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Anna Vexxie
Anna Vexxie asked C.S. Pacat:

Do you ever constantly re-read the beginnings of your novels, so much so that you end up hating your own work? I struggle with this, and I'd love to know if I'm not alone on this! Ps: Come back to sydney soon because I owe you a drink - Vexxie ❤️

C.S. Pacat Although I don't compulsively re-read my beginnings, I do go through phases where I hate my own work, which I have learned is completely normal, and something all authors experience.

I have a few ways of dealing with it, one is that I use a journal where I write my feelings about my writing to get them out and move on - I do this not every day, but only when I need it. It shows me that the feelings are cyclic and unrelated to how good or bad the writing is.

Another way is to remind myself that it's normal to experience a lot of distorted thinking while writing a novel, and to use mindfulness techniques to deal with them - just because it feels bad doesn't mean it is bad, emotional reality is not objective reality, etc.

A third way is to use mantras - I lot of my friends use positive affirmation mantras ("I am great! I can write a great novel!") but I just use one where I add "And I'm still going to finish" to the end of whatever negativity I'm feeling. "This sucks... and I'm still going to finish."

Writing a novel is hard psychologically as well as technically, so figuring out what your stressors and weak spots are and coming up with active strategies to cope with them is really important in being able to finish a manuscript.

I miss Sydney, hope to come back this year!!
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