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May?a wrote: "*finds Jingle's thread and runs around*

I hope you're okay Alia! But just reading about these experiences makes my heart warm. What's with taking care of children these days, because my best frien..."

Maya!!! :DD Congrats on getting the job! Just saying, if you're anything like me these kids are going to make you miss them so much you'll cry like crazy even months later. But you seriously won't regret it :') Plus I think you'd do great!

(PS Seriously what is it with taking care of kids these days though like I'm still a kid myself how did this happen)

我想忘了你，
可是你的影子占有了我的心房，
我想忘了你，
可是你的歌声萦绕在我的身旁。
恨相见已晚，
又何必相爱，
凭添无限痛苦和麻烦使人伤感，
我想忘了你，
虽然从此我会感到空虚和渺茫。

- 吴莺音

  15 August 2017

I hear some weird cackling cawing who knows what outside the window except it's 2.51 am WHAT KIND OF BIRD WOULD BE CAWING NOW this is terrifying

I wish old films and music 
got more recognition

  17 August 2017

Can you say u-n-p-r-o-d-u-c-t-i-v-e breathe Jingle breathe

  20 August 2017

Cerebrum, corpus callosum, cerebral cortex, brain stem, cerebellum, amygdala, hippocampus
OTPF-occipital, temporal, parietal, frontal
Vision. Language understanding memory. Perception arithmetic spelling. Planning organizing problem solving emotions personality behavioral control.
Sucking, rooting, walking, stepping, Babinsky, moro, palmar, blinking, gag, ????
Large muscle groups vs hands and fingers lips and tongue
Easy, difficult, slow-to-adapt
Extraversion, self-control, negative emotion
Goodness of fit
Emotional coaching and dismissing
Secure, anxious avoidant, anxious resistant, disorganized

Damn it

Not ready for the gates of hell to open tomorrow

  The lids of your eyes are growing heavy
I'm watching you drift 
In and out of dreaming
Wondering what you're thinking
Are you making a plea? 
Are you thinking back to your life in 1963?
The years when you breathed deeply

If there's ever a time
I could wish for more than what 
I've already hoped for
Then that would be good
I can no longer deny
I don't know the outcome to
This raging bodily war
And pretend to be blind

But could we slow it down?
All I'm asking for is some 
Kind of possibility
It's not your time to leave

Well I'm no believer
But I'm still hoping there's a whether
That there's a God that will hear me
And put you back together
Maybe there was a error
And maybe the man in white 
Got something wrong somewhere
Maybe you'll end up fine

If there's ever a time
I could wish for more than what 
I've already hoped for
Then that would be now
I can no longer deny
I can't see the outcome to 
This raging bodily war
And pretend to be fine

But could we slow it down?
All I'm asking for is some 
Kind of possibility
That it's not his time to leave

So if you're out there listening
Could you slow it down?
All I'm asking for is some 
Kind of possibility
That it's not your time to leave
Could you slow things down
I'd go on my knees 
I'd walk the road to Calgary
Just don't take him from me.

  24 August 2017

(view spoiler)[I just hate the helplessness of it all. (hide spoiler)]

  25 August 2017

First day back at the kindergarten I worked at and I would not trade having kids smile and yell Teacher Jingle for anything in the world. Their sunshine forces me to think of brighter days and while I can only carve out a short 3 weeks with them, I'm grateful.

(Stars)

  



And I know it's true that visions 
are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, 
I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once, 
the way you did once upon a dream.

(view spoiler)[This song will forever be my favourite. While I don't like that Aurora doesn't play much of a role in the classic, I always dreamed to be her as a child. Her ever flowing grace; a dreamer dancing hopefully in the woods. (hide spoiler)]

  28 August 2017
  

  Conversations with a two-year-old (Sunflower)

Claire: Teacher Jingle, I tell you story

Me: Okay!

Claire: There's a rabbit. *mumble mumble*

Me: That's great, there's a rabbit :)

Claire: Now I sing a song!

