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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Apparently I'm from New York XD so I can be close to Mount Olympus and Percy Jackson XD"I wanna go to Mount Olympus too!!!!!!!
"'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta got to love me harder
And if you really need me, you gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta got to love me harder
(Gotta love me harder)
Love me, love me, love me
Harder, harder, harder"
~ Love Me Harder, Ariana Grande ft. The Weeknd
Hallie wrote: ""'Cause if you want to keep me, you gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta got to love me harder
And if you really need me, you gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta gotta got to love me harder
(Gotta love me ha..."
These lyrics are for everyone on this planet if you want me, except for Kavy, Shine, and a couple of others who I think already love me too much.
Luck for Lady Unluck
Believe it or not, today I, the person with the worst luck, actually got lucky. Let me explain.
There's this virtual game called Secretbuilders that I recently resumed playing because I get to meet my friend there. There is a party hosted by a member named dj_mariya. She asks three questions and the first person to answer each question gets gold coins as the prize. Answer the first question right, you get 25 gold coins; the second question, 50 gold coins; get the third question, 100.
I decided to go try because I usually find it fun, and besides, she gives free gifts even if you don't win. I mainly went for the quiz because the last time I went, I won the 50 gold coins question.
So the first question was scramble: lamsl. I took a couple of minutes to think, but I type fast. That's one thing I can do - type fast on the keyboard. It's a result of years of typing. So as soon as I got it, I typed the word 'Small' as fast as I could. Then she announced the winner: me! I expected it because I saw my bubble speech pop up first. So I got a couple of 'Good jobs', and she went to the next question.
Her question was: "Which is the hottest planet in our solar system?" I noticed that it was planet, and immediately typed 'Venus'. A few people said sun xD So before she announced the right answer and winner, she told, "Guys, I said planet." And it was Venus after all. When it came to the winner, once again, it was me!!!!!!!!! Two questions on one day. One particular person said that it was unfair, but another girl backed me said that I had got it fair and square. I thanked her and said: "Today's my lucky day!" Both she and dj_mariya said that it was xP
She gave out some gifts (which were really cool!), and proceeded to the last question. "Which is the nd largest planet in our solar system?" I understood that it was second since numbers don't work in the chat box, and answered, 'Saturn'. I'm an astronomy person, so these two questions were my favourite ;P A couple of them answered Jupiter, but then she said that there was an error in the question, and that our was supposed to be second. I thought the question would be nullified, but a few people among the group were able to understand it anyway, so no. And the winner was..... Me again!!!!!!!
Everyone were liked omg! All three questions by the same person! I was way too lucky today! I just hope the luck lasts till tomorrow when my results come out *fingers crossed* Of course it won't! I'll fail miserably :/
Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Apparently I'm from New York XD so I can be close to Mount Olympus and Percy Jackson XD"I wanna go to ..."
XD
Word of the Day
Floxinoxinihilipilification: (Noun)
The action or habit of estimating something as worthless.
Other notes:
� Floxinoxinihilipilification is also spelled floccinaucinihilipilification.
� It is pronounced this way: FLOX-iN-NOX-iN-N-i-HiLi-PiLi-Fi-CATION
Flox-in-nox-in-noo[as in book]-hil-ih-pil-ih-fih-cay-shun
� An example would be: That extra cargo is nothing but floxinoxinihilipilification.
Pick Me A Number
I'm all "The world hates me; life hates me; I hate me" and slightly suicidal, so just to mentally create a block from doing something reckless, let me try this out:
So just pick the numbers of the questions that you want me to answer (as many as you like), and I'll answer :)
6. Favourite Song: This is hard! Hm, it varies from time to time, but still: Focus, Into You and One Last Time by Ariana Grande, Stitches by Shawn Mendes.19. One Wish: To leave this family forever.
20. Funniest Memory: Haha I don't remember, but it's most likely something that my brother did xD
21. Beach or Pool: Beach
26. Favourite Food: Er, I'm not much of a foodie, so icecream xP
29. Favourite Colour: Purple!
Hallie- question. Where are you from? I cant remember if I've asked before. Also, how old are you?I saw your answer to question number 19 and it made me sad. I'm sure your situation is far different than mine but I regret every time I wished that. Maybe it's just part of growing up and life changing. But I hope things do change for the better.
Hααℓєу♡ wrote: "Hallie- question. Where are you from? I cant remember if I've asked before. Also, how old are you?I saw your answer to question number 19 and it made me sad. I'm sure your situation is far differ..."
I'm from the UK - London :) I'll be 16 in three months.
