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Stealing this

 
Favourite quote;

Perhaps you can feel if you can¡¯t hear. 
Perhaps kind thoughts reach people somehow, even through windows and doors and walls.

'Are you learning me
by heart, Sara?'

'No,' she answered.
'I know you by heart.
You are inside my heart.'

  21 September 2017

I haven't been properly updating this journal, but I've been doing a internship at a kindergarten to complete assignments/observations from school. I was placed in a four-year-old class and today will be my last day. I'm gonna miss them ><

(Hearts)

GOOD NEWS I forgot to tell the principal early that I needed my evaluation form so I can go back on Monday ????????

'When I am telling it,'
she would say, 'It doesn't
seem as if it were only made up.
It seems more real than you are ¨C 
more real than the schoolroom.
I feel as if I were all the people
in the story, one after another.
It is queer.'

 
Favourite quote;

¡°If nature has made you a giver,
your hands are born open, 
and so is your heart; 
and though there may be times 
when your hands are empty, 
your heart is always full, 
and you can give things out of that¡ª
warm things, kind things, 
sweet things,
help and comfort and laughter¡ª
and sometimes gay, kind laughter is 
the best help of all.¡± 

Finding Home

Remember when the grass was tall
And we built castles out of golden straw
Our feet were bare, our tangled hair
Blew in the humid ocean air

The old blue house reflected on
The mirrored sky within the silver pond
And horses grazed inside a maze
Of thistle thorns and barley blades

And I'm following a trail
That I've seen in fairy tales
But the crumbs I left behind are gone
So I'm trusting in my feet
And I'm skipping to the beat
Of a heart that's sweet on finding home

We rode our bikes out in the rain
And felt the jingle of our pocket change
Off to explore the bins galore
Of penny candies at the corner store

And I'm following a trail
That I've seen in fairy tales
But the crumbs I left behind are gone
So I'm trusting in my feet
And I'm skipping to the beat
Of a heart that's sweet on finding home

'Why,' she said, 
'we are just the same ¨C
I am only a little girl like you. 
It's just an accident that 
I am not you,
and you are not me!'

  25 September 2017

Genuinely applaud myself for not crying in front of the kids when I had to leave. Since they always pestered me to draw their belongings on my notebook (when I really needed it to take notes), as their goodbye gift I drew cards with their faces or belongings to be pasted at their cubby holes. Their expressions...were definitely worth staying up until 5.30 am. I just got super emotional at their surprise 'thank you' and when I got to hug them. I know realistically they won't remember me when they grow older, but perhaps they'll have a flicker of recollection when they hear the Christmas songs playing.

(Hearts)

It is at this point I realise how screwed up my body clock has become

 Favourite quote;

¡°Whatever comes cannot alter one thing. 
If I am a princess in rags and tatters, 
I can be a princess inside. 
It would be easy to be a princess 
if I were dressed in cloth of gold, 
but it is a great deal more of a triumph 
to be one all the time when no one knows it.¡± 

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something always happens
just before things
get to the very worst.
It is as if Magic did it.
If I could only just
remember that always.
The worse thing never quite comes.¡± (hide spoiler)]

? Travel Goals ?

Writing this because I know I'm going to chicken out when I'm older and I need to not regret my youth.

- Take up scholarship overseas, with grades that you earn. Make sure every penny you spend on your education comes from your own hard work. Do not burden the people around you.
- Go budget backpacking with my close friend through Europe for a year. Save up the money and ask for nothing but to experience new cultures.
- Streetbusk overseas
- Teach/volunteer at any place which needs help
- Return to Japan and Taiwan
- Stay for a period in the countryside

30 September 2017

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It's just I've been there before and I try so hard not to judge but argh ??

Arrrgh, oh who lives in the pineapple under the sea

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ooo chinese poetry
blesss

? ? alessia wrote: "ooo chinese poetry
blesss"

Haha it's actually a song :) Nice to meet you!

1 October 2017

Getting annoyed at so many things right now and worrying about literally nothing

And I'm angry with myself because it's the holidays but I overloaded on responsibilities instead of trying to get rid of bad habits and seeing people I've missed

Also I'm beginning to really hate the theme I had for this page structuring themes just makes me feel like I have another responsibility

Jingle ?áê wrote: "? ? alessia wrote: "ooo chinese poetry
blesss"

Haha it's actually a song :) Nice to meet you!"

oh hahaha my bad! turns out i'm uncultured
and nice to meet you too :)

and hey don't worry about your theme man, it's not your job or anything so don't sweat the small things, you can change it whenever you want, don't feel pressured to hurry :))

@alessia Nah you aren¡¯t! Also thank you for being so kind, I just realised I shouldn¡¯t have tried planning anything in the first place! ?

