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GeekyFreakyScientist wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "It's 3 mins to 11PM"

That's 24 hours ahead of my time"

Oooh I see. I think there's a 12 hour difference between my time zone with most of you on here

Ahana~ wrote: "Omg! Maya! We are neighbours!!!!"

Yesss!! I don't know why this is exciting for me xD p.s. my elementary school was Indian

Omg!!! If you ever come here, or if I come there, we SHOULD meet!! :D

And you read in an Indian school?

�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Mays sleep! Says the person who slept at 12 and woke up at 4 xD"

Oh don't tell me what to do :P 4!? Go sleep early tonight!!"

Oh don't tell me to not tell you what to do. Wait does that even make sense? xP That's why I say ignore me; what I say seldom makes sense. Hallie's not sleepy and she doesn't want nightmares again!

Ahana~ wrote: "Omg!!! If you ever come here, or if I come there, we SHOULD meet!! :D

And you read in an Indian school?"

We should!!! Yup, Indian Embassy School. Sadly the school section closed down a year after I graduated :/ but I'm telling you it was where I was the happiest. I signed up for the dances every semester! We had theatre performances every year, and the girls in the dance group would wear saris and all

Wow!!! Haha!! Saris are tough stuff for me XD
I really can't wait to meet you!!! Yayyyy!!!

Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Mays sleep! Says the person who slept at 12 and woke up at 4 xD"

Oh don't tell me what to do :P 4!? Go sleep early tonight!!"

Oh don't tell me to not tell you what to..."

Okay don't tell me to tell you to not tell me what to do. (Is there a mistake somewhere...?) How can someone possibly ignore you? I think I do the opposite, sorry for always bugging you with this and that :P Nightmares are the worst...I don't know what to advise you, although I tend to go back to sleep to finish the dream, scary or not

Ahana~ wrote: "Wow!!! Haha!! Saris are tough stuff for me XD
I really can't wait to meet you!!! Yayyyy!!!"

Haha how come? Same!! Somedayyy xD

It's hard for me to handle XD

Yasss!!

�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Mays sleep! Says the person who slept at 12 and woke up at 4 xD"

Oh don't tell me what to do :P 4!? Go sleep early tonight!!"

Oh don't tell me to not t..."

I'm pretty sure I'll mess up if I try so let's leave it at that xD I won't tell me to not tell you what to do. Ahhh everyone ignores me in real life, so.. My greatest fear is multiple nightmares, and they generally bug me the whole day, which is why I don't want them.

You are the most intelligent and nice!

Ahana~ wrote: "You are the most intelligent and nice!"

woo girl you have no idea what that means to me :') I don't remember the last time someone told me I was nice, much less intelligent. Thank you so much <3 you too!

Yes you are!!!! *hugs you tight* You helped me so much but still I didn't listen to you!

YOU ARE AWESOME!

Ahana~ wrote: "Yes you are!!!! *hugs you tight* You helped me so much but still I didn't listen to you!

YOU ARE AWESOME!"

Stahp I'm getting emotional!! I give the worst advice okay don't get my hopes up. But! You can still talk to me anytime because um I love listening to people talk (?) and helping out if I can (which rarely succeeds) *hugs back tight*

You too. YOU TOO.

You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!

You told me the right things, Maya. But I was stupid! Instead of listening to your advice, I just uugh!! I was a fool!

Hallie wrote: "You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!"

...y'all are playing with my heartstrings. I don't know why I'm super emotional today. You're way awesome than me!! I love you guys so much x'D

�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!"

...y'all are playing with my heartstrings. I don't know why I'm super emotional today. You're way awesome than me!! I lo..."

Do you need a tissue? xP I'm the worst! Nooooo I'm not more awesome than you!!!

Ahana~ wrote: "You told me the right things, Maya. But I was stupid! Instead of listening to your advice, I just uugh!! I was a fool!"

Hold up hold up. At least you got out of wherever you were, right? That already means something :) Hey you're no fool -_- I'll PM you

Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!"

...y'all are playing with my heartstrings. I don't know why I'm super emotional today. You're way awesome ..."

Yes please :) No-o. Okay let's not compare because we'll keep doing this until the next eclipse. How are you doing today? In case I missed something, I haven't stalked your journal today.

But still I am a fool!

ATTENTION: From today onwards no one is allowed to call themselves a fool in this thread.

Sincerely,
someone who loves you

�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!"

...y'all are playing with my heartstrings. I don't know why I'm super emotional today. You'..."

*hands tissue box* Oh, you don't want to know!

Ahana~ wrote: "But still I am a fool!"

Says no one ever.

Sorry that I never replied, Maya. School starting messed everything up.

But I saw this and omg yes, you are so smart and such a great person!!! I'm not joking here; you're actually my preeminent role model when it comes to writing here on ŷ������. I may not write like you, but I want to, one day. And you have this way of connecting with people that's just so admirable and amazing. :) For me, it's either be ridiculously long-winded/emotional and bore almost everyone around, or tailor myself to communicating with different kinds of people. In general, I do the former on GR and the latter IRL. And there I go, off on a tangent, when really, all I wanted to say is that you shouldn't doubt yourself, even if you make a mistake. You're worth it every time!

Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Hallie wrote: "You give great advice! And like Ahana said, you're awesome!"

...y'all are playing with my heartstrings. I don't know why I'm super emotion..."