*mumbles* 小鸭 (view spoiler)[(duckling) (hide spoiler)] *makes gesture for duck*

Me: *tries to follow*

Claire: *passionately making more gestures*

数不起到底多少鸭词

(view spoiler)[(Rough translation: Can't count how many ducks there are) (hide spoiler)]

Me: *nodding blankly bc I have no idea how long the song is*

Claire:*even louder*
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词
数不起到底多少鸭词~~

Me: *finally caves* Claire, how many times does this line have to be sung?

Claire: *smiles* Four!

(Stars)

I wonder, I wonder
I wonder why each 
Little bird has a someone
To sing to sweet things to
A gay little love bird melody?
I wonder, I wonder
If my heart keeps singing
Will my song go winging
To someone who'll find me
And bring back a love song to me?

  30 August 2017

I am so angry and frustrated I almost cried at work I just nfljnvjdnvjkdhvkjsdhvkjfskvjnkfdjvhkjdshcohsdfsdgciooisdfigosdfgidosf

  3 September 2017
  

  Materialism At It’s Best (Sunflower)

*Tavia crying for mum*

Teacher C: Tavia! You want pretty dress?

Tavia: *nods*

Teacher C: You want milk powder?

Tavia: *nods again*

Teacher C: Okay, then let mummy work. Sleep!

And she actually slept after that ?

(Stars)

Sleeping Beauty fair
Gold of sunshine in your hair
Lips that shame the red, red rose
Dreaming of true love in 
slumber repose.

  2 September 2017

*dismissal time*

Coordinator: Teacher Tab is going to leave to further her studies, let us say goodbye

Teacher Tab: Yes, I will be gone for a year :(

Kid: Wait but where are we going to get our resources?

Coordinator: What?

Boy: Our water - if we have no Tab Tap where are we going to find water?

Me: Well played, kid.

(Arrows)

  3 September 2017
  

  More conversations with a two-year-old (Sunflower)

*drinking soup*

Me: *ladling my (untouched) soup to kids who want more*

Claire: Teacher Jingle what you doing

Me: Handing out soup!

Claire: I like soup.

Me: That’s great

Claire: Do you want soup

Me: It’s okay, I have some

Claire: I give you some soup ok?

Me: It’s okay, just drink yours!

Me: *turns to answer someone and finds hands soaked bc Claire still attempted to ladle me soup*

(Stars)

  Confusion (Sunflower)

Teacher Lily: What’s my name?

Eli: Mama

Teacher Lily: What’s her name? (me)

Eli: 姐姐

Me: 姐姐 or teacher?

Eli: Teacher

Teacher Lily: Mama or teacher?

Eli: *blanks out*

- later on -

Me: *busy changing kids*

Eli: *taps me* Teacher!

Me: Mm!

Eli: Teacher!

Me: Give me a moment, I’m still changing your friend

Eli: 姐姐!

Me: Yes!

Eli: *tapping my shoulder like crazy* Teacher! 姐姐! Mummy 姐姐!!

Me: What have I done

(Stars)

  3 September 2017
  

  What even (Sunflower)

*toddlers sit in circle*

Aurie: Eli?

Eli: Nooooo! Damien?

Damien: Noooo! Aurie?

Aurie: Nooooo! Damien?

Me: *watches silently with equally bugged out teacher*

(Stars)

journal. is. soo. aesthetic. IM..sjsjknajk

thelma. wrote: "journal. is. soo. aesthetic. IM..sjsjknajk"

Thank you (and also hi)! :)

Jingle ?彡 wrote: "thelma. wrote: "journal. is. soo. aesthetic. IM..sjsjknajk"

Thank you (and also hi)! :)"

HI!

  7 September 2017

You haven't seen adorable until you see a two year old say "oh mai gawddd" with dramatic intonation included.

(Stars)

  9 September 2017

Wake up, wake up
The stars are out
In this great divide
Come out, come out
And find your heart
There’s nowhere left to hide

We’ll drink the lilac wine
we made from starlight
And ride the trail of 
stardust to the moon.

