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Some people call me a lunatic I say thank you very much I am highly oblige to heed such remarkable regard from you about me because I deeply believe that I am half mad half Rao Umar.

Let me dedicate this note to those who know the importers of being an earnest but actually don't know the fun of being a lunatic, to those who know the price of everything but the value of nothing, to those who know the tactic of making people cry but genuinely don't know the method of the making people making people smile, to those who think its a waste of time to help anyone but truly are not aware of the meaning of the word humanity and to those who have thousands of sentences to elaborate life but not a single to explain why we dwell in world.


Let me dedicate this note to those who can read and to those who can think that no matter what people think about us - we are the best judge of over self or maybe let this be an attribute of God to judge us in spite of all over imperfection let this action be of God and God only to bless us all where I might be the most miserable of all but yet He is the Most Merciful.

Finally let me dedicate this paragraph to her who things it better to ignore rather than to acknowledge me! Dreema if you are reading let me tell you that you have misjudged me for you have merely seen the madness over me but not the Rao Umar inside me but even then in this concluding moments I certainly don't need your permission to keep you in my memories for I have and I will because I am half mad half Rao Umar.

-Sorry if it is long but when I start writing I become to lazy to stop

Over and out Rao Umar

Good one... But I little vague... May I suggest that you should use small sentences for it helps in the beginning.... Practice more I would also suggest :)... I hope I wasnt demotivating.. But overall very nice :)... And you can easily ignore my suggestion coz I am completely mad ;)

Saray nafsiati idhar ikathay ho gaye hain, lol.

@Owaiz brilliants have always been called mad in this world... kyon @Rao?? :-P

Oh I know. His words are cruel but honest. Reminds me of the one time I was foolish enough to give my heart to another. Not surprisingly, it was returned back to me crushed. I always say hearts are made of glass. And it felt like she took mine and smashed it on the wall breaking it into a million pieces and then stepped on the pieces crushing them to fine power. Damaging it beyond repair and blowing it in my face.

And they say you never forget your first love. I guess I'm tainted for life.

GOD! you people are stung bad. ;p LOL. kis na kaha that pange lo ??.??

Maira, nobody falls in love with choice. It just happens.

idk ;p

so i got to laugh. ;p

You're insensitive. :/ I die everyday just thinking about it. It's so hard.

oh come on! you can't be serious. iam cheering you up!

look. if she (who ever she is) really loved you and you (romeo) loved her at first sight (sigh) then it would never have ended so tragic. people who care for one another would never leave them this wounded. she might not have wanted what you did but she had no right to end it the way she did (whatever the way it is right now)

anyways. iam sorry if i was rude but seriously dude it was your first try, you were a noivce and you didn't know ;p so next time beware becasue you know better. ;p

cheers!

I'm not mad at you. It wasn't a fairytale either. We went to the same academy. She used to borrow my book because she never brought hers. I always gave her mine, and then we became friends. And when I left the academy we missed each other and we started texting and you know what happens then. She got engaged and didn't want to stand up for us and didn't even tell her parents. She didn't even try. She just shut me off. Just like that. Not giving me closure. I hope she's happy now because love is only giving, right? Wishing someone the best and not expecting anything in return, and that's what I do. I hope she never realizes it though, because it is too late.

@Owaiz dont mind Maira... its always easy to say these things till the time u rnt in it... and when u r in it... u dont know anything.... so complete empathy for u bro :-(:-(

and its intelligent btw what u said.... ur account isnt hacked right? :-(:-(;-)

oh....i...am sorry....

i have no experience just know what i read form books so ooooooo....yeah that's my excuse ;p

HEY! he said he don't mind Sohaib. ;@
don't butt in. ;p

True. At least I've people here now who know how it is. Whose account is hacked?

yours. you were quit give a heart to heart here and all.....;p

who knew Owais was such a softie...;p LOL

@Owaiz she is just trying to flare you up you know :P

@Maira no its my duty to help those in heartaches so... no... you shooo and leave him alone ;P

Love made me a softie. Melted this heart of stone.

ok....aaaaayy.......iam gone....you guys are scaring me...

Seriously this talk is scaring you?? tsk tsk tsk.... Buffy the Vampire Slayer has a weakness!!!! ;P:D:D

i think someone hacked both of your accounts or you have gone crazy. ;p

You are young and naive. But you'll know one day and when you do, we won't be here.

Shhhh... @Owaiz dont give her bad wishes... May she never experiences it...

@Maira reality always has a very different taste sometimes happy sometimes sacrificing :(:)

I wasn't wishing her ill, you twisted man. I was just stating that she'll fall in love one day. Everyone does. It's something everyone must experience, I think. And she'll know how it is then.

Well if you limit the thing to her falling then its fine :P.... Life isnt worth living without falling in love...

I'll let her decide that.

Sohaib wrote: "@Owaiz brilliants have always been called mad in this world... kyon @Rao?? :-P"

Yep thats true

Owaiz your past is too mush related to my happing(or I should say mishapping) the place you wrought that "She got engaged" was like a dagger through my heart and I realized I still have time because Thank God She is not engaged yet so I think I still have hope.

Maira also has a point as I see it why should we let any one be over priory where we might just be an option in their but I believe love is resilient by force not by choice.

ok............aaaaaaaaaaayyyyyy....................
WOW....people iam right here!

don't talk like iam not here and thanks for the future advises i will NEVER forget them. ;p

I'm sorry. I'm off this thread. This is too painful. Rao can understand.