I'm so sorry I fell asleep last night and didn't reply to this :/ I hope you're doing better, or at least had a nice morning

Alia [semi-hiatus until further notice] wrote: "Sorry that I never replied, Maya. School starting messed everything up.

But I saw this and omg yes, you are so smart and such a great person!!! I'm not joking here; you're actually my preeminent ..."

Hey Alia! I've missed you so much xD Well...school is school. I hope you're doing well. If you ever need, idk, emotional support or someone to rant to *opens arms*

*puts hand over heart* I didn't know that :0 That's so sweet, I don't know what to say. Well I'm beyond flattered. It's strange, because I usually read everyone else's rps because I like their ideas and plots. Also, I look up to you guys. A lot. This is to you and everyone else on GR, but thank you for being my second family and making me (or my mind) have a place to stay. But tbh I'm not exactly smart as you guys, or else I would've passed my science exams :P Your replys to the Announcements never bore me, in fact they're usually very deep. I see, just be yourself when talking to others xD You have this incredible amount of patience too, which I lack (and you're a great Mod). I think I wrote too much, but you yourself are worth it, and if you ever feel like you're losing yourself, there's always a way to go back, step by step.

Lillian wrote: "Hi Maya!"

Hey Lillian!

Alright sending you a PM right now

�Ѳ���͛�� wrote: "Alia [semi-hiatus until further notice] wrote: "Sorry that I never replied, Maya. School starting messed everything up.

But I saw this and omg yes, you are so smart and such a great person!!! I'm..."

I've missed you guys so much too! I'm currently mulling over possible changes in my after-school activities, and am trying to figure out how to fit GR and my instrument in when I'm getting home later nowadays. But it's all good. I'll hopefully be able to figure it out. And thank you! That means a lot. There are some people I tend to rant to- I don't think they mind that much but I hate putting all of it on them. (Then I never respond to their PMs, aka now�� I feel so rude!)

Well, I'm not making it up! *smiles* I have a lot of other role models in the group, of course, but I don't think any of us can wield words in the way that you and Jingle and Hallie do. It's admirable :) Mostly I'm just trying to use "more advanced vocabulary" and my posts end up super awkward and kind of disconnected. I'm sure it'll be better if I work on it. But that'll take a while, especially if I feel too tired out by school to write in the little time I do have.

Aww <3 I would say the exact same thing! When I finally reentered the real world this summer after weeks of just chilling and maybe seeing friends, I found myself wishing that the real world was more like the group XD It's just helped me so much. And tbh I'm honestly unsure if I'm actually as insecure as my writing here usually makes me out to be. I'm pretty happy and worrying only about minor things such as grades most of the time (purposefully becoming an ignorant citizen by not keeping up with the news because it's too depressing does that) but every time I write about myself, I notice that it seems as though I'm caught in some huge dilemma or something. Idk.

Oh no, you can't argue that you're not as smart as us when you are two years ahead of everyone your age at school! I'm sorry that you didn't pass your science exams, but know that that's not everything. To me, science is the hardest main subject. You have to do stuff on the fly instead of taking time, and I'm detail-oriented only when I can spare the details some time. Anyway�� you're still super smart! And I read this somewhat elitist but great piece the other day about what it really takes to get into a great college- the author kept pointing out that your passion is what defines you. I think it was something along the lines of "no one expects an NFL quarterback to have prodigious math skill." Also, school in America is apparently super easy compared to a lot of other places like China, so I'd cut you even more slack in that case :)

Good to know :) At least I'm not boring everyone, I suppose. It must be a lot to most other people, though. I try, but as I've ranted about earlier, I'm not exactly sure who that is sometimes. Well, I would be a hypocrite these days if I was impatient for replies, but thank you. Haha, look at me, I did too! No, yours was perfect actually. I'm just feeling saddened because I love talking to everyone this way but don't have time these days (for example, the time I spent writing this is all I've got this morning- I gotta get ready for school now.)

Hey! Hallie doesn't wield words well!

Yes she does! Better than Alia does, anyway!

No, she doesn't! Alia does is way better, and Alia writes more eloquent!

Sorry Mays! I'm spamming your journal!

How about we compromise; we're both decently good. And yeah, sorry Maya!

Alia wrote: " How about we compromise; we're both decently good. And yeah, sorry Maya!"

Lol you guys xD spam all you want. Also, you're both more than 'decently good'

“I helped myself.
wiped my own tears.
put balm over fresh wounds.
plastered parts of my heart that still were hurting.
gave myself time.
read books that soothed my soul.
heard music that calmed my nerves.
watched movies that made me smile.
bit by bit, piece by piece, I put
myself back together again.
and I gave myself a second chance
because I know that if I didn’t, then no one else would.��

�� Ruby Dhal

(view spoiler)[I don't deserve that shit. (hide spoiler)]

(view spoiler)[No you don't Maya :( *hugs*

Ps I'll delete this if you want (hide spoiler)]

I'm too sick today to respond to any rps :(

Oh Maya :( No, you don't deserve that in any respect.

It's okay. Feel better!

*hugs Mays* You're a gem to all of us!

Don't worry about the Roleplays!

*hugs back* Thank you, I don't know what I'd do without you guys :') well I'm off to working on them now~

The feeling of stupidity when you want to become an author but you can't think of any plot big enough to write a book, much less a series =_=