(view spoiler)[

SO USED TO NUMBING MYSELF 
WITH NO TIME TO BREATHE
SO MUCH TO GIVE
SO MUCH TO BE
THAT TEARS ARE THINGS 
I'VE NO SECONDS TO CONCEIVE
THAT WHEN I heave —

X

from the tiredness 
from the pain 
from the muchness of it all —

I stare at the reflection 
in confusion.

(hide spoiler)]

  11 September 2017

Jingle you ain't doing good but it's time to get up and get shit done

Wipe those eyes you have a graded internship starting and new kids and teachers to wow

Buy electrolyte drinks if you're that worried you've done worse

ｓｔｏｐ
ｐａｎｉｃｋｉｎｇ

Hey, I just wanted to let you know we're here virtually giving you pats on the back. (view spoiler)[Take care of your body ok? I don't know about you but when I'm having anxiety or a panic attack I focus on slowing down my breathing. I know it's probably stupid of me to say in case there's kids or teachers near you but if you have the chance, find a quiet spot to sit down (hide spoiler)]

I agree. You come first, Jingle. Remember that. And listen to your body, despite your mind screaming in protest.

Thanks for the advice guys, I really appreciate it :P I've just been a bit overwhelmed lately. (view spoiler)[It's not stupid Mays it's currently nap time so I'm hiding out with the kids (hide spoiler)]

It won't be long till happiness 
Steps up to greet me

Raindrops keep fallin' on my head
But that doesn't mean my eyes 
Will soon be turnin' red
Cryin's not for me
'Cause I'm never gonna stop 
The rain by complainin'
Because I'm free
Nothin's worryin' me.

  14 September 2017

So apparently I'm not sleeping although it's 4.44 am

Milk

Thick-skinned chameleon
Climbs the curtains
hanging on the wall;
The only living ghost
to grace the hall.

Meanwhile on the battlefield,
Another soldier boldly
bites his tongue;
The only noble thing
he's ever done.

Step one: wake up,
Now open your eyes,
Now float to the window,
Open the blinds,
Now nevermind
The cold shiver on your
over-exposed spine
Still lying on the bed
where you left it,
Soaking up the sleep
from the mattress.

And that's it;
Feel your way to the kitchen,
Bring the milk to a simmer,
Spill the sugar on
the surface of the counter,
Thin-skinned calcium sipper.

  18 September 2017

*drops iPad and phone one after the other*

What I think: F@$& !

What I say: My goodness!

Kids: MY GOODNESS! :0

Me: ...Thank god

-

*walks home and kid passes by*

Girl: *points* TEACHER, TEACHER!

Grandma: *ushers her away without listening*

Girl: αя? уσυ н?αяιиg м? ?н? ?χι?т? συт?ι?? тн? ??нσσ? ?σмρσυи?

(Hearts)

  20 September 2017
  

  Judgement

*comes in wearing a sweater because it's cold*

Sonia: Teacher Jinger! Why you wear like that?

Me: Wear like what O_O

Sonia: Like that *starts laughing*

Me: I'm questioning all my life choices now I hope you know that

(Hearts)

Late night spam I had to put together because it was taking too much space

- HOW DID THE SUGAR PLUM FAIRY'S DANCE GET STUCK IN MY HEAD AT 6.17 AM
- Brain stop you haven't taken ballet for almost two years and ballet isn't good for you. You know that.
- It's 6.22 am my brother is awake
- Should I open the door and scare him
- No let's play the song on my phone and stick it in his room when he's not looking
- The Pentatonix version with the screechy high note yes
- That. Was. PRICELESS.
- Also at this point the sun is rising and I'm realizing there's absolutely no hope that I'm going to sleep so ??

Jingle ?彡 wrote: "HOW DID THE SUGAR PLUM FAIRY'S DANCE GET STUCK IN MY HEAD AT 6.17 AM"

Don't worry, this is literally an everyday occurrence for me XD