Well, I suppose it does. When I was little, I never even dreamt that I'd say that in a million years, but things just changed. I changed, my family changed, and they just became the people who dragged me down the most. They just don't understand me, and say that I could follow whatever dream that I want, but then crush my dreams and try to brainwash me. I've lost at least 5 dreams that way, and I've been lying for more than 5 years to hold on to this one. The main thing is that they don't get me. I can see that I'm not putting up much of a legitimate explanation, but well, I know then better than they know me, and that causes me a great deal of pain and depression.
Right:( I'm sorry. That's an awful lot to go through. Remember that you are the only one that has a say in your future and your happiness.
*hugs* You have us Hallie. We're a family
Energy Drinks Please!
Still all depressed and suicidal, but add exhausted and busy to the list too. I've been trying to change schools since I got my results. I got 95%, but I'm really depressed because everyone, literally everyone got more than me :(
Anyway, I tried in 5 schools. Yes, you heard me right. 5. And I got an open admission into 3 schools! However, two of those are my second preference (actually, my Dad's second preference), so I'm still waiting for the first preference to get back. Apparently they need us to check their notice board everyday, and won't update their website to let us know when to come. It barely takes few minutes, useless school board! Is coming everyday to the school just to glance at the notice board any bit pragmatic? And I live rather far from that school, so I need to take at least 2 buses to go there. I would be a Dragon Slayer in Fairy Tail because get motion sickness so fast! Yep, I'm always like this on transportation:
That's why I hate travelling so much. Why can't we just apparate?!?!?!??! So the point is that school is being preposterous! But I guess I need to bear with it -_- So the travelling after school is making me too tired to even check my roleplays :(
You joined after all! Make a journal quick That's still early! And you really need to sleep - whether or not your aunt what-was-her-name-again and sister let you come on during the day -_-
Yh I did.... Angel hasn't responded yet so I don't know if I got kicked out from there like you said : : Make me a journal won't you? I get plenty of sleep these days. and look whos talking! XD
Well, just wait for few more days. Make one yourself! You can skip complaining about the journal's title later :/I can't get enough sleep because 1. Insomnia 2. Family And I don't come online when I'm pretending sleep unless it's in the morning xP
kk I won't complain but I'll make one anyway. I need to kill time somehow XD
And done! Sorry my intro isn't as eloquent as yours XDWhatcha doing??????????
My introduction is not eloquent!Yawning in class :/ By the way, you're "amazing" cousin has been kicked out of the class xD I think it's our French teacher.
It is!!! XDWhy aren't you sleeping yet? XD What?!?!? What did he do this time?
Nope! -_-You know I don't sleep in the day.... According to a source, he didn't bring his textbook xD Explains!
"If we go down then we go down together
They'll say you could do anything
They'll say that I was clever
If we go down then we go down together
We'll get away with everything
Let's show them we are better
Let's show them we are better
Let's show them we are better"
~ Paris, Chainsmokers
Yep!!!Weird girl! XD She kicked him out for that? What's the source? I'm doubting it because why would anyone be kicked out for that? I thought your French teacher was really easy going!
I � that song!
The boy near the door of my classroom. I saw him act the event, so the source is absolutely correct :D Yeah, she does do that because no one listens to her, and she thinks that will make us at least bring the books (which, of course, has no effect whatsoever xD)
You two go to the strangest school in the whole of the world! XDI was reading the rest of your comments -_- Hold on a minute, you got 95% Girl you're not human!!!!!!!!!! Congrats btw :D You'll get into the other two schools too! I'm proud of you, but darn Hal! Darn!
The most annoying school in the world!No, don't do that! Thanks! :D Others got more, though, so I'm pretty angry at myself.
Hallie wrote: "Energy Drinks Please!Still all depressed and suicidal, but add exhausted and busy to the list too. I've been trying to change schools since I got my results. I got 95%, but I'm really depressed b..."
*hugs*
αяαн wrote: "Hey!!!!!!!!
[spoilers removed]"
Hey hey
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Energy Drinks Please!Still all depressed and suicidal, but add exhausted and busy to the list too. I've been trying to change schools since I got my results. I got 95%, but I'm rea..."
*hugs back*
Ohhhh Kavy meet Sarah, my friend's cousin. Sarah, Kavy, one of the sweetest people in the world and with an amazing music taste! :D
Hey Kavs! 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀How come Hallie we're always on at the same time? XD
She's the only person who knows me in real life, but she isn't a very reliable source, though. She got to hang around with me for only a month and a half, and it takes more than that to know a person :)That's because you're seldom online and I'm almost always, so if you match the time zones and your obstinacy to refuse to sleep during nights, we're bound to be online together at some point of the day.
