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A Solivagant on the Inselberg

I love all my friends the same. You're very speical to me. Just like Loliepo..."
We're talking about me here. People love discarding me :/

Hallie wrote: "I don't know... Just drift apart? You guys might find cooler friends, and eventually I'll be all alone."
You will never lose me Hallie no matter what happens. No one/nothing can come in between us. *hugs* I love you Hallie

Hallie wrote: "I don't know... J..."
What if I say something wrong and you feel offended? I've done that before, and I'm afraid I'll do it again. I hope not, though.

To-do List
� Bullet Journal - June spreadsheet
� Astronomy Journal
� New story/book ideas brainstorming
� Roleplays and apologies
� Bookclub cleaning
� Host the pool party on you-know-which-site

You won't. It's okay Hallie *hugs*

Again?
This is the part when all boys look away. (view spoiler)
Anyway, so a lot has happened - bad enough to get into my thirteen reasons why. I almost quit my Harry Potter group, but I'm not going to do it. I finally think I can manage to fit in that group.
Also I had to hit my mother today and I don't regret it whatsoever 😠😬😡😢 She was really getting on my nerves.... Why am I writing down things like these? I don't know... I'll make a bigger post about my thoughts some other time.

I'm pretty sure that's not true! I make at least 10 grammatical errors in every 3 sentences I say xD


Congratulations!! You definitely have OCD. You are an indecisive perfectionist, and your (they spelt it as you're, which is grammatically incorrect and has nothing to do with the OCD I don't have!) IQ score is higher than 151 (impossible! xD My IQ should be 1). In short, you are a phenomenal genius.
And no, I don't have OCD. I mean, of course I wouldn't know unless I go to a doctor, but even if my friends and class believe that I have it, I really don't (hopefully). There's nothing wrong with anyone who has it, so if you do, please don't take offence. The reason why I'm hoping I don't have it is because my family would be of no help if I did.

how are ya??"
Well, I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today, so not so good.

Googling how to keep cockroaches away from beds now. Why? Well, I saw a cockroach on my pillow once and thought I was hallucinating. The second time I turned on the lights and confirmed that it was really there. Yesterday, one was coming down the wall and almost came on the bed :/ I'm too scared to sleep now.

Northern Colorado Camel Spiders usually have 10 legs and two heads, whether they're mutated or something, I don't know. We had to try quite a few things to keep them away. Lemon oil worked best (for all spiders) because they taste with their feet and don't like it.

But what?!?!?!?!?! I'm already scared of spiders and I think that description just made it worse. My grandparents house has a lot of spiders so I'll keep that remedy in hand the next time I go there.

How to get rid of cockroaches
I'm nowhere near pleased to right about this, but I've had enough with them. They're ruining my already ruined life. So for my own reference (and for anyone else if they need it - hopefully not).
� Lemon
Lemon has natural anti pathogenic properties. Add lemon juice to the water you use to mop your floors, kitchen tops and bathroom cabinets to keep germs away and repel roaches that cannot stand the citric smell.
� Soap Solution
Make a heavy soap solution in water and throw or spray it directly at the pests. Most of them will die instantly because soap clogs their pores making it impossible for them to breathe.
� Pepper, Garlic and Onion solution
This potent mixture can be concocted by adding one tablespoon of pepper, a clove of garlic and half an onion mashed up together and added to a litre of water. Add some liquid soap if you want, and sprinkle this solution on kitchen and bathroom areas roaches frequent at night. You may also use this water to mop the floors or counter tops and cabinets. Roaches cannot stand the smell of this combination are likely to leave your home alone.
� Cucumber
Leave some cucumber slices or peels overnight around kitchen counters and cabinets or near sinks and crevices where roaches may be especially active. Cucumbers are excellent roach repellents and are a non toxic, organic way of getting rid of these pests. You may also use cucumber along with bay leaves to ward off pesky roaches.
Ugh! -_-

oh god O_O I would've been panicking XD because I tend to panic if a bug is on me or comes towards me. unless it's roly polies because I've held roly polies before XD

I passed XD"
Yay xD I knew you would!

oh god O_O I would've been panicking XD because I tend to panic if a bug is on me or comes ..."
I'm terrified. I'm the same too. Now even the slightest movement frightens me. The collar of my shirt touched my neck during the night and I panicked so much I nearly lost all my sleep. And no one in my house listens when I say that it's scary -_- They just shrug, and my mum says that I'm a wimp.

it's funny because I guessed on some of them XD I didn't expect to get them all right XD

I didn't have to guess any, but there were some that I was not fully confident about. I'm surprised I got them all right too xD
❄️Small beans (Kavy/Kavya) of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Moooorning <------ admit it you read it in George Weasley's voice XD"
Even though it's evening here, yep, George's voice just echoed in my head xD


Life Snippets
As much as I despise to write short posts, I'm too dysphoric to write more. Here's a brief glimpse of what is wrong in my life.
Yesterday was H's birthday: I didn't do a think except sing a birthday song. Today is my brother's first day of work in his new company: I'm... I have some mixed thoughts about him going there. Also, this morning, while I was having breakfast, my mum called me an aimless clown (it sounds less 'what-the-Hell' in Welsh, but it isn't a very popular phrase; I've never heard it in my life, but according to her, it exists). So I shed a few tears in front of my brother, who one said that it was true, and left half my breakfast untouched. The next thing I had was lunch, so my stomach was feeling rather queasy all morning. And, my results come out day after tomorrow, and all I can think of is my dad's razors every time some idiots mention it. I'm so darn scared and tensed because I have a feeling I'll get a really low score, and all these jerks do is increase my anxiety -_-
If I disappear for a week, that means I'm dead.

I was a liar
I gave into the fire
I know I should've fought it
At least I'm being honest
Feel like a failure
'Cause I know that I failed you
I should've done you better
'Cause you don't want a liar
~ One Last Time, Ariana Grande

I got Texas, and I was like, "Oh my goodness, I get to be from the same state as Kavy!!!!!!!!!"
I have another amazing friend from Texas, too, so bonus!

Harry Potter and the Whisper Snake Place
Harry Potter and That Mean Jail Man
Harry Potter and the Hot Cup
Harry Potter and the Bird Club
Harry Potter and the Guy with only some blood
Harry Potter and Death

I got Texas, and I was like, "Oh my goodness, I get to be from the same state as Kavy!!!!!!!!!"
I have anot..."
YES XD

Harry Potter and the Whisper Snake Place
Harry Potter and That Mean Jail Man
Harry Potter and the Hot Cup
Harry Potter and the Bird Club
Harry Potter and the Guy with only some ..."
XD the mean jail man

I got Texas, and I was like, "Oh my goodness, I get to be from the same state as Kavy!!!!!!!!!..."
xD I'D LOVE TO COME TO TEXAS!!!
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I love all my friends the same. You're very speical to me. Just like Loliepop, Kavy, Cyn, and all that. In my Asgardian Family Group, everyone that's in there is treated with Royality. Nobody is treated differently.