 Favourite quote;
¡°When people are insulting you, there is nothing so good for them as not to say a word -just to look at them and think. When you will not fly into a passion people know you are stronger than they are, because you are strong enough to hold in your rage, and they are not, and they say stupid things they wished they hadn't said afterward. There's nothing so strong as rage, except what makes you hold it in - that's stronger. It's a good thing not to answer your enemies.¡±

  Winnie The Pooh Pencil Case

Materials required:
Red and yellow yarn (8 ply)
Attachable eyes and nose

sl = slip stitch
ch = chain
sc = single crochet


Case

Row 1: Using red yarn, make sl on crochet hook. Make ch the width of pencil case desired. (As a gauge, mine was 45 stitches).

Row 2: Skip the first ch, do 3 ch in the next ch. Continue to sc in each ch, stopping right before the last ch. In the last ch, do 3 sc.

Row 3: Pivot your work so that you are working on the opposite side of the chain. 1 sc in each ch, sl to first sc. Using my example, I have a total of 90 single crochet stitches counting from the beginning.

Row 4-17: Sc 90 in each round. Before the last stitch of row 17, switch to yellow yarn. (90)

Row 18-35: Sc 90 then bind off. (90)

Attach eyes and nose to fabric.

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Ears

Row 1: Sc 6
Row 2: Sc 2 in each stitch (12)
Row 3: Sc 1, Sc 2 in next stitch (18)
Row 4: Sc 2, Sc 2 in next stitch (24)
Row 5: Sc all around (24)

Bind off


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Flap to back of eyes and nose
Row 1: Sl, then make 18 ch.
Row 2-7: Sc across then bind off.

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Assembly
Sew flap to back of where eyes and nose is attached.
Sew ears onto top of case. Sew or glue gun on zipper.

  4 October 2017

Really creeped out now. So I had a friend here (A.) who I talked to for a long time, and some traits was that she often posted pictures of herself; quotes, 19, was from the UK. She disappeared without any warning and I assume she just deactivated her account - which while I respected, wish she gave some warning beforehand. A few months or so later, this other girl (B.) popped up who had all the same traits, typed similarly, but had a different name and face. I accepted despite finding it odd, and we talked for about a week before she deactivated as well.

Last week, I received another friend request from B. after months. I ignored it and later found her request disappeared from my feed entirely, meaning she deactivated it again. Now, I've just gotten a friend request from C. who friggin has all the same traits. Wtf is going on

I feel so bad for commenting on here since it's ruining all the beautiful structuring and aesthetics, but wow that's weird. Do you know why she deactivated her account? Or does she not know you're suspicious and is acting as a different person? (Sorry if I missed something)

May?a [semi-hiatus] wrote: "I feel so bad for commenting on here since it's ruining all the beautiful structuring and aesthetics, but wow that's weird ..."

Aww you don't need to worry about the aesthetics, at this point I'm just randomly sticking gifs and stuff into this journal xP

A. and B. both deactivated without any reason, which is why I find it so odd and irritating (if you invest time to talk to someone it's bc you actually care ya know :/). And I honestly don't know if it's the girl acting as someone else or some troll that's been stalking me. I talked to A. for almost a year without her asking for my bank number so she seems real? But after that it's just straight up weird.

¡°Aren¡¯t you hungry?¡±

A mist rose before Sara's eyes.

"She is hungrier than I am," she said to herself. "She's starving." But her hand trembled when she put down the fourth bun. "I'm not starving," she said¡ªand she put down the fifth.

6 October

C. sent another friend request wHy

Am I being paranoid or is this just SCARY

No, I'd be even more fearful than you tbh. If it gets annoying, you could block them¡­? I know it might seem mean, but if you actually feel scared, better safe than sorry.

I second Alia. Block her/them and decline the request, if possible. I just don't know why they'd deactivate their account so many times. They can't send you any messages if you don't allow it right..? Sorry I don't know how to help in this situation :/

@Alia and Maya I declined the request before I realised I should have blocked but I'll see how things go... Assuming she's a real person (which I really hope), I hope she'll get the hint. But if she appears again I'll block. Thanks for your advice :')

This is my song
To carry on
When you have found yourself alone
And I am gone 

So I will wait
Anticipate
Every last minute that we have
To celebrate 

This is my song to remember me by
When the moon grows long in the sky
And you wonder why goodbyes are bound to be
Life goes on, love, you will see 

Think of this tune
When forget-me-nots bloom
Pick one for me and make a wish
That I will be back soon