Word of the day
Lisztomania:
A need to listen to music all the time.
HALLIE HALLIE HALLIE HALLIESorry don't mind me on a sugar rush rn
KAVY!!!!! Oh no, not another one of my best friends with a sugar rush! xD Once S had eaten too much sugar when the two of us were alone, and crap, she was acting so nuts that I almost threw her out of the window xD I won't do that to you, though :)
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
What kind of feelings? If it's negative feelings, yes, but if we're talking about the contrary, nope.
Do you think you’ve changed over the past year?
Yes, I've changed so much that I don't even recognize myself right now.
Are you currently looking forward to anything?
Yeah....
What hoodie did you wear last?
I think it was a black one.
Are you ticklish?
Yes, but I do so much to not show that people think I'm not ticklish.
Are you wearing something that belongs to someone else?
Nope. This uniform is mine.
Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I don't think so.
Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Does my brother qualify?
Will this weekend be a good one?
Nope. Not at all.
Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it?
No, and I don't think that will ever happen unless they know someone else with my name.
Do you like your life as of now?
Why of course not!
Are you mad at anyone? Who?
A lot of people. Starting from my mum to random strangers I saw on a bus.
Are you okay?
No. I might just faint right now because this text appears slightly blurry to me.
Has anyone ever told you they want to be with you forever?
Nopedy nopdey nope.
Do you find the opposite sex confusing?
Yes, just as much I find girls confusing.
Are there certain things that can’t be joked about with you?
A certain? There are at least 100,000,000 things that can't be joked about with me!
Is your hair longer than your shoulders?
Yep, unfortunately.
Buy anything lately?
Hm, application forms xP
Have you realized anything lately?
Yeah. I don't really deserve to live.
Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?
No thank you!
Do you know how to use chopsticks?
Unfortunately, no :( I'm trying to find real chopsticks to practice.
Who was the last person you couldn’t take your eyes off of?
Ariana Grande xD
Do you think its right for straight guys to get their tongue pierced?
Huh???
Do you dream in black and white?
No????
How are you?
Not good.
Are you named after one of your parents or grandparents?
Nope.
If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
No one likes me, so I guess I don't care whether they tell me or not.
Do you usually tell people when you’re mad at them?
Nope.
Do you miss anyone?
Yeah...
What is stressing you out most right now?
School, family
Are you waiting for a phone call?
Nope.
Was there anyone who “made your day�?
No.
Do you even believe in love?
No.
Did you talk to anyone you didn’t like today?
Yes-ish.
Are you a very stressed out person?
Yes, but according to everyone, I don't show it. I mean once girl literally shook my shoulders and told me to show some frightened expression and I was trembling on the inside.
Are you single?
Yep.
Are you afraid of the dark?
Sort of. Okay, yes.
Would you pay someone to kill the last person who hurt you a lot?
No, but I'd kill them myself *snake smile*
Are you a couple with the last person you kissed on the lips?
I didn't kiss anyone......
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you’re at in life now?
Not at all!
Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment?
Yeah.....
Are you a jealous person?
A very jealous person!
Do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
Not kissed!!
Last place you fell asleep other than your bed?
Uh, a bus, maybe? I don't remember.
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
Hm.... Pretty Little Liars.
Is anyone else in the room with you?
There are 47 other people here xD
What time did you go to bed last night? Why?
10:30 pm. What do you mean why? I always go to bed at that time!
What will you do after this?
I'll.... I'll write back to some people.
Do you tend to get in fights?
Physical ones, no, but verbal ones, occasionally.
Did you have a good day today?
Nope.
Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
My brother.
Is anyone protective over you?
Nah.
Do you correct people when they make spelling mistakes on the internet?
Sometimes. It itches me, but I try to control xD I did lose it a lot of times.
Does your bedroom have a door?
Yes.
Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
It's five minutes away from here, but back at home.
How many people do you know of named Adam?
1.
How about Jessica’s?
No one.
What was the last thing you burnt?
It was two years ago, but a lid. I don't deal with fire.
Are you currently in a relationship?
Nope.
Do you smoke crack everyday?
Nope.
So how old will you be on your next birthday?
16.
Do you usually apologise first?
Depends, but I'm big about apologizing and thanking.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
I don't know.... Let me first sort today out.
How many pillows are on your bed?
3.
What are you craving at the moment?
Either to die, or to get adopted. Wait, did you mean food?
Are you in a good mood right now?
