffron received a note that their dead mother left them a series of video messages before she died. Cayenne is unsure if she wants them because she feels that her aunt Tee has been more of a mother figure to her and her sister. However, when her aunt tested positive for the BRCA gene mutation and decides to undergo surgery, Cayenne is conflicted about her future.
The book was an emotional rollercoaster as Cayenne comes to terms with her life and her health. I didn't like that her sister, Saffron was pushing her to do things that she thought would benefit Cayenne like choosing to get tested or undergoing surgery. I understand that Saffron cares for Cayenne but, I believe forcing or strong holding people to make decisions is a bad idea. Overall, I thought it was a good read and look forward to reading other books by the author.
She and her sister, Saffron received a note that their dead mother left them a series of video messages before she died. Cayenne is unsure if she wants them because she feels that her aunt Tee has been more of a mother figure to her and her sister. However, when her aunt tested positive for the BRCA gene mutation and decides to undergo surgery, Cayenne is conflicted about her future.
The book was an emotional rollercoaster as Cayenne comes to terms with her life and her health. I didn't like that her sister, Saffron was pushing her to do things that she thought would benefit Cayenne like choosing to get tested or undergoing surgery. I understand that Saffron cares for Cayenne but, I believe forcing or strong holding people to make decisions is a bad idea. Overall, I thought it was a good read and look forward to reading other books by the author.
February 8, 2020
(I received an advance copy of this book from NetGalley.)
This was a very touching story about two sisters with two very different personalities who lost their mother to cancer at a young age. I thought this book did a very good job of showing a sisterly bond that grows stronger as the book progresses. Despite what many may think, breast cancer is something that is not exclusive to older women and it is refreshing to read a YA book that will educate young women about it.
As someone with a family background similar to Saf and Cay, this book made me reassess my situation and made me question whether I carry the BRCA gene, something unheard of to me until now.
On a lighter side, I really enjoyed the sister storyline with Saf and Cay; I believe they have a very special bond and thought that they balanced each other perfectly. Though Cay was a little immature at times, I came to love her as the book ended. Overall, I thought this book was very educative and beautiful. I hope to read more from the author.
This was a very touching story about two sisters with two very different personalities who lost their mother to cancer at a young age. I thought this book did a very good job of showing a sisterly bond that grows stronger as the book progresses. Despite what many may think, breast cancer is something that is not exclusive to older women and it is refreshing to read a YA book that will educate young women about it.
As someone with a family background similar to Saf and Cay, this book made me reassess my situation and made me question whether I carry the BRCA gene, something unheard of to me until now.
On a lighter side, I really enjoyed the sister storyline with Saf and Cay; I believe they have a very special bond and thought that they balanced each other perfectly. Though Cay was a little immature at times, I came to love her as the book ended. Overall, I thought this book was very educative and beautiful. I hope to read more from the author.
September 13, 2020
"How to Live on the Edge", by Sarah Lynn Scheerger, is a gripping, complex story about life choices, family relationships, and self-discovery. It explores the painful emotional struggles of two teenage sisters as they learn about their own vulnerabilities with a strong family history of the BRCA cancer gene, dooming the women in the family to early deaths. The novel is an honest, insightful presentation of the complications life throws in our way. As we watch the sisters handle their choices very differently, we laugh and cry with them, we worry for them, and we cheer when they grow and evolve. Although the protagonists are teenagers and the novel is written for young adults, the story is powerful, engaging, and total relatable for all adults, young and old. The character development is courageous and impressive, the story line is complex and tight, with twists and surprises, and the writing is fully authentic. Ms. Scheerger hit a home run with this powerful, profound story, guaranteed to tug at your heart strings.
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