

“You want to fall, that's all. You think it can't go on like that. It's as if your life is a perch on the edge of a cliff and going forward seems impossible, not for a lack of will, but a lack of space. The possibility of another day stands in defiance of the laws of physics. And you can't go back. So you want to fall, let go, give up, but you can't. And every breath you take reminds you of that fact. So it goes.”
― The Yellow Birds
― The Yellow Birds

“She revered solitude, but only because there was the possibility of breaking it. Of communing at last with another.”
― The Orchardist
― The Orchardist

“Once a man offered me his heart and I said no. Not because I didn’t love him. Not because he was a beast or white â€� I couldn’t love him. Do you understand? In bed while we slept, our bodies inches apart, the dark between our flesh a wick. It was burning down. And he couldn’t feel it.”
― Slow Lightning (Volume 106)
― Slow Lightning (Volume 106)
“Just because a thing can't be done doesn't mean it can't be did. We all look into mirrors and see phantoms. Our error is our Eros. Why is there something instead of nothing? The answer is reckless and surreal.”
― The Art of Recklessness: Poetry as Assertive Force and Contradiction
― The Art of Recklessness: Poetry as Assertive Force and Contradiction

“When he was a boy he was happy when the men arrived, and in a way wanted them to remain forever--but he was also anxious that they had arrived, that he was no longer alone. The sorrow came from those two feelings--the happiness of company, the anxiety of interrupted solitude. That was what he had felt, he thought, and what to some extent he still felt.”
― The Orchardist
― The Orchardist
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