I answered this 10 million times, but let me do it one more time: no.
Is there someone who has made a difference in your life?
Yes, but in a bad way.
Why aren’t you dating the last person who text you?
Uh, because that's my brother and ew!
Would you rather have your parents catch you having sex or smoking weed?
Weed please!
Is there a person of the opposite sex that you care about?
Nope.
Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 20?
Hmmm....... No one! Unles you want me to go back three years and mention my two cousins.
What is the next concert you’re going to?
None planned.
Does it bother you when your friends bring up your past mistakes?
Yes, but my friends know better than to do that *cleans knife*
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Waiting for my classroom door to open.
Do you wish you were anywhere other than where you are now?
Do I wish I was not in school? Hell yes!
Do you know anyone named Joshua?
No.
Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
No.
Do you think two people can last forever?
Maybe.
Would you put yesterday on repeat and live it forever?
No, never.
Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can’t even stand?
Ahhhh, yes! My neighbour who sings Jingle Bells in May without knowing the lyrics! :/
What do you currently hear right now?
Before I make a move. So baby come light me, and baby I'll let you on it.... Into You by Ariana Grande.
Did you have any unread text messages when you woke up today?
No.
In your opinion which is the stronger emotion: love or hate?
Hate.
Do you ever think about the past?
Yes.
Do you believe ex’s can be friends?
Yes.
What’re you wearing right now?
Something hideous known as school uniform -_-
What were you doing when you found out Michael Jackson was dead?
Trying to figure out who Michael Jackson was xD Hey, I was 8!
Are you short?
How short is 5'5?
Does anyone hate you?
Everybody.
Hallie wrote: "KAVY!!!!! Oh no, not another one of my best friends with a sugar rush! xD Once S had eaten too much sugar when the two of us were alone, and crap, she was acting so nuts that I almost threw her o..."
XD I ate a lot of sweets. If you see my journal I put a pic of how many sweets I ate XD literally I had two plates of so many sweets XD and I couldn't sit still XD
Hallie wrote: "Why I like Tumblr:
Harry Potter and the Whisper Snake Place
Harry Potter and That Mean Jail Man
Harry Potter and the Hot Cup
Harry Potter and the Bird Club
Harry Potter and the Guy with only some ..."
Why I like Tumblr:
MARVEL
AVENGERS
LOKI
ASGARDIANS
Harry Potter and the Whisper Snake Place
Harry Potter and That Mean Jail Man
Harry Potter and the Hot Cup
Harry Potter and the Bird Club
Harry Potter and the Guy with only some ..."
Why I like Tumblr:
MARVEL
AVENGERS
LOKI
ASGARDIANS
Heyo!!! Angel got back to me ;D I'll pm you.
oh and consider urself lucky that u have a brother. u wont even believe what anne's doing now! >.<
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "KAVY!!!!! Oh no, not another one of my best friends with a sugar rush! xD Once S had eaten too much sugar when the two of us were alone, and crap, she was acting so nuts that I alm..."
Yep, I saw it! xD That's a lot!
PinkLoki(Shine) RULER OF: CrimsonPeak, Asgard, Jotunheim, Midgard, AvengersTower wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Why I like Tumblr:Harry Potter and the Whisper Snake Place
Harry Potter and That Mean Jail Man
Harry Potter and the Hot Cup
Harry Potter and the Bird Club
Harry Potter and the Guy ..."
TUMBLR THE HOME OF ALL FANDOMS!!!
αяαн wrote: "oh and consider urself lucky that u have a brother. u wont even believe what anne's doing now! >.<"Ex-cah-use- moi, but no! Brothers are annoying as Hell; younger brothers are irritating; older brothers are stupid; older brothers that act like younger brothers are the worst kinds in the whole universe!
I'm sorry for still being here. I'm sorry for existing in this world. I'm sorry for even thinking that I could be someone. You don't even have to say the word: I'll just disappear forever soon.
Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "KAVY!!!!! Oh no, not another one of my best friends with a sugar rush! xD Once S had ea..."
XD the guy I love is wanting to keep me away from the cookies cause of how many cookies I ate XD
Hallie wrote: "I'm sorry for still being here. I'm sorry for existing in this world. I'm sorry for even thinking that I could be someone. You don't even have to say the word: I'll just disappear forever soon."Don't say that Hallie :( we need you.
❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Princess Kavy of BVBarmy/Books/Music ❄️~Maybe they'll leave you alone, but not me~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "KAVY!!!!! Oh no, not another one of my best friends with a sugar rush! x..."
I don't know whether I should side him or not xD But we know he cares about you :)
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