I'm not a saint. I made mistakes too.

Can't blame you. Nobody chooses to fall in love. It just happens. And it is an amazing feeling and I would gladly go for it if I get another chance.

There's this weird thing. People think love is a waste of time and why get into trouble when you're doing fine without it. And that's alright. But then when they fall in love, it changes. Literally. You see flowers smiling at you, and the beauty in the weather and closeness to your loved one (even when you're miles apart) just by looking at the moon and knowing they're looking at the same moon and admiring it. Can't tell you enough. It's a brilliant feeling. It's like a drug. When it's gone, you're screwed.

@owaiz wow!! I feel your pain through the words.... But I can tell you from experience (and not to sound cliche) that time does heal all. And it is possible to fall in live again if you keep your heart open... The second time around you can cherish it even more because you have felt what it is to be without that feeling.

@Zenab: And I can tell you through my experience that "Time heals all wounds" is the biggest lie. Trust me on that one. It doesn't get easier and it most certainly doesn't go away. The only thing that changes with time is how you show your grief. Eventually you get tired of grieving and cope silently, but it doesn't go away.

Owais when you meet the right one for you, the pain will ease up. it might not go away but it will with the passage of time. :P don't give up hope.

owais i m agree wid u.no one has right to play wid the feelings of other

Dear Sister Zenab, Maira and Aalia I thoroughly admire your concern which was conceivable contradictory and paradox

I gently confront the fact that life is too small to have expectation that rises and die like the mountain that goes up and up but never grows. Yet I also comprehend this realty love is like nyctophilia! A dark lea where truth or lie, wrong or right ethical or non ethical makes no difference there is just a darkness, a pause in life like a respect and like a catharsis and as those fine words proclaim “When we have shuffled off this mortal coil; Must give us pause: there’s the respect�
Two wrongs don’t make a right and two rights can be wrong and this moral debate of good and evil is what embodiments this world where everyone has recommendations no one has reference, everyone has ambitions nobody has motivation and everyone has a small frustrating life nobody is immortal or strong enough to bear hopelessness so I redefine all the objections by saying that these vivid tornado, these tempests and these hurricanes are too weak, too inferior and too frail to shatter any ones love.

One sided love is not stupidity but pure example of true love.

Time cant heal anything because time is an illusion there is no such thing as time.

The right person come by choice not by condition

I beg to differ! Time is not an illusion. It is a measure. Something that makes one thing past and another future. Like two people on escalators in different direction. Just like an escalator, time separates people. While raising one up into the future, it drowns the other into the depths making them the past.

@Aalia i agree with you... love is pure and happiness... whether u r with that person or not... u r always happy... u learn new things... u learn about ur ownself... u discover so many things that u never saw even though they were right infront of ur eyes.... but yes love is bright and pure

And sorry I dont know who said it but you dont choose whom you love... You just do... Its like there is no reason why people dont eat Karailay... But they just dont....

@Owaiz you are right... Without love life is good... but with it its exceptionallly beautiful... And Aalia it isnt the love thats painful... Its not being with the loved one that rips you apart...

@Owaiz and @Rao I think we should stop... Warna others will be scared to fall in love :(

@Sohaib: Okay, let's stop. But before we end this, I just want to tell everyone that everything I wrote above is pure bullshit. I've never fallen in love and love is nothing but shit. Lol!

Hmm... knew that from the start... was waiting k kab disclose karte ho :-P:-P;-):-D:-D:-D

I couldn't help it, haha! It's just that I see people in love and all and I want that too. But it's too shitty sweet and ugh! I'd hate it giving me diabetes. A friend of mine recently got engaged and I can't tell you how badly I want to get engaged now. But then I'd want to break-up just as badly when I see someone breaking up or when i get bored.

I KNEW IT! i knew it!

i was witing for the puch line to appear any second. i knew this was not the owais i know and fight with. he would have died and born again before writing all of this heart to heart.

ROFL! i can't believe it took him so long to deliever the truth!

god this was fun. hahahahahaha!

@Owaiz koi haal nhn hai.... Sari zindagi bachay he rehna :P.... Bachay Pepsi dekh kar Pepsi mangte hain :P... An advice relationships mein aap bore hojatay ho but relationships are just that relationships... you dont breakup just because you are bored :)... You breakup when the other person wants it or staying together is more painful than staying apart :P

@Maira DDduuuuuhhhhh!!!! :P... How could you doubt Owaiz?? :P

i knew Owais haven't gone Bonker yet. ;p

Well I wouldnt call it going bonkers... Enlightened would be the word that I'll use :P

Heheheh... Aalia havent you heard the common saying "abhi sirf engagement he howi hai"? :P... Its not the ring that deters.. trust me :P

What in your opinion is more important than relationships?? :P:)

GOSH! you guys are rediculus. this topic of discussion sure is. you liked someone, they didn't liked back, clear as water, your ego gets dented and you feel insulted but after some time you move on and GET OVER IT.

and after 1 year or may be 6 months you will laugh you head off at the things you put at your first piority (love). it is a part of your life but its nothing you have to get wounded upon. like Aalia said. life is bigger then some bollywood la la land story of a prince/princess charming coming to sweep you off your feet.